THE FLAME-SAN DIEGO

 THE FLAME - SAN DIEGO..based on a story from someone i once knew..
 "THE FLAME" in San Diego hmm. whats that? . Well back in the day , oh maybe not too far back. I used to hit the clubs, and do my thanng. As you can tell I love to dance and show off. But I had seen every club in San Diego, LA, and TJ, so I was looking for something different. But Before I explain this club experience I need to back track a bit.
   Once upon a time I had this fine looking ruca ( women in slang spanish) girl , she was Guamanian(chomorro) . She was the prettiest finest girl I ever had ..But she was ,,well lets just say if you I'm crazy that she could match me or out drink me . she was my match.. I mean If i did something , she would and could out do me anytime anywhere.. At clubs , bars , parties , she could dance , drink as well or better than me on many occasion's. But she liked the Cheap Bacardi crap , I hated that stuff ..but whoever got her hooked on that was a loser.. haha..Well u all know that cheap ass run ,, right?
  Ok, this beautiful girl had beautiful black hair , and a sexy tan that was perfect. She had long soft legs and a beautiful face .. But she lacked a rack, her only weakness,. BUt I really feel for this girl.. 6 years together and I mean we did alot together and just those adventures would be a great book in itself.
 I recall one time i dared her to dance in Seaport Village in front of tourist , and she did , and i mean it wasn't a cha , or salsa dance , it was like strippers pole dancing . Guess what? I jumped in too. I was drunk of course like her. How the hell we got home that day or night is still a mystery? enough already right?
 Well , like i said I loved this girl, I wanted to marry her and all the works. Big wedding , but every time I thought it might happen , she pulled back. She kept telling me " I have secrets or demons that I don't think you would understand. It got to a point " I broke off the relationship " for a year or two , It was a long break , and well I went on a ho chasing spree. Anything that looked good I got , or at least i tried.. It was a lonely time..
 So, I decided to give my ex - a second or third try , can't really recall , u guys know, ok. so we hook up again and things are going well , and then I get too serious and the same freaking issue comes up. I finally say" =What are these freaking secrets or demons you speak of?" she said " You have to see it ti understand?" I said " ok, she went off that day and said " pick me up tonight.. " Isaid " ok.."
 That day I was with my " Barkada's filipino friends / gang bangers , I said to them " What do you guys think?" Most of them said " She's pretty , but she's a nut case.. Let it go !!" I said " Come with me tonight?" My homeys all turned me down.. So I left but before I went to pick up my girl I decided to go shopping for a new outfit..What? Doesn's that sound like a woman? Believe it or not I was a pretty good looking guy , slim , long hair , I looked like a flyin hawaiian surfer..
 Off to Plaza bonita when it was nice ? when was that? haha. I bought a freaking purple -lavender color suit. is that gay or what ? oh well I actually left the store with that suit on, walking around in the mall.. So here's this long hair good looking filipino guy  wearing a freaking outrageous purple suit. Am I flamboyant or what ? Of course I think I look fly , so I crusie by the hangout to show off my new outfit to the fellas.. My own homeys laugh at me and call me " BAKLA" thats gay in tagalog,, ok, after i CURSE THEM OUT .. PUTAGINA MO!!i WENT TO GET MY GIRL..
 Guess what? she has a freaking purple mini skirt dress on , now is that wierd or gay? maybe both.. ok , so we get to the club. I saw alot of pretty ladies dressed to kill and the guys were fly too. But I also noticed the groups were separated, I mean girls with girls , guys with guys and then us.. But i said hmm. interesting , So she introduces me to some of the prettiest girls i have ever seen . So we go in. It was cool beats , nice atmosphere .. She introduces me to another pretty girl , but i recognize her from my old high school Montgomery High School " this filipina " looked so good I had to embrace her and share some old time high school memories.. Janet asked me " What do you think of the club ? I looked around and it finally hit me. girls dancing with girls , guys doing the same. kissing , hugging , actually I was shocked ans started to make faces and get very protected. my girl said " This is my secret .. I said " What , your a lesbian?" She said , not fully , more like a bisexual.. " I was devastated , and to be honest all my hopes and dreams o having a future with her seem to slip away like a balloon flying away from you when you were a kid,, I was " sad!" < in fact i wanted to cry , in fact I think I did. My whole life was crashing down on me.. But guys , what seemed like a long depression or sadness , instead became just quick moments or minutes I guess. She said Janet, is my lover .. My high school classmate at Montgomery whose parents are close to mine , is now my competitor for my girls love.. But I stood fast , " I don't believe it you guys are full of it!" I think you guys are joking.. Janet said to my girl " Lets show him!" So right there my high school class mate making out with my love of my life .. Oh what a night ??..
  The music started playing music I liked , so I decided to dance on the floor. I didn't care who was out there , i just needed to dance the night away.. So before u knew it i was dancing with other guys. and after the dances were done. I was standing around with my girt, when this good looking tall white guy and said " Somebody is going to get lucky tonight , while holding wads of cash >" He kept parading around me.. I didn't get it or i was in denial.. Until the girls said " That Guy wants you. at first I was upset then a bit flattered, But I said, I'm a straight guy.. He said " I don't want to marry you honey , just a one night affair. !" Oh my goodness , I walked away with my girl , and I said " I think i better go,, she said " No , it's ok... Guess what I stayed and continued dancing and that freaking guy kept taunting me the whole night .. saying : Somebody gonna get lucky tonight!!" The Flame - in San Diego , it;s an alternative life style club and I was there, and on this night a truly a night that changed my life forever .. Do you believe it ? Stay tuned to more stories by THE SOURCE @2011 PRODUCTIONS..