THE LIVING WILL- by Mel Paras...

The Living Will- By Mel Paras.........
  Here is last testament to what I want when I die.....
1) To my beloved wife MONA.. Don't hook me up to a life prolonging machine, if I'm a vegetable or physically unable to do what I love to .. dance , write , sing , then I'm as good a s dead!!!

2) My body organs I wanted donated and if he can save or prolong another persons life .. What better way to keep Mel's legacy.. Go for it..

3) My earthly possessions go to my wife Mona and my wonderful sons Brandon and Marty..

4) Now my funeral services:
    My Mentor and great friend and family party side kick.. FABZ..
 Play my fave song " oh Donna , but replace the words to Mona..
Be happy and make the event is a celebration of my life.. I want smiles and laughter..
    My Mona-- if you can muster the strength to speak.. Please be happy and smile,, Celebrate what I did and Tell about how I brought a dying baby Martin back , just like I promised.. How I fought and argued with those jealous people who tried to ruin our marriage with rumors and such... Talk about how much I did , instead of how much you gonna miss me.. I know I wasn't the easiest man to live with the big smiles and my child like heart and easy going personality that attracted many women.. and The many temptations I had to resist.. Because I love you and no other will ever replace you and I will watch over you if the lord takes me to heaven... I love you.. Smiles babes..
  My sons Brandon and Marty- I would love you strong men to do me favor.. Speak proudly of your dad and do one last dance.. and keep my legacy alive by living the way I taught you.. Respect women and avoid those insensitive , and male chauvinist arrogant pigs that think. Women are the demons.. The only demons are the ones I battled throughout my life.. Thinking too much, being too creative.. Being unselfish.. Thinking about others even though I didn't take care of my self. Like not eating , or sleeping or resting .. The attention addiction its what probably finished my life.....Be happy and pay tribute to your dad by.. Doing a great dance.. oh, play music throughout the service .. old school... Keep the mood happy.. Its the memory on the day I'm finally put to the rest..
  My Best friend Joe- I know I wasn't the easiest friend to have. The Drama KIng, The ultimate Actor , the clown,, the buffoon, the thinker , the dancer , singer  ,, the whatever you wanted to be,.. I want you to share the good times and like I told everyone else,,, Be happy. don't you dare cry when I never saw it when I was alive,, Be Happy and smiles!!
 Celebrate how I loved to entertain people on facebook or youtube or my world wide blog.. In the end ,, I realize those passions and desire to perform is what finally did me in.. The lack of sleep , the forgetting to take my high blood meds.. The head aches and other pains I would jokely tell u, but it was signs my body was breaking down and I was about to drop dead from exhaustion.. Well The Dr's warned me , but Everyone knows I'm a hard headed and stubborn.. and because that.. The pains that Heath Ledger felt. during his last days,. I understand.. I feel like the world looks at me like a freak.. and perhaps I am.. and Lord,, if I should die before I wake I pray to lord for my soul to keep... My whole life I was searching for the peace and when I finally found it.. Its too late.. My farewell to my family and friends.. Don't you dare cry at my funeral... I will haunt you all forever.. !!  Take care until my next blog....
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