I never thought ego , envy or even short sightedness could end a life long friendship , I mean we all say and do things to one another , but to hear from a close friend that I don't want to hear about your new venture in life or that they would jump to conclusions about my intentions.. But its ok, I mean we all live and learn and go on with life.. I mean I argue with my wife and disagree on many things but we go on right? But the fact someone close to you would be so aggressive in denying you , it means they have had these pent up feelings about you for years . It just took another success story so to speak to see their true feelings . Its not that some one denied me or said no, but the fact they wouldn't even want to hear about whats going on with your new life of success. To me , I guess I didn't realize that the years away and my successful accomplishments would lead to such a reaction. I mean , maybe I should realize maybe a true friend makes the effort to see your brand new house or a true friend makes a effort to see your brand new car , or attend each others accomplishments in life.. But its ok.. I mean that's life.. nothing stays the same even a life long friendship , I just thought I would get a different reaction , that's all. If anything I learned that when it comes to finances and such you are touching a delicate issue, especially if money is difficult to find. I admire my friend working hard at a job for many years doing the same thing , I know I couldn't do it. I like changes , I like challenges , and I like to analyze things , maybe too much. But when it comes to making decisions.. I'm decisive I weight the facts and boom.. I make the decision,, good or bad, I 'm not afraid to challenge myself, t takes a strong personality to keep going and keep believing in what your doing. As for my dear friend,, I'm kind of sorry they feel the way they feel ,. I mean I never meant to embarrass them or hurt their ego.. But based on their reaction.. I feel this jealous , envious feelings have been festering for some time. But I cant control how they feel.. Its what they feel..as for me.. I have to do what I feel is great work helping people learn about savings and how to get a better rate of return for their money. If anything I learned that you can teach someone or guide them if they don't want it, even if they need it , and with that I wish all of you a great day and just remember that life is fleeting and enjoy what you have love , friendship etc, because you never know when it comes to an end.. For me. its not losing a friend that hurts , but why it ended. The thought that being envious about what I have ad I have accumulated over my life is just an expression of oneself. I'm a big dreamer and visionary I always think about big things and helping people , but once again You cant always please everyone and teach everyone unless they want it.. True friends .. share and understand one another no matter what , not get angry over little things , because if they do I realize that a true friend is truly hard to find and if you have one.. Cherish it because I realize now,,, Nothing lasts forever if you don't have understanding and compromise.. If anything I just wanted to say that true friends care for one another and don't get upset over petty things,, because if they do,, than the friendship i thought we had was really not a true friendship, and with that I'm going on and I know my wife is really my true friend and I care and love her very much and I will appreciate her because despite my pitfalls and weaknesses she accepts me and loves me anyway, and in my past relationships,, that's a dream come true.. True friends.. I thought I had one.. but based on what just happened .. I'm shocked and disappointed in their reaction !!! Until my next blog.. Enjoy life and cherish your true friends because those are truly hard to find treasures in life!!
THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @2014
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