My friend Mel , Inspired by his friend4life

My friend Mel ,. Inspired by his friend4life..
     Hi everyone, I just want to say that I met this guy , and I was impressed with his attitude his demeanor his style , He was very professional , hard working and protective , Well that’s his job at the Casino we work for . It’s was funny because the girls , thought he was gay ,, Why ? Because he never flirted with any of us , he was quiet unless he was kicking people out of the casino , it was like he had an alter ego . The professional guy and the bad ass fighter guy . But what trips us girls . IS THAT  he's was like a rock . He wouldn’t flirt or even just say hi .. It really intrigued us, maybe even turned us on. 
  So , I said I’m going to get to know him . Not by flirting or impressing him with looks I was going to charm him and befriend him by being nice .. Bringing him food like soup and meat and he always told me he loved it . He was very appreciative and I could tell it was sincere . I realized this is a good guy , just misunderstood . He was always respectful and a true gentleman, geez it was a turn on . Most guys are hitting on you once you do anything nice to them . But not him he was cool and I liked him , not on a sexual way but in a brotherly way you know kind of like a cool friend you can joke and tease with and not feel uncomfortable , But , people talk ,!people gossip but I don’t care what people think ,he’s a true friend and we are cool to  each other . 
   But my friend is a deep thinker an over thinker and its killing him I think ? Which  I'm sure  it’s driving me crazy ,!Its like I want to say shut the fuck up bitch!! , but that’s the issue ,,He’s very sensitive and he trips out when he feels like he’s being used or abused , My goodness , he must of had some bad girlfriends in his life because he gets upset when he feels disrespected or used . He’s a good guy because if he gets upset he apologizes and is so sweet . Even when he messes up , because that’s what guys do , he's  eager to make amends , My goodness , it’s no wonder  girls loved this guy , he’s adorable , he’s sweet, he’s a good guy that doesn’t really want to hurt people , But he does , he feels like anything he says or does is immune to hurting people , but he does hurt people including myself , But I still cherish him as a friend because he’s thoughtful and caring. In  today’s me , myself and I generation, you don’t see guys like that..  , That’s why I like listening. To his stories or his motivating speeches or insights . He’s a very confident guy but I  also see an insecure , shy and quiet guy that has doubts about himself . In other words,  he’s a very complex and confusing character , he looks like a cocky arrogant ass hole , but when you get to know him he’s a gentleman with sensitivity and it’s very different to the public demeanor he portrays . That’s where people misunderstand him ,. But he doesn’t care,Which at times I admire him for that it’s also why I hate him too , because he feels like he can say or do r. whatever he wants .. and at times his actions makes people cry . He’s complex because he can curse you out without warning , and yet he still this sensitive guy that can kick ass ,, 
   What’s sad he thinks he can resolve anything even if his actions hurts their feelings or heart breaks them . He’s a hypocrite because he’s so sensitive himself but when he hurts peoples feelings it ok it’s justified ,, That’s the frustration being his friend. I love him as a friend and like most guys they don’t like hearing that . But our friendship is special ,!its not sexudl , but emotional so to speak , But I know people are saying they have to be banging each other ,. Look at their eyes it’s love ,, I would say it’s respect ,!its caring , it’s family . From the day I met him and we had smell talk , I felt we knew each other from a previous life . We just clicked , we could talk about nothing , it was cool having him
At work , time flew by .
    What was cool is that we had no issues , we got to work and we would greet each other and the day and nights would fly by ..I enjoy his friendship but he thinks too much and I tell him let’s just enjoy our company and be happy at work ,We both know relationships are tough , lifetime partners just seem to ruin having happy thoughts ,?Because they think about real life issues like kids and financial
Futures and real life , My friends at work we just want to relax and just live a different vibe at work
To not think about real life . That’s why people at work . Love mel , he’s playful , naive , like a child that never grew up.. The Peter Pan syndrome , he brings that youthful and goofy attitude to work and that’s why so many girls like him , he’s adorable and cute . His personality is addicting because he makes you laugh and smile And his flirting and teasing is harmless like a young boy in grade school ‘ 
But like I say,  he’s misunderstood and it’s  a shame , But that’s his character and persona . I just
Wish he wasn’t so attentive hunting , because it’s exhausting being his friend but it’s also cool to be his friend. I’m not sure what I really think of this guy because he’s has a varied range of emotions he can stir up , But I know one thing my friend is a caring and loving friend even though at times he can get annoying , his sweetness and tender eyes always makes you want to forgive him and enjoy another day with him .. But I do wish he could just go with the flow ! But instead he likes to overthink things and I’m afraid to say could be what’ kills him or takes years ftom his life .. because the stress he applies to his brain and his body .
   My dear friend Mel, we are friends4life , I have accepted you and vice verse we have tested and challenged each other to the point of exhaustion.We can’t out do each other . We met our match .! Let’s enjoy our friendship and let’s help each other in our loving relationships and enjoy life because based on what’s been happening in real life ., We meed to support one another, not stress one another out .. Stop overthinking things and enjoy the moment and moments because we don’t know what the future holds .. But I’m sure it’s gonna be something else especially when it deals with you , take Care my friend..
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