Dear Mona....My wife ,My life...

Dear Mona , MY wife , MY life,,

   Well , my wife has been with me 24 years, that's amazing,, Anyone to be with me that long deserves a award or what. But she has been my rock , my advisor , my best friend , my critic. MY wife is a had working women who I admire her  alot. I know I get upset when she says things , but that's my elevated ego getting in the way, The past few years through trial and error I have lowered my ego and develop humility based on life experiences. Hardships and trial and tribulations humble you , pluse I pray to God and look for my Mamas grace to guide me, its not east to do the right thing because we human we prone to sin, to list to urges, but through it all your true love always stays in your heart and mind. Even though my wife may have said and id harmful things to me, I'm not free form doing the same thing, its funny how the closest and dearest ones in your life know how to hurt you. Because they were hurt by you and they want to repay you, Its not a good feeling when your love foes that, but we shouldn't judge them or get rid of them Instead we should pray and be with them because they are screaming fro your attention and love and now I realize I want to be the man my wife fell in lve with. From this day on, I'm gonna try to be there for you , to listen to guide to comfort, it all I can do from this day out is to be there for you and protect you. I know I have  a ego , pride and stubbornness interfere with fully loving you . I know I took you for granted and i don't blame you for hating me for that. Lessons learn ed i will never ever do that again, I will always pay attention to you and be that loving man you fell in love. I know at times I;m aloof and off in my own world. that's my fault, I should be focused on you and what you want in life. Its a tough road just to be alive , but don't give up I;m there for , I realize that its really hard to find someone you really love and trust and I pray and hope we can keep our love going because we have 2 wonderful boys that are so happy when we spend time together.. Its not easy to live , no doubt , but knowng that I'm there for you through thick and thin, is what I have to offer and I'm sorry for all the pains i did to you and I forgive you too, Because its what God says we must do. We must  live our lives to the fullest and reach the potentials and dreams we want. I want to support and I''m cheer you on because that's what husband and wife do. We can overcame any misunderstanding ,, because of the many years we tolerated each other. True friends that we first were don't give up on one another. And I'm proclaiming to the world that I will always be there for you and i will give you the full attention and love you deserve. I know I'm too friendly , flirty with people, but one things is for sure, I do Love you Mons, s much as I have tried to walk away or say I'm dome with you, I cant or wont do it, unless you say it to my face, and I know deep down inside you wont or cant say it,, We have a special bond and we have been through much to quit on each other , I might be a dreamer , but its the way I feel and believe, Mona.. We are a special because we have seen the good and bad and survived. We know that despite our errors , we know we still need each other and we have boys that love each other and want us to share a lifetime of memories like graduations, wedding s, kids, Its the whole plate we all want , Its the dream we want to live. and I feel we can still make it happen. Mona with all my heart , I will be there and stay with you no matter what. I have learn ed from so many friends these past few months and I will use that experience to show you that Mel is the man for you and we will make this marriage wonderful and special, Because we are meant to be. My best friends Jo and Amne and My new found friends Greg and Joanny believe that i Must fight for our love and take care of you from now on, Because its destiny and we cant or should mess with that. To you Mona my wife of 24 years, ON mothers day I will hig and kiss you and have a special day together because we  both deserve a nice break from stress and enjoy life. Ok Mons my love, Take Care and remember I want to be the man you first married,, I have been humbled and I'm ready for you to continue on with this wonderful journey,,ok babes.. I Love you..Mona. Always ..
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