Forever Young. Inspired by Erica...

Forever young - Inspired by Erica.. 
  It seems everyone is concerned about me, I know I read the stories or hear the news reports about crazy lunatics. But I'm a smart , intelligent gown lady finding out about myself. Its funny when older people, like uncles aunts, or close family friends try to advise me on life. I'm good, I have to live and learn just like you did. I know your parents probably said the same things to you.. Did you guys listen.. maybe probably .. probably not! Its just human nature to defy authority and rebel against parents ideas.. Its natural , its a phase.. but if it stays past 23 years of age, then Houston ,... we have a problem. Right now I want to be happy , be withe friends and do what youthful kids. do.. I know I'm too young to drink , to young for love too , too young.. Oh well. Life is meant to be lived.. At least I have a job and I'm going to school, its way too early to make judgments about me.. I'm still finding out about myself.. I know the Medical field, Computers, tech trades are the fields or careers to follow, But I must follow my heart.. I know one of my uncles had dreams about being a movie star and even appeared in small bits and did college plays at Southwestern and SDSU.. but he realized it wasn't happening so he joined the military.. Now he;s retiring and having the time of his life with his wife and two great boys.. and of course the Most beautiful Car in SOCAL.. BLACK BEAUTY!! I really like my uncle , sure he talks shit , and says awful things at times. But like life.. not everything is going to please people.. Its life,. some words hurt , some heal and often times his words are revelations. I know my uncle wants the best for us and encourages us.. I just wish everyone else would get off my back and my cousins.. Give us time to grow up.. What happened to unconditional Love for family members.. For my cousins. I wish you well and keep striving to do well at whatever you are pursuing, For my brother ,, grow up boy.. life is shorter and alot harder than you realize.. Your family is the only one that truly has your back.. I know friends say I WILL BE THERE FOR YOU.. But reality,they come and go. and mostly go.. I know I act young and carefree, and my family are inpatient with me. ,but Its alot more complicated life than back in the day.. If my old ass uncle can realize that what cant my educated family and close friends understand that. Forever Young. I know I still have a idealistic view on life and I think most people are good. I know there is evil and and wrong doers , and I pray and hope I'm protected from them. But I have to live my life and be who I am.. I know its a trying time to be a teenager or growing adult with raging hormones and emotions. Its hard to understand what i feel or think at times. But I go on, and I'm searching for my place in society! I know I will be a productive citizen, I know There are folks that are haters and want to destroy happy people. But I'm stronger and wiser than my family thinks,. I just want space and time to realize what my place in life is? If i screw up. I will learn from it.. If I succeed than I will be stronger for it. But for now.. Let me grow up like many of you people out there, In fact lets your kids grow up , ,make mistakes, get hurt. because that's how you improve and develop. By worrying or keeping too much of a leash on your kids will only get them pissed off and alienated from you.. Be like My uncle that is forever young.. and KNOWS HOW TO RELATE to kids and grown ups.. Kids know how to have fun. Too many adults in my family are too uptight and have no sense of relaxing techniques.. Take a chill pill and let me grow up on my own terms.. If i screw up,, then tell me or scold me.. but bottom line,, I need to live and learn. just like many of you parents have,. I'm not saying be totally uninvolved with your kids dealings , but also give us space.. If you do that .. You will love longer stay looking younger , because of having one less thing to be stressed about... Forever Young.. is my Uncles credo for staying strong and youthful looking.. He still has the maturity to handle life's hassles and be a productive citizen,. But he is also one of the funniest and coolest uncles in my family and I;m proud of having him at parties and functions.. Because love him or hate him.. He is the loudest and proudest uncle out there,, well next to my other Uncle Bud.. and Josh.. those two are also very hard working and have solid values that they are not ashamed to share with you.. All I'm asking is Let me have time to grow up and smell the roses,, before its said and done , you might be surprised what I have to offer!! Forever young in my heart , but I'm also passionate about becoming a productive and happy citizen of this world.. Give me space!!
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