I dont what to grow old.! . inspired by people I know.

I don't want to grow old ! Inspired by people I know..
 Honestly, and truthfully I don't want to grow old. I know many of you feel the same way.. I mean , not be mean.. By it sucks to see old people with wrinkles, and walking canes, and poor hearing and eye sights and bad memory and breath and all those other old people smells. You know the smells the Ben gay, the annoying cremes and lotions they need to keep their skin lubricated and the their bodies going.. To be honest , Its depressing.. and to be honest ,, I don't that for my future.. But you know karma.. People that want to live forever don't.. and the ones that want to die young don't either... My case I have high blood pressure , high cholesterol, high temper, all not good for the heart , plus I don't sleep very well even in retirement leave I still wake up damn early.. It pisses me off,, I see or hear about people that can sleep a whole day.. I cant sleep a full 8 hours. sleep apnea machine or not..?!
 But back to my point, what scary to me.. about getting or growing old.. Is not being able to do the things I love. Like work out, dance, drive my muscle car.. etc.. If I'm not able to to do all or one of those things.. Whats the use of living? Right..? Sure you can be a mentor of the youth and advisor and such.. BUT REALLY.. TODAY'S , youth could care less about what a old timer has to to say.. The youth today , well alot of them feel.. the oldies are behind the times Not hip.. They don't know how it is to be a youth.. and they are right.. Every generation grows up differently.. technology or lack of is different .. In my time I recall 8 tracks, cassettes, and records.. anyone recall the 45's.. The radios in cars back in the day were primitive in today standards. AM/FM . CASSETTE / CD// Now you have satellite radio... IPods.. HDD in cars.. So yes.. if a different era in life and we all have a generation gap issue,..So why would I want to grow old in this uncaring, self centered world we live in... I rather live fast and die sooner before my faculties are gone.. I like to think its better to live a quality life than a long drawn out one with pain and suffering.. I know because of my years of excessive workouts.. broken bones, dislocated joints and muscle tears and bruising.. My pains at times is unbearable.. Thank god for Pains Meds.. and medical weed.. I know some at saying what a sadistic and horrible message to send about life.. But to be honest deep down inside alot of you,. You feel the same way.. That's why we work out, we use creams and lotions to make us feel and look younger,.. We know we are gonna eventually get old. But the longer we can delay it or slow it down,. The better,, But still.. Today's society ,,, discards people that are old and retired.. I feel it already.. when I say I'm retired I get all kinds aof reactions.. Like your too young. too..your old.. or you are nothing in life.. But its ok.. Because I have lived a exciting and at times troublesome life and I over came it all. But the last journey,,,, that I'm dreading is the act of growing old..  Its something I know will happen and I'm going to fight the tests of times.. That's why I'm taking care of myself more. Fish oils, pain meds, more sleep and rest.. Pampering my legs and feet and watching comedies and always laughing.. All these remedies are stalling the aging process for now.. If you have seen my pics.. I look and I feel younger than before I joined the navy.. Its amazing what stress can do to your face and hair.. At one time my hair was thinning out so bad and the white hairs were blooming.. Now.. after a few months of retirement leave. I feel refreshed, I feel reborn.. How long will this last? God only knows.. But I'm gonna ride it until its a done deal.. But back to my I don't wanna grow old. I really don't.. and I'm using every youth formula and age defying method I can find to help me sustain this so called fountain of youth I seemed to have found. As for my painful work outs and dance routines. I still able.. but I also do alot of recovery methods.. oh yes.. I don't drink heavily or at all. Even during parties.. and I don't smoke cigarettes or put anything bad in my body.. and if i do.. like sweets.. I work it out.. !! \
 My moral to this blog.. I don't wanna grow old and because of that thought I'm doing everything to stall the process and when the day comes.. When I'm not able to enjoy what life has to offer ,, Then by all means I'm ready to leave this earth.. But for now.. I'm having the time of my life.. Defying Father time.. Confusing Mother Nature.. and Fooling The Grim Reaper,.. Because I know I'm not gonna live forever.. But I'm gonna have the time of my life while I'm Here.. 
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