Tuesday tips for everyone. inspired by everyone..

Tuesday tips for everyone - Inspired by everyone..
 My advice today is be happy, and don't worry.. Why worry about things you cant control.. the past is over and the future is uncertain, But we all always dram about the future,, sitting back, enjoying the sunsets with family or friends. But in the end.. we all want to be happy , to share the life experiences with those that care. Its not easy to find real friends or loved ones.. Because we all have attitudes, feelings , and egos that seem to get in the way to true friendship..
 Its funny how, the closest people in your life, are the ones that hurt you the most.. Their honesty , sincerity and brute truthfulness hurts ego maniacs.. I know .. I'm one of them , I have lived a long life of being so boastful , so prideful , so attentive grabbing, that it hurt many people that are close to me.. I know m dearly departed mama, always reminded me to be humble and stay sincere, and a times especially when I'm with her, I'm able to do that..
But when with papa and the boys , I tend to follow their leads, ego maniacs with no fear attitudes, but is that really me>or just the acting me.. ? Its been a life long process to deal with. My loved ones loved the laid back , but talented man, but the other ego maniac with arrogant attitudes as they put it, is a big turn off- I mean .. who cares you know to fight or dance, or use deadly weapons,. Who cares if you sing well or act really well.. Who cares you one the greatest joker's and story tellers around,, who really cares?
 To my family and friends,, who cares if you have all these God - given gifts...
 All those things don't mean anything if you don't true character, which means , despite all those skills and talents , you have ugly character , and because of that, it defeats all the talents you have no matter how great you are. Perhaps , after all these years I'm realizing things or opportunities never happened because of that over the top ,, ego.. People I realized really enjoy down to earth people with humble beginnings , but when you believe that your so great. people get turned off and perhaps that's where I stand right now,,  few true friends with many fb  friends that like me because of what I do with those skills , rather than my true character. They could care less if I have issues at school or my boys have issues in life,, they just want to be entertained,.. Really people? I'm just a puppet, a clown, that wants attention at all times,, and now after all these years , and missed opportunities , its clear , my downfall in Life wasn't I wasn't good enough, but I thought I was  good enough, and that character flaw followed me throughout my life and to be honest , it hurts  , and its troubling I didn't have someone to correct me.. But what can I do,, its over ,, or at least half of my life is.. and I have to go on.. because I want the other half to be special.. I deserve it, I mean serving this great nation for over 20 years was amazing and stressful and many times I'm stressed out so much I cant sleep or don't sleep very well.. and if this continues. I feel myself.. being burned out,, and I don't want that..
 My advice to everyone. is simple.. it doesn't matter how much education or skills you attain, it mans nothing if you have  bad character. So be a humble and sincere person that truly cares about is family and friends and be true to those that are true to you.. By doing that you will live a much happier life and opportunities will arise when you least expect it.. Its based on my own life experience's..Great things happen to great people,, Wonderful relationships are created by people that have open hearts and sincere feelings for one another. Its nothing something you should take for granted, I've learned the hard way that when you have something or someone special in your life m enjoy and embrace it,, because like a leaf in the wind, who knows where it will land.. Be happy with those that care for you and stop worrying about the future that is a mystery anyways,, as for yesterday, those are fond memories , but live the moment m because this moment in time is lost forever , nothing stays the same,. including the love you have for family and friends.. Love is so beautiful when you truly feel it and heart breaking when its lost..
Be happy my friends and stay focused on the moments you have with loved ones.. Because at times , the one you really love , may be closer than you think?
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