A LOUD MOUTH-INSPIRED STORY FROM ASD CO WORKER..

A LOUD MOUTH - INSPIRED STORY FROM ASD CO WORKERS- a guy named Jun..?
 A Loud mouth is not just a noisy irritating individual who talks about non - sense, but also a aggressive and motivated person who encourages debate and discussion to resolve problems or conflicts that may arise in the work place. He or she is not influenced by wrong doing of others in order to speak out and voice their opinions. A loudmouth is also a number one complainer and whiner who opposes all directions of authority and constantly resist anything that will interfere with his own path and set of thinking.
 A loud mouth is usually affected by their own emotions of self pity , jealousy, anger , laziness and improper treatment by his / her supervisors.
 My co-worker is a great example of being a loud mouth in a positive manner, he is a happy and friendly person and is very easy to deal with. But when it comes to work he is tenacious and very stubborn in his efforts to accomplish his daily work assignments. He uses his loud mouth to seek attention , and create an environment where working is pleasant and fun. Under stressful conditions, my co workers jokes , and his personal stories are not only funny but very helpful in removing stress.
He has an impressive array of accents like he can imitate a southern boy , or a Mexican gangster, or a Italian, he;s very good at impersonations. In high school , Montgomery ,, he was a aspiring actor who participated in various school plays , Romeo and Juliet , West Side Story , Grease, and performed dance routines as well as comedy acts.
 This type of loudmouth I can handle and appreciate!!
 The one that is irritating and rebellious is the type who is hard to deal with and creates stress in the work center. This type of loud mouth not only creates a uncomfortable atmosphere but lowers morale and team spirit.
 My co-workers loud mouth is a breath of fresh air and he encourages and motivates everyone in the work space to work harder and smarter. This type of loud mouth is a moral booster under stressful conditions and a motivator under adverse conditions.
I respect and honor my co workers strength and courage to stand up and defend us , even though the rest of us are too scared or ruining our careers or images among peers and our supervisors. Personally , I wouldn't so what he does and I'm sure he sometimes speculates on his past actions , but his desire and courage under fire is what makes him the loud mouth we all cheer for , if not aspire to be him. In other words " He says and thinks about things we dare not share with others , because we don't want that attention or heat that comes along with such strong opinions or ideas... that's it...
Until their next story .. The Source Productions @ 2011..

The Best day on the USS Peleliu- Gun shoot..inspired story from some one..

THE Best day on the USS PELELIU- GUN SHOOT..
 Today , was the best day I had on the Peleliu , well maybe next to the day I checked on , and left within a hour. Why? Well we got to get off the ship.. and enjoy a sunny and at times cloudy day at the San Diego Police Dept shooting Range..(Where? thats for me to know and for you to find out, but nor from me?) Alot of us,, not me drove to the range.. I decided to save gas and get in touch worth my fellow crew members.. I sat Shot gun, but was told politely by a Filipino born dude , a cool dude , thick accent , but a cool guy. He's explanation. Im holding the guns.. who am I to argue with a guy with a arm ful of 9mm GUNS.. I might be crazy , but not that crazy.. Well , we finally take off.. the young driver is. well young and inexperienced.. in fact he cut off a pov- that privately owned vehicle for you civilian types.. on the base.. But we make it there.. Then the fun begins. We are given a safety brief by the cool pinoy and then we are given a quick lesson on the other course we will run.. On that course,, we are kicked, have rocks thrown at us.. and have insults raining on us.. well he does warn us.. Don't be fucken offended by my damn language. and if you are that's your fucken problem.. deal with it.. I love seeing old school mentality and strong words used.. I feel its a lost fucken art. We or this generation is too damn sensitive.. I mean fuck,, man.. its just words.. But sometimes you need those colorful fucken words to get the shot across , because that's how life is.. Reality is,,,life is unpredictable , you think you fucken enemy is going to treat you nice.. Fuck that,, shit happens and you have to be prepared .. So,, the insults rain on us. the yelling and running all over the shooting range made this day fun.. The traditional gun shoot was fun , because I like to shoot 9mm. I think its a safe and effective weapon, which I plan to get in the future for home protection. I know shooting at a range under safe and calm conditions are alot different than a home style attack . But I feel its a right and a duty to bear arms to protect oneself and your family and friends. I,m a trained Martial Artist in Filipino Stick fighting and Korean Karate as well as American Boxing and wrestling. But I also know that gun can only match gun power.. As fast or as talented I may be.. A bullet will win 99% percent of the time.. But back to the shoot. I really enjoyed the teamwork and professionalism of the whole crew. We all took the evolution seriously. well our range masters , fucken in planted that from the get go.. Pay attention or fucken go home and or back to work and explain to your bosses why you were kicked out,.. No one wanted that and it didnt happen, no incidents , no injuries, Thank god.. I mean.. We had a large group shooting , the most i have ever been to in my whole life time of shooting range events. I was a bit concerned , but it all turned out well. I'm tankful for that. I was also pleased with my shooting score and my ability to use the weapon properly. I know everyone enjoyed the time and laughs we had at the range and I'm looking forward to manning the appropriate watches for future watch standing.. Like I said , this by far was the most fun I had on the Peleliu.. even though it was spent off the ship on a San Diego Gun range. The drive back was fun.. jamming the radio,,, and parking on the pier , and returning all the stuff back to the armory. What was surprising how I saw two of my future division workers" action Jackson , the De man..  , spot me.. and ask me whats the word? My catch phrase.. The word is gun shoot and go home.. After the worst week on board , what a difference a day makes. Lesson Learned,, Nothing including bad times or feelings stay that way.. But in return.. This happy feeling will change come Monday ( cant tell you what monday ?) when another week begins , with alot of parts coming , a duty day( those who served know what that is, those you havent, too bad,, fucken find out ??? and a exam..( what kind.. once again.. those who know,, understand.. others.. you dont and wont understand anyways.. )  and the preparation of a another long week at sea.(cant tell you when? security reasons). But that's the navy and that's What I have to do.. But for now.. I really liked the day and its happenings.. Until the next story.. Take care! The SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2011.

The hardest week on board..inspired story from someone..

The hardest week on board. inspired story from someone...Feb 25,2011.
  Ive been in the Navy a long time.. I have been to Supply ships and Cruiser's , but this week in port was the longest and hardest week ever! The week started out good , because Monday was Presidents Days.. But the following day was my duty day , and the beginning of force protection drills. We had double watches in addition to work. We did 20 pallets , that was tiring. The following day we get 22 pallets and i had to wake up early to sign for parts. But this time all of the stuff or parts were for us, so we had to move all these stuff by dolly's and throwing , humping boxes to lower storerooms.. Am i sore ? You damn right I am. It was non stop.. But we got it done.. Did we get rewarded. Yes,, we get off at 1200.. But the higher threatcon conditions.. made us come to work early so we would avoid long lines at the one gate that would be open.. I left my home at 3:30 am.. and arrive at 4:30 am.. I take a hour nap in my car and eat breakfast and report to work at 6:00 am.. We recite the sailors creed , and prepare for a GQ that was the longest and HARDEST GQ i have ever done, because we had only three guys on the hose and we had to relieve one another at a fast and constant rate.. I was sweating like crazy.. Even though its cold on the ship.. this is the weirdest and coldest winter I have felt in San Diego.. ever.. I mean I have never been this cold for this long.. Go Figure.. Ok,, after the drill , I'm told I need to change racks , because some else needs my rack,, recall Im sleeping with THE CS's.. but IT hasn't happened yet,,, But later in the day,,, I get word or the Haz mat division gets word that we need to do inventory,., and we do this until 5:00 pm.. Yea,, I get up at 2:30 , and work until 5:00. and make that long drive home.. Am i tired? yes,, am I perplex? yes,, because asking us to come early to work and leave late ,, while we are in port is not cool. I know our boss gives a valid explanation . bUt i would do it different.. LIke do all of this while we are underway,,, I mean we cant go anywhere but work.. But that's me.. Oh yea,, today I also had to do a gun familiarization course, because I get to shoot 9mm tomorrow so I can start doing armed watches,, hooray huh? Its funny how some people in charge hand power , some are so over the top.. But that's always been the case in the years IO have been in the navy.. Theres people that will shout you down,, or criticize you at a flick of a switch. My personality is coming out, I mean I say things like " Highly motivated , aggravated , stimulated.. " In my southern accent " Every body giggling and laughing and everythang." It's only a month or so , and my personality is coming out I even do a brief old school pop lock move on the hangar bay,, The look of one of the brothers was awesome.. He was shocked.. I mean who would of thought a Asian persuasion cold move like that.. But to be honest I m still very tired.. Oh.. I also took my damage control test , that was a bit difficult..I really hope I pass , I mean I am part of the hose team.. Time will tell on that one.. next week is my advancement exam.. I really hope I do well.. This coming weekend is the final week to study.. Wish me well... LAST WORDS.. this command is exhausting.. I have never been so mentally and psychologically fatigued. I mean , right when you think you have things figured out..They the people in charge turn around and do thier own thing , like scheduling a force protection drill , along with a GQ drill,, BUT .. they are thinking is that at sea,, multiple actions could and would occur.. If anything it taught us to be tough and hang in there.. Now if this week was the hardest in my navy career , I can only imagine when we go out to sea and do our trials and tests.. I see that being the worst week or weeks at sea coming up.. I'm so tired , but I have to go on.. I have to enjoy this last journey , because,, before I know it.. It gonna be over.. that is my navy career..  Well take care , and just remember sea life is no joke and the drills and training we do are intense and exhausting.. Until the next story , Take Care.. The Source Productions @ 2011..

SD SPORTS ARENA NIGHT CLUB 80'S.INSPIRED STORY FROM someone..

SPORTS ARENA - night club-- in the 8o's Inspired story from someone..
   Ok, Back in the day I was a player, no not a football player or basketball , but a womanizer , skirt chasing dude.. Now Am I proud of that. Yes and No, I mean , what dude wouldn't want to brag about the women or girls he had . But now that I'm a mature adult with kids ,, I don't or would not approve of that behaviour now.. Gosh how times have changed. Before  I begin my story , I would like to apologize to Teresa , her real name , What I did and What I said during those days were in proper and terribly heart breaking on your part. You had no clue who you were dating and how I was .. But I've seen you and you look happy with your husband , so in that respect I'm not concerned about how you feel. But I bet you hate me.. But remember that was along time ago..
    Once upon a time.. I was a young , and horny kid. I spent alot of money on face creams , expensive vitamins , I went to a beauty parlour to get my hair done by a gay and lesbian stylist and I also had manicures , pedicures , went to massage parlours,, In other words I pampered myself. You might say , that's Gay , that's faggish.. Ok.. if taking care of what God gave me.. being a fag,., then a fag I was.. I loved to go shopping for clothes,.Yes I was a clothes fanatic.. I had alot of shoes, pants, jackets, suits , ties.. I love to dress up .. even if it meant i over dressed. I weighed 125 lbs. I had a six pac and had a great facial complexion. I ate right , but I did drink alot of alcohol., But my fanatic work outs which consisted of long ten mile runs daily,, plus push ups and sit ups until fatigued.. But I also like to attract women.. I dated sometime 3 0r  4 women at a time. Sometimes I would flaunt it to them I was seeing other women , but they didn't care,, and Im sure they were seeing other men.. and some cases women.. But.. I decided to date this pretty filipina.. She looked like a China doll. really sweet , In fact she was probably the sweetest girl I ever dated, but she was boring.. she couldn't dance , couldn't kiss well and dressed like a old lady.. I mean she was a bit old < i guess,  But i thought lets see what i can do,,? So i dated her.. and people including my dearly departed mom thought , she;s a sweetheart,, and she's seems like she was into me.. in fact when she went to PI , she bought me Kali fighting sticks.. which I never accepted because I broke it off..
   Ok.. the night club,. night,. I was dressed to impress , I was in a purple suit.. and she was dressed nice but conservatively.. We go inside. and I try to get her to dance, she doesn't want to,, to I decide to dance with this young girl.. wearing a tight ass mini skirt.. Of course , I m enjoying this and I start dancing more closely.. In fact before the night is out I get her number.. I know I brought a date and I manage to get a number.,. What was funny this black guy asked my girl if she wanted to dance. Of course I'm watching this go down.. But my date refuses and , just spends the whole night drinking and watching me.. At one point , I beg her to go dance , she refuses, until the slow songs start playing. I dance with her , feel her out,.she kinds of freak out.. In fact i tried to kiss her , she pushes me away.. Boy was I upset,. I was about to leave her dun ass ,, boring ass girl.. But I know , I just meet her family and that would be rude. So,, I ride it out and I spend most of the night dancing  with the other girl.. and by myself when the girl leaves with her friends.. I finally, decide its time to go,, I ask her if there any other place she would like to go,, Of course she says,, Whatever you like? So , I take her to Pacific Beach . Mission Beach.. and we take a romantic walk,, and again I try to kiss her and again I rebuffed. Yup.. I decide,, this is it.. She tries to explain. that she;s a old fashion girl and all but being this Stud,, a playboy,. My pride couldn't take it. So , I take her home.. Before we leave,, I say good bye,, and guess what she imitates the kiss, but guess what ,, it was nothing,. no feelings , no spark,, maybe because I was upset from the two earlier kissing attempts.. But , we say our good byes. She tells me.. call me. I don't.. she goes on vacation.. And I go on my skirt chasing spree,, In due time we break up,,, Her friends tell me I'm a jerk,, because I drop her with no explanation.. But , I that's how I was.. I felt like , if i was done with you. I would be done.. I did talk to her once o the phone and basically told her I wasn't interested and that your too old fashion and boring for me.. She said,, your mad because I didn't sleep with you like your other girls.. Yea, I said,, My rep.. huh.? She said yeah people told me about you , but i thought it was just rumors.. Yea,, fuck you bitch,, your a grown women who;s afraid of your own shadow,, I mean I kiss you twice and you practically wrestle me to the ground.. then at the end of the date you want to make out ? Yea,, i don't need that shit... I mean , I have opportunities.. Ok.. well enough said huh? we break up ,, and I begin dating another girl.. who smoke , drank, cursed and wanted as much or more attention than me.. Needless to say.. that dating scene didn't last too long.. But that's the phase I was in,, cocky , conceited , and felt like women were like trophy's.. seek and conquer and go on.. this went on for years until I met my soul mate and love of my life.. because of those lonely dating years.. I cherish my wife.. and she doesn't like my past and what i did,. But she realizes that I was young and dumb , careless and carefree.. I was searching for my identity and purpose , which finally arrived the day I got married May 13, 1993- actually Mothers day..back then.. Until the next story.. Take care and appreciate life , even the things you did wrong.. Its all a phase and a journey we all make ... The SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @2011..

Blast from the Past - The Black Sheeps..inspired from a good friend Annette..

Blast from the Past " The Black Sheeps" - inspired story from Annette..
  I'm here outside the school gym.. Montgomery's .. or Castle park,, it doesn't matter because I used to go to other schools dances to show off my pop locking skills.. Right Guys , Alvin , Jerry , Ken.. you guys remember? ok.. now back to the Black sheep's.. you guys recall them right? Maybe not by name by by reputation.. Well as I recall these were some bad ass girls from Castle Park,, that would crash school dances.. What do i mean. ? Well these cool , bad ass girls.. I always thought they were the coolest hottest and most attitude people I ever saw back in the day. Well next to me and My " Barkada.. they were attention grabbing.. I mean they were always dressed to attract attention and boy did they have attitude.. They may not have been the prettiest girls around , but they all had charisma , that special something that made you look at them and pay attention. Did I converse with them. Of course ,, I loved wild girls.. I never had a relationship wit them but I did interact.. Which means jokes, and dancing. I know they loved the way i danced and I loved the way they looked so cool under pressure. I must say, they made dances exciting by being so.. bad ass. I mean. sure alot of other girls didn't like them.. I mean they would crash school dances and get the attention of " The boys." because they looked so bad ass and had attitudes to match.. The boys.. we liked that.. I mean , back in the day alot of the girls wanted to look the same with their feathered back Farrah Fawcett hair,, and wearing the same type of clothes.. I mean the Pinays, especially had that look, that was cool.. and attractive , but seeing something bold and different was kind of cool back in the copy cat , lets look the same .. That's why? At times i would dress differently , and I would adopt different persona's, u know..Like when I was with the rockers and surfers I spoke that lingo  right dude.. ? Then when with the cool hip hop crowds.. We had are cool slang ..right? I loved how we used to call our close friends bro or sis.. I miss those days. when we could talk to girls. and vice versa,, with out people thinking .. is that your girl.. ? I mean , now that I think about it .. I spoke with alot of girls.. as friends.. because they had fun things to talk about.. The guys back then. well. we will full of it alot of the times.. Its probably why we fought or argued so much because we were so concerned with impressing one another , instead of accepting each other and chilling. But I must say , The back Sheep group was cool, whether they originated in Castle Park or not. I thought they were a cool group from the past.. Just like Rose ,Soly,Darlene, Diane , Sherry , Eileen ,Grace, Alex, George groups. I know I'm missing alot of names and please forgive me.. But memory can only recall so much , but I must say Annette and her girls were a fun experience. The Tacos shops in Chula Vista.. The cruising in National City's highland Avenue or the crashing or school dances were some of the coolest events during our youth. The fact we lived our lives and experience alot more things that this generation has not and will not experience makes those child hood memories even more precious.. I can't really recall one outstanding event , except I liked the black sheep's and their attitude and cool clothes made them a click or group - gang? that made growing up in South San Diego more enjoyable , and maybe a Little bit on the edge , but I feel our generation was in a sense , always on the edge,, We had too. We didn't have the media outlets or devices , that our present today. We had to entertain and find happiness by doing and experiencing things.. Maybe we didn't appeal to the main stream of the generation but we did know how to party and have a great time.. So, to those cool , edgy girls from the Black Sheep .. Annette. Please tell them I appreciate and loved the way they carried themselves and perhaps one day ,, we can have a great reunion , dressed in the clothes of the day. and listen to the music of our day .. And for a day or week ,, or what Celebrate one of the greatest times of our lives.. Our childhood days in South San Diego.. Thank classmates and friends from Montgomery , Southwest, Castle Park, Hilltop, Bonita , Chula Vista , Morse , Mt Carmel..Our school dances and our hangouts were enriched by the " Black Sheeps " The Barkada's .. The UKF, the STUDENT BODY.. the bands, letterette's,, Cheerleaders,, teachers.. Thank you all for all the memories.. Until the next story , Always take care and keep the ideas coming so i can retell the many fond memories we had back in the day.. The Source production @ 2011..

MOMS are the best.. inspired from Holly...

MOMS ARE THE BEST - inspired from Holly..
  It's 4:30 am.. back in the day. That's what time I would get up and do my early morning run in South San Diego's Palm Avenue.. I would put on Nike running shoes and my hoodie and gloves and make my 5 to 10 mile run before school. but before I would go on that run, my beloved mom was already up , doing her daily chores , or work at home catering deal.. Making lumpias, cakes ,, suman. all that great stuff. I miss so much. She would tell me every morning .. " son go back to sleep.. its too early.. " I would kiss her on the cheek.. I love you mama. and off on my run.. I would see illegal aliens. running by me on that 805 freeway.. by the " Pits.." and I would see " La migra,, parked at the end of palm. and they would wave or i would.. as I ran by them.. I would get occasional honks from truckers because the hoodie I wore also had USA on the front , and I would shadow box .. showing of my boxing skills.. remember I weight maybe 120 lbs.. and was in the best shape of my life. I was doing karate At Kwons Karate , boxing at Palm City Boxing Club.. wrestling , football at school.. I was also heavily into Bruce Lee movies and philosophies.. But most of all I was a hyper kid who like to show off and talk alot.. Is funny how I never hooked up with any girls.. I was too adventurous and in mature to have a stable relationship.. But I'm sure all the girls.. wished or wondered about me.. ? But that's ok.. I felt like back then I belonged to everyone . or girl.. I know that was foolish thinking. But I was too into myself. I wanted to do things for me. Whether it was working out or writing.. I needed alot time to myself.. in fact I still do. But fortunately my beloved wife lets me do that. and I'm blessed and thank ful for that . AS for my mama being the greatest , I really do miss the smiles and hugs we shared every morning , before my run , and those occasion's we we sat as a family to eat her great food. I also miss helping her make her bakery goods. She loved me for that and I'm not afraid to say " I was a Mama's boy.. " and I would die for her and fight for,. even though she had the worse accent in the world.. She is the greatest mama ever .. She loved all y friends and she had a kind and giving heart. I know someday we will see each other again and I will be the happiest man in the world when that happens.. But not yet.. I have alot more stories to write and alot more living to do .. Thanks Mama I miss you and I think and thank you daily.... I love you mama Maria.. from your loving and devoted son... Mel... The Mel Paras productions @ 2011..

32NST ST BOWLING ALLEY- another hang out from the Past.. inspired from Annette..

The 32nst Bowling Alley - Hangout form the past - inspired from Annette..
  I was with My friend Jo, and we were standing by a big ass fence that was outside the Naval Base San Diego. We were young and fearless, we just took a ride on a SD bus filled with drunks , hookers and all that . but one problem.. My friend forgot his DEPENDENT ID CARD.. so we couldn't get inside the base.. So , being the leader or the fool said" Hey bro, lets climb over this fence and walk  to the alley from here. My buddy said" ah.. We might get in trouble.. !" I said dude. " NO worries. we wont get caught, I've learned all kinds of marine corps shit from my older brother.. He reluctantly agreed. So , Boom , he climbed over first. and then my turn. But one problem. The base police was like 50or 100 yards away , and I'm dam sure they spotted us.. But I told Jo,., duck down and run along the bushes and hide until the police car passes us.. Guess what? It worked , or the cops , didn't see us or they figured , if these kids are so eager to get on base, let them.. I mean, I was scared to death we were getting caught and have our or at least mine ID card taken away,, Then I would have to deal with My dad.. The retired navy god,. that would of never let me live that down.. I think that prospect scared me more than what the base police could of said or did to us at that time..
      At The alley,, it's was a cool hang out , Why? All the cool girls were there Annette and the "Black sheep" , Sherry , Diane. Rose , Darlene, Soly , Marie, and I know I missing alot of names. forgive me. But it was a while back. The place also had pool tables and video games. and pretty good food. But the main attraction was the girls.. And the occasional fights among us " Locals" YEA THE  smart ass local born Filipino's that acted tough and wanted to bully and intimidate the Filipino Born's at every chance. Was that cool , , today , no, but back in the day, That's was the thing to do.. Called them " FOBS.. " fresh of the boat,,, pretty mean huh, I mean we made fun of these kids who had accents like our parents.. Did that mean we hated our parents too. In some ways I guess we did,. but we also were a very hyper and insecure group back then. The attention we wanted and demanded was awful.. but back the story.. I was confronted by the FOBS,. and of course I talk shit about them and their mama's.. we take it outside,, throw some blows,, before security comes.. and we all scatter .. Jo and I find some friends and they drive us home.. But not before cruising by third avenue taco shop. I forget the name,. But i think its still there.. WE buy our burritos and hor chata's and eat it at the Luckie Waller parking lot by Montgomery , another hang out and laugh and talk , and pop lock and show off our karate moves we learned from either Kwons Korean Karate or Unified Karate federation.. I know , i will never forget those small times we shared with one another and times I get amazed how times have changed for us and our kids today.. Those were different times.. We didnt really have cool video games or DVD's or Cell phones , FACE BOOK , internet , like todays kids.. But in a way , I feel that's why we were so much more adventurous and fearless. We had to find our own ways to entertain ourselves.. Don't get me wrong I would love to have all the gadgets my kids have back in the day.,. But I know if we did have those , I don't think we would have all hangouts, and all the great stories to tell about growing up in South San Diego , with all the school.. Castle Park, Chula Vista , South West , Sweet water,  Hill top.. Bonita, Those road trips to those schools were also great memories I will retell at another time.. But for now.. I hope you enjoyed my sneaking into and finding trouble at 32nst street Bowling alley.. Oh., the fights we had were not dangerous , because they lasted maybe a minute or so before it was broken up by base security , but what a head ache we were back in the day. Until the next story ,, take care.. The Source productions @ 2011..

ACE OF BREAKS- My son Brandon Lees pop lock dance crew..

ACE OF BREAKS- Temescal Canyon High's Pop Lock dance crew..
  Ok,, Last week I attended MY son's Dance crew performance opening act for the schools annual dance revival , contest deal.. I really enjoyed myself,, It sent me back to the high school days at Montgomery when I did school plays and dance performances at the school auditorium any class mates remember? Grace, Joyce, Eileen, Myra < Darlene? Ok.. back to my sons show, it was only a minute long performance , but they were precise and great. I really like watching my son dance because he looks more like a dancer than i ever did. I mean he's tall 5-9 and slender build , well I had the slender build , but I was only 5'6 on a really good day.. But anyways.. watching his crew perform and feeling the love and appreciation form his high school classmates was really cool. I also enjoyed the half time , or intermission brownies,.,,ok.. They will perform again at the schools pep rallies and I'm encouraging them to keep doing it and posting it on FACE BOOK. yet to get them to put on my YouTube channel. I;m so proud of him , because Well Im a loud and proud Father. I really wish them well , they have a couple of years left in high school. I encourage them to take advantage. Because after that,, we all know , we pursue our hopes and dreams and goals in life.. Sometimes and often times losing touch with many friends.. But with the invention or creation of face book, twitter , and YouTube , email also.. we have all come together and are sharing our lives as it heads towards our twilight years.. But for now I enjoy watching my sons crew and I enjoy sharing my old school moves fo them to emulate or imitate or better yet,, do it better.. I'm a parent , an advisor, teacher, preacher of life to my kids and his friends. I wish them well and I also wish all my classmates and friends to enjoy your kids.. Because time flies and before you know it.. They will have kids.. wow.. here's to ACE OF BREAKS.. my sons great dance crew and wishing them well as they continue to entertain and perform for their family ,friends , classmate's and any one else that enjoys hip hop dancing.. Until the next story.. Take care always. A very Proud father for one of the dance crew members of " ACE OF BREAKS " out of Temescal Canyon High School In the Lake Elsinore, Ca.. area north of Temecula.. A Mel Paras Productions @ 2011

HAPPINESS IS.. inspired from facebook family and friends...

HAPPINESS IS...
 HAPPINESS is... ok,, what am I trying to do? How can anyone define happiness in this day and age. But from my inputs i get from twitter , email and face book, and of course personal interactions I get this recurring theme or thought. I'm not happy , I'm Lonely , I'm... Ok,, first off , really , just think about the big picture , just not where you are at right now , but where you are trying to get to.. Happiness or true happiness in unattainable , its like containing air , you breathe  it , you feel it , but can you totally contain it, I mean you can , but theres always more. My spin is happiness is like that. Once you experience one form of happiness , you want another right? Ok,, examples , in grade school , some of us wanted to be the fastest runner in school , or the best speller , or the best looking, or most popular.. But guess what,, theres always something or someone better than you.. Just like records in sports,, they are meant to be broken. Just like happiness, you are never truly happy , because its human nature to want more happiness, more fun, more money.. If your are satisfied with one happy moment than you are boring or about to die.. We all have seen un happy people, right? Just look around your work spaces , and see whose in charge, are they really happy , running over people , making lives miserable.. Some might say yes.. But MY take. You cant give love , or happy moments if your not feeling it yourself.. Am I right? Me.. I'm a happy person, and I like making others happy.. But I'm also a moody person, and at times that affects people too. In other words , we are what we are and we aspire for what we want in life. But to be truly happy is a unattainable goal.. I've seen many people in foreign lands,. Philippines, Thailand, Indonesia , Singapore, do anything for money , selling their bodies , massages, manicures , etc. for nearly for nothing.. Are they happy? They seem like it.. I mean , as long as they can find something to eat and drink for the day.. brings them happiness. Could u be happy in those circumstances? I mean no bills to pay, or taxes , or duties  to pay attention to. Just live each day as a gift. I believe happiness is state of mind.. You choose to be happy or sad. We all have our problems with bills, where do i get money for all of them. We all have some health issues.. too skinny , too fat, drink too much,, to light , to dark,, etc.. pains in our backs, feet, heads.. But some of those things cant be controlled , its just the ravages of time and wear and tear of the human body. But our state of mind , our moods , are based on how we feel,. and how we act. I like being around happy , positive people,, don't we all ? I mean theres nothing worse then being around losers, whiners, complainers , its gets old.. But we all love those confident , happy sharing people , because they are so few of them in this world.. Theres too many people who want to make you un happy , because they are not.. Misery loves company!! My quick spin, " Mind over Matter!" We don't mind because they don't matter!" Use it and abuse it.. When someone wants to destroy your day.. say to them or yourself.. I don't mind because they don't matter. Right? I mean do those people live with you , do they party with you, are they your friends. If so... then you have issues.. Be true to those who are true to you.. I realized in my life , you cant select who your supervisors or bosses are , but you can choose your friends.. Be wise.. Choose wisely.. and drop those fools that degrade you, persecute you , judge you. because the true believers know.. " Theres only one judgement day coming and that power will ultimately decide every ones fate.. " Karma" Whats comes around goes around so be careful how you treat people. It may come back to haunt you some day..
 Final say. Happiness is state of mind and enjoying the blessing of the almighty one.. I'm happy each day i can wake up and see the sun rising , because I know I get a chance to enjoy what life is all about .. which is experiencing things like the birds chirping , or the tress bustling in the wind or the clouds forming beautiful designs in the sky . Take a walk and enjoy it.. Because happiness is all around us.. we cant contain it.. its free flowing and yours , if you decide to embrace it.. Until my next ..? Take care and be Happy... The Source productions @ 2011..

LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT! Young Mele Mel.... 1991..
  Yeah.. that was a long time ago.. There was a Golds Gym In IB, guys remember that? I also met the love of my life at the famous Hotel Del Coronado. Yes, I was a Security agent / Security Dispatcher and / play boy / flirt. I think i dated most of the filipinas and white girls at that place. But one day while I was chatting with a girl.. in the Parking lot of the Hotel.. by the Human resource office.. Here's comes this petite , cute , curly haired young girl wearing tight blue jeans and a Disney land sweater. I was in love. I even told the girl at the Parking kiosk, that's going to be my wife.. I love her. I gonna marry her.. The girl said. " what?' You don't even know her name, if she's married , or has kids , or what? I said " I don't care,,, I gonna make her my wife.. Strange or simply I knew for the first time in my life I wanted her and I was going to do whatever it took and for however long it was gonna take.. And .. Guys.. it did take a while. she would not accept my invites , my flirty cues or even my personal interactions at the Hotel.. I think and probably rightly so.. She was afraid of me.. I mean I was a cocky young man.. great condition , great looking hair. wore great form fitting suits and love to talk.. But finally I cornered her in the Parking lot and said " Whats up? Why don't you want to go out with me? She said " I already have a boy friend.. I said.. Ok.. Lets make a deal.. Go out with me once.. if you don't like how I am.. than I will never bother you again.. She thought about it , and finally said yes.. I was so happy.. We went to dinner , at the Crown room.. and got a little embarrassed because we walked out before paying for the wine .. well. I kinda knew what I was doing.. but ok.. we pay for the expensive wine.. i think it was more than the dinner.. But anyways, we went dancing at confetti's.. we had a blast.. and Then within a short period of time.. She broke it off with her boyfriend.. and wam boom bam< I'm with the greatest women I ever knew.. She is an angel. She knows how to cook , clean and advise me.. sure she's alot younger than I am.. But It doesnt matter, I love her and and I'm glad I didn't quit on pursuing her. My life has changed forever and from that I have two handsome and entertaining and smart sons Brandon Lee and  Martin = affectionately call him Smarty Marty.. so Happy Valentines day to the love of my life Mona.. and I thank God , for sending her to save my life .. I'm truly blessed to have her and her wonderful family " THE AUSTRIA'S... " I LOVE YOU ALL..
DEDICATED TO OUR MOTHERS WHO PASSED MANY YEARS AGO.. I MISS YOU MAMA PARAS AND MAMANG,, The love you shared with me will always be in my heart and the tears I cry for all the memories we shared in San Diego , are always there especially when i drive by those places and St Charles Church , and Precious Blood , the Bingo nights , bake sales , and time spent with family and friends are unforgettable. I know someday I will see all my loved ones again.. Until then Take care and Be good to one another..

SUPERBOWL AFTERMATH: PREDICTION CORRECT..FEB 12,2011

SUPERBOWL AFTERMATH: PREDICTION CORRECT..FEB 12.2011
 My prediction was Packers 31-and Steelers 28 AND IN OVERTIME FIELD GOAL Would win it. I could of happened if The Steeler kicker doesn't miss his Field goal attempt. But Hey close enough , The game started out like a Aaron Rodger Passing show, But the Steelers pride and defense stood their ground until that final TD drive by the PACKERS.. a PRETTY good game , hard hitting , good plays , great respect from each team. Like the good old days . huh? I mean here are two storied franchise with 10 Superbowl wins combined,, Packers winning 4 and , winning the first two Superbowl's , which is named after their legendary coach Mr. Vince Lombardi, and the Steelers win 6 Super bowls .. Amazing teams with loyal fan bases around the world. I applaud them and lets hope this is not the final game of the year. CBA needs to be renewed and word around the league . NFL NETWORK , FOX , CBS , ESPN , sources say that it doesn't look good anything will come out of the next rounds of talk. Lets hope for the best , but their are issues the players and owners are stubborn about , mostly money sharing , and players salaries , and pension plans.. The Players want to play , but wont settle for second rate agreements and the owners are stubborn because they feel they take the risks as far as money , loans,. payments, which is true , but being a former High school player and fan of the players,, I'm going to side with players.. Now back to the game.. Great ending and great car for Aaron Rodgers - The Camaro convertible is awesome.. My dream Car.. ok.. The Half time show was good I love the Black eyed peas , with Fergie. But the sound system sucked bad.. I think or I believe the palace is so big , that the sound system for normal concerts was not loud enough for that venue.. But overall I like the dancing and the glow in the dark dancers on the field. Great show,, I'm glad they stop the old timers review with the Who , The Rolling Stone's , Tom Petty and etc, and etc,, I mean Janet Jackson and Justin was the last great show,, But because Janet showed a little Titty.. Everyone loses their mind.. That's the thing today.. alot of people are too sensitive,, I mean give me a break.. But that today's perception. People are so uptight , unlike in the old days, when we teased , flirted and curse each other out , then made up and party our asses off..Today's youth are different , but that's another blog at a another time.. Back to the game..I enjoyed it , and The commericals seemed weak,, I really like the Marvel Comic previews.. This summer is going to be fun to go the movies and watch action flicks..
  Final thought , Well played game.. My prediction came true almost I said overtime win,, its gonna happen one of these days,, and I'm curious how that plays out ... In one of the strangest seasons ever , we get a old timer and original team win the Superbowl.. and I like it.. But lets see what happens next year , As good as the Packers are.. I see another exciting playoffs this upcoming year.. I predict a new Superbowl winner from the AFC.. Just a thought,Lets see what happens... Until the next story ,, Take Care.. The SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2011.

THE LONGEST AND STRANGEST UNDERWAY PERIOD!!as told by someone from the crew..

THE LONGEST AND STRANGEST UNDERWAY PERIOD- as told by someone from the crew..
  I had duty Superbowl day.. and Yes they put me the new guy on watch during the Superbowl.. But its ok.. That's wasn't the strangest part , the strangest part was how long this underway period went. It seemed it lasted a long time. I mean , we had our fire drills and other related drills , we also trainings and field days,, but guess what it still dragged on. Did I get sick . a little bit , I guess whats the worst feeling is I'm always tired and sleepy. I guess the rocking of the ship just throws my equilibrium just enough that I cant concentrate very well. Am I staying quiet. Yes and no. I started to come out of my shell , but to be honest, I'm still keeping a low profile.. I have two more weeks of Indoctrination.. if you don't know what that is.. Its basically a review of navy programs and policies and re training of ship board requirements. Oh yea I'm also scheduled to get a fork lift license for the upteenth time and I'm going to haz mat school.. I mean I;m set to be the LPO for that division. Am I happy? I guess , I mean ship life is not easy. it's boring and its repetitive and it also gets on your nerves, Why? Well it sucks when the plumbing overflows on a daily basis,. and when you take that shit you need to be careful your leg pants or anything else doesn't get wet. It smells bad on a ship. Especially a old one. I cant really describe the smells , just imagine , sweat , oil , gas, fumes. burnt food , or oil, greases , smoke, cleansers, its a constant stress on your senses. I mean is not a natural or pleasant experience. I also don't like the noises of whistles, horns,. pipes, planes, helos.. Its a noisy ship , and they expect you to relax at night to sleep. For me , its hard to sleep when you have people snoring , laughing , talking loud , even after taps.. I mean.. I thought living with the CS - the cooks,. would be cool.. instead I get interrupted with loud boisterous talking , but I use ear plugs to get to sleep. But do i really sleep well, In my opinion No, but I'm still adjusting. As far as my co workers, they are very young and in some ways very dum. You know, They are still finding themselves and alot of them are a challenge and I know when indoc is over I will have my hands full , but guess what they all like me.. and I will be able to get these guys to work, but I also know the chain of command wants me to be the jerk off , but It's not my style .. Especially this late in my career. But its ok, I know the new chain of command is wanting to make its mark and I'm ready for that challenge. But for now I must say when someone makes strong comments and statements to the division and expect people to support that person, We will see, I mean , I feel and I know when you come on too strong people get offended and people lose respect . But like that person stated , who needs respect I just want to job to get done. My take theirs a time to be a hard ass and a time to praise your guys, too much harsh words..Maybe I'm mellowing out in my old age , but I don't like to yell or get on people for normal stuff.  Yelling at people comes into play if your doing something life threatening , but cleaning up your spaces , it just seems a bit too much. BUT , hey what can I do, I'm not in charge.. I guess the most frustrating part of this new journey is that I've been through it and I ve done it all before and doing it again seems almost boring. I know , I need to get accustomed to the leadership style and when the time comes I will surface my style in due time.. BUT FOR NOW.. I'm staying really down low , humble and just taking it ,for how much longer , we will see,. But for now I;m the quiet observer , and maybe its shocking to those who know me. But this is how I want to play it for now.. Until the next story.. Take Care.. THE SOURCE productions..  @ 2011..

I won a Chevy Camaro ! based on story told by someone..

 I won a Chevy Camaro , or so I thought. Ok, lets start from the beginning, I went to check my mail on Dec 11, 2010. I had the usual stuff , bills , junk mail and this one piece of mail that caught my attention. Why? It had a key attacjed to it and had a tic tac toe like format on this pamphlet. It stated scratch off the the last remaining spot and if you get a three way match like tic tc toe , you win that prize. Well i scrath it off and it showed a Chevy truck or $20,000 cash if you don't want the truck. I showed it to my wife , she was excited and I was some what skeptical , but hey what do I have to lose , time , some gas ,, maybe some pride. Oh well so , I dress up in my leather jacket and take my bad ass 4 wheel drive truck. As I pull into the dealership parking lot, wifey says you go in I will stay in truck. I said:" Come on now, lets see this thing through.!" I park and of course saleman pounce on me like flies on shit. I wave them away like a fly sawtter and proceed to the bulllentin board and match the numbers that was listed on my pamphlet . Guess what , yea, I ddin't win no damn truck or cash, instead i get a weekend trip to god knwos where? Then a salesman shows up takes my pamphlet and proceeds to ask the questions about cars , are u in the market? I said " Look , I came here for the prize , not interested in any car purchasing at this time. I thought i won the big prize , but I didn't so just give my prize and thats will do it. He looked at me like " hmm, what a asshole.?" Ok, my wife and I talk about what a scam or marketing ploy to get people to come in.. Then another dude walks in. He begins his rehearsed , phrases and sales pitches.. I say what the fuck ? I will play along , I look at a Cool looking Silver Camaro. but to be honest I love the Maroon color with a red stripe. Which of course they don't have.. So, after a wait they come back outside and give me their business cards and my prize that is still siting on my dashboard in my truck. We leave very disappointed and a little pissed off, because I thought I won. Did i get punked or tricked , yea,, they got me.. so I suggest , if you get such a pamphlet stated you won a prize , just throw it away, nothing is free in this life. I knew that from the get go, but I was being overly optimistic. If you want to win , you need to pay for it right.Like the lotto , or horse racing or placing wagers at Vegas or TJ's Agua Caliente.. lesson learned , but this wasn't the first time or probably not be the last time I fall for such advertisements, it just goes to show even a smart ass like myself can get fooled by professional looking advertisements that feed on your greed or ambition to win a prize. Some day , I will get my Dream Car " Maroon Color Camaro with Black stripes and chrome wheels , but not right now. As I pulled out of the Parking lot and headed home I said to my wife" I won a Chevy Camaro huh?' She replied " You will get your 2010 Camaro , in 2013 when you retire from the Military.. !"  Well , I shouldn't complain , she's buying it .. right ?

WHO IS THE SOURCE ?..

WHO IS THE SOURCE ? INSPIRED from a loved one...
  The source is not one person , or one voice , the source is a collection of ideas , and thoughts . The source is you, the source is the library of ideas and revelations. The source is not a ends to a means but a creation of thought and meanings to all that come for information , entertainment , enlightenment , wisdom, comedy , information, recollections , memories or just for self expression. The idea that the source is one being is totally uncalled for. The source gathers information , ideals , thoughts from other resources and ideas that come from photo's videos, book, magazines , other blogs, journals , readings, dreams , fantasies, imaginations of those who contribute and post their ideas on face book, twitter, email, blogs and personal interactions with one another. The source is as strong or as weak as you the reader wants it to be. You , the reader dictate what is said or not discussed . The areas of conversation or topic revelation is controlled by you the reader. You set the directions and limitations on what is the source. The source is nothing without your ideas , inputs , fears , concerns.. thoughts about life , death , future , past , present. For anyone to label the source as one person with such broad knowledge is not only naive but useless. No one can have such power or knowledge of all dealing in life. The source takes observations , perceptions and personal wisdom to annotate the workings of life's realities. No one person could have such experiences, the experience's the source speaks of, is merely the affects of life's realities revolving around many experiences of people , the source has encountered or has been told stories and taken such incidents and issues and transforms them into a blog of information for all to read and decide for yourself the reality or the factually of the stories. Is real life as dramatic as fantasy ?or vice versa.  At times drama imitates life and life imitates drama , and we all seem baffled by either or neither. The source doesn't judge or make comments for you to believe in, the source just tells it like it is. The perception or the relation of reality to perception are often confused and misunderstood. For those of you who judge , who made you God and decider of human nature and for those who read to learn and be informed , I thank you with all my heart your wisdom and knowledge that reality and fiction , often are just what you want it to be. The source tells tales that were passed to him , like a writer that lives through others. For those who understand that idea, this blog is useful and entertaining , and thought provoking. For others it's disgraceful , harmful and hurtful and a waste of time. I suggest you find other forms of entertainment or reading habits , because you don't get it. In order to be a part of the source , you need to be open minded and free thinking , but if your too rational and factual , and need proof , than you are investing in the wrong media. The source is universal , its all consuming and it's too controversial for the old fashion , conservative , image conscious people . The source is a unknown sphere in ones mind . like a jabbawockeez, is a unknown character. You can't contain the source, its not something solid or bold, it's like air, you cant see it or touch it , but when theres not enough of it.. you die.. The source is relevant and yet unsubstantial. It's creative and disturbing and also truthful. You can prove its worth , but you also can disprove its power. The power lies in each one of you , and how you handle the power of the ideas brought forth , it depended on how the information is dispersed and absorbed.
    Lastly , I just want to say The source is all of you , your fears , your dreams , your thoughts about life , death , memories , existence. What the source says is what you think about , but are afraid to say so. But is it the truth ? Just because a group of people say something and place it on paper ,, makes that the truth. You as the reader , as the observer , as the human , decide if the source is relevant ort just a image of reality. Does anyone really know what the truth is.. ? The source is not the end , but a beginning for those who desire such thoughts and ideas, and for those who think they know what the source is about , do you really? The source is a creation of many people , with many ideas , and were brought together to share those ideas with one another , not only as a informative resource , but as an outlet for those people who want more out of reading than just statistical facts , and educated informed assertions , that have no bearing on real life happenings. The Source is life on the streets or life in general. How you perceive the source is totally up to you. If you are upset with the source than your upset with yourself. If your happy than you are in content with your ideas. But the source is more than a blog. its a expression of ideas shared by many people that grew up during that time or in those situations. Bottom line , the source is you.. and how you look at yourself is how the source reflects upon yourself. You dictate your own reality and misconceptions or perceptions. WHO IS THE SOURCE ? It's not me , or you or they , or them.. Its all of us.....The SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2011..

South Side San Diego hang outs ! Inspired by Linda and friends....

South Side San Diego Hang outs - inspired by Linda and Friends....
  I was browsing through face book pages and I came upon photos from my dear friend Linda, I know we didn't really hang out and I'm not really sure if we even spoke to one another , but I believe we were around each other , because of some of the people we ram around with , like Guy , Emma, Lori, if anything I thought you were extremely cute , but weren't we all , with our feathered back hair and slim bodies , including the guys.. ? haha.. Well back to my inspired story.. I was enjoying the throw back photos she posted the Hotel Del , Coronado , where once upon a time I worked as a dispatcher and Security agent.. great memories running up and down the stairs of the main lobby with my friends Jo and George, and getting yelled at by security , who would of known years later I would do the same to other young bloods running around the hotel.. What comes around goes around huh? Well , where did i get time to do this,.,.well every week , my Barkada " gang " friends more like it would jump into my car or who ever wanted to drive and make that trip down the silver strand.. and we would , walk the beach and check out the girls and fancy houses.. before making our foolish runs into the hotel.. Wow. what teenagers do for fun huh? But the photo that really caught my eye the most was the Tilly's photo shot.. In TJ.. yup , back in the day.. I would go there religiously to drink party and joke around in a relaxed atmosphere.. it was cool getting those back and white photos,.,. at the club.. to me. it made it more dramatic like a movie shot or something.. But I ripped up my photo because it was with a girl friend that out me through heaven and hell at the same time.. I mean we had a great time. but she also made me so angry and upset over alot of the things she did.. But hey thats the past and as Christians we are supposed to forgive. Ok.. I will do that , but forget the pain.. Never, I mean The pain and suffering and humiliation many times over is too much to recount if every I decide to do that. But my close friends. JO , George, Sonny , Guy. will tell you that ,, the girl was amazing to look at, but a pain in half to deal with.. But for close to half a decade I suffered and suffered before I decide or she decided the pretending the hiding should end. But I must say Tillys was a special place because I came there to party and laugh with friends and I'm sure I saw alot of the gang from Castle Park , Hill top , Sweet water , Southwest , Bonita ,  rivals , because we all went there when it was fun and easy to go to.. Like I said many times over our generation was special , and the times we shared at Tillys', Hotel Del , Imperial Beach Pier, El torito's , or any other Taco shop in the south side and National City were always the place to be. It's funny how the guys would clean up their cars on Friday and  Saturday and cruise the day and nights of Friday and  Saturday to show off our rides.. I must say I love guys rides,. His bad ass Red Toyota , and his sup ed up Mustang were one of my favorites , also Mark's Mustang with the big blower and big ass tires in the back were his trademarks.. I loved it when these dudes would peel out and make skid marks all over the high school parking lots... or anywhere else.. Such kids.. But I know now it wasn't really the spots that made it happen it was us. The Surfers , the Rockers , The barkada's , the nerds, the ASB , the smart asses , that really made any place we hung ed out that made it special.. It seemed as long as we were with friends and just sharing time. Those times will forever be embedded in our memories through photos , videos and the the many journals , notes and blogs that are coming out and being shared by all of us.. To all of our friends and classmates from all schools,. I salute you and keep the photos coming in and the memories of friends and family so we all can have that special time cemented in our minds and souls as well as in Internet postings. I hope that all the memories I bring forward make you realize we were a special breed a special class, and a time that is no longer possible . because of the sign of the times. It's kind of a shame our kids can't experience those things , but i feel its better they don't. I think some things should only be experienced once , like our child hoods.. Lets just share out times through photos and blogs put out by myself and others that have stories to tell about " back in the day.." Until my next story friends. Take care and Keep reading.. THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2011...

SUPERBOWL 45 PACKERS VS. STEELERS FEB. 6, 2011 DALLAS ,TX

 SUPER BOWL 45 PACKERS VS. STEELERS ,FEB 6, 2011 DALLAS , TX.
  My Super bowl predictions for the 45 Super bowl for the NFL. at the Palace in Dallas. From all the previews and tours put on by the NFL network and other networks that have covered games at this place , including a couple of Manny Pacquiao fights. This palace in Dallas is what Texas is all about Big , Proud , loud and over the top. Anyone who has lived there , I have , know very well the egos and pride of Texans.. They Love their state and they are very loyal.. I do admire that. So where else than play the most glamorous over hyped game of the year at Dallas Texas. But because of the un expected heavy snowfall at Dallas, and around the nation . many fans and family of the players may not be able to watch their favorite team or sons play in the greatest game of the year... But that's not the story here..
   The story is can The Mighty Steelers with Big Ben and a hurt offensive line be able to keep up the the Offensive power of the Aaron Rodgers and the Packers.. Both Defense are master minds at the helm Dom Capers and Dick Lebeau , but I see the key is who handles the ball better that day and who is given time to do their thing. We all know Big Ben never has had sparkling stats in the Super bowl,., and needed a miraculous catch to win his second super bowl.. Can he do it again.. ? I said sure , but I see a different scenario play out.. I see the packers , quick receivers and strong running attack be too much , for the run stopping , but questionable secondary , I know Troy is a beast but I see the outside receivers being the stars in this game not the tight ends or running backs,.. I see Rodgers , ability to scramble and find the open receiver's be too much for the strong willed steelers.. The steelers need to run the ball and control the clock to win this game. I just don't see that with a banged up offensive line , and Big Ben will get sacked alot and hit alot. He's a great qb when everything is working , but I see Rodgers being able to pass often and easily and win a tight game , maybe even go to over time.. Yes, then the dreaded over time rule comes in to play and the winner of the toss will win the game,,, Yes I predict controversy and alot of upset people at Vegas. But whats going to be more upsetting is how Rodgers is going to make the steelers run for their lives. Big Ben will keep it close because of his time consuming drives , but as the game wears on,. I see the packers winning this game by a field goal in overtime.. After driving down the field very easily , and setting up for a game winning field goal.. MVP - Aaron Rodgers , and a strong defensive effort by the Packers. Final Score 31-28.. Packers winning thier 4th Super Bowl.. In their historic career.. Bring home the Vince Lombardi trophy home.. The Source Productions @ 2011..

Montgomery's Wing..

 Montgomery's Wing...on Palm Ave South San Diego.. a story from  some one I once knew..
    I was parked in a car with a girl.. I was 16 0r 17 yrs old.. Did I like her? I'm not sure but like any guy back in the day , if you had a chance to make out.. kiss alot. why not? Ok.. alot of us.. guys went there to party . like drink beers or toke out// yeah remember that term.. ok.. what that is smoking weed , mota ,, mary jane.. in a water bong.. or some may say using a pipe.. Now.. which one was better? I would say the bong, because it went down smoother than a pipe.. A pipe was so much more harsher on the lungs , but you got a better high out of that.. you know.. oh well like i said this spot has many memories for the tokers , the jokers , the fighters and of course the lovers.. back in the day.. It was always meet you at the Wing.. for a meet up with a new girl.. or a meet up for a fight. It was place to be.. It's funny how we thought going there meant total privacy.. Come on guys.. We all knew what cars we drove or who was who,, but we all felt comfortable there.. to make out. , dream or just hang out with friends.. I wrote many stories and made many jokes out there with friends. I also had trouble with police and fights with drunk friends. Like i said , the place holds good and bad memories , but needless to say it was one of the most memorable spots in the South Side.. Ask Any Montgomery classmate and they can all recall the " Wing" and  recollect on all kinds of memories there.. Like one time my crazy friend with the orange pinto With white racing stripes affectionatley called the " Dragons Wagon" because the dude who drove it was a devoted Bruce Lee fan and the car was a station wagon.. get it,.. ? no,, ok,.,. I guess you needed to be drunk as hell to really get it.. Or high as a kite.. which seemed like to be the in thing during that time.. Was all that partying worth it? I mean,  it was harmless , we all laughed and joked about life and music and of course people.. Its funny how back then , we thought we were so bad , so unstopable , fearless , restless , you name it were that. But all in all, when we needed a place to chill. The Wing was it.. I recall many days and nights , looking at the moon and just dreaming about how life was going to be once we graduated and began our lives.. The dumbest memory i have is when this old man had a dead battery.. and the Joker of the group decided to pull out his jumper cables and drive by taunting this old man,.. The old man was pissed , Hes son. or whatever laughed, like that is funny.. But guess what " Karma " had it,. that one day when walking back to my car,. I saw my window broken in the Aztec Parking lot.. and that damn arrogant old man drive by , saluting us.. God I wanted to chase him.. but my buddies.. Jo and Roger .. thought not a wise idea.. and to be honest , I'm sure they were right.But It was a memory that still lingers in my head even after all these years.. Imagine that...Well fellow classmates and friends I'm sure you all had places in school that was special and I hope my stroll down memory lane triggers those good memories.. because that time will always be cherished by all of us, whether you recall those days or not. IF not the times , atleast the land marks or spots we shared growing up will always be a special place in our hearts and minds.. Until the next Aztec and Mayan memory. Take care friends and keep the re connections going and the stories and ideas flowing so i can replay or recall those days in "South Side"" Take care ... always.. The Source Productions @2011..

THE MONTGOMERY AZTEC YEARS- JUST MEMORIES..

 THE MONTGOMERY AZTEC YEARS JUST MEMORIES.. inspired story from someone i once knew..
  Ok,, Guys and gals,, those were the days , but guess what those days are gone.. We all have grown up , we all have jobs careers and kids , divorces, mortgagees, bills . health issues. etc.. But we are not 17 year old kids anymore. The feelings or emotions we had as kids are gone..I know it has been fun recalling the old days. : The Pits . The Wing, Silver Q, Alex's House. The School dances , the hang outs.. the fun times . But it was also a very frustrating time, we were insecure , we were goofy , loud , demandful of attention. We were emotionally unstable and we were scared. We were fearful of our peers. We wanted so much to be like and to fit in, that most of us forgot to enjoy the time we had. I mean , Sure alot of girls broke my heart but I'm sure I did the same. Should I name them.. Well Good friends Like Jeff and Guy , and my best buddy Joe have strongly advised me not to..I mean,. Does it really matter now peeps. I mean those were the days.. Whether you like it or not we hurt people and we made friends with people.. Now does time heal wounds.. Apparently , from what I see from my face book friends. I see that alot of my classmates are forgiving and are encouraging me to write about those days.. Thank you Rose , Soly , Darlene, Janie , Kathy , CAt.. I mean its been a long time and I know sometimes the past events do hurt. I mean, heartbreaks or break ups when your 14 yrs old seems like a the most painful thing in life. But as Aztecs we have seen disaster or death happen.. The McDonald's Massacre at San Ysidro where some of our classmates perished because of a crazy gun man whose lost his life anyways by an expert swat team member. Why? Then for the Surfers , remember,, G,, I don't want to say his real name,. but for those who knew him.. it was unfair and he was too good looking and young to die.. I ask Why? But we go on, we have too, We face each trouble or issue in life and go on. I wish we could live happily ever after and have fond memories of our school days, but like life .. theres the good and the bad.. And it seems We all have done well. and As a Proud Montgomery Aztec from the South side of San Diego.. I salute all my face book class mates of that time. I'm so proud of each and every one of you and I'm glad we have re connected. I know I may have hurt or embarrassed some people with some of my memories and the uses of their names may have cause some undue pressure from family and friends,, But just remember , that was years ago.. and the feeling and emotions we had during that time , of course have no true bearing today.. In other words. We can't go back, it never the same. We all change every day , every week, every month, every year. We are evolving, I know alot of you are thinking , this guy is still the same old guy.. IT some instances yes,. but most of all I've grown up , I have married , I have kids, I have Bills and problems like the rest of you.. But I always look for the positive side of life , and in that respect , I haven't changed one bit.. BUT .. That INSECURE , goofy , unfocused , hot tempered , foul mouth , attention grabbing hard ass is gone.. NOW.. is a reflective, calmer , yet caring classmate , that someday would like the class of Montgomery.. to have a great reunion and in person have this guy retell his stories and recreate those pop lockin moves that I made famous or not so famous back in the day.. Enjoy the photos and stories that are circulating and will circulate as long as we are friends , but just remember that we cant go back and relive the past.. The Decisions and choices we have made in our lives are already set.. For those that are still seeking that love and affection I pray that you get that and for whatever it worth I want to be your friend and help all of us get through life. As you all have learned , life goes fast.. high school seems like yesterday.. and Tomorrow seems like today.. If anything I want all of us to take advantage of the time we have and reconnect with those friends we have lost touch with over the years.. If I could go back in time.. I surely would love to go back during those glory years..Mayans and Aztecs.. because I loved all the memories and jokes , and tears i shared with my male and girl friends.. and I hope we continue to share our ideas and our hopes as we go through life and hoping that our next re union will bring us closer together.. Because I really believed we had a special bond that is still strongly attached.. To my classmates I love you and wish you the very best and don't be so sensitive when I write about our childhood adventures.. We were young , we clueless we were foolish.. But eventually we out grew it and became productive caring adults and parents that I'm so proud to be part of.. until the next High School Memory,.Take care,..
The SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2011.

HAZE GRAY AND UNDERWAY..JAN 2011

             HAZE GRAY AND UNDERWAY JAN 2011....based on true events from someone i know..
  Ok,, The day was cold and cloudy and it even rained , perfect conditions for a underway period. For those who have gone out to sea , the stories OR events I'm about to tell are not new , but may even bring back ship life. Well , like the rest of the crew we have our sea bags and other bags of stuff we need for underway time.. Uniforms of course , but for me seasick pills , tums. Tylenol, aleve, crackers , chips , snack bars , phones , play station , sleep machine,. But like always Supply has stores , or parts or materials or whatever you want to call it. The problem is once again the back part of the ship is secured until we get underway , so we do it the old school way , make a chain gang from the pier to the quarterdeck , and we hump away, heaving and throwing boxes to each other. But what do you call a person who throws a box at you when your not looking.. Yea, a fucken idiot. Ok,. I let it go the first time , but the second time and finally the third time. I said Hold Up.. wait until i turn around alright.. well not exactly in those words I was more creative or street verbiage.. ok,, well after this evolution. of course we get set for underway.. and off we go.. yes, I get sick , yes m i get a headache and yes it sucks.. The food is terrible , MY tummy hurts and I'm running to the bathroom or head for those military types.. But Guess what? I keep going , or we all keep going. We have too, no replacements on sea duty , you are it. You are the cleaners , the security, the fire fighters..
     Next day or so.. we have a GQ.. GENERAL QUARTERS, that's were you go to repair lockers,, me. Im at repair 4 , mid ships past mess decks.. ok.,. Well we dress out and anyone who has put on a ffe , and a scba.. knows very well it gets hot.. thank goodness it was a cold day, but I still sweated my ass off and I was sore because of couse after many years away from sea duty. I forgot to properly wear the ffe and scba.. So my arms hurts and my shoulders hurt and my back hurts. Great way to start off the underway period.. But soon the drill is over.. and guess what the next day.. we step it up a notch and do it again.. of course I'm sweating again , cursing again, and praying I don't fall out.. That's is embarrassing , if that happens to you..The ships crew has no mercy on feelings or what health conditions you are in. If they certify you as ready for sea duty,, you very well better be ready.. So of course , I bear down and take it and suffer until the fucken drill is over,, Guys when its over I'm so relieved.. but before we eat lunch.. in fact i was already holding my tray.. when the next damn drill comes up.. Of course we pass ,. and we all run to the line like kids.. Why? The food sucks.. it's either over cooked , undercooked , still frozen or has no taste or all of the above.. But we still eat it , because there's only so much crackers , cookies , chips and soda you can have before you need some real food. I mean , I do enjoy breakfast.. it/'s the best meal. ask any lifer sailor .. but after that good luck.. I mean I eat alot of salads and fruits. and guys I hate salads so imagine that.. I love to eat , but the food on board is barely edible.. When you see the majority of the cooks are skinny ,, it makes you wonder ?
   Like i said theres tremendous drama , and emotions on board , and when you are on board the only thing that matters is whats going on on board.. We don't watch much tv.. or even look at Internet because the pace of the ship , is work ,, and of course you have the division police looking and checking on spaces. As for me. The Chief wants me to be the LPO , and is encouraging me to take the lead. But I said I need to get my quals done and learn the operations before I really let go so to speak. Like I said, I'm trying to keep a low profile , just observing , not showing too much emotion or my true personality.. Imagine that.. 3 weeks in.. still holding true to my low profile observing approach.. Even though at times it has come out.. and Who knows how much longer it can be contained.. But so far so good.
    Final thoughts.. Sea life is hard , its unforgiving and it has no feelings or cares about what you think and feel. The ship needs attention and care and the crew provides that. Everyone on board understand that and for those who don't. They get reprimanded , reminded on a daily basis,..Why ? they need to do what they are told to do.. One thing is certain , in order to get along you must go along , but theres some that don't get it .. But as the aspiring LPO , I need to take notes and hype the ones that want to succeed and get help for those that need it.. Its not fun, and I know it will be a challenge but I'm up to it.. Wish me luck and stay tuned to the tales of sea life.. THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2011...