Why I love working out ?
Ok guys and gals , working out I know for some people it’s a chore but for others it’s an addiction..
For me.. Its an release of energy. I'm a very hyper person even at my age.. Its just who I am.. BUT BACK TO working out.. When I work out I'm able to release this pent up energy I have.. Its a natural high, its really hard to explain.. For those of u that work out on a daily basis.. you know my feelings.. I guess its like people tat can play video games all day.. I like to work out, either its.. doing boxing karate moves.. or even dance moves.. I enjoy moving around.. When it comes to weightlifting.. I like the pump and how you feel afterwards,.., Its really a head rush.. But you have to do it.. Once you get into a routine,, you don't even think about all the time your wasting working out.. haha..No but for reals working out for me is like medicine. its like therapy.. I just feel so good after a workout.. That's why I look forward to the next workout.. Yea,, its an addiction.. Its like love.. once you feel it once in your life. you cat wait to feel it again.. But the main reason I enjoy working out because I feel good I feel young .. and I feel strong.. I really think the body is made to be active.. I feel the moment you feel your old. ..You have sucummed to that thinking// It really turns me off when People say I'm too old. or I have too many injurie's.. People I have broken my hand. I have seperated my shoulder have torn my calf muscles. torn up my knees.. but guess what I still work out every day... To me.. excuses are like ass holes.. everyone has one and they all stink.. Yea.. I feel people are the ones that put limitations.. on themselves.. Life is meant to be lived and not be afraid how you feel. I feel in life your going to meet people your going to be attracted to ,, and whether you act on it , is up to you.. But I do feel some people fulfill your needs , whether its spiritual . or emotional. Some people just click. with you.. ok.. enough of that..
My final thoughts about working out.. I do it because it makes me feel younger and I believe it makes you look younger I mean when your fit.. People assume your younger.. To me that's how you fight off father time.. I know its inevitable . But if you take care of yourself, Like eat and drink well and of course get plenty of rest.. When your older.. the body needs time to recover.. But its really a love affair when you enjoy working out.. I really enjoy the natural high I get running , walking or punching and kicking a bag.. Its a great feeling and I believe that's the reason I still feel young and look young.. The body loves movement and I give my body what it wants and I get attention from both sexes.. I know that sounds gay. But a compliment from a female or male pumps up my ego,, If that's gay.. then I'm gay.. But I think most guys.. want to impress the guys.. but wont admit it.. Sure we love the attention we get from girls. But when our peers pay you compliments.. Its a ego boost.. So in a nut shell .. I love working out for the health benefits. BUT its the EGO boost from male peers that I yearn.. for.. so with that. Go out there and work out and be happy.. Every day is a lifetime.. enjoy each day.. !!
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS@2020..
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Wednesday, July 15, 2020
Tuesday, July 14, 2020
AMERICA - sad but true Civil War 2- Inspired by current Events
America - sad but true Civil War 2 - Inspired by current events..
Hello Everyone , I hope all is well with everyone.!! America is more divided morally ,ideologically , politically than the first Civil war. The neglect the Government has done to the homeless and the poor has given rise to such hatred towards authority. Yes, and if you think its gonna anytime soon is ridiculous.. I have seen such hatred and discontent with anyone wearing a uniform with a badge.. I have been called pig, I have been flicked off and just today a idiot was doing weird driving at the casino parking lot I was patrolling. I also notice I see lots of hate towards anyone on uniform. Its really sad that there is so many people out there that have such disrespect not only for the police , but anyone in uniform.. I'm proud of my military service , but I see so many people who could care less you fought for this country. To be honest its scary when you see so many haters out there! No matter what THE civilians out number the ones in uniform. That's why we need the law abiding citizens to assist the law enforcement team. I'm not saying go out and be street vigilante . But do protect your house and streets because we are in a sad but true Civil War 2 and I don't see it any of this ending anytime soon. I mean the prisons and jails are over crowded, the court systems are too. The streets are filled with so many people that have disrespect for anyone in authority. I see some people that are showing respect , but the majority .. just hate the police. Its really a sad reality we a watching as these thug protesters are making headlines. Killing people for no reason. I mean.. What's the point killing anyone over holding a sign. Its makes no sense to deface historical markings and showing total disregard for public places. Its really a shame, that at one time , we were looking to help one another during this Covid 19.. Now we are really fighting an enemy , these young Americans that think destroying property and looting stores , is an expression of social injustice. Its no wonder the police feel so disconnected with these people. Its tough to protect people that hate you , but that's the job of Law Enforcement and Security personnel and we often don't get the attention we don't really want but it seems when things go bad. They are looking for us, and when things are great. We are the invisible protector. Its really a hard job to go to work and enforce the rules , only to hear people call us fucken pigs.. Nigger.. ass holes.. Yea,, we are called so much things in our face ,especially when alcohol is involved.. I have seen people take pictures of me and then these folks laugh and drive off. But .. its the sad reality when you have such divide in the country.. The people I see on the streets look so disconnected and frustrated with authority, but like I said, you neglect and let the poor and middle class fend for them selves . Its tough to find a truce. How do you resolve the many years of police brutality , the many years of seeing injustice for all races, but it seems if its a white and black thing.. Its war. The media embraces it..They promote this lawlessness and offer lots of rhetorical statements , but have no solutions. They rather tear down a president hasn't been perfect , but he's honest and I believe he believes in this country..
How to bring peace ? Well those incident those 4 police officers be put on trial and prosecuted quickly and then Police chiefs creating a plan..that would bring peace to the crew and society. This hatred and pain will not fade away anytime soo,. We need to get the children back into schools and learning to be with each other and have town meetings with members of society and the Law enforcement officers , need to be approachable to those that receptive and have some better tolerance that don't care for you. Like I said these issues will not go away over night. Like I said defacing and vandalizing historical markings is not only sad but disturbing .. With the social media in full force , it so easy to create a following or create a story by just posting things on face book. As citiznes of America, if your looking for factual things , don't look to face bool. A lot of us.. Play games , including myself, We are looking for attention.. By posting half truths , or half lies. Its a battle in todays society .. This generation I'm so proud of you standing and fight the prejudice society , the older generation like mine.. There was so much racism when I was going through life, whether it was on the streets or in the military. Racism and hatred is learned and its time that kind of thinking .. stops.. Sometimes you have to be cruel to be kind.. Its time America, that those criminal cops get served with justice and those bad apples leave the force and may the new force be smarter , wiser and be more communicative .. That's the issue.. Lack of understanding and communication. If you just talked and got to know one another , we can overcome so much. Because based on my own experience.. People hate things they don't understand.. So the key is to communicate and understand each other plight.. Its called respect..
Final thoughts .. Its really simple treat everyone with respect.. we are all very different people with different cultures.. If anything.. just let people pray they want to . let people be whatever they want to be ,, gay , lesbian, tranny.. whatever,, if it doesn't impede with your life.. what should you care.. ? If people own guns.. so be it.. if you don't and you hate guns. so be it.. its your freedom of choice and your pursuit of happiness.. In other words, to each as own.. Let it be.. as the ...would sing about.. These are troubled times and I see people acting out , but whats important is give people space and give people the ability to figure things out. I know I'm a tempermental emotional guy that sometimes yells at loved ones.. But if you know me well.. I yell at you one minute and kissing and hugging you the next.. haha.. Its the Italian in me.. But anyways.. like I say,.,. Let people say what they want as long as it doesn't affect your pursuit in happiness. That's why I follow the rule of don't discuss religion , sexual exploits and government issues ,, they all lead to arguments.. Hell talking about sports leads to fights.. so.. Just chill everyone.. May everyone have a great day and be good to one another especially your family and friends..
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS@2020
Hello Everyone , I hope all is well with everyone.!! America is more divided morally ,ideologically , politically than the first Civil war. The neglect the Government has done to the homeless and the poor has given rise to such hatred towards authority. Yes, and if you think its gonna anytime soon is ridiculous.. I have seen such hatred and discontent with anyone wearing a uniform with a badge.. I have been called pig, I have been flicked off and just today a idiot was doing weird driving at the casino parking lot I was patrolling. I also notice I see lots of hate towards anyone on uniform. Its really sad that there is so many people out there that have such disrespect not only for the police , but anyone in uniform.. I'm proud of my military service , but I see so many people who could care less you fought for this country. To be honest its scary when you see so many haters out there! No matter what THE civilians out number the ones in uniform. That's why we need the law abiding citizens to assist the law enforcement team. I'm not saying go out and be street vigilante . But do protect your house and streets because we are in a sad but true Civil War 2 and I don't see it any of this ending anytime soon. I mean the prisons and jails are over crowded, the court systems are too. The streets are filled with so many people that have disrespect for anyone in authority. I see some people that are showing respect , but the majority .. just hate the police. Its really a sad reality we a watching as these thug protesters are making headlines. Killing people for no reason. I mean.. What's the point killing anyone over holding a sign. Its makes no sense to deface historical markings and showing total disregard for public places. Its really a shame, that at one time , we were looking to help one another during this Covid 19.. Now we are really fighting an enemy , these young Americans that think destroying property and looting stores , is an expression of social injustice. Its no wonder the police feel so disconnected with these people. Its tough to protect people that hate you , but that's the job of Law Enforcement and Security personnel and we often don't get the attention we don't really want but it seems when things go bad. They are looking for us, and when things are great. We are the invisible protector. Its really a hard job to go to work and enforce the rules , only to hear people call us fucken pigs.. Nigger.. ass holes.. Yea,, we are called so much things in our face ,especially when alcohol is involved.. I have seen people take pictures of me and then these folks laugh and drive off. But .. its the sad reality when you have such divide in the country.. The people I see on the streets look so disconnected and frustrated with authority, but like I said, you neglect and let the poor and middle class fend for them selves . Its tough to find a truce. How do you resolve the many years of police brutality , the many years of seeing injustice for all races, but it seems if its a white and black thing.. Its war. The media embraces it..They promote this lawlessness and offer lots of rhetorical statements , but have no solutions. They rather tear down a president hasn't been perfect , but he's honest and I believe he believes in this country..
How to bring peace ? Well those incident those 4 police officers be put on trial and prosecuted quickly and then Police chiefs creating a plan..that would bring peace to the crew and society. This hatred and pain will not fade away anytime soo,. We need to get the children back into schools and learning to be with each other and have town meetings with members of society and the Law enforcement officers , need to be approachable to those that receptive and have some better tolerance that don't care for you. Like I said these issues will not go away over night. Like I said defacing and vandalizing historical markings is not only sad but disturbing .. With the social media in full force , it so easy to create a following or create a story by just posting things on face book. As citiznes of America, if your looking for factual things , don't look to face bool. A lot of us.. Play games , including myself, We are looking for attention.. By posting half truths , or half lies. Its a battle in todays society .. This generation I'm so proud of you standing and fight the prejudice society , the older generation like mine.. There was so much racism when I was going through life, whether it was on the streets or in the military. Racism and hatred is learned and its time that kind of thinking .. stops.. Sometimes you have to be cruel to be kind.. Its time America, that those criminal cops get served with justice and those bad apples leave the force and may the new force be smarter , wiser and be more communicative .. That's the issue.. Lack of understanding and communication. If you just talked and got to know one another , we can overcome so much. Because based on my own experience.. People hate things they don't understand.. So the key is to communicate and understand each other plight.. Its called respect..
Final thoughts .. Its really simple treat everyone with respect.. we are all very different people with different cultures.. If anything.. just let people pray they want to . let people be whatever they want to be ,, gay , lesbian, tranny.. whatever,, if it doesn't impede with your life.. what should you care.. ? If people own guns.. so be it.. if you don't and you hate guns. so be it.. its your freedom of choice and your pursuit of happiness.. In other words, to each as own.. Let it be.. as the ...would sing about.. These are troubled times and I see people acting out , but whats important is give people space and give people the ability to figure things out. I know I'm a tempermental emotional guy that sometimes yells at loved ones.. But if you know me well.. I yell at you one minute and kissing and hugging you the next.. haha.. Its the Italian in me.. But anyways.. like I say,.,. Let people say what they want as long as it doesn't affect your pursuit in happiness. That's why I follow the rule of don't discuss religion , sexual exploits and government issues ,, they all lead to arguments.. Hell talking about sports leads to fights.. so.. Just chill everyone.. May everyone have a great day and be good to one another especially your family and friends..
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS@2020
Friday, July 10, 2020
MY FAVORITE 3 GUNS FOR HOME DEFENSE! INSPIRED BY TODAYS EVENTS..
My favorite 3 guns for HOME DEFENSE.. INSPIRED BY TODAYS EVENTS..
Hi everyone , its been a while,, so welcome Back.. MY BLOG IS ABOUT MY TOP 3 HOME DEFENSE WEAPONS..
1) Rock Islands VR 80 semi automatic shotgun... This gun is amazing to look at and hold, Its under the Ar15- platform. but its a shotgun.. MY nickname is a shotgun on steroids.. I mean,.it has the range of a regular shotgun but is heavier and looks intimidating.. if a shotgun is not already .. But this gun takes the shotgun to the next level.,. Think about it.. YOU CAN shoot off shotgun shells in rapid succession without pumping the gun.. Just replace the magazine.. But In California.. you have to take it down before reloading.. but with practice you can fire off rounds quickly.. But expect the Liberals and democrats to put this weapon on the California ,banned listing of weapons,,that's what sucks in California so many restrictions.,. BUT .. my advice keep buying your guns,, and especially this one.. I really like it and for home protection.. Its a winner in my book..
2) Smith and Wesson MP15 .. AR15 RIFLE,,, This is a favorite because of the size and weight of rifle , you can maneuver so quickly with this weapon and its easy to reload.. Its sucks to have to 10 round capacity , but buy several magazines, you can have 40-50 rounds in your disposal,, and with practice, can be a effective weapon.. But again folks,, I suggest you buy these up, before the California politicians,, place this one on the banned list.. But like I said I like this weapon because it can be carried easily around the house and having a red dot scope with a light and sling. this has become my home defense favorite. It my go to weapon right off the rack..
3) SIG SAUER SP 2022.. 9MM.. This is my back up side arm I have a holster and light that I carry when traveling around the house.. Its my side arm.. while I'm carrying my Ar-15.. oh by the way guys and gals I wear a tactical vest with my phone and extra magazines for my AR 15 and sig Sauer.. Once again,. I like this weapon because its single and double action release and has the proper weight distribution to make it a effective and accurate weapon. I love shooting this at the range and its a very reliable side arm for home defense.. MY BIGGEST CON.. the accessories for this gun is very expensive. so buyer beware,, its looks awesome , but the magazines can run anywhere from 30-50 dollars a piece and thus makes this a elite gun. But like I said its my home defense side arm... because I love the feel and the power I feel when shooting.. I do have a Glock 17 , that has a Ruger carbine as a companion. but under intense situations... I'm going with these big 3.. weapons..
So ...just imagine ...I hear something in the night or my German Shephard starts barking I reach for my tactical vest and my tactical weapons belt with the Sig attached and I then grab my AR -15 , place it over my shoulder and finally break out my VR 80..yea,, three weapons.. over kill maybe .. But that's how I roll.. You come to my house ,, your gonna get shotgun shells , Ar15 rounds and 9 mm rounds in your ass,, But the VR 80 will probably finish you if your alone.. BUT IF THEIRS multiple intruders..then .. seeing your buddy blown to pieces by the shotgun.. doesn't make you leave. then.. The ar15 will .. I know .. it easy to say you will do it.. But I served in the military,, trained in security forces by Marines in Japan.. and I have seen people die around me.. I guess you can say I have survivors guilt.. I feel like I'm blessed I lived.. through those times.. and I'm not going to let low life thugs harm my family or myself,.., Especially under these times. if these protesters are taking over police stations.. you think ?? They are not afraid to attack a home.. Just putting it out there.. These are different times we live in.. Just based on what I see or don't see at gun stores.. People are buying weapons at a record breaking pace , the same with ammo.. I'm not trying to scare , but just be aware what's going around in the world and especially the USA.. the protest.. the riots, the vandals, the disrespect .. it just maddening.. These are the craziest times , we have ever witnessed and to be honest I don't see things getting better anytime soon. People are fed up , frustrated and armed..
Final thoughts.. Whatever weapons system you have, be sure to have a safe to protect from theft and fire .. and also from other people in the house,.It's important to be aware of all your weapons and have then securely placed and ready.. I also suggest you get some sort of weapons system.. these days are so unstable and having a weapon at your disposal could save your life and your loved ones.. Shotguns can be bought a lower prices but the recoil may scare people.. By getting a semi automatic pistol.. Like a a Glock ,, is a great choice, reasonably priced and easy to accessorize and buy cheaper magazines.. But if you can get a AR 15 , they are still reasonably priced and they are light and easy to use once you learn the weapon system.. Its Americans favorite rifle for a reason.. Many parts and accessories and they look intimidating.. They do require a more high maintenance approach. I keep it oiled up and in my safe most of the time.. But Its really a weapon I trust.. and you should look into it. before such weapons become part of the ever growing list.. California.. banned weapons list.. so there is my list.. I hope it helps you decide what you want.. Take care and be safe always.. Every day is a lifetime..
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @2020..
Hi everyone , its been a while,, so welcome Back.. MY BLOG IS ABOUT MY TOP 3 HOME DEFENSE WEAPONS..
1) Rock Islands VR 80 semi automatic shotgun... This gun is amazing to look at and hold, Its under the Ar15- platform. but its a shotgun.. MY nickname is a shotgun on steroids.. I mean,.it has the range of a regular shotgun but is heavier and looks intimidating.. if a shotgun is not already .. But this gun takes the shotgun to the next level.,. Think about it.. YOU CAN shoot off shotgun shells in rapid succession without pumping the gun.. Just replace the magazine.. But In California.. you have to take it down before reloading.. but with practice you can fire off rounds quickly.. But expect the Liberals and democrats to put this weapon on the California ,banned listing of weapons,,that's what sucks in California so many restrictions.,. BUT .. my advice keep buying your guns,, and especially this one.. I really like it and for home protection.. Its a winner in my book..
2) Smith and Wesson MP15 .. AR15 RIFLE,,, This is a favorite because of the size and weight of rifle , you can maneuver so quickly with this weapon and its easy to reload.. Its sucks to have to 10 round capacity , but buy several magazines, you can have 40-50 rounds in your disposal,, and with practice, can be a effective weapon.. But again folks,, I suggest you buy these up, before the California politicians,, place this one on the banned list.. But like I said I like this weapon because it can be carried easily around the house and having a red dot scope with a light and sling. this has become my home defense favorite. It my go to weapon right off the rack..
3) SIG SAUER SP 2022.. 9MM.. This is my back up side arm I have a holster and light that I carry when traveling around the house.. Its my side arm.. while I'm carrying my Ar-15.. oh by the way guys and gals I wear a tactical vest with my phone and extra magazines for my AR 15 and sig Sauer.. Once again,. I like this weapon because its single and double action release and has the proper weight distribution to make it a effective and accurate weapon. I love shooting this at the range and its a very reliable side arm for home defense.. MY BIGGEST CON.. the accessories for this gun is very expensive. so buyer beware,, its looks awesome , but the magazines can run anywhere from 30-50 dollars a piece and thus makes this a elite gun. But like I said its my home defense side arm... because I love the feel and the power I feel when shooting.. I do have a Glock 17 , that has a Ruger carbine as a companion. but under intense situations... I'm going with these big 3.. weapons..
So ...just imagine ...I hear something in the night or my German Shephard starts barking I reach for my tactical vest and my tactical weapons belt with the Sig attached and I then grab my AR -15 , place it over my shoulder and finally break out my VR 80..yea,, three weapons.. over kill maybe .. But that's how I roll.. You come to my house ,, your gonna get shotgun shells , Ar15 rounds and 9 mm rounds in your ass,, But the VR 80 will probably finish you if your alone.. BUT IF THEIRS multiple intruders..then .. seeing your buddy blown to pieces by the shotgun.. doesn't make you leave. then.. The ar15 will .. I know .. it easy to say you will do it.. But I served in the military,, trained in security forces by Marines in Japan.. and I have seen people die around me.. I guess you can say I have survivors guilt.. I feel like I'm blessed I lived.. through those times.. and I'm not going to let low life thugs harm my family or myself,.., Especially under these times. if these protesters are taking over police stations.. you think ?? They are not afraid to attack a home.. Just putting it out there.. These are different times we live in.. Just based on what I see or don't see at gun stores.. People are buying weapons at a record breaking pace , the same with ammo.. I'm not trying to scare , but just be aware what's going around in the world and especially the USA.. the protest.. the riots, the vandals, the disrespect .. it just maddening.. These are the craziest times , we have ever witnessed and to be honest I don't see things getting better anytime soon. People are fed up , frustrated and armed..
Final thoughts.. Whatever weapons system you have, be sure to have a safe to protect from theft and fire .. and also from other people in the house,.It's important to be aware of all your weapons and have then securely placed and ready.. I also suggest you get some sort of weapons system.. these days are so unstable and having a weapon at your disposal could save your life and your loved ones.. Shotguns can be bought a lower prices but the recoil may scare people.. By getting a semi automatic pistol.. Like a a Glock ,, is a great choice, reasonably priced and easy to accessorize and buy cheaper magazines.. But if you can get a AR 15 , they are still reasonably priced and they are light and easy to use once you learn the weapon system.. Its Americans favorite rifle for a reason.. Many parts and accessories and they look intimidating.. They do require a more high maintenance approach. I keep it oiled up and in my safe most of the time.. But Its really a weapon I trust.. and you should look into it. before such weapons become part of the ever growing list.. California.. banned weapons list.. so there is my list.. I hope it helps you decide what you want.. Take care and be safe always.. Every day is a lifetime..
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @2020..
Monday, June 8, 2020
DPS= DEPT OF PUBLIC SAFETY - THE NEW ERA OF LAW ENFORCEMENT-INSPIRED BY LIFE!!
DPS = DEPT OF PUBLIC SAFETY - THE NEW ERA OF LAW ENFORCEMENT-
Hello everyone I hope everyone is enjoying life because life is so fast and fleeting. Enjoy what you have with family and friends..
Department of Public Safety - to me just sounds better than Police Department or Security Departmenmt, it has a softer tone . To me, as a DPS officer in Riverside County , I feel our job is to serve and protect and also save lives. I mean, sure we have to use reasonable force or deady force when some drnnks male or female need to be escorted off property or in some cases arrested for assault , or pubic drunkeness. People need to understand that , theres nothing wrong drinking , and having fun, and even talking loud , but when it intereferes with others in enjoying thier GOOD times, then THE DPS officers need to intervene, with out judgement or prejidice. When I'm patrolling the Casino grounds I look to assist people , whether its jump starting your car , or finding where they parked , or if they simply need escort after a large jack pot winning. Word to the wise.. if you win big, keep it on the low,, not everyone in the Casino is your friend and not everyone there is gambling, you have people casing the establishment for victims.. Thats why..? Dress simple and dont advertise your wealth.. !!People get jealous.. people,,,are looking for a quick buck.. I'm not tring to scare you , but to warn you,, that life is fleeting and fast and some people are so drugged up or drunk they are not thinking about what they do. !Just a word of advice in these times.. But back to my blog.. DPS officer should be approacable ,should be likeable and should be looking to deescalate a situation.. I know it doesnt sound like a law enforecment or security minded person, but lets face it !!, we are all people, we all want to love , and be loved, we want special friends in our lives and we want to share good times with people of like nature.. We all have our ups and downs, no one is better than anyone else, regardless of how much you have or dont have , or who you know.,, But humans think otherwise.?? .. But This generation of youths.!!. I'm very proud of you for protesting and letting the world and THE USA , that enough is enough,,!! needless death over little trivial crimes should never be tolerated .. I mean. Even if a person , vanadlizes your car,, thats what insurance is for, or if someone trepasses, or even curses you out and doesnt lsiten to you.. over a misdemeanor crime. is not a death sentemce.. Am I right?
As a DPS officer I make myself accessible, I make contact with people and I assure them I there to protect you , not to scare or intimidate you,, I'm there to escort you to your car or assist and elderly person to his hotel room, or better yet just give you peace of mind.. Its time in USA ,that law enforcement needs to retrain their officers not only in deadly force and weapons training , but they need to help them deal with people , all walks of life. I see a big disconnect with law enforcement , you have people that have never dealt with people of color..!! IN THE hood of Oakland , Long Beach , San Diego.. one of the prevailing issues is how the cops treat minorities. If you have short hair and have tats with gold chains.. The cops profile you as a gangster,,!! I know first hand because I just describe myself when In out of uniform..I look like a Asian gang banger.!!. And to be honest it hurts that in This country that I served in the Milirary for over 20 years,, I get profiled and stereotyped. But its so true perception is reality..Even going to Miramar Air show, my own kid gets the same treatment , and its was upsetting,!! but its just the facts of life in the USA , theres profiling theres prjudice and racism.. on Minorities that fit the profile. But alot of whites,, just dont get it? Why because you have never been profiled , or asked to asume the position or ask for your id , even though youc chilling in the park.. If you have tatoos, you wear the hip hop clothing style and listening to rap music.. Its automatically gets you the attention of the police. But like I said, just because somone look gangster doesnt mean he is? Or if youe playing your music too loud , be a sentemce of police brutality? Am I right?? , thats why change ..is needed and changing the names of departments is a start , but America is hurting and broken and its gonna take time!!, in fact I may not even see the day the we all can just walk hand and hand and be equal.. !! But I know ,, the racism, I know I feel it.. I know we are all different and we all have views and ideas and we all like to around people we find similar..For me.. I like hip hop and like dressing that way and I also chilling with people that think the same.. But there are others like to to say I can party or hang with all races.. Yea right.. We all have our likes and dislikes and we all are careful who we hang out.. As much I want to be understanding , I'm not going to hang with racist groups.. I wouldnt feel confrotable and I'm sure they wouldnt, but everyone is entitle to their on points of view..Just because you disagree with a person or group , doesnt make them criminal or they should be labeled for punishment. Thats there way of pursuing their happiness. But like I said,, Changing the identity of Law Enforcement is a start and just listening to people of all walks of life,., I realize that everyone just wants to be happy!! As a DPS officer , I try my best to give everyone that opportunity to pursue , life , liberty and the pursuit of happiness , as long as you obey the laws and rules that ensure everyonecan enjoy the scene and the vibe you wish to engage in..
Final words. To this class of 2020 graduates of High school , College, Graduate or trade schools,, You are the most important generation, you are the future., its time that hate , its time that racim, police brutality , is ended once in for all.!! Because my generation has not done it.!! We let too much go unnoticed and thats why we have a divided country with such hatred and no respect for authority.. I know this is a long road to recovery , but I see changes in society and who knows maybe in my life time?? I will see the equal treartment for all. Maybe because of this new generation , or the fact the old racist hateful generation is dying off and not teaching their hateful ways to thier kids.. Hate and racism is a learned emotion and I have been witnessed and felt such racism,. Because I look different , because I speak different and because I am different , we all are, but we are all part of one race == The HUMAN RACE!!.. I'm rooting for this generation to finally stop this lifelong issue I have seen since being a teenager in California.. Its time for a change .. Its the New Era of Law Enforcement...
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @2020
Hello everyone I hope everyone is enjoying life because life is so fast and fleeting. Enjoy what you have with family and friends..
Department of Public Safety - to me just sounds better than Police Department or Security Departmenmt, it has a softer tone . To me, as a DPS officer in Riverside County , I feel our job is to serve and protect and also save lives. I mean, sure we have to use reasonable force or deady force when some drnnks male or female need to be escorted off property or in some cases arrested for assault , or pubic drunkeness. People need to understand that , theres nothing wrong drinking , and having fun, and even talking loud , but when it intereferes with others in enjoying thier GOOD times, then THE DPS officers need to intervene, with out judgement or prejidice. When I'm patrolling the Casino grounds I look to assist people , whether its jump starting your car , or finding where they parked , or if they simply need escort after a large jack pot winning. Word to the wise.. if you win big, keep it on the low,, not everyone in the Casino is your friend and not everyone there is gambling, you have people casing the establishment for victims.. Thats why..? Dress simple and dont advertise your wealth.. !!People get jealous.. people,,,are looking for a quick buck.. I'm not tring to scare you , but to warn you,, that life is fleeting and fast and some people are so drugged up or drunk they are not thinking about what they do. !Just a word of advice in these times.. But back to my blog.. DPS officer should be approacable ,should be likeable and should be looking to deescalate a situation.. I know it doesnt sound like a law enforecment or security minded person, but lets face it !!, we are all people, we all want to love , and be loved, we want special friends in our lives and we want to share good times with people of like nature.. We all have our ups and downs, no one is better than anyone else, regardless of how much you have or dont have , or who you know.,, But humans think otherwise.?? .. But This generation of youths.!!. I'm very proud of you for protesting and letting the world and THE USA , that enough is enough,,!! needless death over little trivial crimes should never be tolerated .. I mean. Even if a person , vanadlizes your car,, thats what insurance is for, or if someone trepasses, or even curses you out and doesnt lsiten to you.. over a misdemeanor crime. is not a death sentemce.. Am I right?
As a DPS officer I make myself accessible, I make contact with people and I assure them I there to protect you , not to scare or intimidate you,, I'm there to escort you to your car or assist and elderly person to his hotel room, or better yet just give you peace of mind.. Its time in USA ,that law enforcement needs to retrain their officers not only in deadly force and weapons training , but they need to help them deal with people , all walks of life. I see a big disconnect with law enforcement , you have people that have never dealt with people of color..!! IN THE hood of Oakland , Long Beach , San Diego.. one of the prevailing issues is how the cops treat minorities. If you have short hair and have tats with gold chains.. The cops profile you as a gangster,,!! I know first hand because I just describe myself when In out of uniform..I look like a Asian gang banger.!!. And to be honest it hurts that in This country that I served in the Milirary for over 20 years,, I get profiled and stereotyped. But its so true perception is reality..Even going to Miramar Air show, my own kid gets the same treatment , and its was upsetting,!! but its just the facts of life in the USA , theres profiling theres prjudice and racism.. on Minorities that fit the profile. But alot of whites,, just dont get it? Why because you have never been profiled , or asked to asume the position or ask for your id , even though youc chilling in the park.. If you have tatoos, you wear the hip hop clothing style and listening to rap music.. Its automatically gets you the attention of the police. But like I said, just because somone look gangster doesnt mean he is? Or if youe playing your music too loud , be a sentemce of police brutality? Am I right?? , thats why change ..is needed and changing the names of departments is a start , but America is hurting and broken and its gonna take time!!, in fact I may not even see the day the we all can just walk hand and hand and be equal.. !! But I know ,, the racism, I know I feel it.. I know we are all different and we all have views and ideas and we all like to around people we find similar..For me.. I like hip hop and like dressing that way and I also chilling with people that think the same.. But there are others like to to say I can party or hang with all races.. Yea right.. We all have our likes and dislikes and we all are careful who we hang out.. As much I want to be understanding , I'm not going to hang with racist groups.. I wouldnt feel confrotable and I'm sure they wouldnt, but everyone is entitle to their on points of view..Just because you disagree with a person or group , doesnt make them criminal or they should be labeled for punishment. Thats there way of pursuing their happiness. But like I said,, Changing the identity of Law Enforcement is a start and just listening to people of all walks of life,., I realize that everyone just wants to be happy!! As a DPS officer , I try my best to give everyone that opportunity to pursue , life , liberty and the pursuit of happiness , as long as you obey the laws and rules that ensure everyonecan enjoy the scene and the vibe you wish to engage in..
Final words. To this class of 2020 graduates of High school , College, Graduate or trade schools,, You are the most important generation, you are the future., its time that hate , its time that racim, police brutality , is ended once in for all.!! Because my generation has not done it.!! We let too much go unnoticed and thats why we have a divided country with such hatred and no respect for authority.. I know this is a long road to recovery , but I see changes in society and who knows maybe in my life time?? I will see the equal treartment for all. Maybe because of this new generation , or the fact the old racist hateful generation is dying off and not teaching their hateful ways to thier kids.. Hate and racism is a learned emotion and I have been witnessed and felt such racism,. Because I look different , because I speak different and because I am different , we all are, but we are all part of one race == The HUMAN RACE!!.. I'm rooting for this generation to finally stop this lifelong issue I have seen since being a teenager in California.. Its time for a change .. Its the New Era of Law Enforcement...
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @2020
Thursday, June 4, 2020
Tuesday, June 2, 2020
Pray for Peace USA - the enemy is watching - Inspired by life events.
Pray for Peace -USA - China is watching- Inspired by life events..
Hello everyone,I hope all of you are doing well in your area of the world, according to The Source stats, via Goggle Blog.. I have fans in Germany , Russia, The Philippines.. I humbling thank you for making my blog build a solid following and spreading the word on freedom of speech and making each other think !
Ok , whether your religious or spiritual or what. What am I ? , .. well I was raised on christian ways, I attended church and learned all the ways of morality and bible. I'm well versed in those matters. But I also know I'm not what you say am I religious fanatic..Maybe because of the awful things that have happened in my life through childhood memories , Military stress and Law enforcemnt scenarios.. Those things make you become almost cold and uncaring because , you have to be strong , and ass holish..!! to do a job people don't want to do..Its harder to recruit people to get into law enforcement... why ? , people hate you , disrespect and say harsh words.. when told to stop doing things.. its a ungrateful career!!
Now to my blog, we as a people of the greatest nation in the world. We need to stop the non sense the destruction of America. Come on people destroying property and stealing things is not the way to get things. .Many of us Americans, we world hard and we save hard , we also are good to people that are good to us.. But we have our limits.....
Now to limits.. As long as your a law abiding citizen and pay taxes and basically take care of family and friends.. But family always comes first.. You can call me any name you want or destroy my possessions or what ?? , but once you decide to make entry on my property umannounced with bad intentions.. like stealing or looting.. Well like our controversial President tweeted" When the lotting starts , the shooting starts!" I know he got a lot of back lash from that. Why? Because it what conservative , patriotic , God fearing Americans think or say in the privacy of thier own inner circle. Hell yeah. if you come around my house. I will light you up and I dont mean with christmas lights.!!. I sacrificed my life , my freedoms , my time away from the ones I loved. Because I love this country.. I my sound like a flag waving , white supremacy dude.. GUESS what? I'm a child of a foriegn born parents that came to this country .. through whatever means possible.. My father was a part of the greatest generation . He fought in World war II , the Korean and Vietnam Conflicts , and proudly served and retired from the Military and to that I love you dad, your words of wisdom and tough life lessons , molded me and make me what I am today.. Nothing in life just happens. If you want a solid marriage or solif relationships or friendships.. You have to work on it.!! Its a give and take thing.
Now to praying for America. Please lets , settle down and return to peace and to those dumb asses that think wreck and damage peoples property and then lootiing their property.. !! As far as Im concerend I'm not with you.. !! How does , causing civil unrest , promote any civilized argument. I will not support you and even care about you! To be a functioning citizen in this society. You have rules and regulations to follow, once you cross that line. in my humble opinion , you are no longer subject to fair treatment.!! . ok,, I know some police officers are over zealous when requesting things from you, I have had that happen to me, and I have done it to people , as part of my duties as Dept. of Public safety officer.. Why? We are emotional beings. when people gives you attitude, whether its the suspect , patron .. officers like me may take it to the next level. Because its a stressful thing to enforce rules and regulations.. We all , including law enforcent dont like to be told what to do!! .. Its called Human nature. So people , jsut relax and lets get back to nrmalcy.. Its been bad enough to do the stay home order,, I know I did that after a week, but as the data indicated ,, That most of the people dying was nursing hime residents with underlying conditions. I became a driving crazy guy that drove to Vegas, to friusco , to LA , to San Diego. ets. I put tons of miles on my muscle car , cars.. Its a great feeling to have high powered cars that can give you a thrill when your driving the raods of california and Nevada..
China, is waiting and watching , they have been bad and aggressive things in the oceans of the world. My military connections have said that they are building islands on the oceans and making threats to world peace and testing American forces , despite the tairffs or economic restrictions by our Preseident.. China has close to 3 billion people and they are not to sacrifice millionsto gain power, in fact its probably what they want to do.. Like i said they are watching and waiting , as a military veteran and trained in miltary matters , What better way to invade a country , when they are strecthed.. Like having military in various locations and having its national guard forces ,, fighting or defending against unruly citizens.. When you dont have your forces not in thier regular positions makes you vulnerable to attack,. I know this may sound like a conspriacy theory , so bet it. It sounds like Movie scenario, but sometimes movies made are just fore shawdowing of events that may happen.
Not saying China wants a war,, but if opportunity arises that Hey hit them when their are vulnerable ,?? , Think about it!! , when the Japanesse attacked Peral Harbor....Did any of the citizens of America expect it ? No !! but military intel told otherwise.. Its just a thing in life.. Trust your President and its goverment to do whats best for you.. As a veteran.. I'm praying for peace and order and let the National guard return to its. Traaditional operations and for our miltary forces I pray that have the power and means to do thier mission. One of the bitches or complaints we had in the miltary was having a unclear mission and orders. WE AS , americams are passionate about our lives and people that share that ideal.. But we are also very inpatient with thsoe that use violence and stealing as a way to promote social justice? The sooner we restore and peace and order, the better ! Because the longer we destroy our resources and weakening this country. The more enbolden and optimistic that China, Russia, or even the Middle East . are plotting moves to invade this country , if not so already. !! Terrorist cells .. Like these terrorist groups that are leading the destuction of America.. We have to meet force with force and protect the ones that are loyal to this country.. I may be asian , but when it comes to pride and patrotism.!! . I'm as white as my fellow officers at my job,. they know if shit goes down..!! They know I will not only provide my physical presence!!…. but I have weapons systems that end any situation atrong and quickly.!! Thats one thing I learned in the military, strike fast , stike strong and show no mercy.. When aggressive actions takes place, all bets are off,!! .Thats why at times I beg with drunk or drugged up patrons to just leave, because if I put hands on you or have to pull out my gun, I will light you up and iys not going to feel good!
Wake up my fellow Americans.!!. Pray for peace and exercise your rights to bear arms. Because the life you save may be yours..and also Be true to those that are true to you!! Our safety and freedoms of our nation is depending on it.. And those that are envious of our wealth and success, are just waiting and wathching to make a move. The longer this goes on, the scarier it gets for our military and law enforcement partners. Its hard enough to do the jobs we do, but to kill or hurt fellow citizens is nothing we really want to do! .. Do whats right my fellow Americans..!!
For those haters and instigators of all the civil unrest. I pray for you too , because its what GOD WANTS..!! but once you inavde my territory like my home or places I patronize.. I consider that disrepect .. and attack to the safety and moral obligations of being a productive citizen.Such mayhem to me, indicates total disreagard to life , liberty and the pursuit of happiness.. Once you cross the line of unlawful actions , I consider you an enemy of the state and any physical . or financial actions place on you I consider lawful and appropriate. Be warned, if you mess with law abiding citizens with guns.. YOU will feel the pain..!! Hitting or breaking my car window while I'm in it with my family .. well say Hello to my little freind..!! Smith and Wesson or my Sig Sauer pistol which I have in me at all times or in close proximity... I cant speak for my fellow Vets or gun toting friends, but I would bet on it, !! They would light you in a second , if they fear you are messing with their familys safety. I'm willing to go to jail.!! to Protect whats mine.!! If defending my family and property is unamerican and unlawful. then so be it. ! I'm not letting anyone harm my family! I have worked and sacrifeced my life.. Not to have some dumb ass fools promoting social imjustice and change via.stealing amd looting>>!!
May all my law abiding Americans Please pray for peace and order restore this nation..Before our emenies take this lawlessness and divisiveness. as a great opportunity to really show you what anarchy will lead to.. A foriegn invader.. taking over. !
Have a great day and please be safe and be true to those that are true to you!!
INSURRECTIONS ACT- the use of the US ARMED forces to restore peace to this Nation..
President Trump has good intentions for this country , but at times he tweets things that make me scringe , but he does love this country and with that I'm with him.. WE HAVE TO DEFEND THIS nation.. from true enemies,, Lets stop the the rioting.. and Protect this country from true emenies that are waiting and watching.. Lets not forget The Corona Virus is still killing us..
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2020..
Hello everyone,I hope all of you are doing well in your area of the world, according to The Source stats, via Goggle Blog.. I have fans in Germany , Russia, The Philippines.. I humbling thank you for making my blog build a solid following and spreading the word on freedom of speech and making each other think !
Ok , whether your religious or spiritual or what. What am I ? , .. well I was raised on christian ways, I attended church and learned all the ways of morality and bible. I'm well versed in those matters. But I also know I'm not what you say am I religious fanatic..Maybe because of the awful things that have happened in my life through childhood memories , Military stress and Law enforcemnt scenarios.. Those things make you become almost cold and uncaring because , you have to be strong , and ass holish..!! to do a job people don't want to do..Its harder to recruit people to get into law enforcement... why ? , people hate you , disrespect and say harsh words.. when told to stop doing things.. its a ungrateful career!!
Now to my blog, we as a people of the greatest nation in the world. We need to stop the non sense the destruction of America. Come on people destroying property and stealing things is not the way to get things. .Many of us Americans, we world hard and we save hard , we also are good to people that are good to us.. But we have our limits.....
Now to limits.. As long as your a law abiding citizen and pay taxes and basically take care of family and friends.. But family always comes first.. You can call me any name you want or destroy my possessions or what ?? , but once you decide to make entry on my property umannounced with bad intentions.. like stealing or looting.. Well like our controversial President tweeted" When the lotting starts , the shooting starts!" I know he got a lot of back lash from that. Why? Because it what conservative , patriotic , God fearing Americans think or say in the privacy of thier own inner circle. Hell yeah. if you come around my house. I will light you up and I dont mean with christmas lights.!!. I sacrificed my life , my freedoms , my time away from the ones I loved. Because I love this country.. I my sound like a flag waving , white supremacy dude.. GUESS what? I'm a child of a foriegn born parents that came to this country .. through whatever means possible.. My father was a part of the greatest generation . He fought in World war II , the Korean and Vietnam Conflicts , and proudly served and retired from the Military and to that I love you dad, your words of wisdom and tough life lessons , molded me and make me what I am today.. Nothing in life just happens. If you want a solid marriage or solif relationships or friendships.. You have to work on it.!! Its a give and take thing.
Now to praying for America. Please lets , settle down and return to peace and to those dumb asses that think wreck and damage peoples property and then lootiing their property.. !! As far as Im concerend I'm not with you.. !! How does , causing civil unrest , promote any civilized argument. I will not support you and even care about you! To be a functioning citizen in this society. You have rules and regulations to follow, once you cross that line. in my humble opinion , you are no longer subject to fair treatment.!! . ok,, I know some police officers are over zealous when requesting things from you, I have had that happen to me, and I have done it to people , as part of my duties as Dept. of Public safety officer.. Why? We are emotional beings. when people gives you attitude, whether its the suspect , patron .. officers like me may take it to the next level. Because its a stressful thing to enforce rules and regulations.. We all , including law enforcent dont like to be told what to do!! .. Its called Human nature. So people , jsut relax and lets get back to nrmalcy.. Its been bad enough to do the stay home order,, I know I did that after a week, but as the data indicated ,, That most of the people dying was nursing hime residents with underlying conditions. I became a driving crazy guy that drove to Vegas, to friusco , to LA , to San Diego. ets. I put tons of miles on my muscle car , cars.. Its a great feeling to have high powered cars that can give you a thrill when your driving the raods of california and Nevada..
China, is waiting and watching , they have been bad and aggressive things in the oceans of the world. My military connections have said that they are building islands on the oceans and making threats to world peace and testing American forces , despite the tairffs or economic restrictions by our Preseident.. China has close to 3 billion people and they are not to sacrifice millionsto gain power, in fact its probably what they want to do.. Like i said they are watching and waiting , as a military veteran and trained in miltary matters , What better way to invade a country , when they are strecthed.. Like having military in various locations and having its national guard forces ,, fighting or defending against unruly citizens.. When you dont have your forces not in thier regular positions makes you vulnerable to attack,. I know this may sound like a conspriacy theory , so bet it. It sounds like Movie scenario, but sometimes movies made are just fore shawdowing of events that may happen.
Not saying China wants a war,, but if opportunity arises that Hey hit them when their are vulnerable ,?? , Think about it!! , when the Japanesse attacked Peral Harbor....Did any of the citizens of America expect it ? No !! but military intel told otherwise.. Its just a thing in life.. Trust your President and its goverment to do whats best for you.. As a veteran.. I'm praying for peace and order and let the National guard return to its. Traaditional operations and for our miltary forces I pray that have the power and means to do thier mission. One of the bitches or complaints we had in the miltary was having a unclear mission and orders. WE AS , americams are passionate about our lives and people that share that ideal.. But we are also very inpatient with thsoe that use violence and stealing as a way to promote social justice? The sooner we restore and peace and order, the better ! Because the longer we destroy our resources and weakening this country. The more enbolden and optimistic that China, Russia, or even the Middle East . are plotting moves to invade this country , if not so already. !! Terrorist cells .. Like these terrorist groups that are leading the destuction of America.. We have to meet force with force and protect the ones that are loyal to this country.. I may be asian , but when it comes to pride and patrotism.!! . I'm as white as my fellow officers at my job,. they know if shit goes down..!! They know I will not only provide my physical presence!!…. but I have weapons systems that end any situation atrong and quickly.!! Thats one thing I learned in the military, strike fast , stike strong and show no mercy.. When aggressive actions takes place, all bets are off,!! .Thats why at times I beg with drunk or drugged up patrons to just leave, because if I put hands on you or have to pull out my gun, I will light you up and iys not going to feel good!
Wake up my fellow Americans.!!. Pray for peace and exercise your rights to bear arms. Because the life you save may be yours..and also Be true to those that are true to you!! Our safety and freedoms of our nation is depending on it.. And those that are envious of our wealth and success, are just waiting and wathching to make a move. The longer this goes on, the scarier it gets for our military and law enforcement partners. Its hard enough to do the jobs we do, but to kill or hurt fellow citizens is nothing we really want to do! .. Do whats right my fellow Americans..!!
For those haters and instigators of all the civil unrest. I pray for you too , because its what GOD WANTS..!! but once you inavde my territory like my home or places I patronize.. I consider that disrepect .. and attack to the safety and moral obligations of being a productive citizen.Such mayhem to me, indicates total disreagard to life , liberty and the pursuit of happiness.. Once you cross the line of unlawful actions , I consider you an enemy of the state and any physical . or financial actions place on you I consider lawful and appropriate. Be warned, if you mess with law abiding citizens with guns.. YOU will feel the pain..!! Hitting or breaking my car window while I'm in it with my family .. well say Hello to my little freind..!! Smith and Wesson or my Sig Sauer pistol which I have in me at all times or in close proximity... I cant speak for my fellow Vets or gun toting friends, but I would bet on it, !! They would light you in a second , if they fear you are messing with their familys safety. I'm willing to go to jail.!! to Protect whats mine.!! If defending my family and property is unamerican and unlawful. then so be it. ! I'm not letting anyone harm my family! I have worked and sacrifeced my life.. Not to have some dumb ass fools promoting social imjustice and change via.stealing amd looting>>!!
May all my law abiding Americans Please pray for peace and order restore this nation..Before our emenies take this lawlessness and divisiveness. as a great opportunity to really show you what anarchy will lead to.. A foriegn invader.. taking over. !
Have a great day and please be safe and be true to those that are true to you!!
INSURRECTIONS ACT- the use of the US ARMED forces to restore peace to this Nation..
President Trump has good intentions for this country , but at times he tweets things that make me scringe , but he does love this country and with that I'm with him.. WE HAVE TO DEFEND THIS nation.. from true enemies,, Lets stop the the rioting.. and Protect this country from true emenies that are waiting and watching.. Lets not forget The Corona Virus is still killing us..
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2020..
Friday, May 29, 2020
Police brutality in USA..- Inspired by true events..
Police Brutality in USA - Inspired by true events..
Well hello everyone , I hope all is well with you, now I'm going to talk the Police Brutality I have witnessed in my Life . I lived in Oakland , Long Beach , South San Diego,, These places are known around as the most dangerous places to live.. But I'm gonna be real with all of you , it wasn't the Gang bangers or the hoodlums I was afraid. It was the COPS - CROOKS on Patrol.. yes, I'm not saying all of them were bad, but when you get harassed or pushed around by these thugs, its easy to call them COPS. I know,, about racial profiling , you look a certain way, dress a certain way, but for some of us , its cultural thing , or hip hop thing.. I grew up in the hood, so I know people may say I'm gangster , you have tats, you wear the colors of gangsters.. Raider gear.. but its just the way I like carry myself. If wearing baggy pants and cut off shirts makes you gangster so be it. But it shouldn't be a reason you get rammed up by police all the time because your chilling with friends at the Park. The cops think they are God, they act like your supposed to jump when they say so.. Come one guys,, you don't have to be hard asses with us. But they feel like they have to intimidate us, and challenge us.. But at times. I think , you really have to used deadly force for trespassing or violating curfews. ? Come on.. this is supposed to be America.. I know a lot of people think America is great.. Yes its true , foe a lot of whites that live in gated communities and have been educated in IVY league schools and your not exposed to poverty , or drug abuse or alcohol issues, I mean ,, if you never felt police brutality,. you have no idea what we are feeling. When I was younger especially growing up in the hoods of Oaktown , and the LBC and san dogg, We , would get harassed because we looked gangster.. They would call us hood rats,, just because we liked to listen to hip hop or Rap.. and dress cool.. But racial profiling existed.. and I have seen then abuse their power..
The worst was in San Diego. 1980's....... I was victim of a beatdown that nearly killed me in front of my parents. You think the cops cared they were beating a unarmed 120 lbs kid? No they just wanted to kick someone ass that was not scared of them or moved fast enough for them. That's why its ironic I'm doing law enforcement duties now and in the Military.. But if anything I try to be a smiling and caring one that will protect you and save your life if I can.. But I know some people don't want to listen when I tell them , I'm just doing my job, .. But anyways,, those San Diego Cops beat the shit out of me. and get this .. THOSE charges of resisting arrest was dropped. I remember the lawyer we hired wanted my family to fight it, but I said its ok,, to be honest.. I should taken those ass holes to court , But I'm a believer in Karma .,what comes around will go around.. But I'm okay. because I'm a strong minded person, but I realized theres a lot of racism not only on the streets but with police forces .
In oaktown, the police would harass you for crossing the streets wrong.. J walking and you get your ass kicked.. ?
Just give us a ticket and citation , you don't have to slam our faces to the ground and put their heavy ass boots on on backs,, Yup they treated us worst than animals. I mean , you shouldn't die for vandalism , grafitti , or any misdemeanor, it makes no sense.. so you cant blame the youth or even the adults today not respecting cops.. that's why I hate when I see or hear on the news about police brutality , because it doesn't make my job easier... I know I see so much disdain and lack of respect for DPS officers,, they call us every dirty ethnic slur.. if we have to enforce the rules or put them in cuffs.. Its easy,. but some officers take their appointed authority over the top.. BUT GUESS what ,, The Public out numbers the Police,, if they get restless , like the folks in Minnesota , THEY gonna rebel.. Its called respect , in the streets if you feel disrespected it can get you killed .. I learned that you don't start things in the streets , I have seen too many people get beat up or shot at because of being rude to others. But , its strange when I was in the military.. racism was even worse and it depended who my patrol partner was,, if it was a black guy we would harass white people, and if I had white guys we harass blacks, and if I had Asians..partners.. we would harass everyone !! Go figure?
My final take.. THE Police need to hire better officers and screen out those that have issues, because I see so many people that don't even want to wave at police . I mean , once upon a time you could go up and talk to the police, now people just get scared when police are around, and heaven forbid if they go up to you. Yea, its really sad that racial profiling exists, but it does, I Mean I saw my eldest get frisked at a Marine Corps base because he looked gangster ? He's a tall Asian and had a long key chain, they the marines acted like he was a criminal... I told them knock it off, its only a key chain, and I used my military voice, they let him in, but I was pissed , but I realize in America,,racism is alive and well on the streets , on bases and the police forces. I'm not condoning the looting of Minnesota , but when you shit on Minorities over little things like trespassing or in that case a counterfeit $20.00 bill. That's not a death sentence. But like I said, if your white , you have no clue about being racially profiled and told to assume the position.. I know just obey the officers instructions .. haha. yea, My take when you got a person down, that should end , pushing his head down , or excessive force is not needed ,,especially for a minor offense. But like I said, I have lived in the USA. for many years and it seems nothing has changed . You still hear about police brutality .. you hear about corruption, and then you wonder why people go on rampages, I remember the LA riots , that was a horrible event., and to be honest I can see more of these protest happening around THE USA.. I see so much racism, hatred and division in this country.. The enemies of the states , are within our own borders.
But guess what? China , Russia and the Middle East countries are just sitting back, letting our own selves kill each other.. Its a sad reality that might be the ultimate downfall of this country. I'm gonna fight them off because I'm not a traitor to the country that given me a lifetime pension and benefits I earned during my military duty.. But I am worried .. that we should ban together and make this country great again and not bicker among ourselves.. Like I said the Enemy is watching and waiting..
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2020
Well hello everyone , I hope all is well with you, now I'm going to talk the Police Brutality I have witnessed in my Life . I lived in Oakland , Long Beach , South San Diego,, These places are known around as the most dangerous places to live.. But I'm gonna be real with all of you , it wasn't the Gang bangers or the hoodlums I was afraid. It was the COPS - CROOKS on Patrol.. yes, I'm not saying all of them were bad, but when you get harassed or pushed around by these thugs, its easy to call them COPS. I know,, about racial profiling , you look a certain way, dress a certain way, but for some of us , its cultural thing , or hip hop thing.. I grew up in the hood, so I know people may say I'm gangster , you have tats, you wear the colors of gangsters.. Raider gear.. but its just the way I like carry myself. If wearing baggy pants and cut off shirts makes you gangster so be it. But it shouldn't be a reason you get rammed up by police all the time because your chilling with friends at the Park. The cops think they are God, they act like your supposed to jump when they say so.. Come one guys,, you don't have to be hard asses with us. But they feel like they have to intimidate us, and challenge us.. But at times. I think , you really have to used deadly force for trespassing or violating curfews. ? Come on.. this is supposed to be America.. I know a lot of people think America is great.. Yes its true , foe a lot of whites that live in gated communities and have been educated in IVY league schools and your not exposed to poverty , or drug abuse or alcohol issues, I mean ,, if you never felt police brutality,. you have no idea what we are feeling. When I was younger especially growing up in the hoods of Oaktown , and the LBC and san dogg, We , would get harassed because we looked gangster.. They would call us hood rats,, just because we liked to listen to hip hop or Rap.. and dress cool.. But racial profiling existed.. and I have seen then abuse their power..
The worst was in San Diego. 1980's....... I was victim of a beatdown that nearly killed me in front of my parents. You think the cops cared they were beating a unarmed 120 lbs kid? No they just wanted to kick someone ass that was not scared of them or moved fast enough for them. That's why its ironic I'm doing law enforcement duties now and in the Military.. But if anything I try to be a smiling and caring one that will protect you and save your life if I can.. But I know some people don't want to listen when I tell them , I'm just doing my job, .. But anyways,, those San Diego Cops beat the shit out of me. and get this .. THOSE charges of resisting arrest was dropped. I remember the lawyer we hired wanted my family to fight it, but I said its ok,, to be honest.. I should taken those ass holes to court , But I'm a believer in Karma .,what comes around will go around.. But I'm okay. because I'm a strong minded person, but I realized theres a lot of racism not only on the streets but with police forces .
In oaktown, the police would harass you for crossing the streets wrong.. J walking and you get your ass kicked.. ?
Just give us a ticket and citation , you don't have to slam our faces to the ground and put their heavy ass boots on on backs,, Yup they treated us worst than animals. I mean , you shouldn't die for vandalism , grafitti , or any misdemeanor, it makes no sense.. so you cant blame the youth or even the adults today not respecting cops.. that's why I hate when I see or hear on the news about police brutality , because it doesn't make my job easier... I know I see so much disdain and lack of respect for DPS officers,, they call us every dirty ethnic slur.. if we have to enforce the rules or put them in cuffs.. Its easy,. but some officers take their appointed authority over the top.. BUT GUESS what ,, The Public out numbers the Police,, if they get restless , like the folks in Minnesota , THEY gonna rebel.. Its called respect , in the streets if you feel disrespected it can get you killed .. I learned that you don't start things in the streets , I have seen too many people get beat up or shot at because of being rude to others. But , its strange when I was in the military.. racism was even worse and it depended who my patrol partner was,, if it was a black guy we would harass white people, and if I had white guys we harass blacks, and if I had Asians..partners.. we would harass everyone !! Go figure?
My final take.. THE Police need to hire better officers and screen out those that have issues, because I see so many people that don't even want to wave at police . I mean , once upon a time you could go up and talk to the police, now people just get scared when police are around, and heaven forbid if they go up to you. Yea, its really sad that racial profiling exists, but it does, I Mean I saw my eldest get frisked at a Marine Corps base because he looked gangster ? He's a tall Asian and had a long key chain, they the marines acted like he was a criminal... I told them knock it off, its only a key chain, and I used my military voice, they let him in, but I was pissed , but I realize in America,,racism is alive and well on the streets , on bases and the police forces. I'm not condoning the looting of Minnesota , but when you shit on Minorities over little things like trespassing or in that case a counterfeit $20.00 bill. That's not a death sentence. But like I said, if your white , you have no clue about being racially profiled and told to assume the position.. I know just obey the officers instructions .. haha. yea, My take when you got a person down, that should end , pushing his head down , or excessive force is not needed ,,especially for a minor offense. But like I said, I have lived in the USA. for many years and it seems nothing has changed . You still hear about police brutality .. you hear about corruption, and then you wonder why people go on rampages, I remember the LA riots , that was a horrible event., and to be honest I can see more of these protest happening around THE USA.. I see so much racism, hatred and division in this country.. The enemies of the states , are within our own borders.
But guess what? China , Russia and the Middle East countries are just sitting back, letting our own selves kill each other.. Its a sad reality that might be the ultimate downfall of this country. I'm gonna fight them off because I'm not a traitor to the country that given me a lifetime pension and benefits I earned during my military duty.. But I am worried .. that we should ban together and make this country great again and not bicker among ourselves.. Like I said the Enemy is watching and waiting..
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2020
Tuesday, May 26, 2020
This generation - wired to. not to care ! Inspired by life events..
This generation - wired to .. not to care - Inspired by Covid -19//Day 69..
Well people its like the 69th day of the shutdown , the stay at home order , thats what almost 10 weeks of shutting down one of the worlds biggest economies down,, for what? Ok thousands have died, but most were in the Nursing homes with old folks that had underlyimg conditions or better yet.. They were waitimg to die? Ok that sounds mean , but lets face it , all of us, most of us.. really dont care if .. we didnt know them..Yea, its sad an old person dies. But everyone one of us are gonna die and in our minds if your so sick that you need 24/7 nurses to care for you , then your not really living..!!?? Imagine someone has to wipe your ass or feed you..? Lets be honest , alot of us , including myself. aremt wired for that.. even for my own parents .,.I couldnt or wouldnt do it.?
Why? Its so sad , and to think the one that once cared for you is not needing your care , but its more pathtetic.. thats why I might sound morbid, But when I die, I just want to go,, screw that nursing home or the plugged to a machine, if I dont know what the hell is going on.?? Let me freaking go, Dont keep me alive because you feel you have too. No way..!! I'm not selfish.. Just let me go,, I want my kids and thier kids to enjoy life. !! Not care for some dying soul.. I kmow,, that really mean, But how mean is .. having your kids in their prime times of their lives to care for a sickly dying old man or woman.. !!
Its mean , but its the hard reality that most of us don't really care about people we don't know.!!. I saw it in the Navy..I had guys say.. I didn't know the guy.. if he wanted to kill himself, that's on him or I didn't know that guy.. ?.. Yea,, like I said people are wired different these days. Its the Me , Myself and I generation that cares about what they are doing , if it doesn' t affect them, who cares? Like this so called Pandemic, how many people have you really know that has died,, > 1, or none.. Myself I had a neighbor pass away , but she had underlying conditions for years . Covid 19 .. just finished her off. But was i sad, yea, but to be honest I didn't even greet the family ? Why? It goes back to my original thought, I didn't really know her, Yes, a neighbor , but I didn't party with her or talked to her, Just waved and said hi..But.. I didn't really know , which in turn, I didn't really care.. I mean I'm sad someone is hurt by losing a loved one , but it didn't affect me. ?? Except I now have 2 house across from me with no people living there.. So I can play my music loud .. Because the closest neighbor is a couple houses away..
Now back to Day 69 of the Stay at home order by Governor Newsome, its been long enough , the data shows that most of the people dying are people in nursing homes with underlying conditions and even if you get it, you gonna get sick , but guess what? Your going to survive.. The Media has toyed and scared the hell outof us with all the statistics around the world.. But people lets get real. ! Diseases, viruses its a part of life.I mean its good we are being cleaner ,and keeping our homes cleaner thats always a good thing.. But the hysteria and fear the Government has bestowed upon us is really unfair and caused many other problems like Mental health issues, suicides, depression, anxiety, frustration.. Anger , you name it, I see it in people faces when I see them at stores or just driving around. People are just restless now , They want to eat at thier favorite restuarants or go to the beach or parks and party with their friends.. Ot enjoy the malls or casinos ,, hell we want to watch live sports again.. The replays have been ok. But enough already.. ! Lets get back to life and not living in fear,,, All I know I have livedit up. LA , LAS VEGAS, SAN FRANCISCO, SAN DIEGO.. THE COAST LINES. yup I was far from being the stay at home order,,why ? well the the news on tv was depressing and plus the roads were wide open. I mean I did a 263 mile trip to Vegas in 2 hours.. do the math.. ?! I mean I drove black beauty everywhere. ! I had a blast, Because my thinking .THIS will be my only chance ever I gonna have freeways . be so wide open.. But I know the end is coming but I'm enjoying the open freeways for now.
Ok.. My final thoughts . Its time to reopen this state and get people back to work and living again, I get it. we know the data now..Keep those nursing homes and old people safe and sound. as for the reat of us. I know some of my coworkers had it and I probably had it because I was really sick , the worst I ever felt , but guess what? I'm still alive and living life to the fullest! . To the generation that doesnt care ..I must say , that your going tobe ok,.because you guys and gals love your video games and your fast food and drinks that keep you entertained , because thats all that matters to you its your games you play.. As for other generations , we continue to put down the new school kids,but they are the future and for us. My advice ,, live it up and enjoy every day because nothing is guaranteed in this world... Other than your going to pay taxes and your going to die!!
Be safe and enjoy what you love to do !!
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2020
Well people its like the 69th day of the shutdown , the stay at home order , thats what almost 10 weeks of shutting down one of the worlds biggest economies down,, for what? Ok thousands have died, but most were in the Nursing homes with old folks that had underlyimg conditions or better yet.. They were waitimg to die? Ok that sounds mean , but lets face it , all of us, most of us.. really dont care if .. we didnt know them..Yea, its sad an old person dies. But everyone one of us are gonna die and in our minds if your so sick that you need 24/7 nurses to care for you , then your not really living..!!?? Imagine someone has to wipe your ass or feed you..? Lets be honest , alot of us , including myself. aremt wired for that.. even for my own parents .,.I couldnt or wouldnt do it.?
Why? Its so sad , and to think the one that once cared for you is not needing your care , but its more pathtetic.. thats why I might sound morbid, But when I die, I just want to go,, screw that nursing home or the plugged to a machine, if I dont know what the hell is going on.?? Let me freaking go, Dont keep me alive because you feel you have too. No way..!! I'm not selfish.. Just let me go,, I want my kids and thier kids to enjoy life. !! Not care for some dying soul.. I kmow,, that really mean, But how mean is .. having your kids in their prime times of their lives to care for a sickly dying old man or woman.. !!
Its mean , but its the hard reality that most of us don't really care about people we don't know.!!. I saw it in the Navy..I had guys say.. I didn't know the guy.. if he wanted to kill himself, that's on him or I didn't know that guy.. ?.. Yea,, like I said people are wired different these days. Its the Me , Myself and I generation that cares about what they are doing , if it doesn' t affect them, who cares? Like this so called Pandemic, how many people have you really know that has died,, > 1, or none.. Myself I had a neighbor pass away , but she had underlying conditions for years . Covid 19 .. just finished her off. But was i sad, yea, but to be honest I didn't even greet the family ? Why? It goes back to my original thought, I didn't really know her, Yes, a neighbor , but I didn't party with her or talked to her, Just waved and said hi..But.. I didn't really know , which in turn, I didn't really care.. I mean I'm sad someone is hurt by losing a loved one , but it didn't affect me. ?? Except I now have 2 house across from me with no people living there.. So I can play my music loud .. Because the closest neighbor is a couple houses away..
Now back to Day 69 of the Stay at home order by Governor Newsome, its been long enough , the data shows that most of the people dying are people in nursing homes with underlying conditions and even if you get it, you gonna get sick , but guess what? Your going to survive.. The Media has toyed and scared the hell outof us with all the statistics around the world.. But people lets get real. ! Diseases, viruses its a part of life.I mean its good we are being cleaner ,and keeping our homes cleaner thats always a good thing.. But the hysteria and fear the Government has bestowed upon us is really unfair and caused many other problems like Mental health issues, suicides, depression, anxiety, frustration.. Anger , you name it, I see it in people faces when I see them at stores or just driving around. People are just restless now , They want to eat at thier favorite restuarants or go to the beach or parks and party with their friends.. Ot enjoy the malls or casinos ,, hell we want to watch live sports again.. The replays have been ok. But enough already.. ! Lets get back to life and not living in fear,,, All I know I have livedit up. LA , LAS VEGAS, SAN FRANCISCO, SAN DIEGO.. THE COAST LINES. yup I was far from being the stay at home order,,why ? well the the news on tv was depressing and plus the roads were wide open. I mean I did a 263 mile trip to Vegas in 2 hours.. do the math.. ?! I mean I drove black beauty everywhere. ! I had a blast, Because my thinking .THIS will be my only chance ever I gonna have freeways . be so wide open.. But I know the end is coming but I'm enjoying the open freeways for now.
Ok.. My final thoughts . Its time to reopen this state and get people back to work and living again, I get it. we know the data now..Keep those nursing homes and old people safe and sound. as for the reat of us. I know some of my coworkers had it and I probably had it because I was really sick , the worst I ever felt , but guess what? I'm still alive and living life to the fullest! . To the generation that doesnt care ..I must say , that your going tobe ok,.because you guys and gals love your video games and your fast food and drinks that keep you entertained , because thats all that matters to you its your games you play.. As for other generations , we continue to put down the new school kids,but they are the future and for us. My advice ,, live it up and enjoy every day because nothing is guaranteed in this world... Other than your going to pay taxes and your going to die!!
Be safe and enjoy what you love to do !!
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2020
Dear Lake Elsinore Casino - Its hard to say good bye..Inspired by Joe
Dear Lake Elsinore Casino - Its hard to say Good bye...Inspired by Joe..
I just want to say ,theres a time in your life , you have to make hard choices. Well after about a year of debating and thinking things over..?? I decided , its time to say Good bye.! I know doing it this way is not the manly thing to do , but when your sensitive and prideful , I didnt want to see people faces , or their expressions of sadness in their eyes.. It would make me reconsider my decision, but I learned a long time , that if your already thinking about something??? , most likely it's something you want to do.!! So I decided after a year of sleepless nights and weighing my options,, I decided... that this was the best decision for the Casino and the security team..!! I know alot of them were very upset and even resentful about how things went this year. !! I want to say I'm sorry for any inconvenieces or hardships that I created ! But sometimes in life your mind and spirit are strong , but the body just had enough and I think that was the hardest realization... I had to deal with, that I no longer have the physical capacity to do my job and plus being or away or going through the motions is no way to do your job.
Now I want to thank a few people , I know I'm going to miss alot of people , but the ones who knew me , will appreciate my friendly manner and attention to their needs. So without further delay my farewells to My Casino Family ...
Capt . H.. What can I say ? We have been through a lot and I know you understood what I was going through during my tenure and I know you appreciated everything I did for you.. I know my experience and wisdom on security matters was very important you and we had many discussions how things should be. I know , this is not the way we wanted it to end, but this was the best for myself , my family and the casino security team..
SGT N- THE ENFORCER .. you always looked out for Hansel and the team, you did the job that everyone else dont want to do, and thats enforce the rules and regulations.. Your a very important asset to the team..
Dusty .. We were the old timers of the group.. We had some great times, and I want to say my good old friend, keep those young bucks in check.. I appreciated our talks and of course our jokes. I know you will do your best to keep everyone in check , your very good at that , thank you and take care always..
Art - Dawg gone it , your the real life cowboy... Securities teams Sam Elliot, your a true rebel with no cause. But when things went down, you were always there. Your a great asset to the NIGHT CREW..you didnt talk much ,but your actions and take downs.. were second to none!
Anthony - The young star on the rise.. I know you have ambitions and that's good but its good to be humble and listen to those are older and know what's going on? Life is a great teacher.. Do your thing but listen sometimes..
Adam- Your a good guy , you have a strange sense of humor AT TIMES .. and your logic is twisted . But You do make sense at times..I know you will find your true calling , but while your there , do your best and let others know your a good worker .. Be safe ..
Mel- Well my swing shift side kick, your a interesting guy you can be sweet one moment , then your tiger the next .. without warning.. The Casino's Manny Pacquiao!! I appreciate your efforts and what you had to deal with when I was there . I appreciate and I know you will be successful at whatever you choose to pursue.. I'm talking about career wise.. haha.///
Heather - cage- Well we had some great talks, yea,, We were work spouses,, is what Mel called it.. haha. But it was true , buying tacos , or other fast foods , and of course having our silly talks made the night go faster! I'm really sorry I didn't say this in person , but I dont want to cry .. Because just thinking about the times we had is already tearing me up..Take care my friend.. I'm gonna Miss you.
The Servers -- I want to thank all of you gals. I didnt order much but when I did. You took care of grandpa.. gramps.. you gals called me.. haha..
The Dealers- M & M Team.. Mee and Mackenzie - you two are very sweet and funny , treated this old man with respect.. Its good to have such wonderful people at the casino,, I had a blast and I'm going to miss you guys, Don't you ever think I didn't care about the Casino Family.. But this is how I wanted to end the show..
Final thoughts.. This is going to be tough not seeing the security Team anymore or talking with the Family,!! I know this really sucks to end it this way , but for me ,, I didnt want to have a
big farewell, I just want to go and be gone. Like a ghost? I know , this hurts everyone , but this is for the best . !! This had to be done for the well fare of the Casino and myself. Its like life, we will go on and whose next ? What we have that cant be taken away is our many memories we shared and the jokes and laughter .. My spirit will live on as long as you tell your fond memories we had.. Take Care everyone and Be safe. I love you all and I'm going to Miss you !!
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2020
I just want to say ,theres a time in your life , you have to make hard choices. Well after about a year of debating and thinking things over..?? I decided , its time to say Good bye.! I know doing it this way is not the manly thing to do , but when your sensitive and prideful , I didnt want to see people faces , or their expressions of sadness in their eyes.. It would make me reconsider my decision, but I learned a long time , that if your already thinking about something??? , most likely it's something you want to do.!! So I decided after a year of sleepless nights and weighing my options,, I decided... that this was the best decision for the Casino and the security team..!! I know alot of them were very upset and even resentful about how things went this year. !! I want to say I'm sorry for any inconvenieces or hardships that I created ! But sometimes in life your mind and spirit are strong , but the body just had enough and I think that was the hardest realization... I had to deal with, that I no longer have the physical capacity to do my job and plus being or away or going through the motions is no way to do your job.
Now I want to thank a few people , I know I'm going to miss alot of people , but the ones who knew me , will appreciate my friendly manner and attention to their needs. So without further delay my farewells to My Casino Family ...
Capt . H.. What can I say ? We have been through a lot and I know you understood what I was going through during my tenure and I know you appreciated everything I did for you.. I know my experience and wisdom on security matters was very important you and we had many discussions how things should be. I know , this is not the way we wanted it to end, but this was the best for myself , my family and the casino security team..
SGT N- THE ENFORCER .. you always looked out for Hansel and the team, you did the job that everyone else dont want to do, and thats enforce the rules and regulations.. Your a very important asset to the team..
Dusty .. We were the old timers of the group.. We had some great times, and I want to say my good old friend, keep those young bucks in check.. I appreciated our talks and of course our jokes. I know you will do your best to keep everyone in check , your very good at that , thank you and take care always..
Art - Dawg gone it , your the real life cowboy... Securities teams Sam Elliot, your a true rebel with no cause. But when things went down, you were always there. Your a great asset to the NIGHT CREW..you didnt talk much ,but your actions and take downs.. were second to none!
Anthony - The young star on the rise.. I know you have ambitions and that's good but its good to be humble and listen to those are older and know what's going on? Life is a great teacher.. Do your thing but listen sometimes..
Adam- Your a good guy , you have a strange sense of humor AT TIMES .. and your logic is twisted . But You do make sense at times..I know you will find your true calling , but while your there , do your best and let others know your a good worker .. Be safe ..
Mel- Well my swing shift side kick, your a interesting guy you can be sweet one moment , then your tiger the next .. without warning.. The Casino's Manny Pacquiao!! I appreciate your efforts and what you had to deal with when I was there . I appreciate and I know you will be successful at whatever you choose to pursue.. I'm talking about career wise.. haha.///
Heather - cage- Well we had some great talks, yea,, We were work spouses,, is what Mel called it.. haha. But it was true , buying tacos , or other fast foods , and of course having our silly talks made the night go faster! I'm really sorry I didn't say this in person , but I dont want to cry .. Because just thinking about the times we had is already tearing me up..Take care my friend.. I'm gonna Miss you.
The Servers -- I want to thank all of you gals. I didnt order much but when I did. You took care of grandpa.. gramps.. you gals called me.. haha..
The Dealers- M & M Team.. Mee and Mackenzie - you two are very sweet and funny , treated this old man with respect.. Its good to have such wonderful people at the casino,, I had a blast and I'm going to miss you guys, Don't you ever think I didn't care about the Casino Family.. But this is how I wanted to end the show..
Final thoughts.. This is going to be tough not seeing the security Team anymore or talking with the Family,!! I know this really sucks to end it this way , but for me ,, I didnt want to have a
big farewell, I just want to go and be gone. Like a ghost? I know , this hurts everyone , but this is for the best . !! This had to be done for the well fare of the Casino and myself. Its like life, we will go on and whose next ? What we have that cant be taken away is our many memories we shared and the jokes and laughter .. My spirit will live on as long as you tell your fond memories we had.. Take Care everyone and Be safe. I love you all and I'm going to Miss you !!
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2020
Sunday, May 24, 2020
Memorial Day , I miss you my lost shipmates ! Inspired by my 20 years of Miliary Service..
I miss my shipmates , Inspired by my 2o years of Military Service..
Well Hello and I want to thank everyone who reads my daily , weekly blogs,, I have to admit this has been the most appreciation and members making comments to me , then the first 8 years of The Source!!.. Thank you I love you all!
Now to my Memorial Day tribute to those many Sailors , Marines, Sodiers and Airmen , Coast Guard and the National guard reserves units.. Each of you have a mission to accomplish! Keep America safe!!
.I was part of the Persian Gulf war , and all the operations you can think of. Operation enduring freedom , Operation Iraqi Freedom . The southern Watch.. The 7 , deployments that ;lasted anywhere from 6-9 months, so I was a Sea Warrior. BUT I know I give tremendous credit to MY loving Wife Mona.. her love and devotion to keeping our family alive is amazing.. ! Well its the shipmates I cried , sweated , curse our asses off during the most stressful times.. It was only the deployments that were so ,,,,stressful, it was the work ups.. Ok civilians , that's where you go to sea and train , train , to DEATH!!! , to the point you can fight a fire in your sleep and secure the ship with constant drills.. It was freaking drills that were painful.. Sweating , hurting our backs, and necks.. Being so damnm tired,, we always thought why the hell am I doing it? Well yes, love for our country.. but its our family, with out them at home belieiving us.. We couldnt do it. ! But really it was our shipmates , our bunkmates.. , our liberty drinking buddies, Yes , we worked hard but we played hard too. I will always chersih all those wonderful memories we shared, but its when we lost one of shipmates, that hurts so much still does? To be honest , I feel so guilty , that I survived those times when they didnt. I mean I was put into harms way like them.. I stood the long watches port side in dangerous countries. I did Security force watches along pipelines and protecting supply lines because the Marines were being killed, yes,, Those Marines that were lost hurt me so much too. They are so young , well the ones I saw on some of my ships.. Well I want to give a big salute to the many shipmates I saw perish through my years .. 1993-2013..
My commands were USS CAMDON AOE 2 , NAF MISAWA JAPAN, Navy Security Forces , OKINAWA ( TAD = Temporary assigned duty ) ) , USS PRINCETON CG 59 , USS NiMITZ, (TAD) , NAS CORONADO , SUPPLY DEPT. , Recruiting Duty ( PENSACOLA , FLA ) ( TAD) , USS PELILIEU , ..During those years I was part of crews that lost shipmates that commited suicide, were killed in action , DUI , crashed their planes or helicopters , or just the ships mishaps with dangerous equipment.. I must say , The Navy tried its best to comfort us, but after such ordeals, he had to man up and go to work. For alot of us it was too stresfull, thats why you see so many vets, struggle with civilian life. Like Me,, I have been fired so many times because I keep forgetting I'm no longer the LPO ,( leading petty officer) I'm no longer in charge,, So when I went to my first job,, I was fired right before my 90 day mark.. I should blog about that its funny when think about it now.. But anyways, I recallthe first death I saw, It was my firts ship , and we were in the Gulf, an older shipmate was work in the freaking hottest place onearth, but he fainted and pretty much died in front of us. I was so upset , I was so disgusted with the medical team.. But he had some underlying conditions, he was over weight , high blood pressure etc.. But still to me dying on a ship in the middle of no where has to be the lowest.. It hit us hard especially me, I'm an emotiional guy. But the Captain, told me. They did the best they could do and your a Sea Warrior , we have to let go of things and move on.. It sounds to mean, But he was right, after that I was able to deal with the suicides about one every deployment. I leanred to just let it go!! Funny, MY good friend at the Casino , said that to me months ago, its funny how things come full circle.. Life is like that, we all are going to live and die one day.
\ My best advice is to be happy and dont worry about things we cant control. Everythin in life happens for a reason? Like this Covid 19 , deal, it has taught to be cleaner , to be more sensitive to all people , older people , but also take care of ourselves and loved ones.. We will overcome this. Just like the shipmates I lost during my Navy Career I want to salute you for doing your service to this great Nation, because military life is very stressful and often times unnatural thing to do.. We sacrificed our time, our emotions, our brains, our souls , our morals, we had to be warriors with no regrets, We had to fight the fight and if called upon again. I would go back into the fight , thats how much I love Amwrica and the people who honor our Bill of rights and the OUR AMENDMENTS.. We Military folks fought for the rights to Freedom of speech, Freedom to bear arms, the right to asssembly , We should honor those who fought for the rights by making sure other Americans protect and fight for those rights.
To my fallen Shipmates, I miss you every day and I love you guys and gals, we fought the fight and if theres a Heaven , I pray I'm side by side with those I served with and lets enjoy!! That my friends would be one the greatest gifts in life,,, To be along side my fallen heroes and My Mama, who to this day is in my thoughts and prayers. I'm not perfect everyone, but I'm trying..
Be safe everyone and together we will beat the shit out of the Invisible Enemy.. Covid -19..
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2020
Well Hello and I want to thank everyone who reads my daily , weekly blogs,, I have to admit this has been the most appreciation and members making comments to me , then the first 8 years of The Source!!.. Thank you I love you all!
Now to my Memorial Day tribute to those many Sailors , Marines, Sodiers and Airmen , Coast Guard and the National guard reserves units.. Each of you have a mission to accomplish! Keep America safe!!
.I was part of the Persian Gulf war , and all the operations you can think of. Operation enduring freedom , Operation Iraqi Freedom . The southern Watch.. The 7 , deployments that ;lasted anywhere from 6-9 months, so I was a Sea Warrior. BUT I know I give tremendous credit to MY loving Wife Mona.. her love and devotion to keeping our family alive is amazing.. ! Well its the shipmates I cried , sweated , curse our asses off during the most stressful times.. It was only the deployments that were so ,,,,stressful, it was the work ups.. Ok civilians , that's where you go to sea and train , train , to DEATH!!! , to the point you can fight a fire in your sleep and secure the ship with constant drills.. It was freaking drills that were painful.. Sweating , hurting our backs, and necks.. Being so damnm tired,, we always thought why the hell am I doing it? Well yes, love for our country.. but its our family, with out them at home belieiving us.. We couldnt do it. ! But really it was our shipmates , our bunkmates.. , our liberty drinking buddies, Yes , we worked hard but we played hard too. I will always chersih all those wonderful memories we shared, but its when we lost one of shipmates, that hurts so much still does? To be honest , I feel so guilty , that I survived those times when they didnt. I mean I was put into harms way like them.. I stood the long watches port side in dangerous countries. I did Security force watches along pipelines and protecting supply lines because the Marines were being killed, yes,, Those Marines that were lost hurt me so much too. They are so young , well the ones I saw on some of my ships.. Well I want to give a big salute to the many shipmates I saw perish through my years .. 1993-2013..
My commands were USS CAMDON AOE 2 , NAF MISAWA JAPAN, Navy Security Forces , OKINAWA ( TAD = Temporary assigned duty ) ) , USS PRINCETON CG 59 , USS NiMITZ, (TAD) , NAS CORONADO , SUPPLY DEPT. , Recruiting Duty ( PENSACOLA , FLA ) ( TAD) , USS PELILIEU , ..During those years I was part of crews that lost shipmates that commited suicide, were killed in action , DUI , crashed their planes or helicopters , or just the ships mishaps with dangerous equipment.. I must say , The Navy tried its best to comfort us, but after such ordeals, he had to man up and go to work. For alot of us it was too stresfull, thats why you see so many vets, struggle with civilian life. Like Me,, I have been fired so many times because I keep forgetting I'm no longer the LPO ,( leading petty officer) I'm no longer in charge,, So when I went to my first job,, I was fired right before my 90 day mark.. I should blog about that its funny when think about it now.. But anyways, I recallthe first death I saw, It was my firts ship , and we were in the Gulf, an older shipmate was work in the freaking hottest place onearth, but he fainted and pretty much died in front of us. I was so upset , I was so disgusted with the medical team.. But he had some underlying conditions, he was over weight , high blood pressure etc.. But still to me dying on a ship in the middle of no where has to be the lowest.. It hit us hard especially me, I'm an emotiional guy. But the Captain, told me. They did the best they could do and your a Sea Warrior , we have to let go of things and move on.. It sounds to mean, But he was right, after that I was able to deal with the suicides about one every deployment. I leanred to just let it go!! Funny, MY good friend at the Casino , said that to me months ago, its funny how things come full circle.. Life is like that, we all are going to live and die one day.
\ My best advice is to be happy and dont worry about things we cant control. Everythin in life happens for a reason? Like this Covid 19 , deal, it has taught to be cleaner , to be more sensitive to all people , older people , but also take care of ourselves and loved ones.. We will overcome this. Just like the shipmates I lost during my Navy Career I want to salute you for doing your service to this great Nation, because military life is very stressful and often times unnatural thing to do.. We sacrificed our time, our emotions, our brains, our souls , our morals, we had to be warriors with no regrets, We had to fight the fight and if called upon again. I would go back into the fight , thats how much I love Amwrica and the people who honor our Bill of rights and the OUR AMENDMENTS.. We Military folks fought for the rights to Freedom of speech, Freedom to bear arms, the right to asssembly , We should honor those who fought for the rights by making sure other Americans protect and fight for those rights.
To my fallen Shipmates, I miss you every day and I love you guys and gals, we fought the fight and if theres a Heaven , I pray I'm side by side with those I served with and lets enjoy!! That my friends would be one the greatest gifts in life,,, To be along side my fallen heroes and My Mama, who to this day is in my thoughts and prayers. I'm not perfect everyone, but I'm trying..
Be safe everyone and together we will beat the shit out of the Invisible Enemy.. Covid -19..
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2020
Saturday, May 23, 2020
CALIFORNIA - CASTLE DOCTRINE LAWS 2020.. INSPIRED BY PENAL CODE 198.5
CALIFORNIA - CASTLE DOCTRINE LAWS 2020 .. INSPIRED BY PENAL CODE 198.5
Hello everyone , once again thanks for taking the time to read my blogs.. I thought today , tonight , I will get more technical..
California Castle Doctrine Laws 2020..
1) it allows it even goes further in protecting yourself and your loved ones..
2) If someone breaks into your home , you have the legal right to use deadly force against them!
3) What's more you have the legal right to chase an attacker to neutralize the threat to your life!
UNDER PENAL CODE 198.5 ::
1) YOU ARE ALLOWED TO USE DEADLY FORCE IN YOUR HOME IF YOU HAVE AN REASONABLE FEAR OF IMMINENT PERIL OR IMINENT BODILY HARM!!
This has been a longstanding American concept of thinking that you have no legal duty or obligation to retreat in your home ( castle) , but you must be on your property when doing so.
Once you leave your property , like outside your yard and into the street , under the law the threat is no longer valid and you must return to said REAL property , unless you fear the person is going to their car or other accomplices that may have deadly intentions upon you. Its a fine line , so the best bet if possible take care of business at point of entry , your house and on your said property...
My advice is having a security system with cameras that will document or validate your actions,the saying pictures say million words is so true. Think about your families safety , in my opinion all bets are off if you intrude onto my property , with my family home, I'm more afraid of my family members getting hurt or killed then myself.. When such an action happens you have to make quick judgment calls and you have to solid in your intentions, the old saying you hesitate your late.. In a case like this, you have to choose between the life of your family or the rights of some scum bag who has no respect or regard to yourself , property and family.
When choosing a home defense weapon you need one where you can just use one hand .. to keep intruder under control while your calling 911, or security company.. A shot gun though deadly and powerful , it takes 2 hands to shoot weapon.. A pistol , revolver or even a AR 15 - WITH A sling will be a effective weapon , because you can still hold gun in place with one hand..and your cell on the other hand .. Also be sure you weapons have lights , because you want to see what your shooting and in the dark. A bright light can blind and surprise the intruder and of course you can tell if its someone like a family member or a intruder..
May everyone be safe and remember every state has their own definitions of the castle doctrine. But all have the basic premise that you have the right to defend your life on your property and have legal right to use deadly force. Be safe and vigilant , and remember , Good guys or gals with guns .. are the best weapons against bad guys and gals with bad intentions with guns. Be good to everyone that is good to you and protect your castle with all means possible, Security cameras and motion detection lights and barking dogs , can only so much, if confronted , you must have the means necessary to stop that threat , unfortunately many criminals are armed and not scared to do what they need to do to accomplish their plans.. Be vigilant and be a protector of your castle and not an police statistic.. The life you save may be your own.. !!
CELEBRATE THOSE VETERANS OF PAST WARS ON MEMORIAL DAY!!
THOSE THAT HAVE PAID THE ULTIMATE SACRIFICE TO KEEP AMERICA SAFE!!
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS..@ 2020..
Hello everyone , once again thanks for taking the time to read my blogs.. I thought today , tonight , I will get more technical..
California Castle Doctrine Laws 2020..
1) it allows it even goes further in protecting yourself and your loved ones..
2) If someone breaks into your home , you have the legal right to use deadly force against them!
3) What's more you have the legal right to chase an attacker to neutralize the threat to your life!
UNDER PENAL CODE 198.5 ::
1) YOU ARE ALLOWED TO USE DEADLY FORCE IN YOUR HOME IF YOU HAVE AN REASONABLE FEAR OF IMMINENT PERIL OR IMINENT BODILY HARM!!
This has been a longstanding American concept of thinking that you have no legal duty or obligation to retreat in your home ( castle) , but you must be on your property when doing so.
Once you leave your property , like outside your yard and into the street , under the law the threat is no longer valid and you must return to said REAL property , unless you fear the person is going to their car or other accomplices that may have deadly intentions upon you. Its a fine line , so the best bet if possible take care of business at point of entry , your house and on your said property...
My advice is having a security system with cameras that will document or validate your actions,the saying pictures say million words is so true. Think about your families safety , in my opinion all bets are off if you intrude onto my property , with my family home, I'm more afraid of my family members getting hurt or killed then myself.. When such an action happens you have to make quick judgment calls and you have to solid in your intentions, the old saying you hesitate your late.. In a case like this, you have to choose between the life of your family or the rights of some scum bag who has no respect or regard to yourself , property and family.
When choosing a home defense weapon you need one where you can just use one hand .. to keep intruder under control while your calling 911, or security company.. A shot gun though deadly and powerful , it takes 2 hands to shoot weapon.. A pistol , revolver or even a AR 15 - WITH A sling will be a effective weapon , because you can still hold gun in place with one hand..and your cell on the other hand .. Also be sure you weapons have lights , because you want to see what your shooting and in the dark. A bright light can blind and surprise the intruder and of course you can tell if its someone like a family member or a intruder..
May everyone be safe and remember every state has their own definitions of the castle doctrine. But all have the basic premise that you have the right to defend your life on your property and have legal right to use deadly force. Be safe and vigilant , and remember , Good guys or gals with guns .. are the best weapons against bad guys and gals with bad intentions with guns. Be good to everyone that is good to you and protect your castle with all means possible, Security cameras and motion detection lights and barking dogs , can only so much, if confronted , you must have the means necessary to stop that threat , unfortunately many criminals are armed and not scared to do what they need to do to accomplish their plans.. Be vigilant and be a protector of your castle and not an police statistic.. The life you save may be your own.. !!
CELEBRATE THOSE VETERANS OF PAST WARS ON MEMORIAL DAY!!
THOSE THAT HAVE PAID THE ULTIMATE SACRIFICE TO KEEP AMERICA SAFE!!
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS..@ 2020..
Friday, May 22, 2020
Memorial day weekend- Remembering those who passed..Inspired by Gary..
Memorial day weekend- Remembering those who passed.. inspired by Gary- Montgomery...
Hello everyone thank you for reading my blogs , just an update yesterday was the most pageveiws I ever had in my 9 years existence.. I had over 1,000 page views from places as far away as The Philippines.. Maraming salamat po!! To the Middle east and Germany.. Ok.. I have been to Germany and met some really cool people, the food is incredible.. but the room temp beer is not my thing.. But hey will try anything once.. But If I had a choice,,I'm going for the cold brew..
Now to my blog. back in the day in southern cali.. San Diego,, I had my surfer white boy phase , it lasted what.. a few years.. . off and on.. But I used to go surfing at IB.. Imperial Beach is the offcial name.. OB.. Ocean Beach .. or PB.. pacific beach.. blacks beach.. no . thats the un officail nude bathing in the La Jolla shores area.. Its hard to get to because of the rocks.. and Like I said its unofficial.. Well the chicks go topless,, to get the full tan experience..
Now the surfer thing.. Its not as fun as you think? First off you can wait for hours . waiting for that wave. and .. sometimes.. we get into arguments or fights over the waves. That sterotype surfer dudes are chill. yea to some extent.. But mixing alcohol and smoking pot,, and beimg in the hot sun.. waiting . sometimes make us hyper.. But I have seen some fine ass surfer girls.. dressed in those tight black suits.. its sexy but functional. The waters in San Diego , even in Summer time is very cold.. well , the reason,, I stopped surfing, was .. well you ever got surfers ear. thats an effection in the year because bacteria gets in there,. yup.. I got got it and it fucked up my hearing , even to this day.. Plus I did snorkeling and diving alomg the IB... area,, IB was or still is one of the dirtiest beaches I have ever been to, Sewage is dumped into the ocean.. by the TJ neighbors.. well thats why I have had numerous infections that have affected my hearing and skin.. well anyways. the main reason and saddest reaon..
My dear class mate and friend.. Gary. thise dude was larger than life and all the girls,, at school had a crush on him. Shit.. I had a man crush.!!. Bro love ..!! for him.. In other words. I admired his style.!!, He was muscular build for a surfer , he had long hair.. he was like a greek God.. a gift to woman.. But being a young and cocky , teenager. I never admited that I was copying him or trying to be like hum.. !?! Man ,. The hours at the gym , and eating like a horse, didnt help?!?! , I weighed 140 at the height of my hig school days .took steroids,..! but mainly hovered arounbd 120.. yes. I was skinny boy.. well some muscle,, But anyways ,, One tragic day.. gary was caught in a rip tide.... current/// if you dont know what that is.. I will try to make a simple,, But it when the tides are rolling one way and then the underside is rolling another way. and its takes you away from the shore.. Well. the theory is .. dont try to fight it.. You swim towards the direction of the rip currents.. Its easier said or done, And I'm a average swimmer , so when Gary lost his fight with the rip tide.. and he's an excellemt athlete and swimmer.. !! It was devatstating.. I still can recall that day, when I heard the news. I was working out and people let me know, at first, I thought stop fucken joking . But it was true and My heart sank.. I mean I wasn't a close friendship with him. But I knew him and like I said I admired him.. so this just seem so unfair,, too freaking young to pass away.. But It woke me up it made me realize.!! . This surfing thing is not my thing. so I stopped pretending to be a surfer dude.. and when back to my roots.. Growing up in Oakland and Long beach ,. listening to hip hop , funk. and pop locking.. Which is what I still do now,, its my original character..
Gary was a really a cool guy and this day , I want all our Montgomey classmates from that era to just remember our classmates , that have passed.. One of my biggest blogs was a blog about Nancy . who.. was a very special person.. and Diane . is another one that left us too soon.. Like I said I want us to take time to remember the ones we loved that have passed and pay tribute to them , because as I found out. :Like is so fragile and fast and we ahve to be happy being who you are and if your family and friends get offended by what you say or do,, then just move on. Not everyone thinks or feels or can think or feel like you.. We all have different view points on life. Like civilians. dont understand vets.. and vice versa.. If anything try to have a open mind about people states of mind.. Gary.. I know your enjoying surfing heaven and looking good.. I know your bro Glenn , loves you and misses you very day.. Because those youtful days were so fun and special.. Those are special times.. that I will cherish, I just wish.. I could of been there for you. But being an average swimmer ..I would passed away. too..But hey as surfers. we are brothers.. and sisters. and we all just wanted to ride that wave..
On this memorial day . I just want to say " GARY!!' We all at Montgomery miss you and your spirit and we know that life in unpredictable.. if anything it taught us that we need to do what you love , love what you do and just be authentic.. That my friend is what I learned about that day amd something I do now.. !!
May everyone have a safe day and be safe ,under the Stay home orders in Cali.. When things get back to normal.. Lets try to be more patient and friendly to one another.. We all are trying to enjoy life and be happy!!
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2020..
Hello everyone thank you for reading my blogs , just an update yesterday was the most pageveiws I ever had in my 9 years existence.. I had over 1,000 page views from places as far away as The Philippines.. Maraming salamat po!! To the Middle east and Germany.. Ok.. I have been to Germany and met some really cool people, the food is incredible.. but the room temp beer is not my thing.. But hey will try anything once.. But If I had a choice,,I'm going for the cold brew..
Now to my blog. back in the day in southern cali.. San Diego,, I had my surfer white boy phase , it lasted what.. a few years.. . off and on.. But I used to go surfing at IB.. Imperial Beach is the offcial name.. OB.. Ocean Beach .. or PB.. pacific beach.. blacks beach.. no . thats the un officail nude bathing in the La Jolla shores area.. Its hard to get to because of the rocks.. and Like I said its unofficial.. Well the chicks go topless,, to get the full tan experience..
Now the surfer thing.. Its not as fun as you think? First off you can wait for hours . waiting for that wave. and .. sometimes.. we get into arguments or fights over the waves. That sterotype surfer dudes are chill. yea to some extent.. But mixing alcohol and smoking pot,, and beimg in the hot sun.. waiting . sometimes make us hyper.. But I have seen some fine ass surfer girls.. dressed in those tight black suits.. its sexy but functional. The waters in San Diego , even in Summer time is very cold.. well , the reason,, I stopped surfing, was .. well you ever got surfers ear. thats an effection in the year because bacteria gets in there,. yup.. I got got it and it fucked up my hearing , even to this day.. Plus I did snorkeling and diving alomg the IB... area,, IB was or still is one of the dirtiest beaches I have ever been to, Sewage is dumped into the ocean.. by the TJ neighbors.. well thats why I have had numerous infections that have affected my hearing and skin.. well anyways. the main reason and saddest reaon..
My dear class mate and friend.. Gary. thise dude was larger than life and all the girls,, at school had a crush on him. Shit.. I had a man crush.!!. Bro love ..!! for him.. In other words. I admired his style.!!, He was muscular build for a surfer , he had long hair.. he was like a greek God.. a gift to woman.. But being a young and cocky , teenager. I never admited that I was copying him or trying to be like hum.. !?! Man ,. The hours at the gym , and eating like a horse, didnt help?!?! , I weighed 140 at the height of my hig school days .took steroids,..! but mainly hovered arounbd 120.. yes. I was skinny boy.. well some muscle,, But anyways ,, One tragic day.. gary was caught in a rip tide.... current/// if you dont know what that is.. I will try to make a simple,, But it when the tides are rolling one way and then the underside is rolling another way. and its takes you away from the shore.. Well. the theory is .. dont try to fight it.. You swim towards the direction of the rip currents.. Its easier said or done, And I'm a average swimmer , so when Gary lost his fight with the rip tide.. and he's an excellemt athlete and swimmer.. !! It was devatstating.. I still can recall that day, when I heard the news. I was working out and people let me know, at first, I thought stop fucken joking . But it was true and My heart sank.. I mean I wasn't a close friendship with him. But I knew him and like I said I admired him.. so this just seem so unfair,, too freaking young to pass away.. But It woke me up it made me realize.!! . This surfing thing is not my thing. so I stopped pretending to be a surfer dude.. and when back to my roots.. Growing up in Oakland and Long beach ,. listening to hip hop , funk. and pop locking.. Which is what I still do now,, its my original character..
Gary was a really a cool guy and this day , I want all our Montgomey classmates from that era to just remember our classmates , that have passed.. One of my biggest blogs was a blog about Nancy . who.. was a very special person.. and Diane . is another one that left us too soon.. Like I said I want us to take time to remember the ones we loved that have passed and pay tribute to them , because as I found out. :Like is so fragile and fast and we ahve to be happy being who you are and if your family and friends get offended by what you say or do,, then just move on. Not everyone thinks or feels or can think or feel like you.. We all have different view points on life. Like civilians. dont understand vets.. and vice versa.. If anything try to have a open mind about people states of mind.. Gary.. I know your enjoying surfing heaven and looking good.. I know your bro Glenn , loves you and misses you very day.. Because those youtful days were so fun and special.. Those are special times.. that I will cherish, I just wish.. I could of been there for you. But being an average swimmer ..I would passed away. too..But hey as surfers. we are brothers.. and sisters. and we all just wanted to ride that wave..
On this memorial day . I just want to say " GARY!!' We all at Montgomery miss you and your spirit and we know that life in unpredictable.. if anything it taught us that we need to do what you love , love what you do and just be authentic.. That my friend is what I learned about that day amd something I do now.. !!
May everyone have a safe day and be safe ,under the Stay home orders in Cali.. When things get back to normal.. Lets try to be more patient and friendly to one another.. We all are trying to enjoy life and be happy!!
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2020..
Wednesday, May 20, 2020
Welcome to all the new The Source fans.. Inspired by the large following this year!
Welcome to all the New .. The Source Fans.. Inspired by all of you!!
Hello everyone that has accepted my invite to this very unique blog.. Some background. It started back in my Navy Days.. One of my followers in San Diego.. ( Jun thank you bro.. you started this?? haha) ASD CORONADO.. NAVAL AIR STATION... suggested I'm not sure if he was serious ? But he suggested I look to google and start a blog.. and so I did.. From a small group of 20,, to hundreds .. worldwide. 11
So I did that was DEC. 11, 2011.. AND some 900 blogs later , and close to 40,000 pageviews.. that means people clicking on blog.. I have quite the following. as far away as Mexico, Russia , China , The Philippines, Middle East, Polamd, Germany, Japan.. Yes, I'm a world wide following.. I just want to say I'm very humbled by the following and I'm grateful all of you can relate to my stories about grade school, girl friends, friemd ships, life events.. I know some of things I blog about sound to unreal to be real.?? But its true, like the recent drug bust right across from , my home...Life sometimes resembles soap operas. if not more so..?!?
WELL anyways, I want to thank the hundreds of people that have accepted this journey through life , sports , life events... etc.. I enjoy your likes, your comments etc, because I get some blog ideas from your comments. I try to answer every comment , because I feel if you took the time in your busy schedule to say something . then I will too. But please don't get offemded if I don't reply in a day or two , a week , a month.. Why ? well its not that I'm ignoring you, its just most of the time I just spend enough time to post my blog and scan through my fb page.. and of course being human I may miss those comments. ..
For My NON .. USA followers, I want to say Muchas Gracias, domo arigato , Maraming Salamat, doe jie , vielen dank, and thank you to all the countries I have forgotten. I appreciate your following and I'm happy you find my stories relatable.. I know I need to share my International travels I had in my life ,, Like Thailand, Singapore , Hong Kong , Darwin Australia, Cabo San LUcas, Guam, Bali Imdonesia, Diego Garcia , Jebel Ali , Yes , I have sailed the seven seas and some.. Thanks and lets enjoy the journey , because that's what life is about , living , loving , learning and getting through this journey, and I want to make you feel welcome !
My final thoughts.. Once again , everyone ,. thank you and I'm very humbled by the hundreds of followers to this date and I will try to accommodate all followers, the Sports fans, the Gun fans, the Romantics, the every day reader that needs a fix and most of all to those of all us that enjoy knowing that someone out there lives a crazy life , and is not afraid to share it,,!! having no regard to how he may look or portrayed etc.. To be honest if I was 20 ,, I couldn't or wouldn't want to do a blog about my life ,? Because I wouldn't have the time,, partying chasing girls,, or I couldn't care less? Am I right when your young .. ? other thoughts are running around in our young minds.?/ . Thank you all and keep reading my blogs and enjoying my videos,!! I will post more updated videos on martial arts and dancing in the near future, so get set to sweat ..haha. Enjoy yourself and be good to your family , friends and of course yourself.. !!
THE SOURCE PRODUCTION @ 2020...
Hello everyone that has accepted my invite to this very unique blog.. Some background. It started back in my Navy Days.. One of my followers in San Diego.. ( Jun thank you bro.. you started this?? haha) ASD CORONADO.. NAVAL AIR STATION... suggested I'm not sure if he was serious ? But he suggested I look to google and start a blog.. and so I did.. From a small group of 20,, to hundreds .. worldwide. 11
So I did that was DEC. 11, 2011.. AND some 900 blogs later , and close to 40,000 pageviews.. that means people clicking on blog.. I have quite the following. as far away as Mexico, Russia , China , The Philippines, Middle East, Polamd, Germany, Japan.. Yes, I'm a world wide following.. I just want to say I'm very humbled by the following and I'm grateful all of you can relate to my stories about grade school, girl friends, friemd ships, life events.. I know some of things I blog about sound to unreal to be real.?? But its true, like the recent drug bust right across from , my home...Life sometimes resembles soap operas. if not more so..?!?
WELL anyways, I want to thank the hundreds of people that have accepted this journey through life , sports , life events... etc.. I enjoy your likes, your comments etc, because I get some blog ideas from your comments. I try to answer every comment , because I feel if you took the time in your busy schedule to say something . then I will too. But please don't get offemded if I don't reply in a day or two , a week , a month.. Why ? well its not that I'm ignoring you, its just most of the time I just spend enough time to post my blog and scan through my fb page.. and of course being human I may miss those comments. ..
For My NON .. USA followers, I want to say Muchas Gracias, domo arigato , Maraming Salamat, doe jie , vielen dank, and thank you to all the countries I have forgotten. I appreciate your following and I'm happy you find my stories relatable.. I know I need to share my International travels I had in my life ,, Like Thailand, Singapore , Hong Kong , Darwin Australia, Cabo San LUcas, Guam, Bali Imdonesia, Diego Garcia , Jebel Ali , Yes , I have sailed the seven seas and some.. Thanks and lets enjoy the journey , because that's what life is about , living , loving , learning and getting through this journey, and I want to make you feel welcome !
My final thoughts.. Once again , everyone ,. thank you and I'm very humbled by the hundreds of followers to this date and I will try to accommodate all followers, the Sports fans, the Gun fans, the Romantics, the every day reader that needs a fix and most of all to those of all us that enjoy knowing that someone out there lives a crazy life , and is not afraid to share it,,!! having no regard to how he may look or portrayed etc.. To be honest if I was 20 ,, I couldn't or wouldn't want to do a blog about my life ,? Because I wouldn't have the time,, partying chasing girls,, or I couldn't care less? Am I right when your young .. ? other thoughts are running around in our young minds.?/ . Thank you all and keep reading my blogs and enjoying my videos,!! I will post more updated videos on martial arts and dancing in the near future, so get set to sweat ..haha. Enjoy yourself and be good to your family , friends and of course yourself.. !!
THE SOURCE PRODUCTION @ 2020...
Tuesday, May 19, 2020
Montgomery Mayans days.. Learned how to pop lock- Inspired by Ken Murphy..
Montgomery Mayans days.. - Pop Lock days- Inspired by mentor Ken Murphy - The Murph..
Hi everyone, I hope your doing well , just remember we will overcome this crisis covid 19..
Now lets go back in time,, Zapp Bands More bounce to the ounce, Gap Bands early in the morning , Atomic Dog, Funkaledic's One nation under the groove , were some of the jams we used to pop lock in those days. But , I didn't learn the movements by myself, I was mentored by the baddest popper in school. Yes, maybe at the time I never said it. But now,, I realize , he let me my thing , but he had all those smooth moves.. I was more a athletic, Martial art guy that knew how to act like I was a popper,..Yea, For reals..I knew how to present my moves,, I didn't have as many moves a K dog. But I knew how to sell my moves. One of my favorite moves was like a zig zag move and doing it fast.. My trademark move was doing the splits.. I got so many ohs and ahs. with the finishing move..
But K dog. would teach me moves during school breaks. Like the walk between classes or lunch time. Every day we put on a show. Its got so bad.. WE MADE .. EVERY student late to class.. I was with a very cute girl.. Liz was her name. Man I loved that girl.. Well we were in 8th grade.. oh well sorry about embarrassing you liz.. Because I could hear people say your boy friend is a trouble making show off. I know she tried to fight it. But I always wanted attention. But anyways, K dog and company, would go to the lunch area and we would go at it. K would do his moves then the next and of course I would finish the show.. We did this everyday , its amazing the students never got bored, well we changed it up,,at times we go by ourselves, and other times we would tag team.. Man we were hot,. BOth of us were skinny , fit and dark.. Oh, K dog was a cool black guy and I was dark complexion guy that acted black and dance like a brother. I think that's why he liked me because I knew all the jams back in the day.. Lake side , Slave , Mass production , were just some of the groups we used to do our thing.. It was magical time in our lives.. But the counselors , were always on our case,, They said do it at lunch ,or before school or after school . But please not during the walk break,, But we couldn't help ourselves. we wanted to show off to the prettiest girls in the southside, The sisters , the rucas , the pinays and the white girls were hottest !! Back in the day, girls were girls, they would talk to you and say what's up. No ,mind games back in the day, U knew where you stood. Those girls let you knew what was the deal. Your my friend or not. Man.,,if only I could go back in time.. Those girls were so cool to talk to. But anyways. We loved to show off.. But we paid for it. By having our boom boxes confisicated and having to do detention. No wonder My girls left me. Instead of walking my girls home I was in school serving detention.. But this is how we rolled until we graduated to high school. But those Jr high days in South San Diego were the shits..I mean we wore the khaki's and our tight white shirts, with our handkerchiefs and pop lock along the hallways of Montgomery... Geez if only those walls could talk, Because we did great dancing .. That's wasnt even recorded.. I mean think back. Those days, No computers , no social media. so everything was done for your memory.. Man,, if only we had cell phones. We have hours or days of some of hottest dance moves ever. Break dancing style. Yea. those were the days and Ken was so cool to me , like I said he was like my dance brother , he always wanted me to look good, because it made him look good. I remember he would hype me up. In fact .. He was the better pop locker , but he enjoyed talking me up.. Don King style,. yeah.. and the girls. were in love with us. Why? well we were cute and charming and we dance like crazy.. It was especially fun when we would dominate a school dance .. But that's another blog.. maybe.?
Final thoughts. To my dear long lost friend. Ken Murphy.... I haven't heard from you in what 30 years..I really admired you bro, you had the smoothest moves ever and I'm not going to lie.. I stole or imitated your moves an put a little something , something . to make it my own.. Bro , if we ever reconnect at a reunion or what.. ? Lets give the classmates a show of our old school moves. I know they would love it and it would be awesome to see the old school pop moves..
well Take care my Montgomery jr High classmates.. We had a unique style, the feather back hair for the guys and gals. and our slim and sexy bodies. We were to legit to quit.. and we loved one another. Those were the greatest times of my childhood..
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2020
Hi everyone, I hope your doing well , just remember we will overcome this crisis covid 19..
Now lets go back in time,, Zapp Bands More bounce to the ounce, Gap Bands early in the morning , Atomic Dog, Funkaledic's One nation under the groove , were some of the jams we used to pop lock in those days. But , I didn't learn the movements by myself, I was mentored by the baddest popper in school. Yes, maybe at the time I never said it. But now,, I realize , he let me my thing , but he had all those smooth moves.. I was more a athletic, Martial art guy that knew how to act like I was a popper,..Yea, For reals..I knew how to present my moves,, I didn't have as many moves a K dog. But I knew how to sell my moves. One of my favorite moves was like a zig zag move and doing it fast.. My trademark move was doing the splits.. I got so many ohs and ahs. with the finishing move..
But K dog. would teach me moves during school breaks. Like the walk between classes or lunch time. Every day we put on a show. Its got so bad.. WE MADE .. EVERY student late to class.. I was with a very cute girl.. Liz was her name. Man I loved that girl.. Well we were in 8th grade.. oh well sorry about embarrassing you liz.. Because I could hear people say your boy friend is a trouble making show off. I know she tried to fight it. But I always wanted attention. But anyways, K dog and company, would go to the lunch area and we would go at it. K would do his moves then the next and of course I would finish the show.. We did this everyday , its amazing the students never got bored, well we changed it up,,at times we go by ourselves, and other times we would tag team.. Man we were hot,. BOth of us were skinny , fit and dark.. Oh, K dog was a cool black guy and I was dark complexion guy that acted black and dance like a brother. I think that's why he liked me because I knew all the jams back in the day.. Lake side , Slave , Mass production , were just some of the groups we used to do our thing.. It was magical time in our lives.. But the counselors , were always on our case,, They said do it at lunch ,or before school or after school . But please not during the walk break,, But we couldn't help ourselves. we wanted to show off to the prettiest girls in the southside, The sisters , the rucas , the pinays and the white girls were hottest !! Back in the day, girls were girls, they would talk to you and say what's up. No ,mind games back in the day, U knew where you stood. Those girls let you knew what was the deal. Your my friend or not. Man.,,if only I could go back in time.. Those girls were so cool to talk to. But anyways. We loved to show off.. But we paid for it. By having our boom boxes confisicated and having to do detention. No wonder My girls left me. Instead of walking my girls home I was in school serving detention.. But this is how we rolled until we graduated to high school. But those Jr high days in South San Diego were the shits..I mean we wore the khaki's and our tight white shirts, with our handkerchiefs and pop lock along the hallways of Montgomery... Geez if only those walls could talk, Because we did great dancing .. That's wasnt even recorded.. I mean think back. Those days, No computers , no social media. so everything was done for your memory.. Man,, if only we had cell phones. We have hours or days of some of hottest dance moves ever. Break dancing style. Yea. those were the days and Ken was so cool to me , like I said he was like my dance brother , he always wanted me to look good, because it made him look good. I remember he would hype me up. In fact .. He was the better pop locker , but he enjoyed talking me up.. Don King style,. yeah.. and the girls. were in love with us. Why? well we were cute and charming and we dance like crazy.. It was especially fun when we would dominate a school dance .. But that's another blog.. maybe.?
Final thoughts. To my dear long lost friend. Ken Murphy.... I haven't heard from you in what 30 years..I really admired you bro, you had the smoothest moves ever and I'm not going to lie.. I stole or imitated your moves an put a little something , something . to make it my own.. Bro , if we ever reconnect at a reunion or what.. ? Lets give the classmates a show of our old school moves. I know they would love it and it would be awesome to see the old school pop moves..
well Take care my Montgomery jr High classmates.. We had a unique style, the feather back hair for the guys and gals. and our slim and sexy bodies. We were to legit to quit.. and we loved one another. Those were the greatest times of my childhood..
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2020
Sunday, May 17, 2020
Lake Elsinore Casino - I miss my coworkers .! Inspired by Covid -19
Lake Elsinore Casino - I miss my coworkers ! Inspired by Covid 19..
Hi Everyone......
I hope everyone is doing well , stay safe at home, wearing your mask in public and just being good to one another.
Now to the blog.. Well Its been over month and half or longer since the shut down , the stay home order and I was placed in stay home status.. Its been tough , being away from the scene, the vibe , the co workers and friends alike.
But now.. I just got called back into duty.. Wow. Im pumped , as much as I liked working out on my own, and doing yard work.( Not Really enjoying the yard work..) . I'm ready to get back to real life. Believe me its time, all the stories about the California economic woes and people lining up at food banks and shopping until the shelves are bare , has gottem old. The daily news cast about the deaths in ...LA COUNTY , SAN BERNANDINO , RIVERSIDE , VENTURA COUNTY AND ORANGE COUNTY. has been depressing in fact Riverside and Ventura county were the only places reporting recoverines? How odd, but now I see they don't list those on there already.. Maybe because LA COUNTY wasn't reporting that.I t has been a strange scenario that none of us have ever dealt with..
Now.. we are slowly getting back to normalcy.. Opening up the parks and beaches is a good move, People need to get out and enjoy the great California scenery.. What Im excited about is going back to the gym and do my attention seeking workouts. Yea, Im one of those guys that makes a exaggerated scene when I lift weights. haha. I know Im a glory hog as one of my co workers aptly calls me..
But I'm sure its going to be different , the social distancing , the checking of patrons for temperatures or wearing masks. Its going to be a new normal.. But society safety , trumps everything else. If anything , its going to take time to get used to all the changes , but watchimg people gamble and watch sporting events at the Casino Bar and restaurant is going tobe fun.. I enjoyed talking with the patrons about sports , life etc.. I'm security , but I'm also a ambassador and Casino representative. I really dont like kicking people off property,, If anything If you go to a casino, please behave yourself,, Thats the last thing you need to deal with is being embarassed in front pf your family and friends and others.. Have some dignity.. But some of you drink too much and act up and interfere with others enjoyment.. Thats why. think about if you can on what your doing.. If you cant handle too much alcohol,. then dont drink too much.. ok enough of that..
Now to my co workers and friends at work,, I really enjoy making people smile, One of the chores opps .. I mean duties I have is puling the poker boxes for count. This is done on my shift , I wont say what shift it is for the safety of myself and others. But anyways , while pulling boxes my partner we will call him H and myself like to make jokes or stories about things A -- is a very sweet and friendly and very pretty girl. She is so fun to tell stories, because shes plays along..? ..Its really funny and it makes the box pull more pleasant to dela with.. I mean our inaginations are unreal. But its funny to say the least.. One of the other things I do while.. Im on watch is talk briefly to the dealers..One of them is really funny. No names but she has a accent that only I understand,. I recall one day she was telling a story to H and he looked at me like what the hell is she saying.. I think i understand her broken accent is because my dearly departed mom had one the worst accents.. I recall my child hood friends asking me your mom is nice ,, But i have no clue whats she saying. I say. shes speaking english.. and they say, thats not english..isnt that funny you think One thing and the reality shows itself,, But I got that from alot of people ,, that my mom spoke bad englsih.. Oh well I understood her and thats allthat matter until she passed away..
Now to the team ... I miss Bear , we call him. he's this big giant of a man , but really has kind and caring heart , but I think he's misunderstood because of that vibe we wants to put out!!. People see him as inflexible , rude and over bearing, but being in a position of power I get it. I used to be that way in the Military, you have to have someone play the role .. the part and he does it well.. !!
Then we have " A.. aka.. Val Kilmer. he's this sarcastic, tough minded , at times inflexible guy that wants patrons.. to obey his commands. When you see him he has everything on his belt . He loves to have all the gadgets ,, we also call him gadget man.,But then again people misunderstand him also because of that bad ass attitude he wants to portray..
Sam Elliot look alike.. This guy I miss the talks about guns.. He loves guns and I love sharing what I have with him.. Haha. I miss his kind demeamer. He;s really the nice guy. He keeps me humble and brings out the nice guy in me. haha..
TC--- his initials, now this guy is a really good talker and very sociable, Maybe not really built to be a bad ass security. I mean he thinks about the other person alot.. But that's good.. he's fun to talk to,,,I mean he's my partner.. He helped me play a funny April fools joke.. .on someone at the casino!!
I Adam - 12.. haha. the cowboy, like the Sam Elliot look alike. This guy is really complex. at times you think he's ok, and other times. He says weird stuff. But I like talking to him ,. because he knows what we ahve been through in the military and understands.. what we are feeling// thats why its cool talking him..
R- I hardly workwith him,,he seems very quiet. but I'm sure he will back us up in case somethings goes down!!
D- He's a good guy , I enjoy talking to him, he's really a nice guy and has given me good solid advice , I mean he's about my age, even though we don't look like,. If anything he keeps me grounded and grounded.. He just a do my job kind of guy that loves day shift.. God that's a boring shift, it feels like work. Time goes slow.. Not like swing shift my favorite shift.. !!
H-- well what can I say.?? When I first met him at the interview, we just clicked. We both were on the same wavelength. He. comes up with really crazy terms. He likes calling me diver.. . Don't ask , you guys remember Men of Honor, its his favorite movie,. He can recite so many lines in the movie,, its comical,, But anyways. I'm looking forward in getting back to work and reconnecting with the team. We have a great team,. although we are strange in many respects, but when things go down.. We are there to get shit down.. We will cover one another that's for sure..
Then we have special k.. she's really a tough and friendly person that has given me the low down on things. She's really a special person that I enjoy kidding with. We both take care of our selves and bodies. I mean we both know how look good for our ages.. Its a special bond we have , and when I played thata Aprils fools joke on her.. It was classic,. yea she was upset, and she claims she will get me back. ..oh boy. maybe I'm not looking forward to going back to work!!
There's really too many people to mention.. the OTB girl,,she heard my many stories, ,thank you for putting up with me. Then you " whipper snipper,, a very attractive and friendly girl that gets the wrong impression by people, I mean when your attractive and friendly. .your looked at as a flirt, a player , etc.. People are mean,,But I think she's cool.. I enjoy and miss our whipper snipper jokes, I know it makes no sense, But sometimes you just click with people with silly phrases..
The Front desk Girls.. I really enjoyed talking and joking with all of you, We had some talks, haha. plus you gals have seen me in action where I had to throw people out. I know to seperate the nice guy from the bad ass guy. Must have shocked you, but its a strange talent I have Ican go from nice to nasty in a flick of a second.. Well ITS GONNA be fun to conversate and joke with the front desk gals..
... oh How can I forget pecker checker, its a navy joke , But I really like her shes funny. shes caring and once again misunderstood. But I enjoyed joking with her.,because at the casino, sometimes you need some one..to relate to you because theres so much drama at work,, haha
The Cage- Thats where money is exchanged and everyone knows the people in there. I miss standing guard on their breaks, Some want more breaks .. haha.. but anyways. Its fun how every girl has their own style, so to speak.. Its gonna be fun to reconnect with them..
OH..lets not forget Motivating M.. hes my side kick , he enjoys watching me kick ass.. He always tells me .. If you taze someone make sure I see it, and let .. the other M.. see it,, the one in the cage.. haha. they both want to see a tazered patron. Just kidding..?!!
The Servers.,.. how can I forget about them.. U have.. H.. she's a talker . she loves talking to me. and I enjoy talking to her,, I really consider her a friend , well at least at work, she's honest, maybe too much. haha. who else? oh yea S. I dont have much contact buy shes funny , how she says I'm a old dude. sorry your so young..haha. ah. ok .. V.. shes something else,,she calls me babe, and i do the same. we are bout the same age Im guesing but what I like she knows what I usually order and she makes me feel good about what I order, and to think thats the way it should be..
Now the dealers... I joke and talk to most of them.. !! lets see ..lets call them friend4life.. Let me just say thank you for being my friend and helping myself.. get out of my funk a year ago, Like . I mentioned in another blog.. I was stressed and depressed at my last job at the Temecula Valley Hospital.
Well , what can I say. except. we have fun at work, we joke , we laugh , we tell stories. and I have entertained this person. With kicking people out right in front of them and showing off my little muscles after work. ? haha.But the funniest prank was the Resignation letter .. I must say the look on that face was priceless!! . It was like Oh my God. I'm losing my best friend !! , well atleast my work friend.. But I came through , .. but telling you it was a bad joke,,But you have to admit it was one of the funniest moments at work. along with your tag team jokes with, ,,your friend " M" ,oh that girl is crazy.. BBD..shes knows what that means.. ? but anyways, its only been a year knowing you but it has been fun. Especailly the Korean BBQ night.. thanks.. I almost got married,,haha.. inside joke and maybe a blog.. ?
Ok. that's my crew at work,.and why I miss them so much.!! Like I told my best freind Joe. Its doesn't feel like work. He tells me thats good,. your enjoying work,, because not enjoying what your job....your doing can zap the energy out of you.. .well what do you think people? A fun place to work, well I have blogged about some of the events. But because of law and cases,, I cant really divulge too many things about this place , but I must say,.For how ever long I work there ??? I'm gonna enjoy every moment and every person I connect with ,because its really rare to really find people you can relate to and joke around with..
Well Everyone thank you for reading and sharing a part of my life and times with you!
Be safe and take care of yourself and loved ones !! We will get through covid -19 .. together and years form now,, we will have fond memories!!
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS@ 2020..
Hi Everyone......
I hope everyone is doing well , stay safe at home, wearing your mask in public and just being good to one another.
Now to the blog.. Well Its been over month and half or longer since the shut down , the stay home order and I was placed in stay home status.. Its been tough , being away from the scene, the vibe , the co workers and friends alike.
But now.. I just got called back into duty.. Wow. Im pumped , as much as I liked working out on my own, and doing yard work.( Not Really enjoying the yard work..) . I'm ready to get back to real life. Believe me its time, all the stories about the California economic woes and people lining up at food banks and shopping until the shelves are bare , has gottem old. The daily news cast about the deaths in ...LA COUNTY , SAN BERNANDINO , RIVERSIDE , VENTURA COUNTY AND ORANGE COUNTY. has been depressing in fact Riverside and Ventura county were the only places reporting recoverines? How odd, but now I see they don't list those on there already.. Maybe because LA COUNTY wasn't reporting that.I t has been a strange scenario that none of us have ever dealt with..
Now.. we are slowly getting back to normalcy.. Opening up the parks and beaches is a good move, People need to get out and enjoy the great California scenery.. What Im excited about is going back to the gym and do my attention seeking workouts. Yea, Im one of those guys that makes a exaggerated scene when I lift weights. haha. I know Im a glory hog as one of my co workers aptly calls me..
But I'm sure its going to be different , the social distancing , the checking of patrons for temperatures or wearing masks. Its going to be a new normal.. But society safety , trumps everything else. If anything , its going to take time to get used to all the changes , but watchimg people gamble and watch sporting events at the Casino Bar and restaurant is going tobe fun.. I enjoyed talking with the patrons about sports , life etc.. I'm security , but I'm also a ambassador and Casino representative. I really dont like kicking people off property,, If anything If you go to a casino, please behave yourself,, Thats the last thing you need to deal with is being embarassed in front pf your family and friends and others.. Have some dignity.. But some of you drink too much and act up and interfere with others enjoyment.. Thats why. think about if you can on what your doing.. If you cant handle too much alcohol,. then dont drink too much.. ok enough of that..
Now to my co workers and friends at work,, I really enjoy making people smile, One of the chores opps .. I mean duties I have is puling the poker boxes for count. This is done on my shift , I wont say what shift it is for the safety of myself and others. But anyways , while pulling boxes my partner we will call him H and myself like to make jokes or stories about things A -- is a very sweet and friendly and very pretty girl. She is so fun to tell stories, because shes plays along..? ..Its really funny and it makes the box pull more pleasant to dela with.. I mean our inaginations are unreal. But its funny to say the least.. One of the other things I do while.. Im on watch is talk briefly to the dealers..One of them is really funny. No names but she has a accent that only I understand,. I recall one day she was telling a story to H and he looked at me like what the hell is she saying.. I think i understand her broken accent is because my dearly departed mom had one the worst accents.. I recall my child hood friends asking me your mom is nice ,, But i have no clue whats she saying. I say. shes speaking english.. and they say, thats not english..isnt that funny you think One thing and the reality shows itself,, But I got that from alot of people ,, that my mom spoke bad englsih.. Oh well I understood her and thats allthat matter until she passed away..
Now to the team ... I miss Bear , we call him. he's this big giant of a man , but really has kind and caring heart , but I think he's misunderstood because of that vibe we wants to put out!!. People see him as inflexible , rude and over bearing, but being in a position of power I get it. I used to be that way in the Military, you have to have someone play the role .. the part and he does it well.. !!
Then we have " A.. aka.. Val Kilmer. he's this sarcastic, tough minded , at times inflexible guy that wants patrons.. to obey his commands. When you see him he has everything on his belt . He loves to have all the gadgets ,, we also call him gadget man.,But then again people misunderstand him also because of that bad ass attitude he wants to portray..
Sam Elliot look alike.. This guy I miss the talks about guns.. He loves guns and I love sharing what I have with him.. Haha. I miss his kind demeamer. He;s really the nice guy. He keeps me humble and brings out the nice guy in me. haha..
TC--- his initials, now this guy is a really good talker and very sociable, Maybe not really built to be a bad ass security. I mean he thinks about the other person alot.. But that's good.. he's fun to talk to,,,I mean he's my partner.. He helped me play a funny April fools joke.. .on someone at the casino!!
I Adam - 12.. haha. the cowboy, like the Sam Elliot look alike. This guy is really complex. at times you think he's ok, and other times. He says weird stuff. But I like talking to him ,. because he knows what we ahve been through in the military and understands.. what we are feeling// thats why its cool talking him..
R- I hardly workwith him,,he seems very quiet. but I'm sure he will back us up in case somethings goes down!!
D- He's a good guy , I enjoy talking to him, he's really a nice guy and has given me good solid advice , I mean he's about my age, even though we don't look like,. If anything he keeps me grounded and grounded.. He just a do my job kind of guy that loves day shift.. God that's a boring shift, it feels like work. Time goes slow.. Not like swing shift my favorite shift.. !!
H-- well what can I say.?? When I first met him at the interview, we just clicked. We both were on the same wavelength. He. comes up with really crazy terms. He likes calling me diver.. . Don't ask , you guys remember Men of Honor, its his favorite movie,. He can recite so many lines in the movie,, its comical,, But anyways. I'm looking forward in getting back to work and reconnecting with the team. We have a great team,. although we are strange in many respects, but when things go down.. We are there to get shit down.. We will cover one another that's for sure..
Then we have special k.. she's really a tough and friendly person that has given me the low down on things. She's really a special person that I enjoy kidding with. We both take care of our selves and bodies. I mean we both know how look good for our ages.. Its a special bond we have , and when I played thata Aprils fools joke on her.. It was classic,. yea she was upset, and she claims she will get me back. ..oh boy. maybe I'm not looking forward to going back to work!!
There's really too many people to mention.. the OTB girl,,she heard my many stories, ,thank you for putting up with me. Then you " whipper snipper,, a very attractive and friendly girl that gets the wrong impression by people, I mean when your attractive and friendly. .your looked at as a flirt, a player , etc.. People are mean,,But I think she's cool.. I enjoy and miss our whipper snipper jokes, I know it makes no sense, But sometimes you just click with people with silly phrases..
The Front desk Girls.. I really enjoyed talking and joking with all of you, We had some talks, haha. plus you gals have seen me in action where I had to throw people out. I know to seperate the nice guy from the bad ass guy. Must have shocked you, but its a strange talent I have Ican go from nice to nasty in a flick of a second.. Well ITS GONNA be fun to conversate and joke with the front desk gals..
... oh How can I forget pecker checker, its a navy joke , But I really like her shes funny. shes caring and once again misunderstood. But I enjoyed joking with her.,because at the casino, sometimes you need some one..to relate to you because theres so much drama at work,, haha
The Cage- Thats where money is exchanged and everyone knows the people in there. I miss standing guard on their breaks, Some want more breaks .. haha.. but anyways. Its fun how every girl has their own style, so to speak.. Its gonna be fun to reconnect with them..
OH..lets not forget Motivating M.. hes my side kick , he enjoys watching me kick ass.. He always tells me .. If you taze someone make sure I see it, and let .. the other M.. see it,, the one in the cage.. haha. they both want to see a tazered patron. Just kidding..?!!
The Servers.,.. how can I forget about them.. U have.. H.. she's a talker . she loves talking to me. and I enjoy talking to her,, I really consider her a friend , well at least at work, she's honest, maybe too much. haha. who else? oh yea S. I dont have much contact buy shes funny , how she says I'm a old dude. sorry your so young..haha. ah. ok .. V.. shes something else,,she calls me babe, and i do the same. we are bout the same age Im guesing but what I like she knows what I usually order and she makes me feel good about what I order, and to think thats the way it should be..
Now the dealers... I joke and talk to most of them.. !! lets see ..lets call them friend4life.. Let me just say thank you for being my friend and helping myself.. get out of my funk a year ago, Like . I mentioned in another blog.. I was stressed and depressed at my last job at the Temecula Valley Hospital.
Well , what can I say. except. we have fun at work, we joke , we laugh , we tell stories. and I have entertained this person. With kicking people out right in front of them and showing off my little muscles after work. ? haha.But the funniest prank was the Resignation letter .. I must say the look on that face was priceless!! . It was like Oh my God. I'm losing my best friend !! , well atleast my work friend.. But I came through , .. but telling you it was a bad joke,,But you have to admit it was one of the funniest moments at work. along with your tag team jokes with, ,,your friend " M" ,oh that girl is crazy.. BBD..shes knows what that means.. ? but anyways, its only been a year knowing you but it has been fun. Especailly the Korean BBQ night.. thanks.. I almost got married,,haha.. inside joke and maybe a blog.. ?
Ok. that's my crew at work,.and why I miss them so much.!! Like I told my best freind Joe. Its doesn't feel like work. He tells me thats good,. your enjoying work,, because not enjoying what your job....your doing can zap the energy out of you.. .well what do you think people? A fun place to work, well I have blogged about some of the events. But because of law and cases,, I cant really divulge too many things about this place , but I must say,.For how ever long I work there ??? I'm gonna enjoy every moment and every person I connect with ,because its really rare to really find people you can relate to and joke around with..
Well Everyone thank you for reading and sharing a part of my life and times with you!
Be safe and take care of yourself and loved ones !! We will get through covid -19 .. together and years form now,, we will have fond memories!!
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS@ 2020..
What I learned during Covid -19 Pandemic.. Inspired by life...
What I learned during Covid -19 .. Inspired by life..
Hi Everyone I hope your doing well. I wish all of you health and happiness and please take care yourself and family..
Well , I realize , family comes first. I used to think friends are the best , but during this crisis , so to speak,, Is having family help you!! Those are the ones you need to take care of.. I know friends say the what you want to hear , but bottom line.. Family is where its at, I know we do things that upset us about family. I mean.. We all say or do stupid things , but family accepts you no matter what..?
I learned that I can do yard work.. To be honest I'm not a yard work person. I dont like cutting grass or doing any of that trimmimg and hedging stuff either .,But I found out I can do it, but I still dont like doing it.. I think when I get back to full time hours Im going to listen to my gut and just hire a yard person.
I learned that.. I dont like washing and waxing cars either.!!. Its a chore,!! not like when you first get a car as a teenager.. Now,,I rather do something else, Like go to the gym.. lift weights and do cardio.. Yes. I miss the gym..!! There I could spend hours there!!. In fact you might call me a gym rat!!.. I love weightlifting and cardio as well as checking out the girls.. Lets be honest!!. I need the motivation or the eye candy.. !!
I also learned that I can drive my muscle car for hours. I mean. !!With the price of gas at all time lows,, I have driving muscle car like crazy . San Diego , Los Angeles ,, Las Vegas.. Yes. its been a fun ride. But I also know.. that I have a speeding addiction, I love driving fast,.!!My Muscle car can get up there and fast. Yes, I can get up and over 120 . and not feel it. Luckily , I havent recieved a ticket , very close calls in San Diego,, but on my LA , Las vegas trips.. Nothing to worry.. Go figure , right..?
I learned , I dont like watching too much recorded sports events. I mean the excitement of watching live sports is the idea of who's going to win? But watching recorded sports events .. well its boring. unless it combat sports,. Because I can analyze the techniques, and its in my humble opinion.. Combat sports provide that stimuls….compared to watching basketball , baseball or even football.
I learned people are still inpatient on the roads.. People are stil inpatient and rude at stores.,But what do you expect..?? People these days just care about their needs.!!. Its a me myself and I society.. !!
That's why its important now more than ever to do what makes you happy. !!You like gardening ,. then do it. If you like cooking then do your best.. I found that I like doing things Im very good at and things I'm not too good at I spend less time doing. Like gardening , like cleaning house. , Like watching the news about covid -19,..
I learned during this pandemic is that I have developed a schedule of what I like to do.. Mostly I like working out .. and I like writing blogs,. and checking on fb postings. I also like learning new things every day, I feel we all should try to learn something new.. Every day. Its exciting to learn things... I try to learn about many things.. Because knowledge is power and its good for the soul and brain.. Your brain needs stimulus. !!The brain is a muscle and it needs to be used just like your muscles in your body..
We all should take time out and ask yourself what have you learned during these pandemic and apply it to your life. All I know is that Time flies by so fast!! Dont waste time on things that dont matter or care about am I right? Know what you like and pursue that and share your ideas and skills with people who are with you.. Like I tell my family and friends. " be true to those that are true to you!'
May all of you find happiness and enjoy every moment and do things and be with people that share your interest. Because that what makes life more enjoyable!!
Take care everyone , and be safe.. Wear your mask, because if not for yourself , its for your loved ones because I know I would feel bad if any of my family got it from me.!!.I want everyone inlcuding you to be safe and healthy . Life is so fragile and the time we have here is really fleeting.. We have to enjoy each day.Nothing is guaranteed . thats one of the most compelling things I learned. During this stay home order I have heard of some friends passing away , I had a long time neighbor pass away and lost some close connections ,friendships ,due to just being apart. Its true , if its meant to be , no matter what. It will stay true.. But as time goes by I know I will be myself.. which is a friendly , talkative , and amusing guy that likes to meet people and I love to talk,. If per chance you get to meet me, your gonna met someone thats gonna make you feel like a best friend.. Its just my nature., maybe you can tell just the way I talk to you in my blogs.. Kind of laid back and easy to read. I dont like to sound to intellectual, or too concieted. I just like to talk and share ideas, because we are all in this together, Covid -19 -- doesnt care of your rich ,poor , healthy or not. Its just goes after you.. Thats why keep clean and always take care of yourself!!
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2020
Hi Everyone I hope your doing well. I wish all of you health and happiness and please take care yourself and family..
Well , I realize , family comes first. I used to think friends are the best , but during this crisis , so to speak,, Is having family help you!! Those are the ones you need to take care of.. I know friends say the what you want to hear , but bottom line.. Family is where its at, I know we do things that upset us about family. I mean.. We all say or do stupid things , but family accepts you no matter what..?
I learned that I can do yard work.. To be honest I'm not a yard work person. I dont like cutting grass or doing any of that trimmimg and hedging stuff either .,But I found out I can do it, but I still dont like doing it.. I think when I get back to full time hours Im going to listen to my gut and just hire a yard person.
I learned that.. I dont like washing and waxing cars either.!!. Its a chore,!! not like when you first get a car as a teenager.. Now,,I rather do something else, Like go to the gym.. lift weights and do cardio.. Yes. I miss the gym..!! There I could spend hours there!!. In fact you might call me a gym rat!!.. I love weightlifting and cardio as well as checking out the girls.. Lets be honest!!. I need the motivation or the eye candy.. !!
I also learned that I can drive my muscle car for hours. I mean. !!With the price of gas at all time lows,, I have driving muscle car like crazy . San Diego , Los Angeles ,, Las Vegas.. Yes. its been a fun ride. But I also know.. that I have a speeding addiction, I love driving fast,.!!My Muscle car can get up there and fast. Yes, I can get up and over 120 . and not feel it. Luckily , I havent recieved a ticket , very close calls in San Diego,, but on my LA , Las vegas trips.. Nothing to worry.. Go figure , right..?
I learned , I dont like watching too much recorded sports events. I mean the excitement of watching live sports is the idea of who's going to win? But watching recorded sports events .. well its boring. unless it combat sports,. Because I can analyze the techniques, and its in my humble opinion.. Combat sports provide that stimuls….compared to watching basketball , baseball or even football.
I learned people are still inpatient on the roads.. People are stil inpatient and rude at stores.,But what do you expect..?? People these days just care about their needs.!!. Its a me myself and I society.. !!
That's why its important now more than ever to do what makes you happy. !!You like gardening ,. then do it. If you like cooking then do your best.. I found that I like doing things Im very good at and things I'm not too good at I spend less time doing. Like gardening , like cleaning house. , Like watching the news about covid -19,..
I learned during this pandemic is that I have developed a schedule of what I like to do.. Mostly I like working out .. and I like writing blogs,. and checking on fb postings. I also like learning new things every day, I feel we all should try to learn something new.. Every day. Its exciting to learn things... I try to learn about many things.. Because knowledge is power and its good for the soul and brain.. Your brain needs stimulus. !!The brain is a muscle and it needs to be used just like your muscles in your body..
We all should take time out and ask yourself what have you learned during these pandemic and apply it to your life. All I know is that Time flies by so fast!! Dont waste time on things that dont matter or care about am I right? Know what you like and pursue that and share your ideas and skills with people who are with you.. Like I tell my family and friends. " be true to those that are true to you!'
May all of you find happiness and enjoy every moment and do things and be with people that share your interest. Because that what makes life more enjoyable!!
Take care everyone , and be safe.. Wear your mask, because if not for yourself , its for your loved ones because I know I would feel bad if any of my family got it from me.!!.I want everyone inlcuding you to be safe and healthy . Life is so fragile and the time we have here is really fleeting.. We have to enjoy each day.Nothing is guaranteed . thats one of the most compelling things I learned. During this stay home order I have heard of some friends passing away , I had a long time neighbor pass away and lost some close connections ,friendships ,due to just being apart. Its true , if its meant to be , no matter what. It will stay true.. But as time goes by I know I will be myself.. which is a friendly , talkative , and amusing guy that likes to meet people and I love to talk,. If per chance you get to meet me, your gonna met someone thats gonna make you feel like a best friend.. Its just my nature., maybe you can tell just the way I talk to you in my blogs.. Kind of laid back and easy to read. I dont like to sound to intellectual, or too concieted. I just like to talk and share ideas, because we are all in this together, Covid -19 -- doesnt care of your rich ,poor , healthy or not. Its just goes after you.. Thats why keep clean and always take care of yourself!!
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2020
Saturday, May 16, 2020
That's a Narc... Neighbor.. Inspired by actual events..
That's a Narc ,, Neighbor .. Inspired by actual events..
Hi Everyone I hope all is well, Please be safe and stay humble..
Ok , one of those neighbors that doesnt take shit from anyone, meaning I dont care what people think? I know I should because I'm the criminal element dont like me.. I challenge anyone near my house..Yup i have a german shephard dog that howls and barks at 4am if some one is around my house. Ok, Theres nothing illegal walking around at 4am.. But what are you doing at that time.. I know when I was in high school I would get up at 4am.. to jog in South San Diego, and only people I saw was illegal aliens .. and the border patrol, But because I did it every day the border agents didnt even give me a second look. I was part of routine..
But in todays age,. we have lots of people that are doing things for big money.. I mean the weed game is big money.. I know I i should just get high get drunk ,, and watch sports,, I mean I served 20 long years in the Navy , 3 years reserves .. so I spent a lifetime , In a Miltary mode level.. But theres something in me that wants to engage with people..
During my time in this neighborhood ,I have confronted people smoking weed and getting drunk near my house..I say.. hey just go some where else. I say.. they tell me to fuck off,.I say , ok.. I got your license plate and I'm gonna call the police.. In fact one of the guys once said to me are you a cop? I don't answer.. I mean if they believe it. I'm ok with that, I'm not impersonating a cop, but because of my military back ground and looks I look like a Narc , under cover .. I get THAT all the time. !!! My neighbors say I'm crazy ..maybe I am!!..if keeping my neighborhood safe from drug dealers and crooks then call me crazy... But I realize .. There's too many people looking to rob and steal from hard working folks,. That's why report report.. and let your local police what's going on.. Don't be afraid!!! if you dont want to write things down.. Take a picture of the car , house, thats what I do when I walk around..I know at times I get looks , but I want records of suspicios cars and people. I also keep a log book in my office, yes I'm very vigilant. I mean .. I prevented crime and actually stop a person breaking into next door neighbors house,, pointed ar15- with light, They ran off, I called police,, and guess what they caught the person,, they actually came back,, I guess they waited until I went to sleep.. I'm a light sleeper which is good and bad, It means I wake uo easily, and I then struggle to sleep the rest of the night.. But Im the watch dog.. maybe too much.. I mean at times I driving late at night with my scanner and spot light.. One the neighbors said they actually wanted to come to my house . I said thats a bad idea. especially if your on my property. I would shoot you down. and Place a large knife or one of my many ghost guns in your hand.. Who are the cops gonna believe? ,, ok this dude blogged about what he would do,,? would i and who says I wrote this blog.. ? anyways, when it comes to home protection , be protective about your situation. !! Lock your doors , put locks on your windows, tint and or have window blinds and curtains. and check your surroundings,, What do I mean?
1) always pick up adverstisements attached to your front door..thieves check to see if theres movement..
2) I leave a tv on always..!! ok it may waste energy,, but a crook will think twice before breaking into your house,..? doubt is a crooks fear..
3) Never open your door,, these so called salesmen can also be crooks trying to find out whose home. or lets see whats inside the house..
4) Leave gardening tools out, it looks like hes doing yard work.. Like i said crooks dont want to see you.... if they can help,, make your house lived in..
5) Leave a car parked in the drive way and switch sides if possible ,,once again,, movement makes the crook nervous, it shows a lived in look,.if they see spider webs on your tires , it shows, no movement,,, Maybe they are on vacation or what?
6) Use motion detection lights.. light up your house..crooks are like roahes, they scatter when you turn on the lights..
7) Security cameras.. inside and out.. you need proof if they do get inside and rob you..
8) Light timers in the house.. like i say.. crooks dont want to be seen.. Use lights in various places of your house.
9) lock up your guns in gun safe.. if they do break in , dont make it easy to steal your guns..
10 ) lock up your jewelry watches, etc,. Make those dip shits work for your stuff. The bigger and heavier the safe the better.
11) locks on your gates and elctrical boxes.. I know what a pain.. But your safety and your family is important..
12) Dont announce where your at on face book , dont think crooks are looking at face book,. I cnat tell how many people I know , tell me I was robbed,,, my question is did you say your vacation plans.. like I said,. I dont say anything until I'm back from vacation then post my stuff.. Its smart , you have to be... The crooks are dirt bags, they are looking for soft targets.. dont be one!!
Well anyways, I know some of the neighbors think I'm a gun toting vigilante,, oh I'm just protective.in fact the person in my neighborhood , that your wouldnt think could kill. . did it.. ! Imean if someone invades your home.. I'm not asking too many questions. I mean it only takes seconds to kill someone.. I'm not risking my families safety ..to wonder if your lost and confused. It sounds barbaric, but at times , life is barbaric..Some people will kill you anf not even think twice.. I know I'm taking a chance approaching people or talking to people.. in this day in age where people have guns.. and think about it..? they might be wrong killing you,, but if your dead, its game over,,so its something to think about..Take care of yourself and those that .. care for you.. Because to be honest I dont trust my neighbors. too ,much. I mean,, when it comes fown to it.. everyone only wants to worry about their life and family. and sadly thats the way I feel. Not saying I wouldnt help you. but I'm protecting my family first over you. Thats why I dont understand how you cant have weapons in the USA.. theres a criminal element out there with guns and knives .. and not using your 2nd amendment rights,to me? Doesnt make sense..because if someone comes into your house, I rather have a gun then nothing.. Call 911.give me a break, ? They will come by and delcare you dead,, ok enough of that ..
My final thoughts,, Im that neighbor that has many guns , knives , swords. sticks nun chuks, I even have a axe.. plus I lift weights and work out in boxing and martial arts.. I'm a physical fitness nut , I may be middle age but my body looks like a 35 year old,.. This is comimg from my co workers and my neighbors that I have spoke too, they are shocked when I tell them my actual age.? I found the fountain of youth.. or more like oil of olay products. and I watch comedies.. it releves stress and like I say. I'm a work out horse, !! But I'm the nieghbor that keeps a log book of suspicios activity with license plates..and decrsiptions of people.. I'm the neighborhood watch dog,. that can also kick ass if it comes down to that.. YUp i'm the Narc.... I'M that neighbor,. that people dont want to mess with , but thank GOD he's around.. to scare the shit out of crooks.. !!
Take care my face book friends . the source fans and my neighbors,. Be happy I;m standing the watch.. !!
Be safe wear your mask i public.. and take care always, We will get through this COVID 19 .. PANDEMIC!!
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2020.........
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