I MISS THE NAVY? INSPIRED BY Jason..

I Miss the Navy? Inspired by  jason..
 Yes, its really official.. I have my retirement papers and turned in my ACTIVE DUTY id card AND ISSUED THE RETIREE ONE.. But guess what? I'm miss the Navy- not the long hours with no extra pay or the long watches in the middle of nowhere .. Or the long ass working parties in the Persian Gulf heat.. I miss my friends.. The guys that i would joke with , lift weights , show off my martial arts skills and of course talk shit,, If there is one thing I haven't lost is my ability to talk smack.. But in the civilian world,, I don't get to do that anymore.. Well my bestie is pretty good at that , but in general,, I had to resort to a ton og blog writings or fb videos postings.. But its not the same like being with people you work with and suffering together. Its funny. I was so hyped up about retiring and its been great , But I also feel like it didn't end the way it should have. You know,, what i mean,, Being TAD TO a bunch of people that could care less about me,, was sort of lame way to go.. I mean I'm not saying Retirement isn't great , but I thought I should of been given a better send off. But its ok.. I plan on doing some family and friends gatherings ,., and I have a retirement speech or idea ready for my wife and family.. They deserve it and they know I know how to make great speeches and create a good feeling. But like i said ,, i never thought the feelings i have would surface as soon as i got my retirement id card.. Its a humbling experience and to be honest ,, I'm going through so many emotions right now,, Joy, pain, confusion, anxiety, anxiousness. you name it. But its all part of the process of retirement..I mean i have been in the Navy most of my adult life, You just can't say good bye and your done.. Its truly a transition and a difficult one.. I thought it was going to be easy, I mean I was a civilian before I joined the navy,, But so much time away from real life,, the struggles and the hardships I have seen just to retire.. But just seeing how many people apply for jobs at job fairs , and how much of a ratt race real life is.. Not everyone is on your side and even the ones on your side still have feelings of envy and jealousy,,Why? Because of what I can do and What I have,, The family life and personal life are so great right now.. I love the group I go dancing and singing with. I love the gatherings with The Maestro and my signature " oh Donna" renditions, and now with my twin ,, best friend,, singing " Open Arms and I need you by Lady Antebellum is totally to cool.. I'm contented right now,, well until I complete my degree and get employed at reputable hospital.. These will ultimately make me happy. I know there is people out there that wonder "" How come this one little dude.. Can have so much energy and talent. I mean Dance, martial arts expert.,. comedian , actor , story teller.. blogger, sports analyst.I know everything I know how to do is the true blessing and gift from god.. that's why I'm Bold as my beautiful sister tells me.. I feel that as long I'm fighting for  the right things, NO one can beat me.,. I'm the Holy Warrior.. so to speak,,, Don't ask me why ,, ? When I see a dance move or martial arts move.. I register it in my brain, and then I can replicate it.. Its a talent for sure and I know i have haters. That say we are friends, But its ok,, I'm gonna continue to be me.. dancing , fighting m writing and sharing great videos and pictures of my loving family and my friends. Yes, I miss the navy,. But I also know I have another mission to accomplish and when that's done. I will have another,, That's just life. we continue on until we die?? Sad,, that we have to die? perhaps , but as all you can tell i;m going to give and share my all to everyone in my circle of family and friends,, I will continue to post you tube videos, i will continue to sens in videos to so you think you can dance show..? I will continue to support my sons dance crew, and soon my youngest son's pursuit of football excellence.. I know in due time., With my college studies and my kids activities I will be a busy man,, Perhaps more busier than when i was in the Navy,. Yes, I miss the friendships and the great foreign lands I git to see..   But it's ok.. I have a new ambition to attain and I have a lot of people to share my happiness with.. Yes, I miss the Navy, but I';m sure those feelings Will change when I get fully engrossed in my kids life , which has been passing by so quickly , because of my Navy duties.. I miss the Navy? Sure. But I also look forward to starting my new life with my family and friends and new co workers .. Until my next blog,., Take Care!!
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