A Revelation of Betrayal , Inspired by some oneI used to know..

A revelation after Betrayal , Inspired by some I used to know..
   My problem is I'm  too good of an actor, to good of a salesman , a con artist? Maybe I should be myself. But the happy go lucky guy likes to please everyone.. Well after years of hardships and break up and tragedies , I realize you cant and  I know that's what happened with my once friendship with a muscle car enthusiast,,. Sure when I was 17 years old,, I like hanging with the Surfers from Imperial Beach, Surfing , laughing  smoking ,, the good stuff. Getting that head rush with FAST CARS BLAZING DOWN PALM AVE IB TO SOUTH SAN DIEGO.. SUICIDE HILL it was once called because you hit the top and the bottom at such a fast rate.. Those were the days,, But those days are long gone.. Sure I bought a Muscle car.. But that's where the similarities end..
 Today , I'm very diverse and open minded person,, you had to be growing up in the South Side, Right,, We all were from some where else,, We had Mexicans, Filipino's, Samoans, Italian's, Gays lesbian tom boys, pretty boys , fighters , dancers.. But in the end We took care of each other.. Sure we fought , but it was usually ridiculous stuff ,, We understood and respected one another..
 But with my so called muscle car friend.. He neglected to realize just because we see each other a few times a year , doesn't make us buddies OR brothers.. And if he thinks so,, Then disrespecting me and insulting myself and my friends who I grew up and hang with... Was... simply unforgivable.. I told him once I have No time for bull shit or people who are not totally sincere with me.. But I'm ok.. Because my life long family friends,, have never hurt or insulted me like he did a week ago and I hope he learns to be more careful about what he post and treat his new friends with more respect.. Some times in life , the damage a person does on facebook,.. cant and wont go away..Because who knows what the other people want to do with the words you post. You can save it,, post , share it , record it,, whatever,, and the back lash from his many rude and insulting comments have forever changed their opinions of me and this guy I once called friend or brother..I'm still upset I bent my punching bag stand and have hit that so hard I shook the garage.. But that's just another side a lot of people including my ex friend.. never realized my abilities.. I know the most dangerous thing is to piss off a sensitive guy that can fight.!! But I'm above that.. I use my Martial Arts expertise for demos and teaching.. and If ever in Self defense.. But its not what he posted that hurt so much , its the intent of his words revealed a very jealous , resentful and hurt person.. I know I never ever insulted or even made him feel small . I gave him that respect but his arrogant and self centered attitude is why I no longer want to deal with him fb or other wise.. I'm sure we will see each other at parties , But that hospitality I offered to him ,,, I will not,, I can not. I will be cordial , but don't expect to see the side MY lovely life long friends encourage and love me so much.. He doesn't realize that I have many friends that love my actions, my jokes, my blogs and videos.. They encourage me to share or say what they are thinking.. I'm the peoples voice.. the peoples fighter.. the peoples court.. in other words.. I'm THE  SOURCE and to think I was going to retire and going into recluse like I did many years ago, when another friend , teacher and mentor betrayed me.. But this time.. I wont need years to recover.. Now I'm ok with my decision and he needs to accept the fact.. We are from different worlds.. I like to be around the Mexicans, the FOBS, the surfers, the country boys,. the tom boys , gays, lesbos.. because I believe in humanity,.. To me there is only one race.. The human race.. One last word.. I hope the fun you had,, was worth hurting a friend that opened up his heart and soul to help you deal with your issues. The pain and suffering and explaining I had to filter out to many of my friends were heart wrenching.. Yes,, I had to choose , and I decided My lifelong friends and ship mates mean more to me than some loud mouth , arrogant , insensitive , betrayful person with many issues about how to take care of the ones that he should of taken care of.. One of my sweet sisters in laws told me,, if that guy wants to be part of the family , he needs to be more protective.. Well I hope he realizes, that because of those uncalled for statements and causing me great shame and embarrassment to many of the friends who are truly true to me.. They are my lifelong friends and none of them put together created such anger and pain.. But .... I'm good and I realize he is from a different world.. a world that may have existed back in the day.. But I'm a forward - futuristic person that likes todays music, todays movies,, todays women.. I Respect women who give me reason to respect them.. I have no time for people like him.. I will never have time for those type.. and with that.. I'm happy with my decisions and I'm happy with my many loyal face book friends from high school, from college , from the navy, from whatever.. All I know is that together we are going to face life with a smile and a passion that positive people do.. Which is we love to dance, we respect one another and we treat one another like humans.. We will laugh together , not at each other.. We will advise , not chastise.. We will and shall overcome,. Because we are THE SOURCE.. everyone of you contributes to my blogs and thus we all a part of what I write about.. and with that I love you all and I wish happiness and togetherness until its time to go to that better place..
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