Friends4life Inspired by life ..

Friends4life ..Inspired by life 
    Hi everyone another blog to enjoy .First off about a year ago I was in deep depression I was worried about life and what my last job at A hospital in Riverside did to me . Actually I loved my job as a supply tech , enduring supplies were being distributed  among the hospital floors . It was fun but when the Supply Director took advantage of me and over worked me and finally made me quit on the spot because of his outrageous demands ..
  It stressed and depressed me I started to drink all day and night for weeks , I stopped working
Out I got fat I looked terrible .. 
  Until i saw an ad about Dept public safety officer and I Says why not so I applied on line and I actually went to Casino And met H ,’a former Marine and being a retired sailor we hit it off
He hired me on the spot .. 
  When I got there I was professional and kept to myself I had a trainer Jason , so he kept
Me focused , But when he left ,, Things began to change ,
   Well the gay rumor kind of got to me I guess I was insulted . But I still kept my cool then I met
Friends4life.. Like I says I was fighting my depression and trying to find my demeanor so to speak , My friend was cool , we had similar life events that paralleld one another we both are tough and friendly at the same time . I also think we are both misunderstood by those that don’t know is . But who cares what others think right ? Well my friend taught me to accept things in life and that you hdve to be who you are , Br authentic, be sincere be yourself and be honest . So I Did that and I realized my heart was back after that stressful year at the hospital. I began to live and be real . It has been an emotional but revealing year I realized I could control anger and resolve things when prompted . This year I learned to be more patient and show empathy for others ,’yes I would kick ass and I could be aggressive but I also learned how to communicate and settle people down thanks to my friend I changed and have become a better father, husband and man . I learned to let things go and just go with the flow ,, I know I still have a tendency to overthink things . Its because I want to
Keep the friends I have .. it’s hard to find people you can bond and click with especially now that
I’m older when i was younger I could drop friends over the smallest issue . But today , my dear friends mean a lot to me!
  Friends4life is that friend that helped me rise above my depressive thoughts and regained my personality that my love of life sees the changes and is happy to see me confident and loving to her again . I owe my change over or rediscovery to friend4life in making me a different man . I’m more patient I’m more tolerant and I’m more trusting of people . It’s been a long year of healing and discovery but I feel I can do anything I want and I’m not afraid . I know the future is unknown but we my dear friends and my loving wife I know the future looks bright I just need to focus and fight for what’s important in my life .. Family , friends . Futures is what I’m looking forward to, and I’m thankful I have a wonderful support
Group in my family and deer true friends that care for me no matter what .. 
   My advice if you have true friends that you bond with , keep and protect them.. Because such friendships are rare and special! 

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