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Thursday, April 12, 2012

My last hurrah.. the final days of military life.. inspired by ????

My last hurrah .. the final days of military life..
 Yes, indeed , my days are going by ever so gently.. Am I ready? Always ready!!!,, but then again this has been my life for the past 20 years, or in other words most of my adult life.. Its strange to see the young bloods, talking shit,, acting foolish and getting upset over trivial things, But who am I to complain.. I was the same dum ass fool many years ago,, So who am I to get upset at them. I guess I'm envious and jealous because my time is done.. I have nothing more to add to my legacy or career, and I guess I'm a bit upset , or bitter sweet sadness. I mean my whole existence or being has been military .. Now that the days are dwindling down to 3 digits.,. 180 days or so,, I see the light finally opening up.. What to do? Yea,, I have to take care of the separation stuff, but after its over.. What then? I know I want to finish my degree and eventually find a job.. or better yet open up a business , and be the boss.,. But time will tell , I will know if I will continue working or better yet be the man the boss,, But for now.. I'm tripping out on all the young guys and all the macho talk .. Because back in the day that was me.. ?? But everything has to change and I know my final days and my final good byes will be bittersweet and sad.. BUT.. I'm also looking forward in enjoying my muscle car and take it on a cross country ride across America.. THE USA,, ROUTE 66, and visit all the land marks , and car shows along the way,,. plus enjoying time with my family. I know they are excited and I am too, I want to see my youngest play tackle football and my eldest become that aviation mechanic and successful productive human being.. and of course my wife become what she wants to be.. As for me.. I have projects around the house ,, I have workouts to do,, and nice drives with the car.. But eventually I will decide what will be my last job ,, or hobby that will carry me through the rest of my life.. ? if anything .. I'm looking forward to the family vacations and parties with the family and of course the ending of long separations from loved ones.. and friends.. The lost time at sea will always be gone, but I plan on making up all the time away, by being that loud and proud uncle that likes to tell stories and perform jabba wockeez inspired dance routines.. My last hurrah.. Can my fellow shipmates. feel it.. and will they embrace it,.. Get ready guys.. I plan to make my last days as fun and frantic as I know how to do.. May the winds of change be strong and may my lectures and lessons on life be true to everyone.. 
ENJOY LIFE .. BECAUSE TODAY IS A GIFT,.. INDEED,,. THATS WHY THEY CALL THE PRESENT!! THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2012



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