DEAR MEL.. INSPIRED BY YOUR BEST FRIEND..

DEAR MEL. INSPIRED BY YOUR BEST FRIEND..
 There is no doubt in my life , I have never or probably never ever meet anyone like you. I have to admit you are something else. I don't think their is enough words to describe you.. Funny, wise, educated, entertaining , scary , weird , geeky , nerdy. cool, hip ,, reflective , sensitive, long winded out spoken.. etc... But one thing you are for sure.. Is a very good person. I know you like to fake people out, even fool them.. You are the ultimate actor.. But I also think that's why people are afraid of you.. They cant figure you out.. I mean in some of your blogs you come off very sweet and loving and sensitive and others you are mean , cruel and scary!! i mean i heard of people having personality , but in your case its perplexing and exhausting.. Now I can see why you have lost many close friends.. they need a break.. Your too much for anyone.. including the ones close to you.. I have become very close to you , but I must admit I'm  also hesitant to go on with this? I mean , I want to be there for you,.But I cant . I mean I have my own needs to attend to.. You have been very encouraging and honest with me. Maybe too much.. But I not sure ,, I can fully understand what you want out of life.. I mean you are A loving father and husband.. But your tales with beauty are juvenile and reckless. I'm a bit fearful what your trying to do.. I know that your military life was very stressful and you had many issue that troubled you.. But I see there is something troubling you that is affecting your mood and ideas.. I know the passing of your mother many years ago was devastating and losing close friends and family since then haven't helped you cope.. But you have with comedy.. and making people laugh.. But what about you.. I think you really don't let others know the true you.. I know the true you. But i think others see you as arrogant , self centered , reckless bully.. But the truth is your a very sweet and misunderstood man with great talents in comedy and physical abilities.. I mean you can dance with the youth...and you can relate to them at their level.. But most of all you can be the most real person ever. You tell it like it is and how it should be.. A dreamer . oh yes.. an idealist.. sure.. A realist at times ,. But most of all you are a special person that people that really get to know you . love you and respect you and appreciate your gifts and talents.. There is no doubt the charisma and magic you provide to peoples lives, whether you realize that or not.. I feel blessed and honored that after living such a full and wonderful life ,, that I found a true spiritual and loving friend that looks to me , not only as a person , but a mentor , and a woman.. Not a sex object or play thing.. Its refreshing and very strange to see such a person exists in real life.. Most guys I know are interested in one thing or two things.. if you know what I mean.. But with you ..its really refreshing to see a man that looks to women with respect and honor... I'm guessing your dearly departed mama gave you those gifts and that's why people love you so much.. But I also realize you have that other side,, That ego side that Mean streak side.. That you had to use in the Military and it got you through all those tough and stressful times.. But now.. Its a new era , a new beginning a new life that I'm glad I'm helping you achieve those goals.. Someone told me one day I was going to meet someone like me.. and I always thought Never..... But after all these years its true.. I found someone that is wonderful , charming and has a great spirit like me.. I know the pains and troubles you have endured lately or in the past has made you stronger and more spiritual. I have seen a difference in you in the short time we have known each other , but its a good one and I see a bright and wonderful future if you stay focused and dedicated to what you want out of life. I know the hardships of the past are never going to go away., But the prospect of a new career and life is there.. for you..Just believe in yourself and be that person we all know is there!! Dear Mel.. Thanks for being a great friend and thanks for sharing all of your talents.. singing , dancing, writing,. acting. story telling etc.. You indeed have skills and I want you to continue sharing those to your true friends.. The football friends, the boxing , the acting , the dancing , the readers and writers you inspire with your tales.. Be yourself and be true to those who are true to you!! Dear Mel.. Be that friend to all of us.. We enjoy your stories. your mishaps , misfortunes.. Its you and its what the Man above intended for you.. Your a man with a destiny and I'm so honored that I will see that destiny become a reality!! Dear Mel.. from your best friend.. Mel.. Don't stop believing!! 
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