Real Friends , Inspired by theresacroft.com
Hi everyone I hope everyone is dealing with the stay home order it’s been a tough road for many of us .. Well I know a lot of us are cooking and baking more than normal and doing more yard work then usual..
Ok to my blog If real friends don’t text you back , you don’t write them off ! Because you are so secure in your friendship with them that you know this is simply a cue to pray for them . Theresacroft.vom
I saw this on a YouTube video and it really caught my attention . Beasts it’s so true if you have a real friend you don’t need immediate validation from them and your not so insecure that your going to bash them or abandon them because of your selfish needs and wants over your friends needs or wants a real friend doesn’t make demand or expect immediate response or require a answer like you are summoned them for something . Am I right !’ I think whrn we become friends or label someone as such we create a pedestal that’s hard to maintain .!! I feel like we all expect too much from our friends .!! Like if you need something and they can’t deliver , we get unrealistic about what a friend should do or don't do!!
We all live busy lives and we all lt are dong things everyday and at times we can’t be there for our friends because we are busy ! It’s just the facts of life , but often times we fail to realize that we can only help if possible , but we often feel betrayed or used by our friends, Guess what ? We all use our family our friends fur whatever , we shouldn’t get hung up on that phrase , because we all use one another for emotional support , for validation purposes , for rides or helping you do things . We shouldn’t think that we are being mistreated or used in a friendship , Friendship takes work and effort especially if you want to be friends for life .. !! But a real friend doesn’t get upset when ignored or when they get ghosted so to speak .!! A real friend takes things in stride and doesn’t overthink things 11 , I’m guilty of that but the friends I have taught me to be more patient and sensitive to their needs . Not every likes to text or talk all the time especially when they are not feeling well or dealing with life’s struggles . A real friend is sensitive , is respectful and is caring enough to deal with a friend that needs space and time !! .. but we are only human we let our emotions and our selfish needs and wants get in the way of keeping a friendship.! It’s tough to be a friend . !! That’s why we don’t have many true friends in life .!! The true friends accept one another no matter what our faults and weaknesses we have they just accept us , because it’s just human nature we gonna fuck up things . We are going to say something stupid , something offensive , something rude but we just laugh it off or let it go as one of my dear friend once told me .!! I know sometimes the ones that hurt us the most are the ones we hold dear to our hearts .. Thats why some people don’t want to get too close to friends .. It hurts to open ones heart to people , some of us are ok to expose our hearts to people , we learned how to let things go and just go on because life is so fast .. I have no time for grudges or hatred for anyone , I just want to be happy and be a good friend ,,
A true friend based on my life’s experiences are the ones that praise one another and is firm in the commitment of friendship they don’t bash a friend they don’t gossip they protect their friend even when their wrong .. A true friend may set up boundaries but never walls , true friends don’t get easily offended or hurt even if the friend is too embarrassed or don’t want to share what’s going on in their lives . A true friend is honest and is ok giving their friend space to deal with their issues in their life ..
Lastly a true friend makes a difference in each other’s lives and are secure with their identity and their friendship.. a true friendship unites and brings togetherness in understanding each other’s wants and needs . A true friend feels like you’ve known them forever , it’s hard to explain in words , when you find a connection with a true friend.. you just feel it . And no long separation can change that ,, I know I have a best friend that at times we talk all the time and then can go months with no contact but once I talk to them it’s like we never missed a beat ,,yea I feel blessed I have a few friends like that , my true friend are my treasures because I can share my life with them. That’s why if you found a friend you connect with , Cherish then and don’t write them off , give them the space and time to desk with their life so when they reconnect you can be happy and enjoying the moment ,, May everyone have a good day or night and take care of yourself and be a true friend by just relaxing and not getting offended when friends ignore you .. Because you don’t know what’s going on in Their heart and minds ., Let them be .. True friends .. stay your friend no matter what has gone on ..
TheSourceProductions @2020
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Tuesday, April 28, 2020
Saturday, April 25, 2020
My Home defense weapons and why ? Inspired by life !
My home defense weapons and why ? Inspired by life !
Hello everyone I hope everyone is well stay safe at home be positive and be strong minded
Now to my home defense weapons systems . I have
a lot of weapons and to narrow it down to my self defense home defense is even harder to do .
But here it is , I have a belt from my Navy Security force days that’s I keep my extra mags for
My Sig sauer Sp 2022 , because it a full size 9mm gun that I have put overt 1000 rounds through it with no misfires or hang-fire issues it’s a accurate , reliable e it and Dependable gun on the range and it’s has that wow factor ,!its looks and feels like a bad ass weapon . I’m comfortable with the grips amd I can assume my sight adjustments in a quick and efficient way . To me that’s important when choosing a gun for home defense , does it feel comfortable in your heart d can you align your sights quickly and accurately and will it fire off when needed ! My
Sig fits those needs and I’m confident should I ever need to use It for self defense and protection
Of my family and property!
So I have my Sig in holster with extra mags I put my belt on then I grab my AR-15
Smith and Wesson chambered i. 5.56 or 223 rounds .. That’s the gun I prefer because it’s deadly it’s lightweight , accurate and I’m very proficient in it maybe because of my Navy days and the training we received during those years, I’m very comfortable using that defense weapons beasts I can easily shoot off my rounds and reload in a quick and efficient manner and it’s very accurate at long range but in close quarters like a house it’s small enough and light enough to walk around tight spaces and
Still powerful enough to take care of an intruder or intruders . I know why have 2 weapons on you , because I can and if I run out of mags with Ar -15 I can use my pistol to fire off another 50
Rounds .. So if over 100 rounds of bullets doesn’t stop the threat then I deserve to die ., But most likely the Ar-15 will be enough to deal with a threat . My boys are always practicing real life home defense scenarios and we found that in no light low light scenarios when you come across a light in the middle of the night in a dark house it’s very intimidating and scary because what’s behind that light ., In my case I have my AR-15 and my boys have their Ruger 14 rifle and the Ruger 9mm rifle witn lights so if you happen to come across my house you have 3 weapons systems aimed at you !
Not a pretty sight , but back to the blog .. I have my weapons as the home defense go to because I’m comfortable shooting them I can use my hand to call the police if using my pistol or use my Ar because of the sling . Ok why not use a shot gun , that’s a great weapon but you have to use both hands , hard to hold off intruders with that gun and call the police. My pistol can hold them down while I call the police . The AR can be used in an one arm scenario if need be compared to a shotgun Makes sense ? You have to remember do what’s best for you . I’m just saying under the scenarios
I mentioned , the Weapons systems work for me ,!
So I hope this explains my choices and why ? I mean I also own a Glock 17 that I can use those mags in my Ruger carbine rifle ..now that I think about that would be my back up weapons system ..
Whatever the case whatever set up you have be sure to practice at the gun range and be comfortable with the guns , don’t buy it because it’s looks bad ass , pick it up hold it , use the sights , do research
Ask other gun owners but most of all make your own decisions based on what your preferences are .
Have a good day gun guys and gals and remember the life you safe maybe your own , Be safe and take care always !
TheSourceProductions@2020
Hello everyone I hope everyone is well stay safe at home be positive and be strong minded
Now to my home defense weapons systems . I have
a lot of weapons and to narrow it down to my self defense home defense is even harder to do .
But here it is , I have a belt from my Navy Security force days that’s I keep my extra mags for
My Sig sauer Sp 2022 , because it a full size 9mm gun that I have put overt 1000 rounds through it with no misfires or hang-fire issues it’s a accurate , reliable e it and Dependable gun on the range and it’s has that wow factor ,!its looks and feels like a bad ass weapon . I’m comfortable with the grips amd I can assume my sight adjustments in a quick and efficient way . To me that’s important when choosing a gun for home defense , does it feel comfortable in your heart d can you align your sights quickly and accurately and will it fire off when needed ! My
Sig fits those needs and I’m confident should I ever need to use It for self defense and protection
Of my family and property!
So I have my Sig in holster with extra mags I put my belt on then I grab my AR-15
Smith and Wesson chambered i. 5.56 or 223 rounds .. That’s the gun I prefer because it’s deadly it’s lightweight , accurate and I’m very proficient in it maybe because of my Navy days and the training we received during those years, I’m very comfortable using that defense weapons beasts I can easily shoot off my rounds and reload in a quick and efficient manner and it’s very accurate at long range but in close quarters like a house it’s small enough and light enough to walk around tight spaces and
Still powerful enough to take care of an intruder or intruders . I know why have 2 weapons on you , because I can and if I run out of mags with Ar -15 I can use my pistol to fire off another 50
Rounds .. So if over 100 rounds of bullets doesn’t stop the threat then I deserve to die ., But most likely the Ar-15 will be enough to deal with a threat . My boys are always practicing real life home defense scenarios and we found that in no light low light scenarios when you come across a light in the middle of the night in a dark house it’s very intimidating and scary because what’s behind that light ., In my case I have my AR-15 and my boys have their Ruger 14 rifle and the Ruger 9mm rifle witn lights so if you happen to come across my house you have 3 weapons systems aimed at you !
Not a pretty sight , but back to the blog .. I have my weapons as the home defense go to because I’m comfortable shooting them I can use my hand to call the police if using my pistol or use my Ar because of the sling . Ok why not use a shot gun , that’s a great weapon but you have to use both hands , hard to hold off intruders with that gun and call the police. My pistol can hold them down while I call the police . The AR can be used in an one arm scenario if need be compared to a shotgun Makes sense ? You have to remember do what’s best for you . I’m just saying under the scenarios
I mentioned , the Weapons systems work for me ,!
So I hope this explains my choices and why ? I mean I also own a Glock 17 that I can use those mags in my Ruger carbine rifle ..now that I think about that would be my back up weapons system ..
Whatever the case whatever set up you have be sure to practice at the gun range and be comfortable with the guns , don’t buy it because it’s looks bad ass , pick it up hold it , use the sights , do research
Ask other gun owners but most of all make your own decisions based on what your preferences are .
Have a good day gun guys and gals and remember the life you safe maybe your own , Be safe and take care always !
TheSourceProductions@2020
Monday, April 20, 2020
How I stay positive. Inspired by life ..
How I stay positive .inspired by life ..
Hello everyone , it’s another great day to be Alive ! I know thousands have been infected by the CoronaVirus and many thousands have died around the world ..This will go down in history as one of the most troubled times 2020 will bring many memories of empty streets and parks . No toilet paper on shelves . Wearing mask and or gloves everywhere you go .
But I know everyone Is feeling down and have fears and anxiety and it’s expected non of us have had anything like this heppen and it’s scary , I mean small budiness are failing and people are desperate to get back to life and work as we knew it .
Now how I keep positive is I have a routine everyday , I work out . I write my blogs I text my friends that are not annoyed by them , even if the don’t reply it’s ok it’s my routine , I think when you have daily routines it keeps you focused on the good things in life , Yes I know it’s boring to stay home watching tv or movies or playing video games , it’s tiring to clean the house or do yard work but it’s what keeps me going having things to do ,, Plus when your busy your not dwelling on negative things in your house . Having a negative vibe is contagious home or work , That’s why I try to be happy anywhere I go Why ? Because people want to be around happy people , it’s contagious , check out life when you meet a happy positive person your prone to be attracted to that person , maybe not wise but friend wise , it’s contagious to be around happy people .. I’m not saying I never had tragedies in my life , far from it , but it’s the way I respond to hardships ,, I pretty much dust my self off and say next .. maybe it’s the navy thinking I was exposed too , we faced tragedies , loneliness hardships on a yearly basis , but we took it and went on .. we had too And now ., I’m doing the same thing taking it in and moving on .. I like being around positive people and strong minded ones , sure I’m sensitive but I’m also tough enough to deal with life.. I learned to accept realities of life . Like death ., sickness or even losing friends . I know at times you let go of those friends that have too much drama in their lives .. When you have friends that present drama in your life it can be exhausting and depressing .
Thus , I stay positive by having positive people in my life and looking forward to the future . I
Also realized that it’s what you think that’s important and not what your friends think and feel . You should look for your own approval on things not your family or friends because it’s your life ..am I right ? Like I says I keep up a routine of working out and writing my blogs and attending to my collection of guns . These hobbies keep me busy and focused on what’s important in my life . Life is stressful enough , I don’t need negative people in my life . I suggest you do the same , be positive and do what makes you happy . Because life IS so fast and fragile you have to enjoy everyday , because you just never know .
May everyone have a great day and stay positive and stay busy , it’s important to keep up your mind and body during this time Covid 19 will soon past and I’m hoping your using this free time to have self discovery and improvement because that’s what life is all about living and learning and taking care of family and friends during this troubled time in our lives.
TheSourceProductions @2020
Hello everyone , it’s another great day to be Alive ! I know thousands have been infected by the CoronaVirus and many thousands have died around the world ..This will go down in history as one of the most troubled times 2020 will bring many memories of empty streets and parks . No toilet paper on shelves . Wearing mask and or gloves everywhere you go .
But I know everyone Is feeling down and have fears and anxiety and it’s expected non of us have had anything like this heppen and it’s scary , I mean small budiness are failing and people are desperate to get back to life and work as we knew it .
Now how I keep positive is I have a routine everyday , I work out . I write my blogs I text my friends that are not annoyed by them , even if the don’t reply it’s ok it’s my routine , I think when you have daily routines it keeps you focused on the good things in life , Yes I know it’s boring to stay home watching tv or movies or playing video games , it’s tiring to clean the house or do yard work but it’s what keeps me going having things to do ,, Plus when your busy your not dwelling on negative things in your house . Having a negative vibe is contagious home or work , That’s why I try to be happy anywhere I go Why ? Because people want to be around happy people , it’s contagious , check out life when you meet a happy positive person your prone to be attracted to that person , maybe not wise but friend wise , it’s contagious to be around happy people .. I’m not saying I never had tragedies in my life , far from it , but it’s the way I respond to hardships ,, I pretty much dust my self off and say next .. maybe it’s the navy thinking I was exposed too , we faced tragedies , loneliness hardships on a yearly basis , but we took it and went on .. we had too And now ., I’m doing the same thing taking it in and moving on .. I like being around positive people and strong minded ones , sure I’m sensitive but I’m also tough enough to deal with life.. I learned to accept realities of life . Like death ., sickness or even losing friends . I know at times you let go of those friends that have too much drama in their lives .. When you have friends that present drama in your life it can be exhausting and depressing .
Thus , I stay positive by having positive people in my life and looking forward to the future . I
Also realized that it’s what you think that’s important and not what your friends think and feel . You should look for your own approval on things not your family or friends because it’s your life ..am I right ? Like I says I keep up a routine of working out and writing my blogs and attending to my collection of guns . These hobbies keep me busy and focused on what’s important in my life . Life is stressful enough , I don’t need negative people in my life . I suggest you do the same , be positive and do what makes you happy . Because life IS so fast and fragile you have to enjoy everyday , because you just never know .
May everyone have a great day and stay positive and stay busy , it’s important to keep up your mind and body during this time Covid 19 will soon past and I’m hoping your using this free time to have self discovery and improvement because that’s what life is all about living and learning and taking care of family and friends during this troubled time in our lives.
TheSourceProductions @2020
Friday, April 17, 2020
Covid 19 - My take ..,
Covid 19 _My take ..
Hello everyone , I have been dying to say my view on this Pandemic 2020 ,,
Ok , I understand and deeply empathize for the thousands that have passed around the world . It’s not easy to lose someone you love . When my mom passed almost 30 years ago it broke my heart it hurt me like no other pain ..
Why ? Because I was a mamas not and I put her on a pedestal .. and I saw her as the symbol of the women .. that I use her to unfairly compare the girls I dated .. Damn .. what a waste of time , differing eras produce different women ,,
Ok back to these times we are in .to be honest I though there would be a stay
Home order but I never thought it would last as long as it has been happening ,. Maybe I’m a optimist or I just thought .. in this day and age pandemics were obsolete , But I realize that’s not true , but all these doomsday news conferences can create depression , stress and anxiety, but it is a necessary evil so to speak . If anything all this has made me realize that life is fragile and that life is precious and the special people in your life is special too. If anything we realize . As people we need one another , no one can be totally self sufficient , we all need one another to work on our cars or house repairs we need food from grocers we need friendships to keep us happy and validated and we need family to give us purpose in life ..
But it’s time to restart our lives , it’s timed to get Back to real life , and be productiveness to society . Yes it’s stemming the flow of infected people and deaths ,,But we also getting a rise in suicides , domestic violence and angry people lashing out on the streets . We all need a release of our stresses and vibes by being cooped up like animals it’s not good for our mental conditions ..!we need to meet people our friends .. Bu reopening life , people can enjoy life and stay being happy , I’m so tired of the depressing data bring announced every day.. Can u imaging how our parents felt when Vietnam was going on ..With the daily counts of death .. and wondering if your loved ones were among the dead .. my goodness how life repeats itself ,
It’s time everyone to get back to work get back to the gyms , back to gun ranges , back
To the malls or theaters and restaurants it’s freaking time to live again , I’m not being insensitive too the old and weak with underlying health conditions but just lift re z,, the natural selection of the strong will survive and ..the weak pass away,,Evtn if it includes me I lived my life and I had a hell of a life .. but I’m not selfish that I don’t want my kids to live their lives , I’m not saying I don’t want to die now or later but if I’m an old broken firm man that is only surviving to me that’s not living .The day I can’t
Drive my muscle car or work out 🏋️♀️ anymore is the day I’m ok leaning this world ,, I don’t want to be just hanging on being a burden to my loved ones . I love my family enough not to give them that stress,,
I believe it’s time to get our lives to together and let’s get back to real life like working
And being with our friends and coworkers .. and living life again ,, It will be a new normal with all the requirements like mask and glove wearing and mandatory temperatures checks and setting boundaries like plastic dividers at casino tables or moving slot machines and having less people non gambling tables and casinos , it will be different snd we all have to pay attention to social distances and using sanitizers and washing your hands frequently ..It’s going to be a new normal but we need to re porn America and start living again .. I’m praying they a vaccine will be created toon and like the flu shot , it will be another dreadful yearly shot we have yo get to be safe ..
May everyone have a good day snd remember to take care of the ones you love and care fur
The Source Productions@2020
Hello everyone , I have been dying to say my view on this Pandemic 2020 ,,
Ok , I understand and deeply empathize for the thousands that have passed around the world . It’s not easy to lose someone you love . When my mom passed almost 30 years ago it broke my heart it hurt me like no other pain ..
Why ? Because I was a mamas not and I put her on a pedestal .. and I saw her as the symbol of the women .. that I use her to unfairly compare the girls I dated .. Damn .. what a waste of time , differing eras produce different women ,,
Ok back to these times we are in .to be honest I though there would be a stay
Home order but I never thought it would last as long as it has been happening ,. Maybe I’m a optimist or I just thought .. in this day and age pandemics were obsolete , But I realize that’s not true , but all these doomsday news conferences can create depression , stress and anxiety, but it is a necessary evil so to speak . If anything all this has made me realize that life is fragile and that life is precious and the special people in your life is special too. If anything we realize . As people we need one another , no one can be totally self sufficient , we all need one another to work on our cars or house repairs we need food from grocers we need friendships to keep us happy and validated and we need family to give us purpose in life ..
But it’s time to restart our lives , it’s timed to get Back to real life , and be productiveness to society . Yes it’s stemming the flow of infected people and deaths ,,But we also getting a rise in suicides , domestic violence and angry people lashing out on the streets . We all need a release of our stresses and vibes by being cooped up like animals it’s not good for our mental conditions ..!we need to meet people our friends .. Bu reopening life , people can enjoy life and stay being happy , I’m so tired of the depressing data bring announced every day.. Can u imaging how our parents felt when Vietnam was going on ..With the daily counts of death .. and wondering if your loved ones were among the dead .. my goodness how life repeats itself ,
It’s time everyone to get back to work get back to the gyms , back to gun ranges , back
To the malls or theaters and restaurants it’s freaking time to live again , I’m not being insensitive too the old and weak with underlying health conditions but just lift re z,, the natural selection of the strong will survive and ..the weak pass away,,Evtn if it includes me I lived my life and I had a hell of a life .. but I’m not selfish that I don’t want my kids to live their lives , I’m not saying I don’t want to die now or later but if I’m an old broken firm man that is only surviving to me that’s not living .The day I can’t
Drive my muscle car or work out 🏋️♀️ anymore is the day I’m ok leaning this world ,, I don’t want to be just hanging on being a burden to my loved ones . I love my family enough not to give them that stress,,
I believe it’s time to get our lives to together and let’s get back to real life like working
And being with our friends and coworkers .. and living life again ,, It will be a new normal with all the requirements like mask and glove wearing and mandatory temperatures checks and setting boundaries like plastic dividers at casino tables or moving slot machines and having less people non gambling tables and casinos , it will be different snd we all have to pay attention to social distances and using sanitizers and washing your hands frequently ..It’s going to be a new normal but we need to re porn America and start living again .. I’m praying they a vaccine will be created toon and like the flu shot , it will be another dreadful yearly shot we have yo get to be safe ..
May everyone have a good day snd remember to take care of the ones you love and care fur
The Source Productions@2020
Thursday, April 16, 2020
Friends4life Inspired by life ..
Friends4life ..Inspired by life
Hi everyone another blog to enjoy .First off about a year ago I was in deep depression I was worried about life and what my last job at A hospital in Riverside did to me . Actually I loved my job as a supply tech , enduring supplies were being distributed among the hospital floors . It was fun but when the Supply Director took advantage of me and over worked me and finally made me quit on the spot because of his outrageous demands ..
It stressed and depressed me I started to drink all day and night for weeks , I stopped working
Out I got fat I looked terrible ..
Until i saw an ad about Dept public safety officer and I Says why not so I applied on line and I actually went to Casino And met H ,’a former Marine and being a retired sailor we hit it off
He hired me on the spot ..
When I got there I was professional and kept to myself I had a trainer Jason , so he kept
Me focused , But when he left ,, Things began to change ,
Well the gay rumor kind of got to me I guess I was insulted . But I still kept my cool then I met
Friends4life.. Like I says I was fighting my depression and trying to find my demeanor so to speak , My friend was cool , we had similar life events that paralleld one another we both are tough and friendly at the same time . I also think we are both misunderstood by those that don’t know is . But who cares what others think right ? Well my friend taught me to accept things in life and that you hdve to be who you are , Br authentic, be sincere be yourself and be honest . So I Did that and I realized my heart was back after that stressful year at the hospital. I began to live and be real . It has been an emotional but revealing year I realized I could control anger and resolve things when prompted . This year I learned to be more patient and show empathy for others ,’yes I would kick ass and I could be aggressive but I also learned how to communicate and settle people down thanks to my friend I changed and have become a better father, husband and man . I learned to let things go and just go with the flow ,, I know I still have a tendency to overthink things . Its because I want to
Keep the friends I have .. it’s hard to find people you can bond and click with especially now that
I’m older when i was younger I could drop friends over the smallest issue . But today , my dear friends mean a lot to me!
Friends4life is that friend that helped me rise above my depressive thoughts and regained my personality that my love of life sees the changes and is happy to see me confident and loving to her again . I owe my change over or rediscovery to friend4life in making me a different man . I’m more patient I’m more tolerant and I’m more trusting of people . It’s been a long year of healing and discovery but I feel I can do anything I want and I’m not afraid . I know the future is unknown but we my dear friends and my loving wife I know the future looks bright I just need to focus and fight for what’s important in my life .. Family , friends . Futures is what I’m looking forward to, and I’m thankful I have a wonderful support
Group in my family and deer true friends that care for me no matter what ..
My advice if you have true friends that you bond with , keep and protect them.. Because such friendships are rare and special!
TheSourceProductions @2020
Hi everyone another blog to enjoy .First off about a year ago I was in deep depression I was worried about life and what my last job at A hospital in Riverside did to me . Actually I loved my job as a supply tech , enduring supplies were being distributed among the hospital floors . It was fun but when the Supply Director took advantage of me and over worked me and finally made me quit on the spot because of his outrageous demands ..
It stressed and depressed me I started to drink all day and night for weeks , I stopped working
Out I got fat I looked terrible ..
Until i saw an ad about Dept public safety officer and I Says why not so I applied on line and I actually went to Casino And met H ,’a former Marine and being a retired sailor we hit it off
He hired me on the spot ..
When I got there I was professional and kept to myself I had a trainer Jason , so he kept
Me focused , But when he left ,, Things began to change ,
Well the gay rumor kind of got to me I guess I was insulted . But I still kept my cool then I met
Friends4life.. Like I says I was fighting my depression and trying to find my demeanor so to speak , My friend was cool , we had similar life events that paralleld one another we both are tough and friendly at the same time . I also think we are both misunderstood by those that don’t know is . But who cares what others think right ? Well my friend taught me to accept things in life and that you hdve to be who you are , Br authentic, be sincere be yourself and be honest . So I Did that and I realized my heart was back after that stressful year at the hospital. I began to live and be real . It has been an emotional but revealing year I realized I could control anger and resolve things when prompted . This year I learned to be more patient and show empathy for others ,’yes I would kick ass and I could be aggressive but I also learned how to communicate and settle people down thanks to my friend I changed and have become a better father, husband and man . I learned to let things go and just go with the flow ,, I know I still have a tendency to overthink things . Its because I want to
Keep the friends I have .. it’s hard to find people you can bond and click with especially now that
I’m older when i was younger I could drop friends over the smallest issue . But today , my dear friends mean a lot to me!
Friends4life is that friend that helped me rise above my depressive thoughts and regained my personality that my love of life sees the changes and is happy to see me confident and loving to her again . I owe my change over or rediscovery to friend4life in making me a different man . I’m more patient I’m more tolerant and I’m more trusting of people . It’s been a long year of healing and discovery but I feel I can do anything I want and I’m not afraid . I know the future is unknown but we my dear friends and my loving wife I know the future looks bright I just need to focus and fight for what’s important in my life .. Family , friends . Futures is what I’m looking forward to, and I’m thankful I have a wonderful support
Group in my family and deer true friends that care for me no matter what ..
My advice if you have true friends that you bond with , keep and protect them.. Because such friendships are rare and special!
TheSourceProductions @2020
My friend Mel , Inspired by his friend4life
My friend Mel ,. Inspired by his friend4life..
Hi everyone, I just want to say that I met this guy , and I was impressed with his attitude his demeanor his style , He was very professional , hard working and protective , Well that’s his job at the Casino we work for . It’s was funny because the girls , thought he was gay ,, Why ? Because he never flirted with any of us , he was quiet unless he was kicking people out of the casino , it was like he had an alter ego . The professional guy and the bad ass fighter guy . But what trips us girls . IS THAT he's was like a rock . He wouldn’t flirt or even just say hi .. It really intrigued us, maybe even turned us on.
So , I said I’m going to get to know him . Not by flirting or impressing him with looks I was going to charm him and befriend him by being nice .. Bringing him food like soup and meat and he always told me he loved it . He was very appreciative and I could tell it was sincere . I realized this is a good guy , just misunderstood . He was always respectful and a true gentleman, geez it was a turn on . Most guys are hitting on you once you do anything nice to them . But not him he was cool and I liked him , not on a sexual way but in a brotherly way you know kind of like a cool friend you can joke and tease with and not feel uncomfortable , But , people talk ,!people gossip but I don’t care what people think ,he’s a true friend and we are cool to each other .
But my friend is a deep thinker an over thinker and its killing him I think ? Which I'm sure it’s driving me crazy ,!Its like I want to say shut the fuck up bitch!! , but that’s the issue ,,He’s very sensitive and he trips out when he feels like he’s being used or abused , My goodness , he must of had some bad girlfriends in his life because he gets upset when he feels disrespected or used . He’s a good guy because if he gets upset he apologizes and is so sweet . Even when he messes up , because that’s what guys do , he's eager to make amends , My goodness , it’s no wonder girls loved this guy , he’s adorable , he’s sweet, he’s a good guy that doesn’t really want to hurt people , But he does , he feels like anything he says or does is immune to hurting people , but he does hurt people including myself , But I still cherish him as a friend because he’s thoughtful and caring. In today’s me , myself and I generation, you don’t see guys like that.. , That’s why I like listening. To his stories or his motivating speeches or insights . He’s a very confident guy but I also see an insecure , shy and quiet guy that has doubts about himself . In other words, he’s a very complex and confusing character , he looks like a cocky arrogant ass hole , but when you get to know him he’s a gentleman with sensitivity and it’s very different to the public demeanor he portrays . That’s where people misunderstand him ,. But he doesn’t care,Which at times I admire him for that it’s also why I hate him too , because he feels like he can say or do r. whatever he wants .. and at times his actions makes people cry . He’s complex because he can curse you out without warning , and yet he still this sensitive guy that can kick ass ,,
What’s sad he thinks he can resolve anything even if his actions hurts their feelings or heart breaks them . He’s a hypocrite because he’s so sensitive himself but when he hurts peoples feelings it ok it’s justified ,, That’s the frustration being his friend. I love him as a friend and like most guys they don’t like hearing that . But our friendship is special ,!its not sexudl , but emotional so to speak , But I know people are saying they have to be banging each other ,. Look at their eyes it’s love ,, I would say it’s respect ,!its caring , it’s family . From the day I met him and we had smell talk , I felt we knew each other from a previous life . We just clicked , we could talk about nothing , it was cool having him
At work , time flew by .
What was cool is that we had no issues , we got to work and we would greet each other and the day and nights would fly by ..I enjoy his friendship but he thinks too much and I tell him let’s just enjoy our company and be happy at work ,We both know relationships are tough , lifetime partners just seem to ruin having happy thoughts ,?Because they think about real life issues like kids and financial
Futures and real life , My friends at work we just want to relax and just live a different vibe at work
To not think about real life . That’s why people at work . Love mel , he’s playful , naive , like a child that never grew up.. The Peter Pan syndrome , he brings that youthful and goofy attitude to work and that’s why so many girls like him , he’s adorable and cute . His personality is addicting because he makes you laugh and smile And his flirting and teasing is harmless like a young boy in grade school ‘
But like I say, he’s misunderstood and it’s a shame , But that’s his character and persona . I just
Wish he wasn’t so attentive hunting , because it’s exhausting being his friend but it’s also cool to be his friend. I’m not sure what I really think of this guy because he’s has a varied range of emotions he can stir up , But I know one thing my friend is a caring and loving friend even though at times he can get annoying , his sweetness and tender eyes always makes you want to forgive him and enjoy another day with him .. But I do wish he could just go with the flow ! But instead he likes to overthink things and I’m afraid to say could be what’ kills him or takes years ftom his life .. because the stress he applies to his brain and his body .
My dear friend Mel, we are friends4life , I have accepted you and vice verse we have tested and challenged each other to the point of exhaustion.We can’t out do each other . We met our match .! Let’s enjoy our friendship and let’s help each other in our loving relationships and enjoy life because based on what’s been happening in real life ., We meed to support one another, not stress one another out .. Stop overthinking things and enjoy the moment and moments because we don’t know what the future holds .. But I’m sure it’s gonna be something else especially when it deals with you , take Care my friend..
TheSourceProductions @2020
Hi everyone, I just want to say that I met this guy , and I was impressed with his attitude his demeanor his style , He was very professional , hard working and protective , Well that’s his job at the Casino we work for . It’s was funny because the girls , thought he was gay ,, Why ? Because he never flirted with any of us , he was quiet unless he was kicking people out of the casino , it was like he had an alter ego . The professional guy and the bad ass fighter guy . But what trips us girls . IS THAT he's was like a rock . He wouldn’t flirt or even just say hi .. It really intrigued us, maybe even turned us on.
So , I said I’m going to get to know him . Not by flirting or impressing him with looks I was going to charm him and befriend him by being nice .. Bringing him food like soup and meat and he always told me he loved it . He was very appreciative and I could tell it was sincere . I realized this is a good guy , just misunderstood . He was always respectful and a true gentleman, geez it was a turn on . Most guys are hitting on you once you do anything nice to them . But not him he was cool and I liked him , not on a sexual way but in a brotherly way you know kind of like a cool friend you can joke and tease with and not feel uncomfortable , But , people talk ,!people gossip but I don’t care what people think ,he’s a true friend and we are cool to each other .
But my friend is a deep thinker an over thinker and its killing him I think ? Which I'm sure it’s driving me crazy ,!Its like I want to say shut the fuck up bitch!! , but that’s the issue ,,He’s very sensitive and he trips out when he feels like he’s being used or abused , My goodness , he must of had some bad girlfriends in his life because he gets upset when he feels disrespected or used . He’s a good guy because if he gets upset he apologizes and is so sweet . Even when he messes up , because that’s what guys do , he's eager to make amends , My goodness , it’s no wonder girls loved this guy , he’s adorable , he’s sweet, he’s a good guy that doesn’t really want to hurt people , But he does , he feels like anything he says or does is immune to hurting people , but he does hurt people including myself , But I still cherish him as a friend because he’s thoughtful and caring. In today’s me , myself and I generation, you don’t see guys like that.. , That’s why I like listening. To his stories or his motivating speeches or insights . He’s a very confident guy but I also see an insecure , shy and quiet guy that has doubts about himself . In other words, he’s a very complex and confusing character , he looks like a cocky arrogant ass hole , but when you get to know him he’s a gentleman with sensitivity and it’s very different to the public demeanor he portrays . That’s where people misunderstand him ,. But he doesn’t care,Which at times I admire him for that it’s also why I hate him too , because he feels like he can say or do r. whatever he wants .. and at times his actions makes people cry . He’s complex because he can curse you out without warning , and yet he still this sensitive guy that can kick ass ,,
What’s sad he thinks he can resolve anything even if his actions hurts their feelings or heart breaks them . He’s a hypocrite because he’s so sensitive himself but when he hurts peoples feelings it ok it’s justified ,, That’s the frustration being his friend. I love him as a friend and like most guys they don’t like hearing that . But our friendship is special ,!its not sexudl , but emotional so to speak , But I know people are saying they have to be banging each other ,. Look at their eyes it’s love ,, I would say it’s respect ,!its caring , it’s family . From the day I met him and we had smell talk , I felt we knew each other from a previous life . We just clicked , we could talk about nothing , it was cool having him
At work , time flew by .
What was cool is that we had no issues , we got to work and we would greet each other and the day and nights would fly by ..I enjoy his friendship but he thinks too much and I tell him let’s just enjoy our company and be happy at work ,We both know relationships are tough , lifetime partners just seem to ruin having happy thoughts ,?Because they think about real life issues like kids and financial
Futures and real life , My friends at work we just want to relax and just live a different vibe at work
To not think about real life . That’s why people at work . Love mel , he’s playful , naive , like a child that never grew up.. The Peter Pan syndrome , he brings that youthful and goofy attitude to work and that’s why so many girls like him , he’s adorable and cute . His personality is addicting because he makes you laugh and smile And his flirting and teasing is harmless like a young boy in grade school ‘
But like I say, he’s misunderstood and it’s a shame , But that’s his character and persona . I just
Wish he wasn’t so attentive hunting , because it’s exhausting being his friend but it’s also cool to be his friend. I’m not sure what I really think of this guy because he’s has a varied range of emotions he can stir up , But I know one thing my friend is a caring and loving friend even though at times he can get annoying , his sweetness and tender eyes always makes you want to forgive him and enjoy another day with him .. But I do wish he could just go with the flow ! But instead he likes to overthink things and I’m afraid to say could be what’ kills him or takes years ftom his life .. because the stress he applies to his brain and his body .
My dear friend Mel, we are friends4life , I have accepted you and vice verse we have tested and challenged each other to the point of exhaustion.We can’t out do each other . We met our match .! Let’s enjoy our friendship and let’s help each other in our loving relationships and enjoy life because based on what’s been happening in real life ., We meed to support one another, not stress one another out .. Stop overthinking things and enjoy the moment and moments because we don’t know what the future holds .. But I’m sure it’s gonna be something else especially when it deals with you , take Care my friend..
TheSourceProductions @2020
Friday, April 10, 2020
Not afraid to be alone .. inspired by life events
Not afraid to be alone , Inspired by life events ..
Hi everyone , I just want to say thank you for reading my blogs if anything my blogs are heartfelt and truthful.. because it’s life experience based ., Now about being alone , I like my alone time . Because I enjoy writing and just thinking and to do those things it takes time hours to think about what I’m going to write , then do it . Writing to me is therapy it’s a revelation at times and most of it it’s humbling . When I write it’s a journey through thoughts which eventually has a conclusion or moral to the story , that’s why I
Love writing it helps me think about things and through fact finding and emotional response I get
Out my feelings and thoughts about my own feelings . Some say I’m an emotional writer that likes to get the reader hooked on every word , others say I like to paint a picture of what I’m going through. To me I’m a writer that wants you to feel like your there with me experiencing everything I’m going through ..well writing helps me deal with my fears , my happiness , my search for the truth . At times it’s scary to talk about things that have happened in my life because it’s personal and painful ..it’s a journey at times I share with my readers .. I try to make my blogs simple and easy to read like I’m talking to you .. it’s a unique style I have used since high school my teachers say it’s a different style that is appealing ,, but not always grammatically correct , but isn’t telling at times the sane way ,,
As for being alone .. I have many hobbies one of them is guns , I enjoy shooting them , cleaning them taking them apart , there’s something to telling a gun a part to see how it operates and making sure it’s working at it optimal level , It’s a thrill to go to the gun range and fire off rounds on my rifles and pistols . It’s like a ceiling affect to my mind .. An afternoon of shooting is like session of therapy that frees my mind and relaxes my soul , The smell of gum powder the rounds hitting the ground and just being in a open area .. is a very calming scene , I know how can you say shooting bullets that make a loud noise .. being so calm . But anyone that goes shooting outdoors , you know the awesome feeling ,
I also enjoy martial arts training ., I can spend hours practicing my boxing or martial arts moves , I use the moves that are fluid and easy to do if I have to think about the move , then it’s not really me .. I know it’ sounds boring , perhaps it is but I think loners are like that they enjoy being alone so they can think , write or practice their martial arts ,,! I’ve always enjoyed time by myself . Like I said I’m not afraid to be alone .. But when I do decide to go out .. I’m a very like able and social guy .. and maybe that’s why girls and guys like men I know how to have fun or be the life of the party ..But like I said I’m not scared to be alone ..
I feel being alone is not as bad as you all think , because having a relationship or friendship can be exhausting because the other party wants a piece of your time , your heart your time and if your a loner with hobbies at times what they want your attention ,, You can’t accommodate them because your busy with your gun collection or writing or working out .. Like I said I need a lady that doesn’t need a lot of attention and is alright spending quality time then quantity time because I’m the type that has to do his thing which involves writing , working out and my gun collection , It my alone time and I need to have time to pursue my hobbies .. That’s why I enjoy my alone time and I’m not afraid to be alone .. I guess the funniest thing I ever heard was from my best friend, he said if you could you
Would marty yourself because you love yourself more then any women you ever met or loved, no
On in this world can match the love you have for yourself ., If that’s true then I’m never gonna be happy with any women and I need to just be alone and just be a free will that enjoys being alone so enjoys entertaining people for the rest of my life .
I’m not afraid to be alone because I enjoy my own company and I enjoy doing things that don’t need people around .. like writing .. working out and shooting guns .. But for that woman that can handle me .. Then you got a guy that is complex but loving if you let me do my thing .
TheSourceProductions @ 2020
Hi everyone , I just want to say thank you for reading my blogs if anything my blogs are heartfelt and truthful.. because it’s life experience based ., Now about being alone , I like my alone time . Because I enjoy writing and just thinking and to do those things it takes time hours to think about what I’m going to write , then do it . Writing to me is therapy it’s a revelation at times and most of it it’s humbling . When I write it’s a journey through thoughts which eventually has a conclusion or moral to the story , that’s why I
Love writing it helps me think about things and through fact finding and emotional response I get
Out my feelings and thoughts about my own feelings . Some say I’m an emotional writer that likes to get the reader hooked on every word , others say I like to paint a picture of what I’m going through. To me I’m a writer that wants you to feel like your there with me experiencing everything I’m going through ..well writing helps me deal with my fears , my happiness , my search for the truth . At times it’s scary to talk about things that have happened in my life because it’s personal and painful ..it’s a journey at times I share with my readers .. I try to make my blogs simple and easy to read like I’m talking to you .. it’s a unique style I have used since high school my teachers say it’s a different style that is appealing ,, but not always grammatically correct , but isn’t telling at times the sane way ,,
As for being alone .. I have many hobbies one of them is guns , I enjoy shooting them , cleaning them taking them apart , there’s something to telling a gun a part to see how it operates and making sure it’s working at it optimal level , It’s a thrill to go to the gun range and fire off rounds on my rifles and pistols . It’s like a ceiling affect to my mind .. An afternoon of shooting is like session of therapy that frees my mind and relaxes my soul , The smell of gum powder the rounds hitting the ground and just being in a open area .. is a very calming scene , I know how can you say shooting bullets that make a loud noise .. being so calm . But anyone that goes shooting outdoors , you know the awesome feeling ,
I also enjoy martial arts training ., I can spend hours practicing my boxing or martial arts moves , I use the moves that are fluid and easy to do if I have to think about the move , then it’s not really me .. I know it’ sounds boring , perhaps it is but I think loners are like that they enjoy being alone so they can think , write or practice their martial arts ,,! I’ve always enjoyed time by myself . Like I said I’m not afraid to be alone .. But when I do decide to go out .. I’m a very like able and social guy .. and maybe that’s why girls and guys like men I know how to have fun or be the life of the party ..But like I said I’m not scared to be alone ..
I feel being alone is not as bad as you all think , because having a relationship or friendship can be exhausting because the other party wants a piece of your time , your heart your time and if your a loner with hobbies at times what they want your attention ,, You can’t accommodate them because your busy with your gun collection or writing or working out .. Like I said I need a lady that doesn’t need a lot of attention and is alright spending quality time then quantity time because I’m the type that has to do his thing which involves writing , working out and my gun collection , It my alone time and I need to have time to pursue my hobbies .. That’s why I enjoy my alone time and I’m not afraid to be alone .. I guess the funniest thing I ever heard was from my best friend, he said if you could you
Would marty yourself because you love yourself more then any women you ever met or loved, no
On in this world can match the love you have for yourself ., If that’s true then I’m never gonna be happy with any women and I need to just be alone and just be a free will that enjoys being alone so enjoys entertaining people for the rest of my life .
I’m not afraid to be alone because I enjoy my own company and I enjoy doing things that don’t need people around .. like writing .. working out and shooting guns .. But for that woman that can handle me .. Then you got a guy that is complex but loving if you let me do my thing .
TheSourceProductions @ 2020
Tuesday, April 7, 2020
Friendships types .. Reason , Season , lifetime ..
Friendships . Reason , Season , lifetime ..
I learned based on life events that there are friendships that happen fora reason . Like I know I has friends just for the moment like being a Navy brat I had friends for 3-4 years then I had to move away ,, those really hurt because I had to move especially when they moved first and your left behind .. it seems like the the times I left first it was easier to deal with . What did I learn from these events .. I learned you enjoy every moment and cherish them because we all knew in a few years either one of us would leave .. Yea we all say we will keep in touch .. but we all know out of eight
Of our mind it’s just human nature .. Especially today . People including myself want instant gratification so a long distance relationship or friendship usually don’t last .
Then you meet friends that are there for a season , these are the ones that you really click with , and you think that person will be there forever , but either you leave or they fi because of a new job or what .. they are gone .. and at the time we don’t understand why they left but if your a true friend you let your friends reach their goals even though it might mean they are out of your life . I know I have had close friendships and because I chose another path . They decided to part with a friendship like when I was younger I decided to join the military and my girlfriend didn’t want to be part of that life as she put it .. And I understand it’s a tough life for both parties .. long time away , in hams away .. loneliness , depression it’s all part of the deal .. but it still hurt me in fact he hurt for years because I decided to hold off on the military .. But she was no where to be found so if anything I learned she wasn’t totally sincere , but it gave me time to find myself or get lost .. right ?
Lifetime friends are really hard to find because they accept you as you are no matter what and no matter if you dint talk or text for days weeks months , when you reconnect it’s like you haven’t missed a beat .. Lifetimr friends don’t care about how you look or what you hAve ,they are there when you need to talk or vent and they are there when you need space in life ,, I know I feel life has cycled you have happy times , sad times and often times you need time and space to process your thoughts and emotions .. a lifetime friend even with short messages just let u know they are thinking about you snd the care your doing find , It’s what friends do ,..Plus it feels good when you know you have a friend that reaches out to you and it’s ok to deal with your pain ,, Because it’s scary to feel your friends pain because it could trigger something In you and it takes a great friend to care enough to not let you feel
That pain , because there’s nothing worse than 2 people going through similar pains at the same time It’s like arguments when someone is mad , the other needs to take it because when both are mad it’s going to be a loud encounter they only hurts one another.. I know it’s better to be receiver when your friend or lover is upset , that way you can hear what’s bothering them but when both are yelling ..Then you can’t hear what’s the issue ,, But that’s what life and friendships are all about . We all learn from the short friendships to the lifetime ones , There a reason why they came into your life . I know some people we really like and click with ., but as times goes on .. and you learn more about them . At times , our hearts only allow the true friends to see who we really
Are ,, It’s scary to open up to anyone . And we feel close to someone , you become vulnerable and scared to lose that person ., But through Time and actions your friendship will develop or not .. But like anything in life there are going to be rough times in life and the ones that are true to you , will
Stick by your side and the inner circle ,, will stand by you .. Right or wrong ., that’s where loyalty comes from .. Nothing in life that’s worth having takes time and effort to keep alive .. Like if your friendship is worth it your going to fight for it .. But you have to feel they will do the same .. It shouldn’t be one sided ., but because we get blinded by love or that connection phase , we don’t want to let go of some friends.. The best test of my lifetime friends is when I can give them time away to live my life and when I want to reconnect .. and you can talk like you guys were never apart ,?Thats a true friend.. I have maybe 2-3 of those ,.,To me it takes a lot of work to maintain relationships or friendships.. so having just a few makes easier to take care of them . Because we all know we all get needy , we get jealous , we get impatient,, But a true friend leans on those they can trust and share happiness and sadness too .. It’s a lot of work but when you find special people in life you try your best to hold onto them .. Because based on life it’s really hard to really find people you feel relaxed with .life goes by so fast , enjoying what you have in life , is the greatest pleasure in life and you need to cherish them ,, Enjoy life and be happy !
The Source Productions @2020
I learned based on life events that there are friendships that happen fora reason . Like I know I has friends just for the moment like being a Navy brat I had friends for 3-4 years then I had to move away ,, those really hurt because I had to move especially when they moved first and your left behind .. it seems like the the times I left first it was easier to deal with . What did I learn from these events .. I learned you enjoy every moment and cherish them because we all knew in a few years either one of us would leave .. Yea we all say we will keep in touch .. but we all know out of eight
Of our mind it’s just human nature .. Especially today . People including myself want instant gratification so a long distance relationship or friendship usually don’t last .
Then you meet friends that are there for a season , these are the ones that you really click with , and you think that person will be there forever , but either you leave or they fi because of a new job or what .. they are gone .. and at the time we don’t understand why they left but if your a true friend you let your friends reach their goals even though it might mean they are out of your life . I know I have had close friendships and because I chose another path . They decided to part with a friendship like when I was younger I decided to join the military and my girlfriend didn’t want to be part of that life as she put it .. And I understand it’s a tough life for both parties .. long time away , in hams away .. loneliness , depression it’s all part of the deal .. but it still hurt me in fact he hurt for years because I decided to hold off on the military .. But she was no where to be found so if anything I learned she wasn’t totally sincere , but it gave me time to find myself or get lost .. right ?
Lifetime friends are really hard to find because they accept you as you are no matter what and no matter if you dint talk or text for days weeks months , when you reconnect it’s like you haven’t missed a beat .. Lifetimr friends don’t care about how you look or what you hAve ,they are there when you need to talk or vent and they are there when you need space in life ,, I know I feel life has cycled you have happy times , sad times and often times you need time and space to process your thoughts and emotions .. a lifetime friend even with short messages just let u know they are thinking about you snd the care your doing find , It’s what friends do ,..Plus it feels good when you know you have a friend that reaches out to you and it’s ok to deal with your pain ,, Because it’s scary to feel your friends pain because it could trigger something In you and it takes a great friend to care enough to not let you feel
That pain , because there’s nothing worse than 2 people going through similar pains at the same time It’s like arguments when someone is mad , the other needs to take it because when both are mad it’s going to be a loud encounter they only hurts one another.. I know it’s better to be receiver when your friend or lover is upset , that way you can hear what’s bothering them but when both are yelling ..Then you can’t hear what’s the issue ,, But that’s what life and friendships are all about . We all learn from the short friendships to the lifetime ones , There a reason why they came into your life . I know some people we really like and click with ., but as times goes on .. and you learn more about them . At times , our hearts only allow the true friends to see who we really
Are ,, It’s scary to open up to anyone . And we feel close to someone , you become vulnerable and scared to lose that person ., But through Time and actions your friendship will develop or not .. But like anything in life there are going to be rough times in life and the ones that are true to you , will
Stick by your side and the inner circle ,, will stand by you .. Right or wrong ., that’s where loyalty comes from .. Nothing in life that’s worth having takes time and effort to keep alive .. Like if your friendship is worth it your going to fight for it .. But you have to feel they will do the same .. It shouldn’t be one sided ., but because we get blinded by love or that connection phase , we don’t want to let go of some friends.. The best test of my lifetime friends is when I can give them time away to live my life and when I want to reconnect .. and you can talk like you guys were never apart ,?Thats a true friend.. I have maybe 2-3 of those ,.,To me it takes a lot of work to maintain relationships or friendships.. so having just a few makes easier to take care of them . Because we all know we all get needy , we get jealous , we get impatient,, But a true friend leans on those they can trust and share happiness and sadness too .. It’s a lot of work but when you find special people in life you try your best to hold onto them .. Because based on life it’s really hard to really find people you feel relaxed with .life goes by so fast , enjoying what you have in life , is the greatest pleasure in life and you need to cherish them ,, Enjoy life and be happy !
The Source Productions @2020
Saturday, April 4, 2020
My true love of my life , Inspired by my wife Mona
My true love of my life ..
My true love of my life .. The first time I saw her at Hotel Del Coronado in San Diego .. I was hooked . Even the girl I was talking to in parking lot I said that’s my wife .. She replied that’s crazy you don’t know anything about her ? Yea perhaps but my pursuit and finally the capturing of each
Others heart was remarkable .. Marriage is not easy you have many trials and tribulations , you have temptations , poor choices , arguments etc , But through it all it’s the love honor and respect that finally comes through .. She was there when I graduated boot camp she traveled the world with me
We had many memories of Hong Kong , PI , Germany, China , Italy , Mexico .. we had a blast I know I’m not the easiest person to live with I mean I’m moody I’m hyper I’m emotional I’m a over thinker
I’m a flirt I’m an attention seeker , when I think about it more I must be exhausting to be with emotionally , physically psychologically.. well that’s what my best friend Joe tells me it’s like a
Real life soap opera , Jerry springer story ..But through it all my beloved wife Mona sits by and
Let’s mel be mel .. And because of that I realized after I got sick and I thought I had the corona virus , she pampered me and took care like a loving wife should and because of that I’m grateful that she’s in my life . Needless to say I have been approached , flirted with attacked by today’s women .. who don’t care if your married with children .. lots of women look at it as a challenge , get that married guy to break or fall from grace and believe me it’s a daily struggle , especially if you look good and your sweet and friendly .. these vultures attack .. But despite those attempts .. I’m still true to Mona and I’m happy she’s in my life taking care of me and my boys ,, I know time is running out on us we are reaching the golden years .. My kids will soon have kids .. I’m really looking forward to that .. plus just growing old with someone that has been there through thick and thin , through extreme happiness like the birth of my boys to the sadness of losing both our mothers at about the same time .. We built a unbreakable bond that is rare today .. Yes I have made mistakes and I’m sorry for those but I’m not going to hurt my wife anymore with my mid life crisis actions ,, I’m a middle age man that looks and acts like a 35 old dude , it’s no wonder the ladies chase him and believe it or not it’s a ego booster a validation that I’m still valuable as one Co worker told me ..She
Said you have beautiful wife and kids and soon a wonderful life to share with her when
Our working years are done ..
If anything i just want my wife Mona and our families know Mel is back and is ready to be that funny entertaining uncle at family parties and just be part of the family scene again . I realized that family life is really the true happiness in life and that many people aspire for that ! And I have it all my beautiful wife that loves and cares for and my boys and
My loving boys that think the world of me .. Like I said marriage
Takes years to develop the love and trust that will Overcome the
Trials and tribulations of life . My Mona has proven to me that no matter stupid ass shit i day or do she there telling me ok idiot are u done
My simple advice to people find those are are truly true to you and really take care of them because based on my own life events . Finding a true love or true friend and very rare . I love you Mona thank you for being there and thank for the wonderful future we will
Enjoy with our loving families .,
The Source Production @ 2020
My true love of my life .. The first time I saw her at Hotel Del Coronado in San Diego .. I was hooked . Even the girl I was talking to in parking lot I said that’s my wife .. She replied that’s crazy you don’t know anything about her ? Yea perhaps but my pursuit and finally the capturing of each
Others heart was remarkable .. Marriage is not easy you have many trials and tribulations , you have temptations , poor choices , arguments etc , But through it all it’s the love honor and respect that finally comes through .. She was there when I graduated boot camp she traveled the world with me
We had many memories of Hong Kong , PI , Germany, China , Italy , Mexico .. we had a blast I know I’m not the easiest person to live with I mean I’m moody I’m hyper I’m emotional I’m a over thinker
I’m a flirt I’m an attention seeker , when I think about it more I must be exhausting to be with emotionally , physically psychologically.. well that’s what my best friend Joe tells me it’s like a
Real life soap opera , Jerry springer story ..But through it all my beloved wife Mona sits by and
Let’s mel be mel .. And because of that I realized after I got sick and I thought I had the corona virus , she pampered me and took care like a loving wife should and because of that I’m grateful that she’s in my life . Needless to say I have been approached , flirted with attacked by today’s women .. who don’t care if your married with children .. lots of women look at it as a challenge , get that married guy to break or fall from grace and believe me it’s a daily struggle , especially if you look good and your sweet and friendly .. these vultures attack .. But despite those attempts .. I’m still true to Mona and I’m happy she’s in my life taking care of me and my boys ,, I know time is running out on us we are reaching the golden years .. My kids will soon have kids .. I’m really looking forward to that .. plus just growing old with someone that has been there through thick and thin , through extreme happiness like the birth of my boys to the sadness of losing both our mothers at about the same time .. We built a unbreakable bond that is rare today .. Yes I have made mistakes and I’m sorry for those but I’m not going to hurt my wife anymore with my mid life crisis actions ,, I’m a middle age man that looks and acts like a 35 old dude , it’s no wonder the ladies chase him and believe it or not it’s a ego booster a validation that I’m still valuable as one Co worker told me ..She
Said you have beautiful wife and kids and soon a wonderful life to share with her when
Our working years are done ..
If anything i just want my wife Mona and our families know Mel is back and is ready to be that funny entertaining uncle at family parties and just be part of the family scene again . I realized that family life is really the true happiness in life and that many people aspire for that ! And I have it all my beautiful wife that loves and cares for and my boys and
My loving boys that think the world of me .. Like I said marriage
Takes years to develop the love and trust that will Overcome the
Trials and tribulations of life . My Mona has proven to me that no matter stupid ass shit i day or do she there telling me ok idiot are u done
My simple advice to people find those are are truly true to you and really take care of them because based on my own life events . Finding a true love or true friend and very rare . I love you Mona thank you for being there and thank for the wonderful future we will
Enjoy with our loving families .,
The Source Production @ 2020
Wednesday, April 1, 2020
How I stay slim and sexy , inspired by Melina
How I stay slim and sexy .. inspired by Melina .. my alter ego
Hi everyone
I just want to say thank you for taking time out of your busy schedules to read my blogs ,
Now my tips ,,
First off , never skip a meal and never play catch up if you miss av meal ..Because whrn yiiu do that you are adding calorie intake into your system and that’s the whole fight against weight gain , the. Body if consistently fed will not store fat ,, yes store fat , when you miss meals or play catch up the body as a defense mechanism will store fat to make up for the missing calories .. it’s a proven fact I know I used to do those yo yo diets , yes you May lose weight initially but when you return to normal regular eating patterns your going. To put on that weight .. thus the yo yo weight roller coaster ..effect takes affect .,
Next , avoid fatty foods , fried foods , fast foods anything that taste good probably has yin’s of fatty substances I know but they taste eBen shallow great . Well that’s why I have one cheat day the day where I eat
Anything and everything I love .. usually my day off or weekend .. In other words in order to
Stay slim and sexy you only enjoy your favorite foods one or two days week ..it’s what I do I know it sounds painful but that’s what I do to look like 35 .. When you weigh like you did back in the day , that makes you look younger .. it’s a tough choice but it’s a life long discipline I keep because my Ego is so big I won’t allow my body to look like other men my age ..yes kinda girl like mentality maybe even shallow minded .. so be it live always has the mindset to never get fat and look good even when I’m old if I can work out I will !
My other tip keep hydrated drunk lots of water , meals , in between means morning noon and night drink water I drink 8 glasses of water or 3 bottled waters a day .. it seems like a lot but I work out do I drunk one right before a work out one during the workout and another one soon after ..then the rest of the day I’m drinking water ,, or tea or coffee which has water and also acts as diet supplements because they dehydrate you a bit .. plus water cleans out your body and remove toxins that assist in weight gain .. At all cost avoid sodas , the saying soda belly is so true , or weight on the sides of the
Belly comes from excessive soda drinking and alcohol does that
Too , fat accumulates on our sides ..
Lastly you have to exercise exercise exercise , I work out daily and aerobics is kind I work out my heart on a daily basis ..I also work out when I watch tv I have barbells
That I life on commercial breaks or stretch out .. after a few hours of tv watching I also get in a workout , plus your burning calories ..Whrn I watch sports instead of chips and beer I reach for popcorn and or energy drink ., less calories then the fatty foods and beer ..
These are my tips and if you ask my friends or family
They know it works because I consider myself in great condition for my
Age and like most women my age is just a number .. right girls ?
Well everyone here my tips on lookinged seat Extyoung and sexy and it’s possible it just takes a mindset and that desire to stay slim and sexy but bear in mind I have a small frame as it is I think I was built like my mom who passed away many years ago .. In high school I weighed as low as 96
Pounds to 140 pounds but hovered around 120 Pounds . So maybe I have an unfair advantage us I have been working out since grade school and my Navy days so I have been brainwashed into thinking working out is a part of my lifestyle which it is ., I also
Like working out because it releases those great chemicals that enhances happiness and energy .. so if there’s anything to gain from my tips is that you have to make this a life style change ..So girls and guys good luck on your journey on weight control this has worked for me maybe it can for you I mean you can tweak it out to your needs ..So my alter ego likes to look slim and sexy like how some girls feel and I do this because it makes me feel better about myself and provides me happiness , Whatever you do be healthy .. And do things because it makes you happy , because if it’s for you .. Per se most likely you will stick to the plan ,, Have a wonderful day and take care until my next blog
TheSourceProductions@2020
Hi everyone
I just want to say thank you for taking time out of your busy schedules to read my blogs ,
Now my tips ,,
First off , never skip a meal and never play catch up if you miss av meal ..Because whrn yiiu do that you are adding calorie intake into your system and that’s the whole fight against weight gain , the. Body if consistently fed will not store fat ,, yes store fat , when you miss meals or play catch up the body as a defense mechanism will store fat to make up for the missing calories .. it’s a proven fact I know I used to do those yo yo diets , yes you May lose weight initially but when you return to normal regular eating patterns your going. To put on that weight .. thus the yo yo weight roller coaster ..effect takes affect .,
Next , avoid fatty foods , fried foods , fast foods anything that taste good probably has yin’s of fatty substances I know but they taste eBen shallow great . Well that’s why I have one cheat day the day where I eat
Anything and everything I love .. usually my day off or weekend .. In other words in order to
Stay slim and sexy you only enjoy your favorite foods one or two days week ..it’s what I do I know it sounds painful but that’s what I do to look like 35 .. When you weigh like you did back in the day , that makes you look younger .. it’s a tough choice but it’s a life long discipline I keep because my Ego is so big I won’t allow my body to look like other men my age ..yes kinda girl like mentality maybe even shallow minded .. so be it live always has the mindset to never get fat and look good even when I’m old if I can work out I will !
My other tip keep hydrated drunk lots of water , meals , in between means morning noon and night drink water I drink 8 glasses of water or 3 bottled waters a day .. it seems like a lot but I work out do I drunk one right before a work out one during the workout and another one soon after ..then the rest of the day I’m drinking water ,, or tea or coffee which has water and also acts as diet supplements because they dehydrate you a bit .. plus water cleans out your body and remove toxins that assist in weight gain .. At all cost avoid sodas , the saying soda belly is so true , or weight on the sides of the
Belly comes from excessive soda drinking and alcohol does that
Too , fat accumulates on our sides ..
Lastly you have to exercise exercise exercise , I work out daily and aerobics is kind I work out my heart on a daily basis ..I also work out when I watch tv I have barbells
That I life on commercial breaks or stretch out .. after a few hours of tv watching I also get in a workout , plus your burning calories ..Whrn I watch sports instead of chips and beer I reach for popcorn and or energy drink ., less calories then the fatty foods and beer ..
These are my tips and if you ask my friends or family
They know it works because I consider myself in great condition for my
Age and like most women my age is just a number .. right girls ?
Well everyone here my tips on lookinged seat Extyoung and sexy and it’s possible it just takes a mindset and that desire to stay slim and sexy but bear in mind I have a small frame as it is I think I was built like my mom who passed away many years ago .. In high school I weighed as low as 96
Pounds to 140 pounds but hovered around 120 Pounds . So maybe I have an unfair advantage us I have been working out since grade school and my Navy days so I have been brainwashed into thinking working out is a part of my lifestyle which it is ., I also
Like working out because it releases those great chemicals that enhances happiness and energy .. so if there’s anything to gain from my tips is that you have to make this a life style change ..So girls and guys good luck on your journey on weight control this has worked for me maybe it can for you I mean you can tweak it out to your needs ..So my alter ego likes to look slim and sexy like how some girls feel and I do this because it makes me feel better about myself and provides me happiness , Whatever you do be healthy .. And do things because it makes you happy , because if it’s for you .. Per se most likely you will stick to the plan ,, Have a wonderful day and take care until my next blog
TheSourceProductions@2020
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