Police Brutality in USA - Inspired by true events..
Well hello everyone , I hope all is well with you, now I'm going to talk the Police Brutality I have witnessed in my Life . I lived in Oakland , Long Beach , South San Diego,, These places are known around as the most dangerous places to live.. But I'm gonna be real with all of you , it wasn't the Gang bangers or the hoodlums I was afraid. It was the COPS - CROOKS on Patrol.. yes, I'm not saying all of them were bad, but when you get harassed or pushed around by these thugs, its easy to call them COPS. I know,, about racial profiling , you look a certain way, dress a certain way, but for some of us , its cultural thing , or hip hop thing.. I grew up in the hood, so I know people may say I'm gangster , you have tats, you wear the colors of gangsters.. Raider gear.. but its just the way I like carry myself. If wearing baggy pants and cut off shirts makes you gangster so be it. But it shouldn't be a reason you get rammed up by police all the time because your chilling with friends at the Park. The cops think they are God, they act like your supposed to jump when they say so.. Come one guys,, you don't have to be hard asses with us. But they feel like they have to intimidate us, and challenge us.. But at times. I think , you really have to used deadly force for trespassing or violating curfews. ? Come on.. this is supposed to be America.. I know a lot of people think America is great.. Yes its true , foe a lot of whites that live in gated communities and have been educated in IVY league schools and your not exposed to poverty , or drug abuse or alcohol issues, I mean ,, if you never felt police brutality,. you have no idea what we are feeling. When I was younger especially growing up in the hoods of Oaktown , and the LBC and san dogg, We , would get harassed because we looked gangster.. They would call us hood rats,, just because we liked to listen to hip hop or Rap.. and dress cool.. But racial profiling existed.. and I have seen then abuse their power..
The worst was in San Diego. 1980's....... I was victim of a beatdown that nearly killed me in front of my parents. You think the cops cared they were beating a unarmed 120 lbs kid? No they just wanted to kick someone ass that was not scared of them or moved fast enough for them. That's why its ironic I'm doing law enforcement duties now and in the Military.. But if anything I try to be a smiling and caring one that will protect you and save your life if I can.. But I know some people don't want to listen when I tell them , I'm just doing my job, .. But anyways,, those San Diego Cops beat the shit out of me. and get this .. THOSE charges of resisting arrest was dropped. I remember the lawyer we hired wanted my family to fight it, but I said its ok,, to be honest.. I should taken those ass holes to court , But I'm a believer in Karma .,what comes around will go around.. But I'm okay. because I'm a strong minded person, but I realized theres a lot of racism not only on the streets but with police forces .
In oaktown, the police would harass you for crossing the streets wrong.. J walking and you get your ass kicked.. ?
Just give us a ticket and citation , you don't have to slam our faces to the ground and put their heavy ass boots on on backs,, Yup they treated us worst than animals. I mean , you shouldn't die for vandalism , grafitti , or any misdemeanor, it makes no sense.. so you cant blame the youth or even the adults today not respecting cops.. that's why I hate when I see or hear on the news about police brutality , because it doesn't make my job easier... I know I see so much disdain and lack of respect for DPS officers,, they call us every dirty ethnic slur.. if we have to enforce the rules or put them in cuffs.. Its easy,. but some officers take their appointed authority over the top.. BUT GUESS what ,, The Public out numbers the Police,, if they get restless , like the folks in Minnesota , THEY gonna rebel.. Its called respect , in the streets if you feel disrespected it can get you killed .. I learned that you don't start things in the streets , I have seen too many people get beat up or shot at because of being rude to others. But , its strange when I was in the military.. racism was even worse and it depended who my patrol partner was,, if it was a black guy we would harass white people, and if I had white guys we harass blacks, and if I had Asians..partners.. we would harass everyone !! Go figure?
My final take.. THE Police need to hire better officers and screen out those that have issues, because I see so many people that don't even want to wave at police . I mean , once upon a time you could go up and talk to the police, now people just get scared when police are around, and heaven forbid if they go up to you. Yea, its really sad that racial profiling exists, but it does, I Mean I saw my eldest get frisked at a Marine Corps base because he looked gangster ? He's a tall Asian and had a long key chain, they the marines acted like he was a criminal... I told them knock it off, its only a key chain, and I used my military voice, they let him in, but I was pissed , but I realize in America,,racism is alive and well on the streets , on bases and the police forces. I'm not condoning the looting of Minnesota , but when you shit on Minorities over little things like trespassing or in that case a counterfeit $20.00 bill. That's not a death sentence. But like I said, if your white , you have no clue about being racially profiled and told to assume the position.. I know just obey the officers instructions .. haha. yea, My take when you got a person down, that should end , pushing his head down , or excessive force is not needed ,,especially for a minor offense. But like I said, I have lived in the USA. for many years and it seems nothing has changed . You still hear about police brutality .. you hear about corruption, and then you wonder why people go on rampages, I remember the LA riots , that was a horrible event., and to be honest I can see more of these protest happening around THE USA.. I see so much racism, hatred and division in this country.. The enemies of the states , are within our own borders.
But guess what? China , Russia and the Middle East countries are just sitting back, letting our own selves kill each other.. Its a sad reality that might be the ultimate downfall of this country. I'm gonna fight them off because I'm not a traitor to the country that given me a lifetime pension and benefits I earned during my military duty.. But I am worried .. that we should ban together and make this country great again and not bicker among ourselves.. Like I said the Enemy is watching and waiting..
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2020
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This generation - wired to. not to care ! Inspired by life events..
This generation - wired to .. not to care - Inspired by Covid -19//Day 69..
Well people its like the 69th day of the shutdown , the stay at home order , thats what almost 10 weeks of shutting down one of the worlds biggest economies down,, for what? Ok thousands have died, but most were in the Nursing homes with old folks that had underlyimg conditions or better yet.. They were waitimg to die? Ok that sounds mean , but lets face it , all of us, most of us.. really dont care if .. we didnt know them..Yea, its sad an old person dies. But everyone one of us are gonna die and in our minds if your so sick that you need 24/7 nurses to care for you , then your not really living..!!?? Imagine someone has to wipe your ass or feed you..? Lets be honest , alot of us , including myself. aremt wired for that.. even for my own parents .,.I couldnt or wouldnt do it.?
Why? Its so sad , and to think the one that once cared for you is not needing your care , but its more pathtetic.. thats why I might sound morbid, But when I die, I just want to go,, screw that nursing home or the plugged to a machine, if I dont know what the hell is going on.?? Let me freaking go, Dont keep me alive because you feel you have too. No way..!! I'm not selfish.. Just let me go,, I want my kids and thier kids to enjoy life. !! Not care for some dying soul.. I kmow,, that really mean, But how mean is .. having your kids in their prime times of their lives to care for a sickly dying old man or woman.. !!
Its mean , but its the hard reality that most of us don't really care about people we don't know.!!. I saw it in the Navy..I had guys say.. I didn't know the guy.. if he wanted to kill himself, that's on him or I didn't know that guy.. ?.. Yea,, like I said people are wired different these days. Its the Me , Myself and I generation that cares about what they are doing , if it doesn' t affect them, who cares? Like this so called Pandemic, how many people have you really know that has died,, > 1, or none.. Myself I had a neighbor pass away , but she had underlying conditions for years . Covid 19 .. just finished her off. But was i sad, yea, but to be honest I didn't even greet the family ? Why? It goes back to my original thought, I didn't really know her, Yes, a neighbor , but I didn't party with her or talked to her, Just waved and said hi..But.. I didn't really know , which in turn, I didn't really care.. I mean I'm sad someone is hurt by losing a loved one , but it didn't affect me. ?? Except I now have 2 house across from me with no people living there.. So I can play my music loud .. Because the closest neighbor is a couple houses away..
Now back to Day 69 of the Stay at home order by Governor Newsome, its been long enough , the data shows that most of the people dying are people in nursing homes with underlying conditions and even if you get it, you gonna get sick , but guess what? Your going to survive.. The Media has toyed and scared the hell outof us with all the statistics around the world.. But people lets get real. ! Diseases, viruses its a part of life.I mean its good we are being cleaner ,and keeping our homes cleaner thats always a good thing.. But the hysteria and fear the Government has bestowed upon us is really unfair and caused many other problems like Mental health issues, suicides, depression, anxiety, frustration.. Anger , you name it, I see it in people faces when I see them at stores or just driving around. People are just restless now , They want to eat at thier favorite restuarants or go to the beach or parks and party with their friends.. Ot enjoy the malls or casinos ,, hell we want to watch live sports again.. The replays have been ok. But enough already.. ! Lets get back to life and not living in fear,,, All I know I have livedit up. LA , LAS VEGAS, SAN FRANCISCO, SAN DIEGO.. THE COAST LINES. yup I was far from being the stay at home order,,why ? well the the news on tv was depressing and plus the roads were wide open. I mean I did a 263 mile trip to Vegas in 2 hours.. do the math.. ?! I mean I drove black beauty everywhere. ! I had a blast, Because my thinking .THIS will be my only chance ever I gonna have freeways . be so wide open.. But I know the end is coming but I'm enjoying the open freeways for now.
Ok.. My final thoughts . Its time to reopen this state and get people back to work and living again, I get it. we know the data now..Keep those nursing homes and old people safe and sound. as for the reat of us. I know some of my coworkers had it and I probably had it because I was really sick , the worst I ever felt , but guess what? I'm still alive and living life to the fullest! . To the generation that doesnt care ..I must say , that your going tobe ok,.because you guys and gals love your video games and your fast food and drinks that keep you entertained , because thats all that matters to you its your games you play.. As for other generations , we continue to put down the new school kids,but they are the future and for us. My advice ,, live it up and enjoy every day because nothing is guaranteed in this world... Other than your going to pay taxes and your going to die!!
Be safe and enjoy what you love to do !!
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2020
Well people its like the 69th day of the shutdown , the stay at home order , thats what almost 10 weeks of shutting down one of the worlds biggest economies down,, for what? Ok thousands have died, but most were in the Nursing homes with old folks that had underlyimg conditions or better yet.. They were waitimg to die? Ok that sounds mean , but lets face it , all of us, most of us.. really dont care if .. we didnt know them..Yea, its sad an old person dies. But everyone one of us are gonna die and in our minds if your so sick that you need 24/7 nurses to care for you , then your not really living..!!?? Imagine someone has to wipe your ass or feed you..? Lets be honest , alot of us , including myself. aremt wired for that.. even for my own parents .,.I couldnt or wouldnt do it.?
Why? Its so sad , and to think the one that once cared for you is not needing your care , but its more pathtetic.. thats why I might sound morbid, But when I die, I just want to go,, screw that nursing home or the plugged to a machine, if I dont know what the hell is going on.?? Let me freaking go, Dont keep me alive because you feel you have too. No way..!! I'm not selfish.. Just let me go,, I want my kids and thier kids to enjoy life. !! Not care for some dying soul.. I kmow,, that really mean, But how mean is .. having your kids in their prime times of their lives to care for a sickly dying old man or woman.. !!
Its mean , but its the hard reality that most of us don't really care about people we don't know.!!. I saw it in the Navy..I had guys say.. I didn't know the guy.. if he wanted to kill himself, that's on him or I didn't know that guy.. ?.. Yea,, like I said people are wired different these days. Its the Me , Myself and I generation that cares about what they are doing , if it doesn' t affect them, who cares? Like this so called Pandemic, how many people have you really know that has died,, > 1, or none.. Myself I had a neighbor pass away , but she had underlying conditions for years . Covid 19 .. just finished her off. But was i sad, yea, but to be honest I didn't even greet the family ? Why? It goes back to my original thought, I didn't really know her, Yes, a neighbor , but I didn't party with her or talked to her, Just waved and said hi..But.. I didn't really know , which in turn, I didn't really care.. I mean I'm sad someone is hurt by losing a loved one , but it didn't affect me. ?? Except I now have 2 house across from me with no people living there.. So I can play my music loud .. Because the closest neighbor is a couple houses away..
Now back to Day 69 of the Stay at home order by Governor Newsome, its been long enough , the data shows that most of the people dying are people in nursing homes with underlying conditions and even if you get it, you gonna get sick , but guess what? Your going to survive.. The Media has toyed and scared the hell outof us with all the statistics around the world.. But people lets get real. ! Diseases, viruses its a part of life.I mean its good we are being cleaner ,and keeping our homes cleaner thats always a good thing.. But the hysteria and fear the Government has bestowed upon us is really unfair and caused many other problems like Mental health issues, suicides, depression, anxiety, frustration.. Anger , you name it, I see it in people faces when I see them at stores or just driving around. People are just restless now , They want to eat at thier favorite restuarants or go to the beach or parks and party with their friends.. Ot enjoy the malls or casinos ,, hell we want to watch live sports again.. The replays have been ok. But enough already.. ! Lets get back to life and not living in fear,,, All I know I have livedit up. LA , LAS VEGAS, SAN FRANCISCO, SAN DIEGO.. THE COAST LINES. yup I was far from being the stay at home order,,why ? well the the news on tv was depressing and plus the roads were wide open. I mean I did a 263 mile trip to Vegas in 2 hours.. do the math.. ?! I mean I drove black beauty everywhere. ! I had a blast, Because my thinking .THIS will be my only chance ever I gonna have freeways . be so wide open.. But I know the end is coming but I'm enjoying the open freeways for now.
Ok.. My final thoughts . Its time to reopen this state and get people back to work and living again, I get it. we know the data now..Keep those nursing homes and old people safe and sound. as for the reat of us. I know some of my coworkers had it and I probably had it because I was really sick , the worst I ever felt , but guess what? I'm still alive and living life to the fullest! . To the generation that doesnt care ..I must say , that your going tobe ok,.because you guys and gals love your video games and your fast food and drinks that keep you entertained , because thats all that matters to you its your games you play.. As for other generations , we continue to put down the new school kids,but they are the future and for us. My advice ,, live it up and enjoy every day because nothing is guaranteed in this world... Other than your going to pay taxes and your going to die!!
Be safe and enjoy what you love to do !!
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2020
Dear Lake Elsinore Casino - Its hard to say good bye..Inspired by Joe
Dear Lake Elsinore Casino - Its hard to say Good bye...Inspired by Joe..
I just want to say ,theres a time in your life , you have to make hard choices. Well after about a year of debating and thinking things over..?? I decided , its time to say Good bye.! I know doing it this way is not the manly thing to do , but when your sensitive and prideful , I didnt want to see people faces , or their expressions of sadness in their eyes.. It would make me reconsider my decision, but I learned a long time , that if your already thinking about something??? , most likely it's something you want to do.!! So I decided after a year of sleepless nights and weighing my options,, I decided... that this was the best decision for the Casino and the security team..!! I know alot of them were very upset and even resentful about how things went this year. !! I want to say I'm sorry for any inconvenieces or hardships that I created ! But sometimes in life your mind and spirit are strong , but the body just had enough and I think that was the hardest realization... I had to deal with, that I no longer have the physical capacity to do my job and plus being or away or going through the motions is no way to do your job.
Now I want to thank a few people , I know I'm going to miss alot of people , but the ones who knew me , will appreciate my friendly manner and attention to their needs. So without further delay my farewells to My Casino Family ...
Capt . H.. What can I say ? We have been through a lot and I know you understood what I was going through during my tenure and I know you appreciated everything I did for you.. I know my experience and wisdom on security matters was very important you and we had many discussions how things should be. I know , this is not the way we wanted it to end, but this was the best for myself , my family and the casino security team..
SGT N- THE ENFORCER .. you always looked out for Hansel and the team, you did the job that everyone else dont want to do, and thats enforce the rules and regulations.. Your a very important asset to the team..
Dusty .. We were the old timers of the group.. We had some great times, and I want to say my good old friend, keep those young bucks in check.. I appreciated our talks and of course our jokes. I know you will do your best to keep everyone in check , your very good at that , thank you and take care always..
Art - Dawg gone it , your the real life cowboy... Securities teams Sam Elliot, your a true rebel with no cause. But when things went down, you were always there. Your a great asset to the NIGHT CREW..you didnt talk much ,but your actions and take downs.. were second to none!
Anthony - The young star on the rise.. I know you have ambitions and that's good but its good to be humble and listen to those are older and know what's going on? Life is a great teacher.. Do your thing but listen sometimes..
Adam- Your a good guy , you have a strange sense of humor AT TIMES .. and your logic is twisted . But You do make sense at times..I know you will find your true calling , but while your there , do your best and let others know your a good worker .. Be safe ..
Mel- Well my swing shift side kick, your a interesting guy you can be sweet one moment , then your tiger the next .. without warning.. The Casino's Manny Pacquiao!! I appreciate your efforts and what you had to deal with when I was there . I appreciate and I know you will be successful at whatever you choose to pursue.. I'm talking about career wise.. haha.///
Heather - cage- Well we had some great talks, yea,, We were work spouses,, is what Mel called it.. haha. But it was true , buying tacos , or other fast foods , and of course having our silly talks made the night go faster! I'm really sorry I didn't say this in person , but I dont want to cry .. Because just thinking about the times we had is already tearing me up..Take care my friend.. I'm gonna Miss you.
The Servers -- I want to thank all of you gals. I didnt order much but when I did. You took care of grandpa.. gramps.. you gals called me.. haha..
The Dealers- M & M Team.. Mee and Mackenzie - you two are very sweet and funny , treated this old man with respect.. Its good to have such wonderful people at the casino,, I had a blast and I'm going to miss you guys, Don't you ever think I didn't care about the Casino Family.. But this is how I wanted to end the show..
Final thoughts.. This is going to be tough not seeing the security Team anymore or talking with the Family,!! I know this really sucks to end it this way , but for me ,, I didnt want to have a
big farewell, I just want to go and be gone. Like a ghost? I know , this hurts everyone , but this is for the best . !! This had to be done for the well fare of the Casino and myself. Its like life, we will go on and whose next ? What we have that cant be taken away is our many memories we shared and the jokes and laughter .. My spirit will live on as long as you tell your fond memories we had.. Take Care everyone and Be safe. I love you all and I'm going to Miss you !!
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2020
I just want to say ,theres a time in your life , you have to make hard choices. Well after about a year of debating and thinking things over..?? I decided , its time to say Good bye.! I know doing it this way is not the manly thing to do , but when your sensitive and prideful , I didnt want to see people faces , or their expressions of sadness in their eyes.. It would make me reconsider my decision, but I learned a long time , that if your already thinking about something??? , most likely it's something you want to do.!! So I decided after a year of sleepless nights and weighing my options,, I decided... that this was the best decision for the Casino and the security team..!! I know alot of them were very upset and even resentful about how things went this year. !! I want to say I'm sorry for any inconvenieces or hardships that I created ! But sometimes in life your mind and spirit are strong , but the body just had enough and I think that was the hardest realization... I had to deal with, that I no longer have the physical capacity to do my job and plus being or away or going through the motions is no way to do your job.
Now I want to thank a few people , I know I'm going to miss alot of people , but the ones who knew me , will appreciate my friendly manner and attention to their needs. So without further delay my farewells to My Casino Family ...
Capt . H.. What can I say ? We have been through a lot and I know you understood what I was going through during my tenure and I know you appreciated everything I did for you.. I know my experience and wisdom on security matters was very important you and we had many discussions how things should be. I know , this is not the way we wanted it to end, but this was the best for myself , my family and the casino security team..
SGT N- THE ENFORCER .. you always looked out for Hansel and the team, you did the job that everyone else dont want to do, and thats enforce the rules and regulations.. Your a very important asset to the team..
Dusty .. We were the old timers of the group.. We had some great times, and I want to say my good old friend, keep those young bucks in check.. I appreciated our talks and of course our jokes. I know you will do your best to keep everyone in check , your very good at that , thank you and take care always..
Art - Dawg gone it , your the real life cowboy... Securities teams Sam Elliot, your a true rebel with no cause. But when things went down, you were always there. Your a great asset to the NIGHT CREW..you didnt talk much ,but your actions and take downs.. were second to none!
Anthony - The young star on the rise.. I know you have ambitions and that's good but its good to be humble and listen to those are older and know what's going on? Life is a great teacher.. Do your thing but listen sometimes..
Adam- Your a good guy , you have a strange sense of humor AT TIMES .. and your logic is twisted . But You do make sense at times..I know you will find your true calling , but while your there , do your best and let others know your a good worker .. Be safe ..
Mel- Well my swing shift side kick, your a interesting guy you can be sweet one moment , then your tiger the next .. without warning.. The Casino's Manny Pacquiao!! I appreciate your efforts and what you had to deal with when I was there . I appreciate and I know you will be successful at whatever you choose to pursue.. I'm talking about career wise.. haha.///
Heather - cage- Well we had some great talks, yea,, We were work spouses,, is what Mel called it.. haha. But it was true , buying tacos , or other fast foods , and of course having our silly talks made the night go faster! I'm really sorry I didn't say this in person , but I dont want to cry .. Because just thinking about the times we had is already tearing me up..Take care my friend.. I'm gonna Miss you.
The Servers -- I want to thank all of you gals. I didnt order much but when I did. You took care of grandpa.. gramps.. you gals called me.. haha..
The Dealers- M & M Team.. Mee and Mackenzie - you two are very sweet and funny , treated this old man with respect.. Its good to have such wonderful people at the casino,, I had a blast and I'm going to miss you guys, Don't you ever think I didn't care about the Casino Family.. But this is how I wanted to end the show..
Final thoughts.. This is going to be tough not seeing the security Team anymore or talking with the Family,!! I know this really sucks to end it this way , but for me ,, I didnt want to have a
big farewell, I just want to go and be gone. Like a ghost? I know , this hurts everyone , but this is for the best . !! This had to be done for the well fare of the Casino and myself. Its like life, we will go on and whose next ? What we have that cant be taken away is our many memories we shared and the jokes and laughter .. My spirit will live on as long as you tell your fond memories we had.. Take Care everyone and Be safe. I love you all and I'm going to Miss you !!
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2020
Sunday, May 24, 2020
Memorial Day , I miss you my lost shipmates ! Inspired by my 20 years of Miliary Service..
I miss my shipmates , Inspired by my 2o years of Military Service..
Well Hello and I want to thank everyone who reads my daily , weekly blogs,, I have to admit this has been the most appreciation and members making comments to me , then the first 8 years of The Source!!.. Thank you I love you all!
Now to my Memorial Day tribute to those many Sailors , Marines, Sodiers and Airmen , Coast Guard and the National guard reserves units.. Each of you have a mission to accomplish! Keep America safe!!
.I was part of the Persian Gulf war , and all the operations you can think of. Operation enduring freedom , Operation Iraqi Freedom . The southern Watch.. The 7 , deployments that ;lasted anywhere from 6-9 months, so I was a Sea Warrior. BUT I know I give tremendous credit to MY loving Wife Mona.. her love and devotion to keeping our family alive is amazing.. ! Well its the shipmates I cried , sweated , curse our asses off during the most stressful times.. It was only the deployments that were so ,,,,stressful, it was the work ups.. Ok civilians , that's where you go to sea and train , train , to DEATH!!! , to the point you can fight a fire in your sleep and secure the ship with constant drills.. It was freaking drills that were painful.. Sweating , hurting our backs, and necks.. Being so damnm tired,, we always thought why the hell am I doing it? Well yes, love for our country.. but its our family, with out them at home belieiving us.. We couldnt do it. ! But really it was our shipmates , our bunkmates.. , our liberty drinking buddies, Yes , we worked hard but we played hard too. I will always chersih all those wonderful memories we shared, but its when we lost one of shipmates, that hurts so much still does? To be honest , I feel so guilty , that I survived those times when they didnt. I mean I was put into harms way like them.. I stood the long watches port side in dangerous countries. I did Security force watches along pipelines and protecting supply lines because the Marines were being killed, yes,, Those Marines that were lost hurt me so much too. They are so young , well the ones I saw on some of my ships.. Well I want to give a big salute to the many shipmates I saw perish through my years .. 1993-2013..
My commands were USS CAMDON AOE 2 , NAF MISAWA JAPAN, Navy Security Forces , OKINAWA ( TAD = Temporary assigned duty ) ) , USS PRINCETON CG 59 , USS NiMITZ, (TAD) , NAS CORONADO , SUPPLY DEPT. , Recruiting Duty ( PENSACOLA , FLA ) ( TAD) , USS PELILIEU , ..During those years I was part of crews that lost shipmates that commited suicide, were killed in action , DUI , crashed their planes or helicopters , or just the ships mishaps with dangerous equipment.. I must say , The Navy tried its best to comfort us, but after such ordeals, he had to man up and go to work. For alot of us it was too stresfull, thats why you see so many vets, struggle with civilian life. Like Me,, I have been fired so many times because I keep forgetting I'm no longer the LPO ,( leading petty officer) I'm no longer in charge,, So when I went to my first job,, I was fired right before my 90 day mark.. I should blog about that its funny when think about it now.. But anyways, I recallthe first death I saw, It was my firts ship , and we were in the Gulf, an older shipmate was work in the freaking hottest place onearth, but he fainted and pretty much died in front of us. I was so upset , I was so disgusted with the medical team.. But he had some underlying conditions, he was over weight , high blood pressure etc.. But still to me dying on a ship in the middle of no where has to be the lowest.. It hit us hard especially me, I'm an emotiional guy. But the Captain, told me. They did the best they could do and your a Sea Warrior , we have to let go of things and move on.. It sounds to mean, But he was right, after that I was able to deal with the suicides about one every deployment. I leanred to just let it go!! Funny, MY good friend at the Casino , said that to me months ago, its funny how things come full circle.. Life is like that, we all are going to live and die one day.
\ My best advice is to be happy and dont worry about things we cant control. Everythin in life happens for a reason? Like this Covid 19 , deal, it has taught to be cleaner , to be more sensitive to all people , older people , but also take care of ourselves and loved ones.. We will overcome this. Just like the shipmates I lost during my Navy Career I want to salute you for doing your service to this great Nation, because military life is very stressful and often times unnatural thing to do.. We sacrificed our time, our emotions, our brains, our souls , our morals, we had to be warriors with no regrets, We had to fight the fight and if called upon again. I would go back into the fight , thats how much I love Amwrica and the people who honor our Bill of rights and the OUR AMENDMENTS.. We Military folks fought for the rights to Freedom of speech, Freedom to bear arms, the right to asssembly , We should honor those who fought for the rights by making sure other Americans protect and fight for those rights.
To my fallen Shipmates, I miss you every day and I love you guys and gals, we fought the fight and if theres a Heaven , I pray I'm side by side with those I served with and lets enjoy!! That my friends would be one the greatest gifts in life,,, To be along side my fallen heroes and My Mama, who to this day is in my thoughts and prayers. I'm not perfect everyone, but I'm trying..
Be safe everyone and together we will beat the shit out of the Invisible Enemy.. Covid -19..
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2020
Well Hello and I want to thank everyone who reads my daily , weekly blogs,, I have to admit this has been the most appreciation and members making comments to me , then the first 8 years of The Source!!.. Thank you I love you all!
Now to my Memorial Day tribute to those many Sailors , Marines, Sodiers and Airmen , Coast Guard and the National guard reserves units.. Each of you have a mission to accomplish! Keep America safe!!
.I was part of the Persian Gulf war , and all the operations you can think of. Operation enduring freedom , Operation Iraqi Freedom . The southern Watch.. The 7 , deployments that ;lasted anywhere from 6-9 months, so I was a Sea Warrior. BUT I know I give tremendous credit to MY loving Wife Mona.. her love and devotion to keeping our family alive is amazing.. ! Well its the shipmates I cried , sweated , curse our asses off during the most stressful times.. It was only the deployments that were so ,,,,stressful, it was the work ups.. Ok civilians , that's where you go to sea and train , train , to DEATH!!! , to the point you can fight a fire in your sleep and secure the ship with constant drills.. It was freaking drills that were painful.. Sweating , hurting our backs, and necks.. Being so damnm tired,, we always thought why the hell am I doing it? Well yes, love for our country.. but its our family, with out them at home belieiving us.. We couldnt do it. ! But really it was our shipmates , our bunkmates.. , our liberty drinking buddies, Yes , we worked hard but we played hard too. I will always chersih all those wonderful memories we shared, but its when we lost one of shipmates, that hurts so much still does? To be honest , I feel so guilty , that I survived those times when they didnt. I mean I was put into harms way like them.. I stood the long watches port side in dangerous countries. I did Security force watches along pipelines and protecting supply lines because the Marines were being killed, yes,, Those Marines that were lost hurt me so much too. They are so young , well the ones I saw on some of my ships.. Well I want to give a big salute to the many shipmates I saw perish through my years .. 1993-2013..
My commands were USS CAMDON AOE 2 , NAF MISAWA JAPAN, Navy Security Forces , OKINAWA ( TAD = Temporary assigned duty ) ) , USS PRINCETON CG 59 , USS NiMITZ, (TAD) , NAS CORONADO , SUPPLY DEPT. , Recruiting Duty ( PENSACOLA , FLA ) ( TAD) , USS PELILIEU , ..During those years I was part of crews that lost shipmates that commited suicide, were killed in action , DUI , crashed their planes or helicopters , or just the ships mishaps with dangerous equipment.. I must say , The Navy tried its best to comfort us, but after such ordeals, he had to man up and go to work. For alot of us it was too stresfull, thats why you see so many vets, struggle with civilian life. Like Me,, I have been fired so many times because I keep forgetting I'm no longer the LPO ,( leading petty officer) I'm no longer in charge,, So when I went to my first job,, I was fired right before my 90 day mark.. I should blog about that its funny when think about it now.. But anyways, I recallthe first death I saw, It was my firts ship , and we were in the Gulf, an older shipmate was work in the freaking hottest place onearth, but he fainted and pretty much died in front of us. I was so upset , I was so disgusted with the medical team.. But he had some underlying conditions, he was over weight , high blood pressure etc.. But still to me dying on a ship in the middle of no where has to be the lowest.. It hit us hard especially me, I'm an emotiional guy. But the Captain, told me. They did the best they could do and your a Sea Warrior , we have to let go of things and move on.. It sounds to mean, But he was right, after that I was able to deal with the suicides about one every deployment. I leanred to just let it go!! Funny, MY good friend at the Casino , said that to me months ago, its funny how things come full circle.. Life is like that, we all are going to live and die one day.
\ My best advice is to be happy and dont worry about things we cant control. Everythin in life happens for a reason? Like this Covid 19 , deal, it has taught to be cleaner , to be more sensitive to all people , older people , but also take care of ourselves and loved ones.. We will overcome this. Just like the shipmates I lost during my Navy Career I want to salute you for doing your service to this great Nation, because military life is very stressful and often times unnatural thing to do.. We sacrificed our time, our emotions, our brains, our souls , our morals, we had to be warriors with no regrets, We had to fight the fight and if called upon again. I would go back into the fight , thats how much I love Amwrica and the people who honor our Bill of rights and the OUR AMENDMENTS.. We Military folks fought for the rights to Freedom of speech, Freedom to bear arms, the right to asssembly , We should honor those who fought for the rights by making sure other Americans protect and fight for those rights.
To my fallen Shipmates, I miss you every day and I love you guys and gals, we fought the fight and if theres a Heaven , I pray I'm side by side with those I served with and lets enjoy!! That my friends would be one the greatest gifts in life,,, To be along side my fallen heroes and My Mama, who to this day is in my thoughts and prayers. I'm not perfect everyone, but I'm trying..
Be safe everyone and together we will beat the shit out of the Invisible Enemy.. Covid -19..
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2020
Saturday, May 23, 2020
CALIFORNIA - CASTLE DOCTRINE LAWS 2020.. INSPIRED BY PENAL CODE 198.5
CALIFORNIA - CASTLE DOCTRINE LAWS 2020 .. INSPIRED BY PENAL CODE 198.5
Hello everyone , once again thanks for taking the time to read my blogs.. I thought today , tonight , I will get more technical..
California Castle Doctrine Laws 2020..
1) it allows it even goes further in protecting yourself and your loved ones..
2) If someone breaks into your home , you have the legal right to use deadly force against them!
3) What's more you have the legal right to chase an attacker to neutralize the threat to your life!
UNDER PENAL CODE 198.5 ::
1) YOU ARE ALLOWED TO USE DEADLY FORCE IN YOUR HOME IF YOU HAVE AN REASONABLE FEAR OF IMMINENT PERIL OR IMINENT BODILY HARM!!
This has been a longstanding American concept of thinking that you have no legal duty or obligation to retreat in your home ( castle) , but you must be on your property when doing so.
Once you leave your property , like outside your yard and into the street , under the law the threat is no longer valid and you must return to said REAL property , unless you fear the person is going to their car or other accomplices that may have deadly intentions upon you. Its a fine line , so the best bet if possible take care of business at point of entry , your house and on your said property...
My advice is having a security system with cameras that will document or validate your actions,the saying pictures say million words is so true. Think about your families safety , in my opinion all bets are off if you intrude onto my property , with my family home, I'm more afraid of my family members getting hurt or killed then myself.. When such an action happens you have to make quick judgment calls and you have to solid in your intentions, the old saying you hesitate your late.. In a case like this, you have to choose between the life of your family or the rights of some scum bag who has no respect or regard to yourself , property and family.
When choosing a home defense weapon you need one where you can just use one hand .. to keep intruder under control while your calling 911, or security company.. A shot gun though deadly and powerful , it takes 2 hands to shoot weapon.. A pistol , revolver or even a AR 15 - WITH A sling will be a effective weapon , because you can still hold gun in place with one hand..and your cell on the other hand .. Also be sure you weapons have lights , because you want to see what your shooting and in the dark. A bright light can blind and surprise the intruder and of course you can tell if its someone like a family member or a intruder..
May everyone be safe and remember every state has their own definitions of the castle doctrine. But all have the basic premise that you have the right to defend your life on your property and have legal right to use deadly force. Be safe and vigilant , and remember , Good guys or gals with guns .. are the best weapons against bad guys and gals with bad intentions with guns. Be good to everyone that is good to you and protect your castle with all means possible, Security cameras and motion detection lights and barking dogs , can only so much, if confronted , you must have the means necessary to stop that threat , unfortunately many criminals are armed and not scared to do what they need to do to accomplish their plans.. Be vigilant and be a protector of your castle and not an police statistic.. The life you save may be your own.. !!
CELEBRATE THOSE VETERANS OF PAST WARS ON MEMORIAL DAY!!
THOSE THAT HAVE PAID THE ULTIMATE SACRIFICE TO KEEP AMERICA SAFE!!
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS..@ 2020..
Hello everyone , once again thanks for taking the time to read my blogs.. I thought today , tonight , I will get more technical..
California Castle Doctrine Laws 2020..
1) it allows it even goes further in protecting yourself and your loved ones..
2) If someone breaks into your home , you have the legal right to use deadly force against them!
3) What's more you have the legal right to chase an attacker to neutralize the threat to your life!
UNDER PENAL CODE 198.5 ::
1) YOU ARE ALLOWED TO USE DEADLY FORCE IN YOUR HOME IF YOU HAVE AN REASONABLE FEAR OF IMMINENT PERIL OR IMINENT BODILY HARM!!
This has been a longstanding American concept of thinking that you have no legal duty or obligation to retreat in your home ( castle) , but you must be on your property when doing so.
Once you leave your property , like outside your yard and into the street , under the law the threat is no longer valid and you must return to said REAL property , unless you fear the person is going to their car or other accomplices that may have deadly intentions upon you. Its a fine line , so the best bet if possible take care of business at point of entry , your house and on your said property...
My advice is having a security system with cameras that will document or validate your actions,the saying pictures say million words is so true. Think about your families safety , in my opinion all bets are off if you intrude onto my property , with my family home, I'm more afraid of my family members getting hurt or killed then myself.. When such an action happens you have to make quick judgment calls and you have to solid in your intentions, the old saying you hesitate your late.. In a case like this, you have to choose between the life of your family or the rights of some scum bag who has no respect or regard to yourself , property and family.
When choosing a home defense weapon you need one where you can just use one hand .. to keep intruder under control while your calling 911, or security company.. A shot gun though deadly and powerful , it takes 2 hands to shoot weapon.. A pistol , revolver or even a AR 15 - WITH A sling will be a effective weapon , because you can still hold gun in place with one hand..and your cell on the other hand .. Also be sure you weapons have lights , because you want to see what your shooting and in the dark. A bright light can blind and surprise the intruder and of course you can tell if its someone like a family member or a intruder..
May everyone be safe and remember every state has their own definitions of the castle doctrine. But all have the basic premise that you have the right to defend your life on your property and have legal right to use deadly force. Be safe and vigilant , and remember , Good guys or gals with guns .. are the best weapons against bad guys and gals with bad intentions with guns. Be good to everyone that is good to you and protect your castle with all means possible, Security cameras and motion detection lights and barking dogs , can only so much, if confronted , you must have the means necessary to stop that threat , unfortunately many criminals are armed and not scared to do what they need to do to accomplish their plans.. Be vigilant and be a protector of your castle and not an police statistic.. The life you save may be your own.. !!
CELEBRATE THOSE VETERANS OF PAST WARS ON MEMORIAL DAY!!
THOSE THAT HAVE PAID THE ULTIMATE SACRIFICE TO KEEP AMERICA SAFE!!
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS..@ 2020..
Friday, May 22, 2020
Memorial day weekend- Remembering those who passed..Inspired by Gary..
Memorial day weekend- Remembering those who passed.. inspired by Gary- Montgomery...
Hello everyone thank you for reading my blogs , just an update yesterday was the most pageveiws I ever had in my 9 years existence.. I had over 1,000 page views from places as far away as The Philippines.. Maraming salamat po!! To the Middle east and Germany.. Ok.. I have been to Germany and met some really cool people, the food is incredible.. but the room temp beer is not my thing.. But hey will try anything once.. But If I had a choice,,I'm going for the cold brew..
Now to my blog. back in the day in southern cali.. San Diego,, I had my surfer white boy phase , it lasted what.. a few years.. . off and on.. But I used to go surfing at IB.. Imperial Beach is the offcial name.. OB.. Ocean Beach .. or PB.. pacific beach.. blacks beach.. no . thats the un officail nude bathing in the La Jolla shores area.. Its hard to get to because of the rocks.. and Like I said its unofficial.. Well the chicks go topless,, to get the full tan experience..
Now the surfer thing.. Its not as fun as you think? First off you can wait for hours . waiting for that wave. and .. sometimes.. we get into arguments or fights over the waves. That sterotype surfer dudes are chill. yea to some extent.. But mixing alcohol and smoking pot,, and beimg in the hot sun.. waiting . sometimes make us hyper.. But I have seen some fine ass surfer girls.. dressed in those tight black suits.. its sexy but functional. The waters in San Diego , even in Summer time is very cold.. well , the reason,, I stopped surfing, was .. well you ever got surfers ear. thats an effection in the year because bacteria gets in there,. yup.. I got got it and it fucked up my hearing , even to this day.. Plus I did snorkeling and diving alomg the IB... area,, IB was or still is one of the dirtiest beaches I have ever been to, Sewage is dumped into the ocean.. by the TJ neighbors.. well thats why I have had numerous infections that have affected my hearing and skin.. well anyways. the main reason and saddest reaon..
My dear class mate and friend.. Gary. thise dude was larger than life and all the girls,, at school had a crush on him. Shit.. I had a man crush.!!. Bro love ..!! for him.. In other words. I admired his style.!!, He was muscular build for a surfer , he had long hair.. he was like a greek God.. a gift to woman.. But being a young and cocky , teenager. I never admited that I was copying him or trying to be like hum.. !?! Man ,. The hours at the gym , and eating like a horse, didnt help?!?! , I weighed 140 at the height of my hig school days .took steroids,..! but mainly hovered arounbd 120.. yes. I was skinny boy.. well some muscle,, But anyways ,, One tragic day.. gary was caught in a rip tide.... current/// if you dont know what that is.. I will try to make a simple,, But it when the tides are rolling one way and then the underside is rolling another way. and its takes you away from the shore.. Well. the theory is .. dont try to fight it.. You swim towards the direction of the rip currents.. Its easier said or done, And I'm a average swimmer , so when Gary lost his fight with the rip tide.. and he's an excellemt athlete and swimmer.. !! It was devatstating.. I still can recall that day, when I heard the news. I was working out and people let me know, at first, I thought stop fucken joking . But it was true and My heart sank.. I mean I wasn't a close friendship with him. But I knew him and like I said I admired him.. so this just seem so unfair,, too freaking young to pass away.. But It woke me up it made me realize.!! . This surfing thing is not my thing. so I stopped pretending to be a surfer dude.. and when back to my roots.. Growing up in Oakland and Long beach ,. listening to hip hop , funk. and pop locking.. Which is what I still do now,, its my original character..
Gary was a really a cool guy and this day , I want all our Montgomey classmates from that era to just remember our classmates , that have passed.. One of my biggest blogs was a blog about Nancy . who.. was a very special person.. and Diane . is another one that left us too soon.. Like I said I want us to take time to remember the ones we loved that have passed and pay tribute to them , because as I found out. :Like is so fragile and fast and we ahve to be happy being who you are and if your family and friends get offended by what you say or do,, then just move on. Not everyone thinks or feels or can think or feel like you.. We all have different view points on life. Like civilians. dont understand vets.. and vice versa.. If anything try to have a open mind about people states of mind.. Gary.. I know your enjoying surfing heaven and looking good.. I know your bro Glenn , loves you and misses you very day.. Because those youtful days were so fun and special.. Those are special times.. that I will cherish, I just wish.. I could of been there for you. But being an average swimmer ..I would passed away. too..But hey as surfers. we are brothers.. and sisters. and we all just wanted to ride that wave..
On this memorial day . I just want to say " GARY!!' We all at Montgomery miss you and your spirit and we know that life in unpredictable.. if anything it taught us that we need to do what you love , love what you do and just be authentic.. That my friend is what I learned about that day amd something I do now.. !!
May everyone have a safe day and be safe ,under the Stay home orders in Cali.. When things get back to normal.. Lets try to be more patient and friendly to one another.. We all are trying to enjoy life and be happy!!
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2020..
Hello everyone thank you for reading my blogs , just an update yesterday was the most pageveiws I ever had in my 9 years existence.. I had over 1,000 page views from places as far away as The Philippines.. Maraming salamat po!! To the Middle east and Germany.. Ok.. I have been to Germany and met some really cool people, the food is incredible.. but the room temp beer is not my thing.. But hey will try anything once.. But If I had a choice,,I'm going for the cold brew..
Now to my blog. back in the day in southern cali.. San Diego,, I had my surfer white boy phase , it lasted what.. a few years.. . off and on.. But I used to go surfing at IB.. Imperial Beach is the offcial name.. OB.. Ocean Beach .. or PB.. pacific beach.. blacks beach.. no . thats the un officail nude bathing in the La Jolla shores area.. Its hard to get to because of the rocks.. and Like I said its unofficial.. Well the chicks go topless,, to get the full tan experience..
Now the surfer thing.. Its not as fun as you think? First off you can wait for hours . waiting for that wave. and .. sometimes.. we get into arguments or fights over the waves. That sterotype surfer dudes are chill. yea to some extent.. But mixing alcohol and smoking pot,, and beimg in the hot sun.. waiting . sometimes make us hyper.. But I have seen some fine ass surfer girls.. dressed in those tight black suits.. its sexy but functional. The waters in San Diego , even in Summer time is very cold.. well , the reason,, I stopped surfing, was .. well you ever got surfers ear. thats an effection in the year because bacteria gets in there,. yup.. I got got it and it fucked up my hearing , even to this day.. Plus I did snorkeling and diving alomg the IB... area,, IB was or still is one of the dirtiest beaches I have ever been to, Sewage is dumped into the ocean.. by the TJ neighbors.. well thats why I have had numerous infections that have affected my hearing and skin.. well anyways. the main reason and saddest reaon..
My dear class mate and friend.. Gary. thise dude was larger than life and all the girls,, at school had a crush on him. Shit.. I had a man crush.!!. Bro love ..!! for him.. In other words. I admired his style.!!, He was muscular build for a surfer , he had long hair.. he was like a greek God.. a gift to woman.. But being a young and cocky , teenager. I never admited that I was copying him or trying to be like hum.. !?! Man ,. The hours at the gym , and eating like a horse, didnt help?!?! , I weighed 140 at the height of my hig school days .took steroids,..! but mainly hovered arounbd 120.. yes. I was skinny boy.. well some muscle,, But anyways ,, One tragic day.. gary was caught in a rip tide.... current/// if you dont know what that is.. I will try to make a simple,, But it when the tides are rolling one way and then the underside is rolling another way. and its takes you away from the shore.. Well. the theory is .. dont try to fight it.. You swim towards the direction of the rip currents.. Its easier said or done, And I'm a average swimmer , so when Gary lost his fight with the rip tide.. and he's an excellemt athlete and swimmer.. !! It was devatstating.. I still can recall that day, when I heard the news. I was working out and people let me know, at first, I thought stop fucken joking . But it was true and My heart sank.. I mean I wasn't a close friendship with him. But I knew him and like I said I admired him.. so this just seem so unfair,, too freaking young to pass away.. But It woke me up it made me realize.!! . This surfing thing is not my thing. so I stopped pretending to be a surfer dude.. and when back to my roots.. Growing up in Oakland and Long beach ,. listening to hip hop , funk. and pop locking.. Which is what I still do now,, its my original character..
Gary was a really a cool guy and this day , I want all our Montgomey classmates from that era to just remember our classmates , that have passed.. One of my biggest blogs was a blog about Nancy . who.. was a very special person.. and Diane . is another one that left us too soon.. Like I said I want us to take time to remember the ones we loved that have passed and pay tribute to them , because as I found out. :Like is so fragile and fast and we ahve to be happy being who you are and if your family and friends get offended by what you say or do,, then just move on. Not everyone thinks or feels or can think or feel like you.. We all have different view points on life. Like civilians. dont understand vets.. and vice versa.. If anything try to have a open mind about people states of mind.. Gary.. I know your enjoying surfing heaven and looking good.. I know your bro Glenn , loves you and misses you very day.. Because those youtful days were so fun and special.. Those are special times.. that I will cherish, I just wish.. I could of been there for you. But being an average swimmer ..I would passed away. too..But hey as surfers. we are brothers.. and sisters. and we all just wanted to ride that wave..
On this memorial day . I just want to say " GARY!!' We all at Montgomery miss you and your spirit and we know that life in unpredictable.. if anything it taught us that we need to do what you love , love what you do and just be authentic.. That my friend is what I learned about that day amd something I do now.. !!
May everyone have a safe day and be safe ,under the Stay home orders in Cali.. When things get back to normal.. Lets try to be more patient and friendly to one another.. We all are trying to enjoy life and be happy!!
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2020..
Wednesday, May 20, 2020
Welcome to all the new The Source fans.. Inspired by the large following this year!
Welcome to all the New .. The Source Fans.. Inspired by all of you!!
Hello everyone that has accepted my invite to this very unique blog.. Some background. It started back in my Navy Days.. One of my followers in San Diego.. ( Jun thank you bro.. you started this?? haha) ASD CORONADO.. NAVAL AIR STATION... suggested I'm not sure if he was serious ? But he suggested I look to google and start a blog.. and so I did.. From a small group of 20,, to hundreds .. worldwide. 11
So I did that was DEC. 11, 2011.. AND some 900 blogs later , and close to 40,000 pageviews.. that means people clicking on blog.. I have quite the following. as far away as Mexico, Russia , China , The Philippines, Middle East, Polamd, Germany, Japan.. Yes, I'm a world wide following.. I just want to say I'm very humbled by the following and I'm grateful all of you can relate to my stories about grade school, girl friends, friemd ships, life events.. I know some of things I blog about sound to unreal to be real.?? But its true, like the recent drug bust right across from , my home...Life sometimes resembles soap operas. if not more so..?!?
WELL anyways, I want to thank the hundreds of people that have accepted this journey through life , sports , life events... etc.. I enjoy your likes, your comments etc, because I get some blog ideas from your comments. I try to answer every comment , because I feel if you took the time in your busy schedule to say something . then I will too. But please don't get offemded if I don't reply in a day or two , a week , a month.. Why ? well its not that I'm ignoring you, its just most of the time I just spend enough time to post my blog and scan through my fb page.. and of course being human I may miss those comments. ..
For My NON .. USA followers, I want to say Muchas Gracias, domo arigato , Maraming Salamat, doe jie , vielen dank, and thank you to all the countries I have forgotten. I appreciate your following and I'm happy you find my stories relatable.. I know I need to share my International travels I had in my life ,, Like Thailand, Singapore , Hong Kong , Darwin Australia, Cabo San LUcas, Guam, Bali Imdonesia, Diego Garcia , Jebel Ali , Yes , I have sailed the seven seas and some.. Thanks and lets enjoy the journey , because that's what life is about , living , loving , learning and getting through this journey, and I want to make you feel welcome !
My final thoughts.. Once again , everyone ,. thank you and I'm very humbled by the hundreds of followers to this date and I will try to accommodate all followers, the Sports fans, the Gun fans, the Romantics, the every day reader that needs a fix and most of all to those of all us that enjoy knowing that someone out there lives a crazy life , and is not afraid to share it,,!! having no regard to how he may look or portrayed etc.. To be honest if I was 20 ,, I couldn't or wouldn't want to do a blog about my life ,? Because I wouldn't have the time,, partying chasing girls,, or I couldn't care less? Am I right when your young .. ? other thoughts are running around in our young minds.?/ . Thank you all and keep reading my blogs and enjoying my videos,!! I will post more updated videos on martial arts and dancing in the near future, so get set to sweat ..haha. Enjoy yourself and be good to your family , friends and of course yourself.. !!
THE SOURCE PRODUCTION @ 2020...
Hello everyone that has accepted my invite to this very unique blog.. Some background. It started back in my Navy Days.. One of my followers in San Diego.. ( Jun thank you bro.. you started this?? haha) ASD CORONADO.. NAVAL AIR STATION... suggested I'm not sure if he was serious ? But he suggested I look to google and start a blog.. and so I did.. From a small group of 20,, to hundreds .. worldwide. 11
So I did that was DEC. 11, 2011.. AND some 900 blogs later , and close to 40,000 pageviews.. that means people clicking on blog.. I have quite the following. as far away as Mexico, Russia , China , The Philippines, Middle East, Polamd, Germany, Japan.. Yes, I'm a world wide following.. I just want to say I'm very humbled by the following and I'm grateful all of you can relate to my stories about grade school, girl friends, friemd ships, life events.. I know some of things I blog about sound to unreal to be real.?? But its true, like the recent drug bust right across from , my home...Life sometimes resembles soap operas. if not more so..?!?
WELL anyways, I want to thank the hundreds of people that have accepted this journey through life , sports , life events... etc.. I enjoy your likes, your comments etc, because I get some blog ideas from your comments. I try to answer every comment , because I feel if you took the time in your busy schedule to say something . then I will too. But please don't get offemded if I don't reply in a day or two , a week , a month.. Why ? well its not that I'm ignoring you, its just most of the time I just spend enough time to post my blog and scan through my fb page.. and of course being human I may miss those comments. ..
For My NON .. USA followers, I want to say Muchas Gracias, domo arigato , Maraming Salamat, doe jie , vielen dank, and thank you to all the countries I have forgotten. I appreciate your following and I'm happy you find my stories relatable.. I know I need to share my International travels I had in my life ,, Like Thailand, Singapore , Hong Kong , Darwin Australia, Cabo San LUcas, Guam, Bali Imdonesia, Diego Garcia , Jebel Ali , Yes , I have sailed the seven seas and some.. Thanks and lets enjoy the journey , because that's what life is about , living , loving , learning and getting through this journey, and I want to make you feel welcome !
My final thoughts.. Once again , everyone ,. thank you and I'm very humbled by the hundreds of followers to this date and I will try to accommodate all followers, the Sports fans, the Gun fans, the Romantics, the every day reader that needs a fix and most of all to those of all us that enjoy knowing that someone out there lives a crazy life , and is not afraid to share it,,!! having no regard to how he may look or portrayed etc.. To be honest if I was 20 ,, I couldn't or wouldn't want to do a blog about my life ,? Because I wouldn't have the time,, partying chasing girls,, or I couldn't care less? Am I right when your young .. ? other thoughts are running around in our young minds.?/ . Thank you all and keep reading my blogs and enjoying my videos,!! I will post more updated videos on martial arts and dancing in the near future, so get set to sweat ..haha. Enjoy yourself and be good to your family , friends and of course yourself.. !!
THE SOURCE PRODUCTION @ 2020...
Tuesday, May 19, 2020
Montgomery Mayans days.. Learned how to pop lock- Inspired by Ken Murphy..
Montgomery Mayans days.. - Pop Lock days- Inspired by mentor Ken Murphy - The Murph..
Hi everyone, I hope your doing well , just remember we will overcome this crisis covid 19..
Now lets go back in time,, Zapp Bands More bounce to the ounce, Gap Bands early in the morning , Atomic Dog, Funkaledic's One nation under the groove , were some of the jams we used to pop lock in those days. But , I didn't learn the movements by myself, I was mentored by the baddest popper in school. Yes, maybe at the time I never said it. But now,, I realize , he let me my thing , but he had all those smooth moves.. I was more a athletic, Martial art guy that knew how to act like I was a popper,..Yea, For reals..I knew how to present my moves,, I didn't have as many moves a K dog. But I knew how to sell my moves. One of my favorite moves was like a zig zag move and doing it fast.. My trademark move was doing the splits.. I got so many ohs and ahs. with the finishing move..
But K dog. would teach me moves during school breaks. Like the walk between classes or lunch time. Every day we put on a show. Its got so bad.. WE MADE .. EVERY student late to class.. I was with a very cute girl.. Liz was her name. Man I loved that girl.. Well we were in 8th grade.. oh well sorry about embarrassing you liz.. Because I could hear people say your boy friend is a trouble making show off. I know she tried to fight it. But I always wanted attention. But anyways, K dog and company, would go to the lunch area and we would go at it. K would do his moves then the next and of course I would finish the show.. We did this everyday , its amazing the students never got bored, well we changed it up,,at times we go by ourselves, and other times we would tag team.. Man we were hot,. BOth of us were skinny , fit and dark.. Oh, K dog was a cool black guy and I was dark complexion guy that acted black and dance like a brother. I think that's why he liked me because I knew all the jams back in the day.. Lake side , Slave , Mass production , were just some of the groups we used to do our thing.. It was magical time in our lives.. But the counselors , were always on our case,, They said do it at lunch ,or before school or after school . But please not during the walk break,, But we couldn't help ourselves. we wanted to show off to the prettiest girls in the southside, The sisters , the rucas , the pinays and the white girls were hottest !! Back in the day, girls were girls, they would talk to you and say what's up. No ,mind games back in the day, U knew where you stood. Those girls let you knew what was the deal. Your my friend or not. Man.,,if only I could go back in time.. Those girls were so cool to talk to. But anyways. We loved to show off.. But we paid for it. By having our boom boxes confisicated and having to do detention. No wonder My girls left me. Instead of walking my girls home I was in school serving detention.. But this is how we rolled until we graduated to high school. But those Jr high days in South San Diego were the shits..I mean we wore the khaki's and our tight white shirts, with our handkerchiefs and pop lock along the hallways of Montgomery... Geez if only those walls could talk, Because we did great dancing .. That's wasnt even recorded.. I mean think back. Those days, No computers , no social media. so everything was done for your memory.. Man,, if only we had cell phones. We have hours or days of some of hottest dance moves ever. Break dancing style. Yea. those were the days and Ken was so cool to me , like I said he was like my dance brother , he always wanted me to look good, because it made him look good. I remember he would hype me up. In fact .. He was the better pop locker , but he enjoyed talking me up.. Don King style,. yeah.. and the girls. were in love with us. Why? well we were cute and charming and we dance like crazy.. It was especially fun when we would dominate a school dance .. But that's another blog.. maybe.?
Final thoughts. To my dear long lost friend. Ken Murphy.... I haven't heard from you in what 30 years..I really admired you bro, you had the smoothest moves ever and I'm not going to lie.. I stole or imitated your moves an put a little something , something . to make it my own.. Bro , if we ever reconnect at a reunion or what.. ? Lets give the classmates a show of our old school moves. I know they would love it and it would be awesome to see the old school pop moves..
well Take care my Montgomery jr High classmates.. We had a unique style, the feather back hair for the guys and gals. and our slim and sexy bodies. We were to legit to quit.. and we loved one another. Those were the greatest times of my childhood..
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2020
Hi everyone, I hope your doing well , just remember we will overcome this crisis covid 19..
Now lets go back in time,, Zapp Bands More bounce to the ounce, Gap Bands early in the morning , Atomic Dog, Funkaledic's One nation under the groove , were some of the jams we used to pop lock in those days. But , I didn't learn the movements by myself, I was mentored by the baddest popper in school. Yes, maybe at the time I never said it. But now,, I realize , he let me my thing , but he had all those smooth moves.. I was more a athletic, Martial art guy that knew how to act like I was a popper,..Yea, For reals..I knew how to present my moves,, I didn't have as many moves a K dog. But I knew how to sell my moves. One of my favorite moves was like a zig zag move and doing it fast.. My trademark move was doing the splits.. I got so many ohs and ahs. with the finishing move..
But K dog. would teach me moves during school breaks. Like the walk between classes or lunch time. Every day we put on a show. Its got so bad.. WE MADE .. EVERY student late to class.. I was with a very cute girl.. Liz was her name. Man I loved that girl.. Well we were in 8th grade.. oh well sorry about embarrassing you liz.. Because I could hear people say your boy friend is a trouble making show off. I know she tried to fight it. But I always wanted attention. But anyways, K dog and company, would go to the lunch area and we would go at it. K would do his moves then the next and of course I would finish the show.. We did this everyday , its amazing the students never got bored, well we changed it up,,at times we go by ourselves, and other times we would tag team.. Man we were hot,. BOth of us were skinny , fit and dark.. Oh, K dog was a cool black guy and I was dark complexion guy that acted black and dance like a brother. I think that's why he liked me because I knew all the jams back in the day.. Lake side , Slave , Mass production , were just some of the groups we used to do our thing.. It was magical time in our lives.. But the counselors , were always on our case,, They said do it at lunch ,or before school or after school . But please not during the walk break,, But we couldn't help ourselves. we wanted to show off to the prettiest girls in the southside, The sisters , the rucas , the pinays and the white girls were hottest !! Back in the day, girls were girls, they would talk to you and say what's up. No ,mind games back in the day, U knew where you stood. Those girls let you knew what was the deal. Your my friend or not. Man.,,if only I could go back in time.. Those girls were so cool to talk to. But anyways. We loved to show off.. But we paid for it. By having our boom boxes confisicated and having to do detention. No wonder My girls left me. Instead of walking my girls home I was in school serving detention.. But this is how we rolled until we graduated to high school. But those Jr high days in South San Diego were the shits..I mean we wore the khaki's and our tight white shirts, with our handkerchiefs and pop lock along the hallways of Montgomery... Geez if only those walls could talk, Because we did great dancing .. That's wasnt even recorded.. I mean think back. Those days, No computers , no social media. so everything was done for your memory.. Man,, if only we had cell phones. We have hours or days of some of hottest dance moves ever. Break dancing style. Yea. those were the days and Ken was so cool to me , like I said he was like my dance brother , he always wanted me to look good, because it made him look good. I remember he would hype me up. In fact .. He was the better pop locker , but he enjoyed talking me up.. Don King style,. yeah.. and the girls. were in love with us. Why? well we were cute and charming and we dance like crazy.. It was especially fun when we would dominate a school dance .. But that's another blog.. maybe.?
Final thoughts. To my dear long lost friend. Ken Murphy.... I haven't heard from you in what 30 years..I really admired you bro, you had the smoothest moves ever and I'm not going to lie.. I stole or imitated your moves an put a little something , something . to make it my own.. Bro , if we ever reconnect at a reunion or what.. ? Lets give the classmates a show of our old school moves. I know they would love it and it would be awesome to see the old school pop moves..
well Take care my Montgomery jr High classmates.. We had a unique style, the feather back hair for the guys and gals. and our slim and sexy bodies. We were to legit to quit.. and we loved one another. Those were the greatest times of my childhood..
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2020
Sunday, May 17, 2020
Lake Elsinore Casino - I miss my coworkers .! Inspired by Covid -19
Lake Elsinore Casino - I miss my coworkers ! Inspired by Covid 19..
Hi Everyone......
I hope everyone is doing well , stay safe at home, wearing your mask in public and just being good to one another.
Now to the blog.. Well Its been over month and half or longer since the shut down , the stay home order and I was placed in stay home status.. Its been tough , being away from the scene, the vibe , the co workers and friends alike.
But now.. I just got called back into duty.. Wow. Im pumped , as much as I liked working out on my own, and doing yard work.( Not Really enjoying the yard work..) . I'm ready to get back to real life. Believe me its time, all the stories about the California economic woes and people lining up at food banks and shopping until the shelves are bare , has gottem old. The daily news cast about the deaths in ...LA COUNTY , SAN BERNANDINO , RIVERSIDE , VENTURA COUNTY AND ORANGE COUNTY. has been depressing in fact Riverside and Ventura county were the only places reporting recoverines? How odd, but now I see they don't list those on there already.. Maybe because LA COUNTY wasn't reporting that.I t has been a strange scenario that none of us have ever dealt with..
Now.. we are slowly getting back to normalcy.. Opening up the parks and beaches is a good move, People need to get out and enjoy the great California scenery.. What Im excited about is going back to the gym and do my attention seeking workouts. Yea, Im one of those guys that makes a exaggerated scene when I lift weights. haha. I know Im a glory hog as one of my co workers aptly calls me..
But I'm sure its going to be different , the social distancing , the checking of patrons for temperatures or wearing masks. Its going to be a new normal.. But society safety , trumps everything else. If anything , its going to take time to get used to all the changes , but watchimg people gamble and watch sporting events at the Casino Bar and restaurant is going tobe fun.. I enjoyed talking with the patrons about sports , life etc.. I'm security , but I'm also a ambassador and Casino representative. I really dont like kicking people off property,, If anything If you go to a casino, please behave yourself,, Thats the last thing you need to deal with is being embarassed in front pf your family and friends and others.. Have some dignity.. But some of you drink too much and act up and interfere with others enjoyment.. Thats why. think about if you can on what your doing.. If you cant handle too much alcohol,. then dont drink too much.. ok enough of that..
Now to my co workers and friends at work,, I really enjoy making people smile, One of the chores opps .. I mean duties I have is puling the poker boxes for count. This is done on my shift , I wont say what shift it is for the safety of myself and others. But anyways , while pulling boxes my partner we will call him H and myself like to make jokes or stories about things A -- is a very sweet and friendly and very pretty girl. She is so fun to tell stories, because shes plays along..? ..Its really funny and it makes the box pull more pleasant to dela with.. I mean our inaginations are unreal. But its funny to say the least.. One of the other things I do while.. Im on watch is talk briefly to the dealers..One of them is really funny. No names but she has a accent that only I understand,. I recall one day she was telling a story to H and he looked at me like what the hell is she saying.. I think i understand her broken accent is because my dearly departed mom had one the worst accents.. I recall my child hood friends asking me your mom is nice ,, But i have no clue whats she saying. I say. shes speaking english.. and they say, thats not english..isnt that funny you think One thing and the reality shows itself,, But I got that from alot of people ,, that my mom spoke bad englsih.. Oh well I understood her and thats allthat matter until she passed away..
Now to the team ... I miss Bear , we call him. he's this big giant of a man , but really has kind and caring heart , but I think he's misunderstood because of that vibe we wants to put out!!. People see him as inflexible , rude and over bearing, but being in a position of power I get it. I used to be that way in the Military, you have to have someone play the role .. the part and he does it well.. !!
Then we have " A.. aka.. Val Kilmer. he's this sarcastic, tough minded , at times inflexible guy that wants patrons.. to obey his commands. When you see him he has everything on his belt . He loves to have all the gadgets ,, we also call him gadget man.,But then again people misunderstand him also because of that bad ass attitude he wants to portray..
Sam Elliot look alike.. This guy I miss the talks about guns.. He loves guns and I love sharing what I have with him.. Haha. I miss his kind demeamer. He;s really the nice guy. He keeps me humble and brings out the nice guy in me. haha..
TC--- his initials, now this guy is a really good talker and very sociable, Maybe not really built to be a bad ass security. I mean he thinks about the other person alot.. But that's good.. he's fun to talk to,,,I mean he's my partner.. He helped me play a funny April fools joke.. .on someone at the casino!!
I Adam - 12.. haha. the cowboy, like the Sam Elliot look alike. This guy is really complex. at times you think he's ok, and other times. He says weird stuff. But I like talking to him ,. because he knows what we ahve been through in the military and understands.. what we are feeling// thats why its cool talking him..
R- I hardly workwith him,,he seems very quiet. but I'm sure he will back us up in case somethings goes down!!
D- He's a good guy , I enjoy talking to him, he's really a nice guy and has given me good solid advice , I mean he's about my age, even though we don't look like,. If anything he keeps me grounded and grounded.. He just a do my job kind of guy that loves day shift.. God that's a boring shift, it feels like work. Time goes slow.. Not like swing shift my favorite shift.. !!
H-- well what can I say.?? When I first met him at the interview, we just clicked. We both were on the same wavelength. He. comes up with really crazy terms. He likes calling me diver.. . Don't ask , you guys remember Men of Honor, its his favorite movie,. He can recite so many lines in the movie,, its comical,, But anyways. I'm looking forward in getting back to work and reconnecting with the team. We have a great team,. although we are strange in many respects, but when things go down.. We are there to get shit down.. We will cover one another that's for sure..
Then we have special k.. she's really a tough and friendly person that has given me the low down on things. She's really a special person that I enjoy kidding with. We both take care of our selves and bodies. I mean we both know how look good for our ages.. Its a special bond we have , and when I played thata Aprils fools joke on her.. It was classic,. yea she was upset, and she claims she will get me back. ..oh boy. maybe I'm not looking forward to going back to work!!
There's really too many people to mention.. the OTB girl,,she heard my many stories, ,thank you for putting up with me. Then you " whipper snipper,, a very attractive and friendly girl that gets the wrong impression by people, I mean when your attractive and friendly. .your looked at as a flirt, a player , etc.. People are mean,,But I think she's cool.. I enjoy and miss our whipper snipper jokes, I know it makes no sense, But sometimes you just click with people with silly phrases..
The Front desk Girls.. I really enjoyed talking and joking with all of you, We had some talks, haha. plus you gals have seen me in action where I had to throw people out. I know to seperate the nice guy from the bad ass guy. Must have shocked you, but its a strange talent I have Ican go from nice to nasty in a flick of a second.. Well ITS GONNA be fun to conversate and joke with the front desk gals..
... oh How can I forget pecker checker, its a navy joke , But I really like her shes funny. shes caring and once again misunderstood. But I enjoyed joking with her.,because at the casino, sometimes you need some one..to relate to you because theres so much drama at work,, haha
The Cage- Thats where money is exchanged and everyone knows the people in there. I miss standing guard on their breaks, Some want more breaks .. haha.. but anyways. Its fun how every girl has their own style, so to speak.. Its gonna be fun to reconnect with them..
OH..lets not forget Motivating M.. hes my side kick , he enjoys watching me kick ass.. He always tells me .. If you taze someone make sure I see it, and let .. the other M.. see it,, the one in the cage.. haha. they both want to see a tazered patron. Just kidding..?!!
The Servers.,.. how can I forget about them.. U have.. H.. she's a talker . she loves talking to me. and I enjoy talking to her,, I really consider her a friend , well at least at work, she's honest, maybe too much. haha. who else? oh yea S. I dont have much contact buy shes funny , how she says I'm a old dude. sorry your so young..haha. ah. ok .. V.. shes something else,,she calls me babe, and i do the same. we are bout the same age Im guesing but what I like she knows what I usually order and she makes me feel good about what I order, and to think thats the way it should be..
Now the dealers... I joke and talk to most of them.. !! lets see ..lets call them friend4life.. Let me just say thank you for being my friend and helping myself.. get out of my funk a year ago, Like . I mentioned in another blog.. I was stressed and depressed at my last job at the Temecula Valley Hospital.
Well , what can I say. except. we have fun at work, we joke , we laugh , we tell stories. and I have entertained this person. With kicking people out right in front of them and showing off my little muscles after work. ? haha.But the funniest prank was the Resignation letter .. I must say the look on that face was priceless!! . It was like Oh my God. I'm losing my best friend !! , well atleast my work friend.. But I came through , .. but telling you it was a bad joke,,But you have to admit it was one of the funniest moments at work. along with your tag team jokes with, ,,your friend " M" ,oh that girl is crazy.. BBD..shes knows what that means.. ? but anyways, its only been a year knowing you but it has been fun. Especailly the Korean BBQ night.. thanks.. I almost got married,,haha.. inside joke and maybe a blog.. ?
Ok. that's my crew at work,.and why I miss them so much.!! Like I told my best freind Joe. Its doesn't feel like work. He tells me thats good,. your enjoying work,, because not enjoying what your job....your doing can zap the energy out of you.. .well what do you think people? A fun place to work, well I have blogged about some of the events. But because of law and cases,, I cant really divulge too many things about this place , but I must say,.For how ever long I work there ??? I'm gonna enjoy every moment and every person I connect with ,because its really rare to really find people you can relate to and joke around with..
Well Everyone thank you for reading and sharing a part of my life and times with you!
Be safe and take care of yourself and loved ones !! We will get through covid -19 .. together and years form now,, we will have fond memories!!
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS@ 2020..
Hi Everyone......
I hope everyone is doing well , stay safe at home, wearing your mask in public and just being good to one another.
Now to the blog.. Well Its been over month and half or longer since the shut down , the stay home order and I was placed in stay home status.. Its been tough , being away from the scene, the vibe , the co workers and friends alike.
But now.. I just got called back into duty.. Wow. Im pumped , as much as I liked working out on my own, and doing yard work.( Not Really enjoying the yard work..) . I'm ready to get back to real life. Believe me its time, all the stories about the California economic woes and people lining up at food banks and shopping until the shelves are bare , has gottem old. The daily news cast about the deaths in ...LA COUNTY , SAN BERNANDINO , RIVERSIDE , VENTURA COUNTY AND ORANGE COUNTY. has been depressing in fact Riverside and Ventura county were the only places reporting recoverines? How odd, but now I see they don't list those on there already.. Maybe because LA COUNTY wasn't reporting that.I t has been a strange scenario that none of us have ever dealt with..
Now.. we are slowly getting back to normalcy.. Opening up the parks and beaches is a good move, People need to get out and enjoy the great California scenery.. What Im excited about is going back to the gym and do my attention seeking workouts. Yea, Im one of those guys that makes a exaggerated scene when I lift weights. haha. I know Im a glory hog as one of my co workers aptly calls me..
But I'm sure its going to be different , the social distancing , the checking of patrons for temperatures or wearing masks. Its going to be a new normal.. But society safety , trumps everything else. If anything , its going to take time to get used to all the changes , but watchimg people gamble and watch sporting events at the Casino Bar and restaurant is going tobe fun.. I enjoyed talking with the patrons about sports , life etc.. I'm security , but I'm also a ambassador and Casino representative. I really dont like kicking people off property,, If anything If you go to a casino, please behave yourself,, Thats the last thing you need to deal with is being embarassed in front pf your family and friends and others.. Have some dignity.. But some of you drink too much and act up and interfere with others enjoyment.. Thats why. think about if you can on what your doing.. If you cant handle too much alcohol,. then dont drink too much.. ok enough of that..
Now to my co workers and friends at work,, I really enjoy making people smile, One of the chores opps .. I mean duties I have is puling the poker boxes for count. This is done on my shift , I wont say what shift it is for the safety of myself and others. But anyways , while pulling boxes my partner we will call him H and myself like to make jokes or stories about things A -- is a very sweet and friendly and very pretty girl. She is so fun to tell stories, because shes plays along..? ..Its really funny and it makes the box pull more pleasant to dela with.. I mean our inaginations are unreal. But its funny to say the least.. One of the other things I do while.. Im on watch is talk briefly to the dealers..One of them is really funny. No names but she has a accent that only I understand,. I recall one day she was telling a story to H and he looked at me like what the hell is she saying.. I think i understand her broken accent is because my dearly departed mom had one the worst accents.. I recall my child hood friends asking me your mom is nice ,, But i have no clue whats she saying. I say. shes speaking english.. and they say, thats not english..isnt that funny you think One thing and the reality shows itself,, But I got that from alot of people ,, that my mom spoke bad englsih.. Oh well I understood her and thats allthat matter until she passed away..
Now to the team ... I miss Bear , we call him. he's this big giant of a man , but really has kind and caring heart , but I think he's misunderstood because of that vibe we wants to put out!!. People see him as inflexible , rude and over bearing, but being in a position of power I get it. I used to be that way in the Military, you have to have someone play the role .. the part and he does it well.. !!
Then we have " A.. aka.. Val Kilmer. he's this sarcastic, tough minded , at times inflexible guy that wants patrons.. to obey his commands. When you see him he has everything on his belt . He loves to have all the gadgets ,, we also call him gadget man.,But then again people misunderstand him also because of that bad ass attitude he wants to portray..
Sam Elliot look alike.. This guy I miss the talks about guns.. He loves guns and I love sharing what I have with him.. Haha. I miss his kind demeamer. He;s really the nice guy. He keeps me humble and brings out the nice guy in me. haha..
TC--- his initials, now this guy is a really good talker and very sociable, Maybe not really built to be a bad ass security. I mean he thinks about the other person alot.. But that's good.. he's fun to talk to,,,I mean he's my partner.. He helped me play a funny April fools joke.. .on someone at the casino!!
I Adam - 12.. haha. the cowboy, like the Sam Elliot look alike. This guy is really complex. at times you think he's ok, and other times. He says weird stuff. But I like talking to him ,. because he knows what we ahve been through in the military and understands.. what we are feeling// thats why its cool talking him..
R- I hardly workwith him,,he seems very quiet. but I'm sure he will back us up in case somethings goes down!!
D- He's a good guy , I enjoy talking to him, he's really a nice guy and has given me good solid advice , I mean he's about my age, even though we don't look like,. If anything he keeps me grounded and grounded.. He just a do my job kind of guy that loves day shift.. God that's a boring shift, it feels like work. Time goes slow.. Not like swing shift my favorite shift.. !!
H-- well what can I say.?? When I first met him at the interview, we just clicked. We both were on the same wavelength. He. comes up with really crazy terms. He likes calling me diver.. . Don't ask , you guys remember Men of Honor, its his favorite movie,. He can recite so many lines in the movie,, its comical,, But anyways. I'm looking forward in getting back to work and reconnecting with the team. We have a great team,. although we are strange in many respects, but when things go down.. We are there to get shit down.. We will cover one another that's for sure..
Then we have special k.. she's really a tough and friendly person that has given me the low down on things. She's really a special person that I enjoy kidding with. We both take care of our selves and bodies. I mean we both know how look good for our ages.. Its a special bond we have , and when I played thata Aprils fools joke on her.. It was classic,. yea she was upset, and she claims she will get me back. ..oh boy. maybe I'm not looking forward to going back to work!!
There's really too many people to mention.. the OTB girl,,she heard my many stories, ,thank you for putting up with me. Then you " whipper snipper,, a very attractive and friendly girl that gets the wrong impression by people, I mean when your attractive and friendly. .your looked at as a flirt, a player , etc.. People are mean,,But I think she's cool.. I enjoy and miss our whipper snipper jokes, I know it makes no sense, But sometimes you just click with people with silly phrases..
The Front desk Girls.. I really enjoyed talking and joking with all of you, We had some talks, haha. plus you gals have seen me in action where I had to throw people out. I know to seperate the nice guy from the bad ass guy. Must have shocked you, but its a strange talent I have Ican go from nice to nasty in a flick of a second.. Well ITS GONNA be fun to conversate and joke with the front desk gals..
... oh How can I forget pecker checker, its a navy joke , But I really like her shes funny. shes caring and once again misunderstood. But I enjoyed joking with her.,because at the casino, sometimes you need some one..to relate to you because theres so much drama at work,, haha
The Cage- Thats where money is exchanged and everyone knows the people in there. I miss standing guard on their breaks, Some want more breaks .. haha.. but anyways. Its fun how every girl has their own style, so to speak.. Its gonna be fun to reconnect with them..
OH..lets not forget Motivating M.. hes my side kick , he enjoys watching me kick ass.. He always tells me .. If you taze someone make sure I see it, and let .. the other M.. see it,, the one in the cage.. haha. they both want to see a tazered patron. Just kidding..?!!
The Servers.,.. how can I forget about them.. U have.. H.. she's a talker . she loves talking to me. and I enjoy talking to her,, I really consider her a friend , well at least at work, she's honest, maybe too much. haha. who else? oh yea S. I dont have much contact buy shes funny , how she says I'm a old dude. sorry your so young..haha. ah. ok .. V.. shes something else,,she calls me babe, and i do the same. we are bout the same age Im guesing but what I like she knows what I usually order and she makes me feel good about what I order, and to think thats the way it should be..
Now the dealers... I joke and talk to most of them.. !! lets see ..lets call them friend4life.. Let me just say thank you for being my friend and helping myself.. get out of my funk a year ago, Like . I mentioned in another blog.. I was stressed and depressed at my last job at the Temecula Valley Hospital.
Well , what can I say. except. we have fun at work, we joke , we laugh , we tell stories. and I have entertained this person. With kicking people out right in front of them and showing off my little muscles after work. ? haha.But the funniest prank was the Resignation letter .. I must say the look on that face was priceless!! . It was like Oh my God. I'm losing my best friend !! , well atleast my work friend.. But I came through , .. but telling you it was a bad joke,,But you have to admit it was one of the funniest moments at work. along with your tag team jokes with, ,,your friend " M" ,oh that girl is crazy.. BBD..shes knows what that means.. ? but anyways, its only been a year knowing you but it has been fun. Especailly the Korean BBQ night.. thanks.. I almost got married,,haha.. inside joke and maybe a blog.. ?
Ok. that's my crew at work,.and why I miss them so much.!! Like I told my best freind Joe. Its doesn't feel like work. He tells me thats good,. your enjoying work,, because not enjoying what your job....your doing can zap the energy out of you.. .well what do you think people? A fun place to work, well I have blogged about some of the events. But because of law and cases,, I cant really divulge too many things about this place , but I must say,.For how ever long I work there ??? I'm gonna enjoy every moment and every person I connect with ,because its really rare to really find people you can relate to and joke around with..
Well Everyone thank you for reading and sharing a part of my life and times with you!
Be safe and take care of yourself and loved ones !! We will get through covid -19 .. together and years form now,, we will have fond memories!!
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS@ 2020..
What I learned during Covid -19 Pandemic.. Inspired by life...
What I learned during Covid -19 .. Inspired by life..
Hi Everyone I hope your doing well. I wish all of you health and happiness and please take care yourself and family..
Well , I realize , family comes first. I used to think friends are the best , but during this crisis , so to speak,, Is having family help you!! Those are the ones you need to take care of.. I know friends say the what you want to hear , but bottom line.. Family is where its at, I know we do things that upset us about family. I mean.. We all say or do stupid things , but family accepts you no matter what..?
I learned that I can do yard work.. To be honest I'm not a yard work person. I dont like cutting grass or doing any of that trimmimg and hedging stuff either .,But I found out I can do it, but I still dont like doing it.. I think when I get back to full time hours Im going to listen to my gut and just hire a yard person.
I learned that.. I dont like washing and waxing cars either.!!. Its a chore,!! not like when you first get a car as a teenager.. Now,,I rather do something else, Like go to the gym.. lift weights and do cardio.. Yes. I miss the gym..!! There I could spend hours there!!. In fact you might call me a gym rat!!.. I love weightlifting and cardio as well as checking out the girls.. Lets be honest!!. I need the motivation or the eye candy.. !!
I also learned that I can drive my muscle car for hours. I mean. !!With the price of gas at all time lows,, I have driving muscle car like crazy . San Diego , Los Angeles ,, Las Vegas.. Yes. its been a fun ride. But I also know.. that I have a speeding addiction, I love driving fast,.!!My Muscle car can get up there and fast. Yes, I can get up and over 120 . and not feel it. Luckily , I havent recieved a ticket , very close calls in San Diego,, but on my LA , Las vegas trips.. Nothing to worry.. Go figure , right..?
I learned , I dont like watching too much recorded sports events. I mean the excitement of watching live sports is the idea of who's going to win? But watching recorded sports events .. well its boring. unless it combat sports,. Because I can analyze the techniques, and its in my humble opinion.. Combat sports provide that stimuls….compared to watching basketball , baseball or even football.
I learned people are still inpatient on the roads.. People are stil inpatient and rude at stores.,But what do you expect..?? People these days just care about their needs.!!. Its a me myself and I society.. !!
That's why its important now more than ever to do what makes you happy. !!You like gardening ,. then do it. If you like cooking then do your best.. I found that I like doing things Im very good at and things I'm not too good at I spend less time doing. Like gardening , like cleaning house. , Like watching the news about covid -19,..
I learned during this pandemic is that I have developed a schedule of what I like to do.. Mostly I like working out .. and I like writing blogs,. and checking on fb postings. I also like learning new things every day, I feel we all should try to learn something new.. Every day. Its exciting to learn things... I try to learn about many things.. Because knowledge is power and its good for the soul and brain.. Your brain needs stimulus. !!The brain is a muscle and it needs to be used just like your muscles in your body..
We all should take time out and ask yourself what have you learned during these pandemic and apply it to your life. All I know is that Time flies by so fast!! Dont waste time on things that dont matter or care about am I right? Know what you like and pursue that and share your ideas and skills with people who are with you.. Like I tell my family and friends. " be true to those that are true to you!'
May all of you find happiness and enjoy every moment and do things and be with people that share your interest. Because that what makes life more enjoyable!!
Take care everyone , and be safe.. Wear your mask, because if not for yourself , its for your loved ones because I know I would feel bad if any of my family got it from me.!!.I want everyone inlcuding you to be safe and healthy . Life is so fragile and the time we have here is really fleeting.. We have to enjoy each day.Nothing is guaranteed . thats one of the most compelling things I learned. During this stay home order I have heard of some friends passing away , I had a long time neighbor pass away and lost some close connections ,friendships ,due to just being apart. Its true , if its meant to be , no matter what. It will stay true.. But as time goes by I know I will be myself.. which is a friendly , talkative , and amusing guy that likes to meet people and I love to talk,. If per chance you get to meet me, your gonna met someone thats gonna make you feel like a best friend.. Its just my nature., maybe you can tell just the way I talk to you in my blogs.. Kind of laid back and easy to read. I dont like to sound to intellectual, or too concieted. I just like to talk and share ideas, because we are all in this together, Covid -19 -- doesnt care of your rich ,poor , healthy or not. Its just goes after you.. Thats why keep clean and always take care of yourself!!
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2020
Hi Everyone I hope your doing well. I wish all of you health and happiness and please take care yourself and family..
Well , I realize , family comes first. I used to think friends are the best , but during this crisis , so to speak,, Is having family help you!! Those are the ones you need to take care of.. I know friends say the what you want to hear , but bottom line.. Family is where its at, I know we do things that upset us about family. I mean.. We all say or do stupid things , but family accepts you no matter what..?
I learned that I can do yard work.. To be honest I'm not a yard work person. I dont like cutting grass or doing any of that trimmimg and hedging stuff either .,But I found out I can do it, but I still dont like doing it.. I think when I get back to full time hours Im going to listen to my gut and just hire a yard person.
I learned that.. I dont like washing and waxing cars either.!!. Its a chore,!! not like when you first get a car as a teenager.. Now,,I rather do something else, Like go to the gym.. lift weights and do cardio.. Yes. I miss the gym..!! There I could spend hours there!!. In fact you might call me a gym rat!!.. I love weightlifting and cardio as well as checking out the girls.. Lets be honest!!. I need the motivation or the eye candy.. !!
I also learned that I can drive my muscle car for hours. I mean. !!With the price of gas at all time lows,, I have driving muscle car like crazy . San Diego , Los Angeles ,, Las Vegas.. Yes. its been a fun ride. But I also know.. that I have a speeding addiction, I love driving fast,.!!My Muscle car can get up there and fast. Yes, I can get up and over 120 . and not feel it. Luckily , I havent recieved a ticket , very close calls in San Diego,, but on my LA , Las vegas trips.. Nothing to worry.. Go figure , right..?
I learned , I dont like watching too much recorded sports events. I mean the excitement of watching live sports is the idea of who's going to win? But watching recorded sports events .. well its boring. unless it combat sports,. Because I can analyze the techniques, and its in my humble opinion.. Combat sports provide that stimuls….compared to watching basketball , baseball or even football.
I learned people are still inpatient on the roads.. People are stil inpatient and rude at stores.,But what do you expect..?? People these days just care about their needs.!!. Its a me myself and I society.. !!
That's why its important now more than ever to do what makes you happy. !!You like gardening ,. then do it. If you like cooking then do your best.. I found that I like doing things Im very good at and things I'm not too good at I spend less time doing. Like gardening , like cleaning house. , Like watching the news about covid -19,..
I learned during this pandemic is that I have developed a schedule of what I like to do.. Mostly I like working out .. and I like writing blogs,. and checking on fb postings. I also like learning new things every day, I feel we all should try to learn something new.. Every day. Its exciting to learn things... I try to learn about many things.. Because knowledge is power and its good for the soul and brain.. Your brain needs stimulus. !!The brain is a muscle and it needs to be used just like your muscles in your body..
We all should take time out and ask yourself what have you learned during these pandemic and apply it to your life. All I know is that Time flies by so fast!! Dont waste time on things that dont matter or care about am I right? Know what you like and pursue that and share your ideas and skills with people who are with you.. Like I tell my family and friends. " be true to those that are true to you!'
May all of you find happiness and enjoy every moment and do things and be with people that share your interest. Because that what makes life more enjoyable!!
Take care everyone , and be safe.. Wear your mask, because if not for yourself , its for your loved ones because I know I would feel bad if any of my family got it from me.!!.I want everyone inlcuding you to be safe and healthy . Life is so fragile and the time we have here is really fleeting.. We have to enjoy each day.Nothing is guaranteed . thats one of the most compelling things I learned. During this stay home order I have heard of some friends passing away , I had a long time neighbor pass away and lost some close connections ,friendships ,due to just being apart. Its true , if its meant to be , no matter what. It will stay true.. But as time goes by I know I will be myself.. which is a friendly , talkative , and amusing guy that likes to meet people and I love to talk,. If per chance you get to meet me, your gonna met someone thats gonna make you feel like a best friend.. Its just my nature., maybe you can tell just the way I talk to you in my blogs.. Kind of laid back and easy to read. I dont like to sound to intellectual, or too concieted. I just like to talk and share ideas, because we are all in this together, Covid -19 -- doesnt care of your rich ,poor , healthy or not. Its just goes after you.. Thats why keep clean and always take care of yourself!!
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2020
Saturday, May 16, 2020
That's a Narc... Neighbor.. Inspired by actual events..
That's a Narc ,, Neighbor .. Inspired by actual events..
Hi Everyone I hope all is well, Please be safe and stay humble..
Ok , one of those neighbors that doesnt take shit from anyone, meaning I dont care what people think? I know I should because I'm the criminal element dont like me.. I challenge anyone near my house..Yup i have a german shephard dog that howls and barks at 4am if some one is around my house. Ok, Theres nothing illegal walking around at 4am.. But what are you doing at that time.. I know when I was in high school I would get up at 4am.. to jog in South San Diego, and only people I saw was illegal aliens .. and the border patrol, But because I did it every day the border agents didnt even give me a second look. I was part of routine..
But in todays age,. we have lots of people that are doing things for big money.. I mean the weed game is big money.. I know I i should just get high get drunk ,, and watch sports,, I mean I served 20 long years in the Navy , 3 years reserves .. so I spent a lifetime , In a Miltary mode level.. But theres something in me that wants to engage with people..
During my time in this neighborhood ,I have confronted people smoking weed and getting drunk near my house..I say.. hey just go some where else. I say.. they tell me to fuck off,.I say , ok.. I got your license plate and I'm gonna call the police.. In fact one of the guys once said to me are you a cop? I don't answer.. I mean if they believe it. I'm ok with that, I'm not impersonating a cop, but because of my military back ground and looks I look like a Narc , under cover .. I get THAT all the time. !!! My neighbors say I'm crazy ..maybe I am!!..if keeping my neighborhood safe from drug dealers and crooks then call me crazy... But I realize .. There's too many people looking to rob and steal from hard working folks,. That's why report report.. and let your local police what's going on.. Don't be afraid!!! if you dont want to write things down.. Take a picture of the car , house, thats what I do when I walk around..I know at times I get looks , but I want records of suspicios cars and people. I also keep a log book in my office, yes I'm very vigilant. I mean .. I prevented crime and actually stop a person breaking into next door neighbors house,, pointed ar15- with light, They ran off, I called police,, and guess what they caught the person,, they actually came back,, I guess they waited until I went to sleep.. I'm a light sleeper which is good and bad, It means I wake uo easily, and I then struggle to sleep the rest of the night.. But Im the watch dog.. maybe too much.. I mean at times I driving late at night with my scanner and spot light.. One the neighbors said they actually wanted to come to my house . I said thats a bad idea. especially if your on my property. I would shoot you down. and Place a large knife or one of my many ghost guns in your hand.. Who are the cops gonna believe? ,, ok this dude blogged about what he would do,,? would i and who says I wrote this blog.. ? anyways, when it comes to home protection , be protective about your situation. !! Lock your doors , put locks on your windows, tint and or have window blinds and curtains. and check your surroundings,, What do I mean?
1) always pick up adverstisements attached to your front door..thieves check to see if theres movement..
2) I leave a tv on always..!! ok it may waste energy,, but a crook will think twice before breaking into your house,..? doubt is a crooks fear..
3) Never open your door,, these so called salesmen can also be crooks trying to find out whose home. or lets see whats inside the house..
4) Leave gardening tools out, it looks like hes doing yard work.. Like i said crooks dont want to see you.... if they can help,, make your house lived in..
5) Leave a car parked in the drive way and switch sides if possible ,,once again,, movement makes the crook nervous, it shows a lived in look,.if they see spider webs on your tires , it shows, no movement,,, Maybe they are on vacation or what?
6) Use motion detection lights.. light up your house..crooks are like roahes, they scatter when you turn on the lights..
7) Security cameras.. inside and out.. you need proof if they do get inside and rob you..
8) Light timers in the house.. like i say.. crooks dont want to be seen.. Use lights in various places of your house.
9) lock up your guns in gun safe.. if they do break in , dont make it easy to steal your guns..
10 ) lock up your jewelry watches, etc,. Make those dip shits work for your stuff. The bigger and heavier the safe the better.
11) locks on your gates and elctrical boxes.. I know what a pain.. But your safety and your family is important..
12) Dont announce where your at on face book , dont think crooks are looking at face book,. I cnat tell how many people I know , tell me I was robbed,,, my question is did you say your vacation plans.. like I said,. I dont say anything until I'm back from vacation then post my stuff.. Its smart , you have to be... The crooks are dirt bags, they are looking for soft targets.. dont be one!!
Well anyways, I know some of the neighbors think I'm a gun toting vigilante,, oh I'm just protective.in fact the person in my neighborhood , that your wouldnt think could kill. . did it.. ! Imean if someone invades your home.. I'm not asking too many questions. I mean it only takes seconds to kill someone.. I'm not risking my families safety ..to wonder if your lost and confused. It sounds barbaric, but at times , life is barbaric..Some people will kill you anf not even think twice.. I know I'm taking a chance approaching people or talking to people.. in this day in age where people have guns.. and think about it..? they might be wrong killing you,, but if your dead, its game over,,so its something to think about..Take care of yourself and those that .. care for you.. Because to be honest I dont trust my neighbors. too ,much. I mean,, when it comes fown to it.. everyone only wants to worry about their life and family. and sadly thats the way I feel. Not saying I wouldnt help you. but I'm protecting my family first over you. Thats why I dont understand how you cant have weapons in the USA.. theres a criminal element out there with guns and knives .. and not using your 2nd amendment rights,to me? Doesnt make sense..because if someone comes into your house, I rather have a gun then nothing.. Call 911.give me a break, ? They will come by and delcare you dead,, ok enough of that ..
My final thoughts,, Im that neighbor that has many guns , knives , swords. sticks nun chuks, I even have a axe.. plus I lift weights and work out in boxing and martial arts.. I'm a physical fitness nut , I may be middle age but my body looks like a 35 year old,.. This is comimg from my co workers and my neighbors that I have spoke too, they are shocked when I tell them my actual age.? I found the fountain of youth.. or more like oil of olay products. and I watch comedies.. it releves stress and like I say. I'm a work out horse, !! But I'm the nieghbor that keeps a log book of suspicios activity with license plates..and decrsiptions of people.. I'm the neighborhood watch dog,. that can also kick ass if it comes down to that.. YUp i'm the Narc.... I'M that neighbor,. that people dont want to mess with , but thank GOD he's around.. to scare the shit out of crooks.. !!
Take care my face book friends . the source fans and my neighbors,. Be happy I;m standing the watch.. !!
Be safe wear your mask i public.. and take care always, We will get through this COVID 19 .. PANDEMIC!!
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2020.........
Friday, May 15, 2020
How to win a street fight , inspired by true events
How to win street fights ..
First of all I was introduced to boxing as a child I had tons of fights set up by my older brother I used to beat up growth men that were surprised a little guy could fighter . Because I’m short 5’6 160
Lbs I got or get challenged because I have the small MAns syndrome . What triggers me ? It’s feeling distempered , does racial slurs do it ? , of course ..but it’s a person attitudee that gets me . !!
But back to street fight .. first off you have to have that kill mind attitude , you have to think about winning at all cost ! If you people think spraying pepper spray or gel in an attackers eye will stop a threat, Guess again?? , it will delay the attack but it will not stop it if the person is trained like myself I have been sprayed in the eyes numerous times and I can still fight through a self defense course and I have seen people who are drugged up or drunk take a pepper spray shot or even taser gun shot and keep going .. it’s real life people are not always sober or mentally fit.. Many are drugged up and hyped out of their minds and some are work out beasts, very STRONG!! SO , the key you hit them where its sensitive and no muscle to protect you..
Areas; The groin - private areas..
The EYES-- no muscle there..Stick your fingers in their eyes.. push or gouge hard..!!
THE THROAT- people don't even like it when you even close to their throats.. it makes
nervous!! Grab the throat and hold on..
The Solar Plexus Shot. People go down, Hell professional fighters do,, Its basically
center of your chest where the breast bone is exposed.. Hit that
people go down,, !!
The Shin shot- That's the lower part of the leg. no muscle and anyone that has hit their
lower leg against anything it really hurts.. Kick hard !
The Toe shot.. Step on a guys toes.. with steel toe boots , it game over like I said no
Muscle to protect you..
But one of the techniques that seem to always work for me , is grabbing someone's arm and get behind them.. What's my logic ,?? simple I have never fought anyone that can fight when they are attacked and controlled from the back side, Think about it ?? . its hard to punch someone if your back is towards them..
But my best technique.. is strike hard and fast.. And don't be afraid to hurt someone ,, what separates a great fighter and a good one is , you cant have feelings of hurting someone. Yea I know sounds mean, but a street fight is that.. A mean reality in life..
In order to be a great street fighter is you have to believe in yourself and not be afraid of contact or injury yourself.. I know it sounds barbaric!! . ...And to be honest it is ..that's what Know..NOW that I'm older if possible I want to avoid physical confrontations!!.. But in the Security field and working at a casino bar area , your gonna face some mean drunks. My strategy is hit them hard and fast and take them down..
Final thoughts .. I have a very fun and friendly personality , in fact I at times beg and plead with drunk patrons don't make me hurt you. But they look at my size and some laugh or get more aggressive. When that happens I no longer discuss things and I get into fight mode.. None of the confrontations take more than a minute.. I take them down and get them out of the bar , casino areas and they continue to resist they get arrested.. Well I hope , this helps you should you get into a street fight!!
May everyone enjoy life and please take care, and remember nobody likes to fight but someone needs to know how.
UNTIL MY NEXT BLOG , HAVE A GREAT DAY OR NIGHT AND WE ALL.. will .. GET THROUGH COVID -19 TOGETHER,, !!
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2020
First of all I was introduced to boxing as a child I had tons of fights set up by my older brother I used to beat up growth men that were surprised a little guy could fighter . Because I’m short 5’6 160
Lbs I got or get challenged because I have the small MAns syndrome . What triggers me ? It’s feeling distempered , does racial slurs do it ? , of course ..but it’s a person attitudee that gets me . !!
But back to street fight .. first off you have to have that kill mind attitude , you have to think about winning at all cost ! If you people think spraying pepper spray or gel in an attackers eye will stop a threat, Guess again?? , it will delay the attack but it will not stop it if the person is trained like myself I have been sprayed in the eyes numerous times and I can still fight through a self defense course and I have seen people who are drugged up or drunk take a pepper spray shot or even taser gun shot and keep going .. it’s real life people are not always sober or mentally fit.. Many are drugged up and hyped out of their minds and some are work out beasts, very STRONG!! SO , the key you hit them where its sensitive and no muscle to protect you..
Areas; The groin - private areas..
The EYES-- no muscle there..Stick your fingers in their eyes.. push or gouge hard..!!
THE THROAT- people don't even like it when you even close to their throats.. it makes
nervous!! Grab the throat and hold on..
The Solar Plexus Shot. People go down, Hell professional fighters do,, Its basically
center of your chest where the breast bone is exposed.. Hit that
people go down,, !!
The Shin shot- That's the lower part of the leg. no muscle and anyone that has hit their
lower leg against anything it really hurts.. Kick hard !
The Toe shot.. Step on a guys toes.. with steel toe boots , it game over like I said no
Muscle to protect you..
But one of the techniques that seem to always work for me , is grabbing someone's arm and get behind them.. What's my logic ,?? simple I have never fought anyone that can fight when they are attacked and controlled from the back side, Think about it ?? . its hard to punch someone if your back is towards them..
But my best technique.. is strike hard and fast.. And don't be afraid to hurt someone ,, what separates a great fighter and a good one is , you cant have feelings of hurting someone. Yea I know sounds mean, but a street fight is that.. A mean reality in life..
In order to be a great street fighter is you have to believe in yourself and not be afraid of contact or injury yourself.. I know it sounds barbaric!! . ...And to be honest it is ..that's what Know..NOW that I'm older if possible I want to avoid physical confrontations!!.. But in the Security field and working at a casino bar area , your gonna face some mean drunks. My strategy is hit them hard and fast and take them down..
Final thoughts .. I have a very fun and friendly personality , in fact I at times beg and plead with drunk patrons don't make me hurt you. But they look at my size and some laugh or get more aggressive. When that happens I no longer discuss things and I get into fight mode.. None of the confrontations take more than a minute.. I take them down and get them out of the bar , casino areas and they continue to resist they get arrested.. Well I hope , this helps you should you get into a street fight!!
May everyone enjoy life and please take care, and remember nobody likes to fight but someone needs to know how.
UNTIL MY NEXT BLOG , HAVE A GREAT DAY OR NIGHT AND WE ALL.. will .. GET THROUGH COVID -19 TOGETHER,, !!
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2020
Thursday, May 14, 2020
TEMECULA VALLEY HOSPITAL HEARTBREAK.. INSPIRED BY COWORKERS..
TEMECULA VALLEY HOSPITAL HEARTBREAK . INSPIRED BY COWORKERS..
First off ,I want to say thank you to Sharon , shes was my supervisor at Inland Valley Hospital and she advised about or warned me about going to Temecula Valley, and it was a tough move I talked about it with my wife and after further thought I decided to make the transfer ,,
So , I get hired , but I was hired as a part time employee, which was a minor shock,? I could of sworn, the Supply Director said I was a fulltime hire. But it should of been a red flag.. But I figured I mis heard what he said..
So , when I arrived I was greeted by the crew . No names , just nick names we had one black guy , I will call him CNN , always on, always talking/. I mean I thought I was talker , he took to a whole new level.. He would or could talk about nothing and say nothing but say alot ? Does that make sense? What bothered me about him was he over thought things, Funny some of my friends say that to me.. I was wondering is God trying to tell me something ? , by exposing me to someone that was like me.. We had good times, listening to music and talking shit to one another, It was like a party,, He was different..
Then you have the quiet one.. He's this laid back guy who worked hard and knew his stuff, but he also was wise beyond his years, yes he complained but , he liked to get his job done, He was the type that didn't want to make waves, even though things were messed up..
The New guy.. We got hired together from agency but I was first to be hired straight on with hospital .. he was good worker , but he would at times try to side with the director. It didn't ride well with the other guys. because we are a team. The Supply director, put lots of stress on everyone there, especially the ones that were there for years. I saw how hard he pushed these guys and they kept doing it. When I got there , I resisted but eventually I gave in and did what they were doing. Being walked on and bossed around.. It was horrible working long hours and many days and always being blamed for things if something went wrong> But when things went well, yea we would get some props, but more so than anything. We got reamed about things especially if one of the co workers complained about us.. I mean we had no time to relax in this job. It was non stop!!, I mean we supplied the Hospital supply rooms. It was a daily core to maintain the levels.. Plus the one thing the Dr's and Nurses were never satisfied. !!
The old guy.. well actually he was about my age.. But oh was he a grumpy old man..!! haha He talked about consoiracy theories, about rumors , gossip , etc. If you wanted your business out there , just tell him.!!I recall , I told him about Navy stuff and he didnt believe me? I said if you feel its bull shit then dont talk to me!!.. Man, he was a irritant and pain.!!. But the Supply Director took his side.,, maybe because he was white.? I'\m not a racist but he did get away with alot things , we the minorities could not get away with, .. like working less.. or having his job or duties placed on our already busy plate.
Now the final straw, I was working 40-80 hour work weeks , and I would come in on my day offs even , well One day . on my scheduled day off, I came in, and of course things were busy, and I was having my rants ,, The boss was around , but this guy was a sneak, ninja.,, he could sneak into a room and you wouldn't even notice him. Well anyways,, I said things like its a good thing I answer my phone especially if I'm at home doing things with my family, I mean nothing rude or lewd, Its the honest truth.. But I always picked up and I always came into work. Except one day, where I was really busy doing things with my family. I think I was out of town at a outdoor gun range.. And I;m one of those types when I'm enagaged in something imprtant or needs utmost attention ,I dont answer or look for my cell phone. I even turn it off .. well Im sure it angered him I didnt answer him.. In other words I blew him off. Yea he's my boss , but if Im busy, I'm busy,, Over working the four of us when you probably needed 2 more people, would of helped morale.. \!!
Well back to the final straw,, I was finishing up my daily duties on my computer station.. I got a call from the Director, and he asked about some materials that weren't delivered, I mean get this Its was my scheduled day off but come in... , we are busy doing our taskings. But he didnt care. and when he said there's a hospital order that all workers are required to be on call 24/7 and have a secondary phone number so he could get in touch with me?
Imagine that? I mean first off I'm a part time worker .. !! So its obvious he wanted a reaction and I told him I don't appreciate being spoke to that way and I have nothing else to say to you !! Moments later , I emailed HR I was quitting on the spot and texted Supply Director I quit.. He texted back sorry to hear that and I need you work badge back.. What the hell? I give him my all , come in on my day off , and this is how I get treated ..Like a number..? like a nobody.? . I was upset!! , and my co worker CNN knew I was pissed. I told him about the Directors demands, He says I don't blame you..But I cant quit on the spot like you did.. When I think back,, I know I put those guys in a bind. But I felt so disrespected and un appreciated that I couldn't take it anymore., I mean.Over working people gets to people,. I know I was in the military and did similar hours and such,, but all that created stress in my life.. Sleep apnea.Headaches. trouble sleeping are all my daily dealings.. It finally got to me. !!
Final outcome .. All the workers transfered to other depts. I created a revolution.. Thus the Supply Director was fired , let go.. whatever.. I never want anyone to lose their livelihood , but in this case it could happen to an bigger ass hole.. and good riddance.The misery ,the stress he created on those above mentioned guys and myself.. was just too much.. !!
I'm want to say sorry to my co workers , I know MY departure put everyone in a bind, and I'm sure you guys .. got pissed off!! , and that I never came back to say good bye was really hurting too. I mean he hurt me,not you guys.!! But I'm sure you guys felt betrayed , felt unloved or what? I dont blame you for ALL the things you felt or thought. !! .. Its your own feelings and thoughts.. I got upset, but I had enough and it was time !! . I'm glad all of you have moved on and doing well.!!
I hope if we should meet again ., I will greet all you with respect and care and let you guys know. I really enjoyed working with you.. May you find peace and love in your lives.
The SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2020
My First love .. My biggest heart break..? Inspired by Dee.
My first love - My biggest heartbreak ? - Inspired by Dee..
Hi everyone , thank you for taking time to share a time in my life ..
Well I just graduated high school and attended Southwestern College , located in Chula Vista , Ca.. I was accepted to San Diego State University , but I wanted to save money by going to community college.. I figured its the same courses at SDSU , but cheaper..
Ok.. I has a friend lets call him Johnny , not his real friend., he was a high school friend. So, I saw him hanging out with this girl. I said hi to him and I could tell this girl liked what she saw, and vice versa.
Well moving forward , we dated and went out alot.. WE went TJ..(tijuana , Baja Califrornia, south of san Diego. ) to drink and party back in those days, that was the thing to do, Man we had some crazy times. Well anyways, she kinda changed me. I grew a mustache. I drank alot. more than usual.. especially hard liquor. and I smoked alot... cigarettes. I was also a pot smoker. It was the deal back then.. But anyways. we had a great time. we partied our asses off. Let me tell you about her. She was super fine .She had great tan legs. a pretty ass smile and eyes too match.. I was in lust and love.. My beloved mom.. liked her alot. She says she's pretty and sweet. Maybe a bit too sexy.. She liked to wear mini skirts. Well dad loved her. in fact dad loved most of the girls I brought home.. In fact daddy pinched and hugged my girl on the first introduction.. Dee says your dad is something else? Like father ., like son.
Fast forward.. We now have been dating what ? 4 years.. I was in my first year at SDSU,, and I had developed deep feelings in fact I asked her to marry me/>? But she hesistated..? She says , I have a secret? I said to myself>? What , your married ? You have a child ? My mind was racing. ...Well she asked me to go with her to this new night club. A place she says I go with my girls on friday. Something she done throughout our relationship.. I mean she would go with her girls and I would hang with my boys.. that night. Thats why we had a cool relationship..or atleast I thought?
Ok.. Shes comes and picks me up. I wanted to drive , but she insisted on driving ? Now I'm really tripping.. Well she drives me to down town san diego, hillcrest. I think,? Not sure,. but anyways,, We see this fancy club. Named the Flame. I said cute name. When we get inside, its has tons of girls . amd guys. but I soon relaize.. its a gay club.. ? I said, what the fuck.. ? Dee , then intorduces me to her girl friend. Call Cee.. Whats get me..is that I know this girl. in fact shes like my closest friend that lived like yards from my house.. Shes my home girl.. In the streets thats a female friend. or like a sister ,. we also called them, so I say whats up.? So dee, says this is my secret.. Im like huh? Shes my girlfriend...ok I say.. I know that . Dee says no shes really my girlfriend... Being a hard headed dude I'm stil clues less, Cee says we are lovers , dude. !! I say what? No way. This is bad joke,, They both say its not a joke. I;m like no way , prove it. kiss each other. At first , they hesistated , but I insisted..
yup, my worst thoughts came into reality they were making out right in front of me. and the love of my life for 4 years , was a lesbian. or bisexual. ? My heart sank , I feel so betrayed , so used and abused. and so humilated , not only that I couldnt leave because I didnt drive.. But I still wanted to leave, but I saw how dee was looking and I didnt want her to feel out of place with her friends. So after a while I relaxed and just started to dance. with dee and cee , but dudes were watching me,,. what the fuck right? I must have been really drunk and heart broken , I didnt care , .. Then get this .. This good looking white dude.. Came parading around me waving bills , and saying someone is gonna get lucky tonight.. He came up to me.. I said oh my god. The girls told me this dude wants u, In fact some of the girls told him I will party with you,, the guy said . nope.. I want him.. ! Of course.. I was freaked out.. He finally left me alone. But this night turned out to be my biggest heart break.. I mean my first true love has been playing me for years. But that night I danced and drank my ass off.
The next day I had the hangover from hell. I slept the whole day and Dee, decided to visit me that night . WE talked by her car and of course her girl was there.. She pretty much let me know thats shes a lesbian.. And that shes in love with cee, she said something that she was a bisexual during the early years of our relationship.. But after a while. developed into a full lesbian.. She says she tried to gives clues, but i was so in love , I didnt notice,,,? Love is blind right guys,, I really wish I caught those signals . because that heart break was devastating/ he hurt me for years.. he got so bad I dropped out of college and just worked.. Then decided to try Law Enforcement, attended Sheriffs academy.. I went on lots of dates , but I wanted no part of any relationships.. I learned the hard way.. I guess? But anyways. Lets be honest I became a heart breaker , I went out and broke girls hearts , I know that sounds mean but I was young 21-22 years old.. I just wanted to hurt girls. Since the girl of my dreams not only betrayed me but became a lesbian. My friends told me you made her gay.. I thought yea. soemthing is wromg with me. So I guess I went on a love spree to prove I;m a man .. One night stands were the normal and if I did dated anyone.. I would break it off soon after . Like I said I didnt want to get close to anyone. What an ass hole ? Well think about what happened to me, the love of my lofe turned into a lesbian of my life.. ? It took years for me to recover.. Until I met the true love of my life Mona... Sweet , simple , level headed , hard working and most of all didnt inflate my ego. I had to earn her respect. But like I said, It took years.. to recover.
My advice , dont lie about your sexuality , living a lie is the most heat breaking thing to deal with. I mean, she dee made me feel so loved and wanted. But to think I wasted 4 years of life,, was the most hurtful thing to happen.. Thank God , I found my true love . But those years were the craziest times of my life..Now if I saw dee again,,, today 2020 what would I say >> ?? I would say Hi..I mean that was many years ago. I would talk and catch up . I mean, she was a part of my life. Now would I tell her how much she hurt me? NO , unless she asked me..But why bother , whats done is done.. All I know.is that people shouldnt play with peoples emotions. If your not into someone , just say so, right off. By pretending like she did was plain wrongand decietful.. Even Evil.!!. but like I said. I forgive her because I dont want her to have power of me , like she had all those years I didnt accept what happened to me. In fact I became as deceitful and evil as her when I toyed with girls emotions. In fact my mom told me. Dont break girls heart because they are probably praying or wishing bad things towards you. Maybe thats why my life is so full of drama. >? Soon after the biggest heart break came. When my Mama passed away.... My next phase of being an ass hole!!
Yea , my life is like a soap opera, I have close to 900 BLOGS posted since 2011. From the Jr high - College years to the Navy days ,, until Now.. Plus assorted Sports stories and tributes to fallen classmates.. Check out my blogs. The Source has fans in Russia, Poland, Germany < italy , Philippines. Take care and be safe and thanks for taking time to share my experiences I have .. Its some cases its my therapy..
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2020..
Hi everyone , thank you for taking time to share a time in my life ..
Well I just graduated high school and attended Southwestern College , located in Chula Vista , Ca.. I was accepted to San Diego State University , but I wanted to save money by going to community college.. I figured its the same courses at SDSU , but cheaper..
Ok.. I has a friend lets call him Johnny , not his real friend., he was a high school friend. So, I saw him hanging out with this girl. I said hi to him and I could tell this girl liked what she saw, and vice versa.
Well moving forward , we dated and went out alot.. WE went TJ..(tijuana , Baja Califrornia, south of san Diego. ) to drink and party back in those days, that was the thing to do, Man we had some crazy times. Well anyways, she kinda changed me. I grew a mustache. I drank alot. more than usual.. especially hard liquor. and I smoked alot... cigarettes. I was also a pot smoker. It was the deal back then.. But anyways. we had a great time. we partied our asses off. Let me tell you about her. She was super fine .She had great tan legs. a pretty ass smile and eyes too match.. I was in lust and love.. My beloved mom.. liked her alot. She says she's pretty and sweet. Maybe a bit too sexy.. She liked to wear mini skirts. Well dad loved her. in fact dad loved most of the girls I brought home.. In fact daddy pinched and hugged my girl on the first introduction.. Dee says your dad is something else? Like father ., like son.
Fast forward.. We now have been dating what ? 4 years.. I was in my first year at SDSU,, and I had developed deep feelings in fact I asked her to marry me/>? But she hesistated..? She says , I have a secret? I said to myself>? What , your married ? You have a child ? My mind was racing. ...Well she asked me to go with her to this new night club. A place she says I go with my girls on friday. Something she done throughout our relationship.. I mean she would go with her girls and I would hang with my boys.. that night. Thats why we had a cool relationship..or atleast I thought?
Ok.. Shes comes and picks me up. I wanted to drive , but she insisted on driving ? Now I'm really tripping.. Well she drives me to down town san diego, hillcrest. I think,? Not sure,. but anyways,, We see this fancy club. Named the Flame. I said cute name. When we get inside, its has tons of girls . amd guys. but I soon relaize.. its a gay club.. ? I said, what the fuck.. ? Dee , then intorduces me to her girl friend. Call Cee.. Whats get me..is that I know this girl. in fact shes like my closest friend that lived like yards from my house.. Shes my home girl.. In the streets thats a female friend. or like a sister ,. we also called them, so I say whats up.? So dee, says this is my secret.. Im like huh? Shes my girlfriend...ok I say.. I know that . Dee says no shes really my girlfriend... Being a hard headed dude I'm stil clues less, Cee says we are lovers , dude. !! I say what? No way. This is bad joke,, They both say its not a joke. I;m like no way , prove it. kiss each other. At first , they hesistated , but I insisted..
yup, my worst thoughts came into reality they were making out right in front of me. and the love of my life for 4 years , was a lesbian. or bisexual. ? My heart sank , I feel so betrayed , so used and abused. and so humilated , not only that I couldnt leave because I didnt drive.. But I still wanted to leave, but I saw how dee was looking and I didnt want her to feel out of place with her friends. So after a while I relaxed and just started to dance. with dee and cee , but dudes were watching me,,. what the fuck right? I must have been really drunk and heart broken , I didnt care , .. Then get this .. This good looking white dude.. Came parading around me waving bills , and saying someone is gonna get lucky tonight.. He came up to me.. I said oh my god. The girls told me this dude wants u, In fact some of the girls told him I will party with you,, the guy said . nope.. I want him.. ! Of course.. I was freaked out.. He finally left me alone. But this night turned out to be my biggest heart break.. I mean my first true love has been playing me for years. But that night I danced and drank my ass off.
The next day I had the hangover from hell. I slept the whole day and Dee, decided to visit me that night . WE talked by her car and of course her girl was there.. She pretty much let me know thats shes a lesbian.. And that shes in love with cee, she said something that she was a bisexual during the early years of our relationship.. But after a while. developed into a full lesbian.. She says she tried to gives clues, but i was so in love , I didnt notice,,,? Love is blind right guys,, I really wish I caught those signals . because that heart break was devastating/ he hurt me for years.. he got so bad I dropped out of college and just worked.. Then decided to try Law Enforcement, attended Sheriffs academy.. I went on lots of dates , but I wanted no part of any relationships.. I learned the hard way.. I guess? But anyways. Lets be honest I became a heart breaker , I went out and broke girls hearts , I know that sounds mean but I was young 21-22 years old.. I just wanted to hurt girls. Since the girl of my dreams not only betrayed me but became a lesbian. My friends told me you made her gay.. I thought yea. soemthing is wromg with me. So I guess I went on a love spree to prove I;m a man .. One night stands were the normal and if I did dated anyone.. I would break it off soon after . Like I said I didnt want to get close to anyone. What an ass hole ? Well think about what happened to me, the love of my lofe turned into a lesbian of my life.. ? It took years for me to recover.. Until I met the true love of my life Mona... Sweet , simple , level headed , hard working and most of all didnt inflate my ego. I had to earn her respect. But like I said, It took years.. to recover.
My advice , dont lie about your sexuality , living a lie is the most heat breaking thing to deal with. I mean, she dee made me feel so loved and wanted. But to think I wasted 4 years of life,, was the most hurtful thing to happen.. Thank God , I found my true love . But those years were the craziest times of my life..Now if I saw dee again,,, today 2020 what would I say >> ?? I would say Hi..I mean that was many years ago. I would talk and catch up . I mean, she was a part of my life. Now would I tell her how much she hurt me? NO , unless she asked me..But why bother , whats done is done.. All I know.is that people shouldnt play with peoples emotions. If your not into someone , just say so, right off. By pretending like she did was plain wrongand decietful.. Even Evil.!!. but like I said. I forgive her because I dont want her to have power of me , like she had all those years I didnt accept what happened to me. In fact I became as deceitful and evil as her when I toyed with girls emotions. In fact my mom told me. Dont break girls heart because they are probably praying or wishing bad things towards you. Maybe thats why my life is so full of drama. >? Soon after the biggest heart break came. When my Mama passed away.... My next phase of being an ass hole!!
Yea , my life is like a soap opera, I have close to 900 BLOGS posted since 2011. From the Jr high - College years to the Navy days ,, until Now.. Plus assorted Sports stories and tributes to fallen classmates.. Check out my blogs. The Source has fans in Russia, Poland, Germany < italy , Philippines. Take care and be safe and thanks for taking time to share my experiences I have .. Its some cases its my therapy..
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2020..
My Best friend Mona ; Inspired by freinds4life
My best friend Mona: Inspired by firends4life..
Hi everyone , I just want to say thanks for taking time to read my friend's blog. I really take great pride in what I share , and I really making people think or feel. The many compliments I get makes me motivated to write..
Ok now, the blog.. My best friend Mona .. my friend , he really is a good guy , and very misunderstood, He's friendly , flirty, he's poetic , he's a overthinker , What do I mean? He likes to analyze or over analyze things. He has a great wife. When he talks about her , he holds her in great reference.. I mean she's a hard worker and no matter what is there for him.. The problem with my friend is he has too much prideful!! When he's wrong , its hard for him to say I'm sorry !! He has a big ego,!!, He knows he has a great woman , but wont let his ego down.. Why? Well his best friend , is a tough , practical and hard working women that knows what she wants. She wants to provide for her family and his man. The guy has everything , a mansion that is breathtaking and a Big beautiful black car he calls Black beauty.. which it is..!! He pampers that car, just like he treats his friends.. If you have the honor to be his friend. You lucky!!, because he's picky about who he hangs with. What makes him cool , is that he doesn't stress you out. He lets you be you, he doesn't get offended if you ignore him > Haha.. He keeps busy, How do I know.? The dude will tell you, if your his true friend, he will not only text you , but send videos or pictures. Yes. a special type of friend.. At times he likes to advise or gives you words of wisdom, I guess all those years in the Navy made him a teacher , a mentor , an advisor..( Ass hole )) I know he means well , but sometimes I feel like I'm being lectured! Fatherly,, haha.. Yea, he has that intimidating personality.. I told him that once he laughed. He said something like I'm a little guy.. yea.. he maybe short in stature but has a big personality. People who know him , he commands a room , he has that persona.. If you don't know him. When you first see him he has this big personality , that makes you look at him..Yea, he's a good looking guy.. But its his gift of gab, that grabs your attention.. Plus,, he has friendly eyes.. Its true that the eyes of the windows to the soul.. When he looks at you , its like you cant lie to him.. He has that look. But back to the blog.. When my friend talks about his wife , you can tell he has respect and love for.. He admires her work ethic and that she gives him anything he wants.. Well he deserves it he retired from the Navy , dealing with all the restrictions and rules , and just being away from family and life must have been stressful.. That's why he has that easy going personality happy go lucky, so to speak.. That's why people like him.. He's co workers, he friends , and of course me.. I can tell he loves the things that are important to him. His House , his car , his coworkers , of course his family and his beat friend. I told him your wife is perfect , he didn't argue.. One thing she does is keep him humble , keeps him grounded. Because if anyone knows Mel.. He can get outrageous. He has a ego that can get out of control. But Mona keeps him focused on what's important.. Family , the home , the job he has.. He stays focused.. But I also my friend has a void in his life. He tells me that ever since his beloved Mom died.. Its been a battle of depression and sadness he feels. But you know my friend. When he comes to work.. He has the brightest smile and is always making people smile and laugh, in fact I think he cares more about others feelings than his own.. Wow, that's incredible thing to do,, I can only imagine how his military guys and gals felt about him. He told me that every time he transferred their was always tears in peoples eyes. Why ? He just know how to connect with people, by just saying hi , or sharing stories or just joking around.. He's a cool guy.. but he feels a guilt trip about his mothers death. For some crazy reason.? He thinks he's to blame.. What a thinker? But I always tell him to " Let things go,!!,," and just be happy for today and stop worrying about the future and stressing about the past.. he's getting better , but he still does it.. But I know one thing.. He admires his wife , like she's an angel. Well , being with my friend , she is. Because like I said my friend, is complex, he's moody , he arrogant , prideful, and has a temper. But he can also be the sweetest and kindest guy around.. That's why he's so misunderstood by those who don't know him. But his wife , has his heart and soul and no matter how hard my friend tries to hide it. Its clear ,he;s proud of his wife and I know they are going to have a great life together.. To be honest.. I'm a bit envious of what he has.. Its hard to find someone you can really relate too these days.. But he has it..
They say if you can count the true friends on one hand. your lucky. well I know I have a freind4life.He accepts me for what I am and vice versa. We are not perfect , but we do respect one another and we cherish the connection we have. Its really hard to explain the friendship we have but enjoy talking to each other because its chill. He really listens and he cares, but most of he's honest with me , something that's hard to find in relationships.. My friends best friend is lucky because she has a great guy that is very caring , protective and at times too sensitive , but there's no doubt he loves his best friend and cares for her and I'm happy that my friend does his best to make her happy. All I know if I can help him , I will and I have .. But my friend sometimes feels like he doesn't need anyone. But I realized in life we all need people or friends in life. Some friends are great advisors, others are motivators, and others just are cool to hang with at work. My friend has a great best friend and he knows that, its just he's too prideful and stubborn . But that's why I'm in his life to let or remind him that your best friend will always be there. Action speak louder than words..
Thank you for taking the time to read my friends blogs, he's an attention whore. If you haven't noticed, Likes to write blogs, post pictures and videos . But I must admit. even though I never tell him that. He's very entertaining. I never compliment him because he already does that.. and I don't want his fat head to get fatter. haha..
Hi everyone , I just want to say thanks for taking time to read my friend's blog. I really take great pride in what I share , and I really making people think or feel. The many compliments I get makes me motivated to write..
Ok now, the blog.. My best friend Mona .. my friend , he really is a good guy , and very misunderstood, He's friendly , flirty, he's poetic , he's a overthinker , What do I mean? He likes to analyze or over analyze things. He has a great wife. When he talks about her , he holds her in great reference.. I mean she's a hard worker and no matter what is there for him.. The problem with my friend is he has too much prideful!! When he's wrong , its hard for him to say I'm sorry !! He has a big ego,!!, He knows he has a great woman , but wont let his ego down.. Why? Well his best friend , is a tough , practical and hard working women that knows what she wants. She wants to provide for her family and his man. The guy has everything , a mansion that is breathtaking and a Big beautiful black car he calls Black beauty.. which it is..!! He pampers that car, just like he treats his friends.. If you have the honor to be his friend. You lucky!!, because he's picky about who he hangs with. What makes him cool , is that he doesn't stress you out. He lets you be you, he doesn't get offended if you ignore him > Haha.. He keeps busy, How do I know.? The dude will tell you, if your his true friend, he will not only text you , but send videos or pictures. Yes. a special type of friend.. At times he likes to advise or gives you words of wisdom, I guess all those years in the Navy made him a teacher , a mentor , an advisor..( Ass hole )) I know he means well , but sometimes I feel like I'm being lectured! Fatherly,, haha.. Yea, he has that intimidating personality.. I told him that once he laughed. He said something like I'm a little guy.. yea.. he maybe short in stature but has a big personality. People who know him , he commands a room , he has that persona.. If you don't know him. When you first see him he has this big personality , that makes you look at him..Yea, he's a good looking guy.. But its his gift of gab, that grabs your attention.. Plus,, he has friendly eyes.. Its true that the eyes of the windows to the soul.. When he looks at you , its like you cant lie to him.. He has that look. But back to the blog.. When my friend talks about his wife , you can tell he has respect and love for.. He admires her work ethic and that she gives him anything he wants.. Well he deserves it he retired from the Navy , dealing with all the restrictions and rules , and just being away from family and life must have been stressful.. That's why he has that easy going personality happy go lucky, so to speak.. That's why people like him.. He's co workers, he friends , and of course me.. I can tell he loves the things that are important to him. His House , his car , his coworkers , of course his family and his beat friend. I told him your wife is perfect , he didn't argue.. One thing she does is keep him humble , keeps him grounded. Because if anyone knows Mel.. He can get outrageous. He has a ego that can get out of control. But Mona keeps him focused on what's important.. Family , the home , the job he has.. He stays focused.. But I also my friend has a void in his life. He tells me that ever since his beloved Mom died.. Its been a battle of depression and sadness he feels. But you know my friend. When he comes to work.. He has the brightest smile and is always making people smile and laugh, in fact I think he cares more about others feelings than his own.. Wow, that's incredible thing to do,, I can only imagine how his military guys and gals felt about him. He told me that every time he transferred their was always tears in peoples eyes. Why ? He just know how to connect with people, by just saying hi , or sharing stories or just joking around.. He's a cool guy.. but he feels a guilt trip about his mothers death. For some crazy reason.? He thinks he's to blame.. What a thinker? But I always tell him to " Let things go,!!,," and just be happy for today and stop worrying about the future and stressing about the past.. he's getting better , but he still does it.. But I know one thing.. He admires his wife , like she's an angel. Well , being with my friend , she is. Because like I said my friend, is complex, he's moody , he arrogant , prideful, and has a temper. But he can also be the sweetest and kindest guy around.. That's why he's so misunderstood by those who don't know him. But his wife , has his heart and soul and no matter how hard my friend tries to hide it. Its clear ,he;s proud of his wife and I know they are going to have a great life together.. To be honest.. I'm a bit envious of what he has.. Its hard to find someone you can really relate too these days.. But he has it..
They say if you can count the true friends on one hand. your lucky. well I know I have a freind4life.He accepts me for what I am and vice versa. We are not perfect , but we do respect one another and we cherish the connection we have. Its really hard to explain the friendship we have but enjoy talking to each other because its chill. He really listens and he cares, but most of he's honest with me , something that's hard to find in relationships.. My friends best friend is lucky because she has a great guy that is very caring , protective and at times too sensitive , but there's no doubt he loves his best friend and cares for her and I'm happy that my friend does his best to make her happy. All I know if I can help him , I will and I have .. But my friend sometimes feels like he doesn't need anyone. But I realized in life we all need people or friends in life. Some friends are great advisors, others are motivators, and others just are cool to hang with at work. My friend has a great best friend and he knows that, its just he's too prideful and stubborn . But that's why I'm in his life to let or remind him that your best friend will always be there. Action speak louder than words..
Thank you for taking the time to read my friends blogs, he's an attention whore. If you haven't noticed, Likes to write blogs, post pictures and videos . But I must admit. even though I never tell him that. He's very entertaining. I never compliment him because he already does that.. and I don't want his fat head to get fatter. haha..
Take care and be safe during this Covid -19 , deal.. We will get through it.. Meanwhile , enjoy The Source. I'm sure my friend has many more blogs , pictures and some dance videos , or martial arts videos coming in the future. OMG!!
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2020
Tuesday, May 12, 2020
NFL 2020 .. MY OUTRAGEOUS PREDICTIONS > INSPIRED BY NFL TALKING HEADS ..
NFL 2020 MY OUTRAGEOUS PREDICTIONS .. INSPIRED BY NFL TALKING HEADS.
Hi everyone.. its been a awhile since I did a sports blog and I thought lets get crazy with my reintroduction into the Sports blog scene.. here are my predictions based on all the NFL shows on TV.. BLOGS.. etc.
First off my Super Bowl Pick.. The Kansas City Chiefs Patrick Mahones ..vs. Tampa Bay Bucs Tom Brady show.. in a aerial show.. HIgh scoring.. game with Tom Brady getting his 7th rings and cementing his title as the Greatest QB..
NFL Viewership will be the highest in histoty.. Why.. ? No worries about protest and the players just playimg.. I'm sure they will do some celebration but with a empty staduim those guys may look silly..
The Las Vegas Raiders .. will have a record amount of players in trouble, arrested etc.. I mean.. They are in Sin City. and These young bucks with a QB is is also young will lose control of his team. I know Jon Gruden is a strict guy but geez, this is Las Vegas.. Temptation will get these guys.. until...
Aaron Rodgers , will be going to the raiders in 2021.. Yes, the california kid.. is gonna lead the Raiders to the 2021 Superbowl,,, vs.. get this... Tom Brady's Tampa Buccaners.. and this time Jon Gruden gets his victory over the team he once coached a Superbowl Victory over the Oakland Raiders.. . Wow. talking about soap operas..
Philip Rivers will have as many TD passes as Picks.. and finally retire on 2021 to be a High school coach in Alabama.. He had a great career but based on how he talks.. he knows this is last chance to the SUPERBOWL.. the problem is.. Patrick Mahomes are just too good for anyone in the AFC , including, the talented Colts.. Rivers will anoounce his retirement .. Future hall of famer//
Los Angeles Rams -- changed their helmet logo , angering Ram alumni . Eric Dickerson..They let go of the Gurly show.. Thats not the only problem , that defense didnt play well last year and the NFC WEST LIKE THE AFC WEST is loaed.. San Francisco 49ers look to win the division, but Seattle will battle them all year long and the Arizona cardinals were competitve.. and on the upward trend.. The Los Angeles Rams were the darlings a couple years ago. but salary cap issues and losing fre agents and a young coach who suddenly worried about being the other LA team finishing last.. The Fight for LA.. NOT this year , guys this will be a down year for NFL LA football teams...
Los Angeles Chargers -- will be cellar dwellars and finish 5-11 .. Why ? TYrod taylor , come om guys , in the talenetd AFC west hes the worst .. Mahome , Carr , Lock , and then him.. Juts based on past experience , he's a journey man qb , beat out by rookies .. The bolts are going to rely on short and screen passes and a running attack with great 3rd down back , in ekeler but not an alite every day back.. thats why they drafted a running from UCLA.. Joshua Kelly , he's a workman like running back , but he's no LT , or even a Melvin Gordon.. The chargers are hoping he pans out..Too many question marks on that offensive line .. and that young offensive coordinator is unproven , just like the head coach.. Well Spanos.. you get what you pay for,, cheap ass spemding.. gets you lame ass coaching and a another year being swept by the AFC weat teams that improved over last year..
Drew Brees will lead his saints to THE NFC championship only to lose in shootout with Tom Bradys buccaneers and after the heartbreaking loss , makes a tearful announcement he's retirimg from the NFL.. great career and very under appreciated , one of true nice guys that got a ring... True first ballot hall of famer..
These are my crazy predictions , lets see how it pans out.. One thing is sure.. Watching NFL football without crowd noise will be differemt.. So the angle will be hearing the palyers and coaches and more better analysis from the sportscasters. Its going to be different, but the fans will watch..
and, to make up for the lost revenue from no fans.. will make the Superbowl a pay per view event.. ..
NFL .... will do this 2021.. NFL = NO FREEBEES LEAGUE.. !!
Have a great day or night and lets enjoy the sports this year... and be safe !
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2020
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