2021 THE NEW YEAR TO ... RESTART..

2021 THE NEW YEAR TO ..RESTART//

  Hi everyone its been a long time I posted.. Writers block,, or just rethiking things. 2020 was a tough year for everyone.. I had one of the worst years of my life.. I lost quite a few classmates , breast cancer, lost some shipmates.. natural causes.. covid related .. ? I lost loved ones.. old age.. One thing I learned from all of this I', still standing strong.. I'm one of those types that doesnt give up on anything , love , friendships.. etc.. Sometimes I think I torture myslef , trying to hold on to things or people in my life that serve no purpose.. 

   Well in a nutshell, I believe this upcoming year I'm focusing on bettering myself,. Not only physically , but emotionally , spiritually , intellectually , just become a more patient and understanding person.. I mean that's easier said than done.. Until that person cuts you off in traffic , or is rude to you at the grocery store or your made to wait in long lines.. Its human nature to get upset especially during these rough times.. BUT WE HAVE TOO, the world , the people need to think about others pain instead of your own.. I had a falling out with a close friend about the fact I'm so selfish and only think about myself.. ON reflection , she's right I am selfish and I do think about myself alot,., But its because I have a strong ego and I pride in myself in being independent , strong minded and decisive about what I like or want. But in that case I came off being too selfish , if that's true than I'm sorry about that and I will take into account how I treat people especially close friends.. My best friend tells me that I still act like its high school where you drop people with a wink of an eye.. Today being much older and wiser , I should be  more patient and look at dropping friendship when you have a misunderstanding.. Another lesson about myself,, I need to swallow my pride at times and just look at the facts or actions and react to that , But in the past I would overthink thigs , get annoyed or pissed of if things didn't go my way.. Its a fast moving world today,, You have to adapt to fast changes and you have to let things go,, everyday.. by holding on to grudges or emotional baggage your creating stress for yourselves and you loved ones.. In todays world too many of us look for instant gratifcation with twitter , with face book , with google hangout.. or whatever to satisfy our urges to be loved and liked, We should look to help people in need and be there for family and friends,. But don't be too needy or too helpful , we all have our issues and lives to attend to,, I learned the hard way that my life is just like anyone else's, even though I lived a pretty adventurous life , its still only one life,. I do like sharing my journeys , but its still one life to the billons of people on earth,. I will take that into account and be thankful for those that take the time to read my blogs.. Thank you,.\

 Lastly , please take time this year to restart your life, look at what's important and take of of those things,. including close friendships.. This is not high school anymore we have to take time to cherish the friendships or connections you have and learn everyday to be a better person this year.. We will overcome this Covid era and become better people.. WE need to,.. We have too!! For societies sake for mankind.. May all of you have a wonderful day and thank you for supporting my blogs!!\

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