TOO FAST FOR LOVE- INSPIRED BY ONE OF EX GIRLS..

TOO FAST FOR LOVE.. INSPIRED BY ONE OF EX'S....
 This girl was somethings else,, Pretty as angel.. but as evil as the devil. I mean she played me like like a bad checker's game. She was older , wiser , smarter and been through the rings a few times.. But I thought the Cocky arrogant Mel could tame her,, Yea right? The only thing I got was 6 years of mental anguish, an empty wallet and wasted time.. and Tremendous anger towards even after all these years. I mean its one thing to play around and such. But to play or toy with people emotions,, was mean AND CRUEL,. but I was sucker for love.. Yea.. Love.. a silly word.. when your the only thinking that way.. I mean it started well, but once she found I was a flirt , attention go getter.. She would put up the ante.. She would out do, at drinking , at strip pole dancing,, She wore the shortest and tightest ever made I mean she looked hot, But the attention he got was well.. too much.. Well she did say to me,, "Whats comes around goes around!! I mean The harder I tried to out do her, she would trump me big time, I recall at Seaport village , we were dancing but she made into a strip tease dirty dancing..,. and well.. I know when to stop, as for her ,, stop meant don't stop!! We would have the craziest fights ever.. In pubic, in private.. Her friends would say you guys are going to kill each other.. Well we never laid hands on each other , but the waving hands AND MIDDLE FINGERS,, were in full force.. I recall we got into it.. in a Public Park.. The cops asked to leave , well it didn't help it was 2 am.. after clubbing in TJ.. I mean those were days,, She looked hot and I was in the prime of looks and dancing,, But that's the one thing she loved was my dancing,, but she didn't like gthe other girls,, getting front of her to dance with me. and of course me, enjoying the attention,, then she would retatilate,, it was a wild,, relationship.. It was never a calm moment.It seemed if it wasn't I was wearing , and how I talked to her pretty friends.. I mean.. I talked to one of her friends when she was only wearing bath robe,, I mean,, I didn't mind,,But when she found out,, Oh hell.. she said one thing to argue ,but to visit one of my friends is not cool.. I said,, You wouldn't talk to me,, What do you expect me to do,, She answered I expect you to respect my privacy, bring up issues with a casual friend, and I don't even like the bitch... Then.. the talk of you want her don't you,, Well,, I mean,, I was a young and naïve, and she was the older woman.. Her words,, your a fawkenstuck high school jerk. Grow the fawk up,, Me,, looks whose talking.. Yes,.,. this romance was filled wit crazy emotions,, and little understanding, I think the issue was we were too much alike, I mean.. She laughed to dress up and look good, she loved attention,, ashe loved to dance and sing.. She was a teaser and flirt,, and I was too. We were unstoppable.. but I keep coming back for more, even though she messed with my emotions and so many levels.. But the ultimate insult was those 6 years was a joke, it was a farce,, and that was made me upset, and go into tailspin, where I became her.. I would date and break womens hearts and dance with whoever and whatever.. I mean,, When you can out dance a stripper , then that's saying something,, but when the stripper wants to go home with you, then when the girl friend says.. that's too much.. But I love dancing ,, but I guess I get so caught up in the dance routine and the winking, and flirting,, I forget that sometimes woman take such subtle flirty moves as you want them,.. I know it has happened too many times at strip clubs,, in fact.. I bet I can still dance or keep up with a lot of strippers..
  But this older , wiser girl took advantage of this young naïve kid.and because of that heart break,, I became the heart break.. and I vowed to never mess with older woman,,
 Older woman especially the ones that have been around the block, know how to manipulate men and they know how to turn on the charm.. and get men go wild,, Me,.. I learned that if a woman,, wants to mess with you,, they can,, and even you think you can out clever ,, yhou cant'.. I had to find out the hard way.. But its ok,, I will never ever.. be tricked or played by older woman,,
 Well , first of all I'm married to the sweetest and coolest wife, and we have gone through too much turmoil and pain, to let her go,, But I ain't gonna lie.. So many have tried, and I have resisted ,, and I still feel I can.... But for the Too fast for love girl that played me like a old guitar,, I was sucker.. and I'm wiser , smarter , stronger and more careful.. to mess with womans emotions,,
 Right now I have a wonderful wife and best friend like sister that are guiding me to be the man I know I can..
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