OC SPRAY - GET BACK ! inspired story from some one I know..

OC SPRAY - GET BACK !
 ok, I'm told ,, that even though I gone through this two times , first in Japan Physical security program during the 9/11 attack < New York,, and again as part of the training on a small boy ship back a few years. Well anyways,, I go through the armed combat training , which according to my shipmates , said, I was happy and smiling.. why? I love fighting and showing off my moves.. I was the loud mouth , motivating guy,.,.we had top say " get back !  and my reply " You get back!' Yea, I was the leader , the motivator.. for that day..
  Now OC SPRAY day.. we had maybe 100 students. But when we take roll call and show up on the field of dreams.. we have maybe 60 or 7o ,, What the fuck happened to the others? Mad.. Yes,, why go through all the physical training and not step and finish the deal.. For me.. It makes u weak , and I hate to say it.. I will say your a weakling , a coward,, I mean I want guys or girls we had 3 that did it I not only admire them but I respect them with all my heart. I know they will do and protect me if choose to do,.. as for the cowards that freaked out.. Those fears you try to run from will always haunt you and Lord help u and me if a dangerous situation arises on the ship or real life.. Ok.. Maybe Im being to dramatic or even too hard on these guys , but it a mental attitude and a mental edge that separates us from other nations or armed forces. I still consider the United States Navy and our other services Marine Corps , Army , Air Forces as the best in the world.. I know , i see other countries with bigger armies or navies,, but I still think we win and I expect our training and desire to still win out. I still see some bad ass guys in the military and I hope I inspire those that want it to get it.. As for the others,, I suggest you leave the military and try something less violent or less mentally draining. Today's military guys and gals have to be adaptive and have to be motivating..
       ok.. Back to the day.. I was the last to get sprayed, During the day I motivating everyone to make it through. no one quit and i feel proud I kept everyone in the game so to speak.. I yelled instructions and encouraged everyone to succeed,, The Girls.. I'm very proud of you,.,. You are awesome and I respect the fact you did something , alot of guys are afraid to do,..,I expect great things from these girls.. as for me.. I yelled and screamed my way to finish the course,, it hurt,. my eyes was burning , and my body ached,, My heart and pulse was beating like crazy and because the sun was out. I was sweating and the spray was spreading all over my face and ears, and everything.. I was hurt. and My over zealous attack got to me at the end. I was so exhausted, plus being the last guy,, the made it alot harder , but it was a cool effect to have the whole crew watch me and cheer me on at each station.. sure it helped me finish,.,.and I must say.. I'm so fucking glad , it's over.. Afterwards my pinoy pares, helped me wash my face , buy me a soda and laugh about how fucked up it was to have such a painful spray done to us.. Afterwards,.,, we ll sat around laughed and waited, medical and safety reasons, so we have a diploma 's or certs presented to us.. and we all drive home.. What a day ? It was nice to see wifey and kids and telling them what i went through.. They all looked horrified.. I mean my face and eyes were red and I was still hurting... In fact it hurt until the next day.. and yes, I had reflash.. pain.. pain.. I'm glad its over , but I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy.. But beware if a Security or Armed forces police or any police orders you to obey him and he go for his OC SPRAY.. YOU BETTER SUBMIT.. because if you don't.. you will wish you had.. and you will suffer a pain..that is unbearable.. get back.. !! ha.. OC SPRAY IS NO JOKE.. !! TAKE CARE FOLKS.. until my next story... THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2011