Lessons from Church .. based on actual events..

Lessons from Church ..

   It's strange or compelling how before Easter or Easter day , getting a seat means getting to church 30 minutes or more ahead of start time. But just a week after Easter , 30 minutes and , heck 10 minutes before theres seat aplenty. Oh well its the catholic way , I figure attend the most important dates and so and so attendance on the other dates, But who am I to make judgements, I mean your not obligated to attend all the time or 50 % of the time or ever. I mean as long as you worship the Lord and obey his laws , do you really need to go? At first glance , maybe not, But the Priest , the father , who has spent his lifetime , understanding the bible and the word,, is our teacher our advisor.. Today lessons how do you know? About anything ,, Experience - reasoning and finally faith. Yea, when all else fails , you rely on what people tell you right? For example : we all haven't done everything , and if you did , Id say your lying , but our experiences in life teaches us about things like first kiss, first love, first fight , etc,, As for reasoning , you use scientific methods or theory like if something goes up , eventually its gonna come down, whether that's your emotions or money in the bank. Nothing stays  the same , so you figure out things by either removing ideas or looking at the facts.. But when that fails,.you, then you rely on man or woman . and that's where I have reservations. I feel at times people tell you what they see , and not what is actually there. I mean people judge people on their actions, even though you may of had a bad childhood or rough one like me, perhaps you have been mistreated in your life or career , which I can tell many stories on that. Or simply your own loved ones , not telling you whats wrong, hiding their true feelings or emotions. Hell , I'm guilty of that, in fact we are all guilty of that. So what are we to do.. We can only try to better our selves and be the best. For me.. I try , but I have a terrible temper, it's mean , its insensitive , it unreasonable and its powerful. it has and probably will get in trouble or confrontations. So what do I do, I try my darndest to avoid losing my temper, I joke , I laugh , I workout , I walk away, I mean when I'm pissed off and I confront someone and that someone even shows the slight sense of defiance I blow up , it has happen quite a few times , causing me to go to Jail on a few occasion's.. Was alcohol involved yea, but My temper has no boundaries, if its lit , it's on.. and Unfortunately my family , friends , co workers feel the wrath of anger, either through harsh words or actions or write up reports that has affected people careers and lives. The same judgements I lay on people , the same they do unto me.. I cant blame these people , What comes around goes around.. In other words , The lessons I learned today is use your experience and reasoning and if all else fails , you rely on people to tell you the truth or the real deal about you. I know it hurts when people point out things about you, I mean its human nature.. I learned to turn the cheek , or walk away to avoid conflict. It's tough to do, and often times I hate myself for having such stubborn and unreasonable behavior , but I'm only human and I hope everyone , even for a moment reflect upon that point.. Until the next lesson >>THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2011