WILDEST UNDERWAY EVER ! AS TOLD BY someone I know...

WILDEST UNDERWAY EVER- Mar 2011..
     Ok, Guys and gals , its been a while since I posted anything . I've been busy, sea sick, suffering migraines and overall misery. Yes, Ive been in the navy or armed forces for a long time. But I have never experienced the head aches or the heart aches my last underway went. I wont say what ship or what command or even give names . I will say this , What the fuck makes a person want to jump off a ship in the middle of the night , when the water is cold and land , though you can see it . The freaking land is still far to swim too. Unless your a seal team guy or super strong dude, but when a skinny ass , dum ass kid tries it , damn me.. Whats worse or terrible I'm his immediate Supervisor, and of course they ask me whats up.. But heaven or gods way , he blames someone higher up , and why he did a stupid ass , fucked up thing like that. First off, I thought , What a fucking  idiot.. I mean if no one see him in time , he drowns , for what ? For a girls heart , or problems with a relationship. I mean this dude went 100 days straight underway time just last year and he cant last a five day underway time.. Go fucking figure.. excuse my language , but I'm a sailor who is old school and sometimes the curse words feed the effect , you know what I mean. Maybe not,, you have to be at sea on a ship with loud noises , and leaks every where , a cold sleeping area and bad food to really understand. I mean , if you haven't been on a ship and living the lonely life , its hard to imagine. But believe me,, time at sea is basically lost time.. Its time you cant bring back or earn back, the stress , hardships.. etc last a freaking lifetime...
   Bottom line.. I seen a lot of things , but the insanity and the weirdos I work with is amazing , whether your Chinese , Mexican , Filipino or what , to see such non sense is truly amazing. I cant explain how I feel other than I'm glad he didn't blame me at all, but it still bothers me , that this generation is too sensitive and look at life with such honor. I mean to take a chance like jumping off a big ass ship is crazy and dangerous . He could of easily broke his leg or knocked himself out , or what , but God was watching , thank God , but I hope I don't get first hand experience like that again.. I mean.. Not soothing . But I went on.. I have too. I have guys to supervise and inspections to pass.. But my next story.. Oc Spray.. wow.. what a experience that no one should ever endure.. Take Care.. THE SOURCE PRODUCTIONS @ 2011..