Dear Lake Elsinore Casino - Its hard to say good bye..Inspired by Joe

Dear Lake Elsinore Casino - Its hard to say Good bye...Inspired by Joe..
   I just want to say ,theres a time in your life , you have to make hard choices. Well after about a year of debating and thinking things over..?? I decided , its time to say Good bye.! I know doing it this way is not the manly thing to do , but when your sensitive and prideful , I didnt want to see people faces , or their expressions of sadness  in their eyes.. It would make me reconsider my decision, but I learned a long time , that if your already thinking about something??? , most likely it's something you want to do.!! So I decided after a year of sleepless nights and weighing my options,, I decided...  that this was the best decision for the Casino and the security team..!!  I know alot of them were very upset and even resentful about how things went this year. !! I want to say I'm sorry for any inconvenieces or hardships that I created ! But sometimes in life your mind and spirit are strong , but the body just had enough and I think that was the hardest realization... I had to deal with, that I no longer have the physical capacity to do my job and plus being or away or going through the motions is no way to do your job. 
   Now I want to thank a few people , I know I'm going to miss alot of people , but the ones who knew me , will appreciate my friendly manner and attention to their needs. So without further delay my farewells to My Casino Family ...
  Capt . H.. What can I say ? We have been through a lot and I know you understood what I was going through during my tenure and I know you appreciated everything  I did for you.. I know my experience and wisdom on security matters was very important you and we had many discussions how things should be. I know , this is not the way we wanted it to end, but this was the best for myself , my family and the casino security team.. 
  SGT N- THE ENFORCER .. you always looked out for Hansel and the team, you did the job that everyone else dont want to do, and thats enforce the rules and regulations.. Your a very important asset to the team.. 
  Dusty .. We were the old timers of the group.. We had some great times, and I want to say my good old friend, keep those young bucks in check.. I appreciated our talks and of course our jokes. I know you will do your best to keep everyone in check , your very good at that , thank you and take care always..
  Art - Dawg gone it , your the real life cowboy... Securities teams Sam Elliot, your a true rebel with no cause. But when things went down, you were always there. Your a great asset to the NIGHT CREW..you didnt talk much ,but your actions and take downs.. were second to none!
Anthony - The young star on the rise.. I know you have ambitions and that's good but its good to be humble and listen to those are older and know what's going on? Life is a great teacher.. Do your thing but listen sometimes.. 
Adam- Your a good guy , you have a strange sense of humor AT TIMES .. and your logic is twisted . But You do make sense at times..I know you will find your true calling , but while your there , do your best and let others know your a good worker .. Be safe .. 
Mel- Well my swing shift side kick, your a interesting guy you can be sweet one moment , then your tiger the next .. without warning.. The Casino's Manny Pacquiao!! I appreciate your efforts and what you had to deal with when I was there . I appreciate and I know you will  be successful at whatever you choose to pursue.. I'm talking about career wise.. haha.///
Heather - cage- Well we had some great talks, yea,, We were work spouses,, is what Mel called it.. haha. But it was true , buying tacos , or other fast foods , and of course having our silly talks made the night go faster! I'm really sorry I didn't say this in person , but I dont want to cry .. Because just thinking about the times we had is already tearing me up..Take care my friend.. I'm gonna Miss you.
The Servers -- I want to thank all of you gals. I didnt order much but when I did. You took care of grandpa.. gramps.. you gals called me.. haha.. 
The Dealers- M & M Team.. Mee and Mackenzie - you two are very sweet and funny , treated this old man with respect.. Its good to have such wonderful people at the casino,, I had a blast and I'm going to miss you guys, Don't you ever think I didn't care about the Casino Family.. But this is how I wanted to end the show.. 
  Final thoughts.. This is going to be tough not seeing the security Team anymore or  talking with the Family,!! I know this really sucks to end it this way , but for me ,, I didnt want to have a
big farewell, I just want to go and be gone. Like a ghost?  I know , this hurts everyone , but this is for the best . !! This had to be done for the well fare of the Casino and myself. Its like life, we will go on and whose next ? What we have that cant be taken away is our many memories we shared and the jokes and laughter .. My spirit will live on as long as you tell your fond memories we had.. Take Care everyone and Be safe. I love you all and I'm going to Miss you !! 

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