This generation - wired to. not to care ! Inspired by life events..

This generation - wired to .. not to care - Inspired by Covid -19//Day 69..
   Well people its like the 69th day of the shutdown , the stay at home order , thats what almost 10 weeks of shutting down one of the worlds biggest economies down,, for what? Ok thousands have died, but most were in the Nursing homes with old folks that had underlyimg conditions or better yet.. They were waitimg to die? Ok that sounds mean , but lets face it , all of us, most of us.. really dont care if .. we didnt know them..Yea, its sad an old person dies. But everyone one of us are  gonna die and in our minds if your so sick that you need 24/7 nurses to care for you , then your not really living..!!??  Imagine someone has to wipe your ass or feed you..?  Lets be honest , alot of us , including myself. aremt wired for that.. even for my own parents .,.I couldnt or wouldnt do it.?
  Why? Its so sad , and to think the one that once cared for you is not needing your care , but its more pathtetic.. thats why I might sound morbid, But when I die, I just want to  go,, screw that nursing home or the plugged to a machine, if I dont know what the hell is going on.??  Let me freaking go, Dont keep me alive because you feel you have too. No way..!!  I'm not selfish.. Just let me go,, I want my kids and thier kids to enjoy life. !! Not care for some dying soul.. I kmow,, that really mean, But how mean is .. having your kids in their prime times of their lives to care for a sickly dying old man or woman.. !! 
 Its mean , but its the hard reality that most of us don't really care about people we don't know.!!. I saw it in the Navy..I had guys say.. I didn't know the guy.. if he wanted to kill himself, that's on him or I didn't know that guy.. ?.. Yea,, like I said people are wired different these days. Its the Me , Myself and I generation that cares about what they are doing , if it doesn' t affect them, who cares? Like this so called Pandemic, how many people have you really know that has died,, > 1, or none.. Myself I had a neighbor pass away , but she had underlying conditions for years . Covid 19 .. just finished her off. But was i sad, yea, but to be honest I didn't even greet the family ? Why? It goes back to my original thought, I didn't really know her, Yes, a neighbor , but I didn't party with her or talked to her, Just waved and said hi..But.. I didn't really know , which in turn, I didn't really care.. I mean I'm sad someone is hurt by losing a loved one , but it didn't affect me. ?? Except I now have 2 house across from me with no people living there.. So I can play my music loud .. Because the closest neighbor is a couple houses away.. 
  Now back to Day 69 of the Stay at home order by Governor Newsome, its been long enough , the data shows that most of the people dying are people in nursing homes with underlying conditions and even if you get it, you gonna get sick , but guess what? Your going to survive.. The Media has toyed and scared the hell outof us with all the statistics around the world.. But people lets get real. ! Diseases, viruses its a part of life.I mean its good we are being cleaner ,and keeping our homes cleaner thats always a good thing.. But the hysteria and fear the Government has bestowed upon us is really unfair and caused many other problems like Mental health issues, suicides, depression, anxiety, frustration.. Anger , you name it, I see it in people faces when I see them at stores or just driving around. People are just restless now , They want to eat at thier favorite restuarants or go to the beach or parks and party with their friends.. Ot enjoy the malls or casinos ,, hell we want to watch live sports again.. The replays have been ok. But enough already.. ! Lets get back to life and not living in fear,,, All I know I have livedit up. LA , LAS VEGAS, SAN FRANCISCO, SAN DIEGO.. THE COAST LINES. yup I was far from being the stay at home order,,why ? well the the news on tv was depressing and plus the roads were wide open. I  mean I did a 263 mile trip to Vegas in 2 hours.. do the math.. ?! I mean I drove black beauty everywhere. ! I had a blast, Because my thinking .THIS will be my only chance ever I gonna have freeways . be so wide open.. But I know the end is coming but I'm enjoying the open freeways for now. 
 Ok.. My final thoughts . Its time to reopen this state and get people back to work and living again, I get it. we know the data now..Keep those nursing homes and old people safe and sound. as for the reat of us. I know some of my coworkers had it and I probably had it because I was really sick , the worst I ever felt , but guess what? I'm still alive and living life to the fullest! . To the generation that doesnt care ..I must say , that your going tobe ok,.because you guys and gals love your video games and your fast food and drinks that keep you entertained , because thats all that matters to you its your games you play.. As for other generations , we continue to put down the new school kids,but they are the future and for us. My advice ,, live it up and enjoy every day because nothing is guaranteed in this world... Other than your going to pay taxes and your going to die!!       

Be safe and enjoy what you love to do !!

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